Ying choked up and said, "I can tell the difference between Xi and Xun, I am not confused at all, I know that the person I leave behind is you." ”

"Of course, because I'm the only one left, how could you not tell the difference?"

"Xi ......" Ying still hasn't figured out why Xi has to leave her, "Can you not leave? You and Xi Yao both stay, don't go, can't you? Isn't it good to be like this now?"

"Do you really think that's good?" asked Xi rhetorically. Xi looked at the current Ying, and refused to hurt her like this, he couldn't bear it, but if he continued to allow such a thing, he would lose Xi Yao. The woman had caused him to experience a nightmare, and he was even willing to give up the power of death for her sake. She was no match in every way, but he knew that she was important, and he was so sure that he would not let the woman leave him if he died.

"But, I don't want to be alone, I don't want to be alone......" Ying cried helplessly, she was afraid to be alone, she didn't know how long she would have to wait for the reincarnation of Xun, if what Xi said was true, then what should she do?

Xi retracted his fingers, his heart was entangled, he didn't know what to do.

Xi Yao's fingers were clasped on the door frame, she couldn't bear to listen to Ying's helpless crying, she knew that Ying's heart was lonely and painful, maybe she only needed a close person to accompany her, she didn't want to be alone, that's all.

Xi raised her eyes, stared at the light purple eyes full of tears, and pleaded, "I beg you, don't seduce me unintentionally, I'm also a man." ”

Ying looked puzzled, watching Xi stand up, walking farther and farther, the cold back, heavy steps, every step taken, like stepping into a deep quagmire, gradually sinking, the shadow behind him is the shadow of the most struggling and confused in history.

Xi Yao walked over to Ying and reached out to help her. In essence, Xi Yao has enough reason to hate Ying, hate her for being a mother but not like a mother, hate her for being irresponsible and doing things that subvert ethics and morals, and hate her for being the envy of all women and all men wanting to protect her. But Xi Yao can't really hate Ying, on the contrary, she is very pitiful, which is really distressing.

"Xi said that he is a man, what does this mean?" Ying asked Xi Yao beside her suspiciously, "What does temptation mean?" But she couldn't be clearer that Xi was leaving, and it seemed that it was for this reason.

Xi Yao didn't want to answer because she didn't know how to describe it.

"Xi likes you," Ying suddenly said, Xi Yao was stunned, and Ying pleaded again, "Help me go and tell Xi, don't leave, okay?" I don't want to ...... alone."

Xi Yao wiped away the tears on Ying's face, she couldn't bear to refuse Ying, presumably when Xi refused Ying, her heart must be even more uncomfortable.

Xi Yao came to Xi's door and hesitated for a long time, she didn't know in what capacity she should say this, she had no rights and qualifications.

Xi smelled the smell of Xi Yao's body, he knew that she was outside the door, he didn't speak, she just kept standing like this, hesitating.

Shu opened the door and asked, "How long are you going to stand?"

"I, I know I'm not qualified to interject, but, but she's alone, it's really pitiful, she, she's right, why do you have to leave?"

"Don't you mind?"

"I ......" When did Xi start to care about her Xi Yaojie didn't mind?

"It's not all because of you," Shu said, lowering his head, unable to see a helpless and embarrassed smile on the corner of his mouth, "I myself refuse to have any further contact with that body, it will make me feel dirty and unforgivable." ”

If you care about Ying, want to protect her, take care of her, it is love, Xi does not reject such emotions, but he can't be like a beast, for the sake of physical needs to touch her body, no matter what, she gave birth to him, this is an indisputable fact.

"But I've already had the idea of wanting to get her body. Xi's tone is frivolous, contemptuous, and sarcastic, all aimed at himself.

Xi admitted so frankly that Xi Yao was a little surprised.

"Perhaps...... Maybe ......" Xi Yao couldn't speak, her thoughts were confused, and she wanted to find a way to take care of all aspects, because Xi Yao felt that Ying was right, and Xi was not wrong, but there was already harm between them, maybe they could think of a way to reduce the damage as much as possible.

"I've tried to avoid physical contact with her as much as possible," he leaned against the wall, hanging his head deeply, his fingers on his forehead, he was really troubled, the moonlight shone on his cold body, and he couldn't dry his distress, "but if she didn't do anything, it was already a temptation that was hard to refuse." ”

What else can he do but leave? He doesn't leave, even if he can resolutely not touch her body, but that kind of ** has already happened, he can't act as if nothing happened, and he can't spend his life together in peace. Xi is not a hun, without that kind of forbearance and patience, he may not be able to wait for reincarnation at all, he will do such a thing, he dare not guarantee, and he cannot guarantee it.

Xi Yao's strength in biting her lower lip became heavier and heavier, and her heart was extremely complicated. The person she loved so much told her again and again that he was so fascinated by another body that he couldn't extricate himself, what cruel words, what a cold reality. Did he want her to accept his confession or simply confide in her, and he had no need to tell her that she had no right to interfere with his decisions and freedom to do things.

"Hmm......" Xi Yao was stunned, she was hugged by Xi, his arms wrapped around her thin body, he hugged very hard, helpless, confused, uneasy. Just like when they were at the inn, before going to Micheng, he was afraid of losing his brother because he sensed the pain of Xun.

He wanted to deal with it as much as he could, but he didn't know what to do, and he couldn't think of the best of both worlds. Such a tricky thing can't be solved in the way he is best at, and killing people can't solve the problem.

Xi Yao paused, she felt that the young man, as if he was back, she raised her hand, one hand on his thin waist, and the other hand on his hair, wanting to transmit the warmth of her body to him as much as possible.

He is the god of death, he can do whatever he wants, with him, there is no truth, there is no should or should be, as long as he is happy, he is happy, he does whatever he wants. But Xi Yao has already appeared in his world on a rampage, and no matter what, he wants to try to be the hero in her mind, even if half of it is an evil devil.

In fact, he gave up being the Grim Reaper for the sake of Xi Yao, not because he fell for E-Niang's scheme, he did it voluntarily, weakening his power, and destroying the root of evil only for her, because she was afraid of him like that. Ying has become his biggest fetter and his weakness, and he can't do anything about her. Leaving or not leaving, he couldn't adapt, as if what he was doing was wrong.

"What should I do, I suddenly feel that I am very powerful, and the devil seems to depend on me. Xi Yao said with a smile, it's really a strange thing, he no longer wants just her body and her taste, it seems to be her whole person.

This is the second time Xi Yao feels that Xi needs her, and when he is confused and feels insecure, he reaches out and hugs her to ask for a little warmth, making Xi Yao feel very happy and feel as if she is important to him.

"You're not at ease if you leave her, aren't you?" asked Xi Yao softly, her fingers caressing his long silver hair, as gentle as possible, hoping to reach his heart, "Then don't leave." ”

"But ......"

"I trust you, you can control yourself. ”

"Why believe me? I believe it myself. ”

"Because, you are the one I love so much. Xi Yao said with a smile, she couldn't hear the true thoughts in her heart, but her smile was real, and she felt that it was a happy thing to love him for the first time, because he was worth it.

Smelling the unique body fragrance on Xi Yao's body, he felt a little calm in his restless heart, and he closed his eyes. He wondered who this woman was, and why she made him feel comfortable here.

"What does love look like?" asked Xi suddenly. From Gesi's dream, Xi saw that Xi Yao was tortured by love to the point that life was worse than death, but she still refused to let go.

"Ah, it's a very profound question, and I don't know it. ”

"Didn't you say you loved me?"

Xi Yao's face turned red unconsciously, even if it was a fact, she always felt very embarrassed to be told like this. Xi Yao thought for a while and said, "Love will make me suffer from gains and losses, it will make me miserable, and it will also make me feel happy." Even if one day, I am covered in bruises, hehe, even if it is because of you, it is you who hurt me, but if I knew that I could make you better and happier, I think I would be willing to do that kind of thing for you. ”

Xi opened his eyes and remembered that Xi Yao had begged Ge Si to use her corpse to grow herbs with her taste when she died, and move them to a place near his home.

"As long as you don't drive me, I won't leave," Xi Yao tilted her head sideways, her cheek pressed against his shoulder, "Xi, stay, in the future, whether it's because of her or not, if you still need to use my body, I don't care, I won't blame you, as long as you don't dislike it." ”

Xi's heart twitched suddenly. Why is this woman so strange? Xi couldn't understand it, but after listening to her words, he felt a lot of pain in his heart, which made him feel very guilty.

"I know I'm very different from her, and I'm not sure if I can satisfy you, but I'm not going to reject you until you reject me. ”

There were ripples on the surface of the lake in her dark eyes, she was willingly depraved, without any intention of forcing herself, from the moment she agreed to the invitation of the depravity, she knew that there would be a future from which she would never recover, if this was the consequence, she felt that it was okay, she could bear it.

Why is this woman so stupid? Xi can't even forgive her body for being seen by another man, but she is willing to be a substitute for another woman. His fingers clenched unconsciously, it wasn't that she owed him, maybe he owed her, no matter what, he shouldn't have failed her.