As the night came, Zhao Wenrui obviously felt that the pain in the injuries on his body had been reduced.

The unbearable sharp sting was replaced by a burning pain, which he knew was due to his special physique.

Speaking of which, as far as he knew, after experiencing the catastrophe brought about by the Hyper Death Virus, there were no more surviving humans left in this world as purebreds.

As a traverser, he usually pays attention to collecting information, but due to the long time and the deliberate concealment of the rulers of the Vault, the truth of the year is no longer verifiable.

Today, most of the survivors admit that there were some human beings who sold their souls in exchange for a chance to survive, so there was Green Star.

The location of the Green Star at Lagrange Point 3 is also in the Earth's orbit, but it is always separated by the Sun, so it is invisible to the survivors on Earth.

But that doesn't stop the survivors from hating it and the people who live on it.

As far as Zhao Wenrui knew, the two major religions of the survivors labeled those people as heretics, while most of the other survivors also called them Green Star people, and did not treat them as exiled compatriots.

But there is still another theory circulating in the market that the traveler was not betrayed, but was chosen by the Tinder of Civilization Project to leave the earth and escape the dangers of the super-mourning virus.

What makes Zhao Wenrui concerned is that at least one person believes such a statement not to attract people's attention, or to kneel and lick without brains.

Of course, they don't respect the truth very much, but the 'truth' is in their favor.

They said that their ancestors were chosen by the 'Flame of Civilization' program but insisted on staying in this world to face the virus of over-mourning.

Zhao Wenrui said in his heart: "Even if what you say is true, it can only show that your ancestors have a backbone, how much does it have to do with you?"

This is off-topic, in short, Zhao Wenrui is more willing to believe this statement, because he is a traverser, and this is the Marvel Universe.

Zhao Wenrui knows about the Marvel Zombie Universe, but the relevant history of this world obviously does not match it. He prefers that this is a parallel world to some Marvel Cinematic Universe that has been played by cows.

For the first 18 months after the crossing, he had been looking forward to encountering the reincarnation. Because in his mind, the biggest possibility that can collapse the Marvel Cinematic Universe to this extent is the repeated intervention of reincarnation.

For him, the time travel has happened, the Marvel Cinematic Universe also exists, and the historical line has been changed to a mess, so it is entirely possible for something more bizarre to happen.

For example, if this world has become the backyard of a certain reincarnation force, then he may have the opportunity to catch this line and end this painful apocalyptic existence.

More precisely, it should be wasteland survival.

The end of the world refers to the total and complete loss of social order, and the vast majority of people no longer have hope in their hearts, but have to live a chaotic life, and that is the end of the world.

And now what he is facing is not like this, order exists, but under the pressure of the cruel living environment, in the context of the extremely low bottom line of public morality, it is relatively dark and distorted.

Of course, it was relatively easy to say, and what made him unbearable was actually this dark distortion.

Zhao Wenrui tossed and turned, wanting to sleep but lacking sleepiness.

Compared with the current predicament, he is more concerned about the inability to establish the core goal.

Yes, he is in a period of confusion right now.

The various encounters in reality and the pressure of survival constantly wear down his vision and enthusiasm.

And he, like most people, is not a good person to persevere.

In other words, he is a person who is accustomed to normal interactions and gives something back after giving.

If he doesn't get the corresponding feedback, he can't be motivated enough to believe in something and do something for a long time.

For example, the reincarnation, for more than two years, there is no evidence that the reincarnation exists, not even the slightest sign.

Reason told him that the concept of reincarnation was probably wishful thinking on his part.

This made me depressed for a long time.

Because he knew that he would be swallowed up by the world, imperceptibly, unconsciously, distorted into a wastelander.

He felt like a dry sponge that had fallen into the water, still floating on the surface of the water, not really integrated into the world, but when he absorbed enough water, he would sink and never get out of the water.

Rather than being a wasteland mountain king, he prefers to live as an ordinary person in a social environment with universal values similar to him, but unfortunately the reality is always so cruel.

He felt lonely, he also felt lost, there was no goal, there was no hope, he lived day after day, and the external environment was so hard, which made him have thoughts of suicide more than once.

In fact, this injury, when he needed to make a decision at that moment, the idea of suicide flashed through him and had a great impact on him.

When he was in another world, he once said: "My life is full of frustration, but I still have some self-esteem, suicide is too cowardly, I can't do it, but if there is a decent way to die, such as sacrificing myself to save others......"

It must be said that in the previous life, it was not easy to sacrifice oneself to save others, and it was impossible to touch it even if I wanted to.

But in this world, there are many similar opportunities.

But now, this idea has basically been dispelled by him.

After trying it myself, I realized that his 'suicide' method was also very taken for granted. At the moment of the incident, the survival instinct is the most prominent consciousness.

The result is likely to result in such an outcome that is not sacrificed, but is crippled.

This is more painful, self-inflicted, switching life to hell difficulty, how much do you have to hate yourself to do it?

Zhao Wenrui didn't hate himself, and he didn't do anything in the first half of his life that he thought he needed to be desperate to be cheap to achieve the purpose of atonement and get a little comfort from the mountain of the soul.

He just felt alone, and scared, afraid that he would become unrecognizable without knowing it.

This is directly related to his complete disdain for the survivors of this world.

Even Emma, he just wanted her to be a bed partner, but if he wanted him to establish a super-friendly intimacy with him, and take responsibility for it, he wouldn't do it.

However, it is somewhat funny and ironic that the reason why this survival team can be formed, and led by him, has a direct relationship with the person who 'has more kindness and more sense of responsibility than others'.

To put it more bluntly, it is precisely because he has played a sincere person with a good character that he has mixed up with today's status.

In this regard, he himself has a certain consciousness, and even slightly deliberately achieved the current effect, otherwise with his original appearance, the 'Virgin Value' will definitely not reach the current level.

Slowly turning over to make himself sleep more comfortably, Zhao Wenrui retrieved his golden finger.

Like most traversers, he has a golden finger, but he's not satisfied, just like most of the empty traversers.

What you haven't got is always thought of as good, and what you already have is often thought to be like that. This is the commonality of people, and Zhao Wenrui did not jump out of this thinking barrier.

Let's just say this golden finger.

Class game system.

For him, who is full of mixed knowledge, such a golden finger can only be said to be a bad street idea, and there is no novelty at all.

He also knew that the songs were easy to sing and difficult to sing, so he still had a sense of anticipation for a while.

I hope that his system will be different and have some eye-catching features.

But this sense of anticipation, like his imaginary existence of reincarnation, slowly diminished as time went on, and now it is basically no longer a fantasy.

I have to say that one of the points that C Kane focuses on is here.

He was well aware of his desires, habits, and even dependence on the 'Commander' system.

But he didn't know how far he could go in order to get it. There is no self-created initiative.

At the beginning, the deity skipped this question, so to speak.

Although the Vientiane Gate system tried its best to abuse the reincarnated, it also provided unimaginable logistical support, especially technical support.

There is only what you can't think of, and there is nothing I don't have here. In the eyes of the vast majority of reincarnations, the Vientiane Gate system is so high that there is no need to worry about this at all, the road is there, the dazzling pearl is shining on the mountain top in the distance, as if you want to pluck it? Pay attention to your feet, take every step well, pay attention to the left and right, guard against malicious stumbling from anyone, and go on unswervingly, as long as you don't die, you can succeed.

In addition, as a reincarnation, there is competition and mutual assistance, and there is a little bit of fragrant taste of mixed eating.

And Zhao Wenrui, there is no both, there is no clear path, there are no competitors, in this context, can you still follow the will in your heart, overcome obstacles, and embark on the path you are willing to take?

That's what C Kane wants to know.

He wanted to see if he was more likely to be an adult because of a person, or an adult because of a higher percentage.

As a result, Zhao Wenrui's original shining system golden finger has now been cut into a single soldier level, and it is so simple that it only has a one-page graphical interface to display the system.

Power 12

Agility 13

Intelligence 13

Constitution 14

This is Zhao Wenrui's circumference, 9-11, is the constant of adult survivors, less than 9, it is equivalent to the past IQ below 70 has a little obvious mentally handicapped taste, which is a more serious shortcoming.

These four surrounds were completed by Zhao Wenrui after completing the comprehensive transformation of the first layer of the 'Perfection Plan'.

c Kane's sampling to create a new Zhao Wenrui was based on the physical and mental state of Kleven Zhao at that time.

The Aubonins have been protected by the bloodline of George, one of the ancestors of the Transcendents, since a hundred years ago, and have not suffered any major crimes, but the comprehensive index of the spirit and flesh has not improved, and it is still at the level of ordinary people, with an average of 9, which is at least 1 standard unit lower than the survivors.

Measured by it, the current Zhao Wenrui is almost equivalent to the level of the top athletes. For example, the champion of the world-class Ironman Decathlon is even stronger in terms of mental strength, physical fitness, and recovery.

Zhao Wenrui's system is an interface that combines graphics, text, and numbers.

Underneath the quadratic data, there is something that can be understood as an experience slot. The small green vertical bar on the inside is a more specific empirical value.

Zhao Wenrui remembers that more than two years ago, these small vertical bars were much thicker and easier to obtain than they are now, and once they were enough, they would be re-cleared into empty tubes, and the value was 1.

Now the small vertical bar is thin and not easy to increase, which makes Zhao Wenrui gradually lose his enthusiasm for hard work, you must know that when I looked at a hard work and a harvest, the green bar increased significantly, and then the value increased, there was still a sense of accomplishment and even addiction.

In addition to the surrounding data, another more important display, which also occupies the largest layout of the entire system, is a virtual figure figure.

This 360-degree rotatable, lightly luminous outline, represents himself.

With this diagram, he can check his condition, especially the injury.

Before he was injured and unconscious, he had a check-up, and according to the system's prompts, his biggest problem at that time was not a bloody shoulder blade injury, but a broken blood vessel in his leg, which was bleeding nonstop.

In the end, he chose to burn the experience points of the physique, and consumed more than half of the nearly full warp bars in the experience slot of the physique, in exchange for the self-healing of this fatal injury.

Because he knew that Owen couldn't handle an injury of this level, especially if the conditions were not good, the risk of local necrosis and infection would increase exponentially if he was forcibly treated.

He had seen the barbaric practice of scalding the wound with the red torch head burned at the front end, even if he was lucky enough to save his life, he would leave permanent damage, or even be crippled, and the shelter was not short of scavengers who were stranded due to disability, Zhao Wenrui knew very well that he didn't have that strength, he couldn't live like that, if he really wanted to fall into that, most of them wouldn't even be able to get the last dignity of a self-respecting death, it would be too miserable.

According to the illusory man's display, his injury is basically fine now, but the injury mark on the shoulder blade is still yellow, and there is a countdown display, which means that the injury in this place has not yet departed from the category of medium injury, if he does not pay enough attention and forcibly moves, the countdown will be delayed indefinitely, or even worsened.

There is no doubt that with such a system, even if it is simple, it is much stronger than ordinary survivors, it greatly improves the understanding and control of self-intelligence, and has the possibility of improvement, and can also eliminate potentially deadly threats by consuming the usual accumulation, in this dangerous world, it is equivalent to a number of more lives.

For Zhao Wenrui, this is only barely making up for the gap in spiritual tenacity between him and the natives.

Compared to the natives, he is sensitive, fragile, and a person who often accompanies melancholy due to overthinking. He wants to be thrown into the wilderness of the greenhouse flowers, out of step with the world, with the society of the survivors.

He didn't know how quickly the people who had traveled to a wasteland-like world had adapted to all of this, he couldn't and didn't want to.

For example, in one detail, Owen and Emma went to the next room to celebrate his awakening. And when he thought that these two people had not bathed for at least 120 hours, that the amount of exercise every day was not low, and that the Europa race itself had well-developed sweat glands and heavy body odor, he immediately felt the urge to vomit overnight meals.

It's really not that he can't eat grapes and say that grapes are sour, he even suspects that in the long run, he will be habitually associated, which will lead to physical incompetence psychologically......

There are many similar situations, and it is really not something that can be adapted to with a horizontal heart and a bite of teeth. It is not a one-time thing, but a repeated torture over and over again. This time the state is more bullish, passionate, or high-spirited, but next time it may not be such a state, next time it is likely to be frustrated and irritable, and miss his hometown, and then encounter this kind of decay, the mentality is likely to explode.

If you don't explode or vent, the result is to endure internal injuries, and even offset your enthusiasm to a certain extent.

Zhao Wenrui felt that he was like this, and sometimes he asked himself: "What do you want? With such a condition, he also knows what the end will be if he doesn't face it positively, who is it for? Is it useful to be so hypocritical? Is it really not alive?"

But although the reason is clear, it is not easy to do it concretely. The sense of decadence, in which even ideals have lost their due color and cannot be lifted, appears more and more frequently, and each time it appears, the effect time is getting longer and longer.

Therefore, people who know him say that he is not a bad person, but he is a bit moody.

Who am I?

Where am I?

What am I going to do?

Most of the time, people can laugh at these three questions and be too lazy to bother with them.

But when Zhao Wenrui's life passed to the point where he doubted his life, he couldn't put these three questions aside freely. He even suspected that all that he had experienced was false.

He's been having the same dream a lot lately.

In the dream, his name is Zhao Congming, a young general, living in a very steampunk-style country, as a pioneer general, his main job is to fight zombies, like playing real-time strategy games, farming and blasting soldiers to fight zombies.

The dream he had is realistic, extremely reasonable, and even serial, the only problem is that there is no head and no tail.

He had heard it a long time ago that an important way to distinguish between dreams and reality is to think about the beginning and the end.

To put it this way, he is indeed dreaming, it is very abrupt to become Zhao Congming, and the battle is good, he has no intention of betraying the kingdom, and suddenly takes the risk of subverting the kingdom, which is very blunt, and very absurd, too lucky, simple, like child's play......

Zhao Wenrui didn't know that C Kane was helpless to arrange his memories like this. Because of some profound memories, there is no way to say that it is cleaned and clean, leaving no traces. The best way to deal with it is to mislead, and ordinary people are always convinced of the conclusions reached by their own cognitive thinking and analysis, so ......

Zhao Wenrui is an adult, and he is more rational and complacent, so he naturally understands that cranky thinking can't solve the problem after all, unless he really doesn't plan to live this day, and is ready to let go and die, otherwise he still has to return to the present in the end.

And at the moment, the most important thing for him is to complete the scavenging task at the bottom level, and then see if there is a chance to get some additional benefits, whether it is material, or strength improvement, even if it is more valuable information. Otherwise, it is equivalent to wasting a week's life, and once there is too much such waste, I am afraid that in the end, I am afraid that even an indigenous-level better end will not be achieved......