76, the first confession

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Xi Yao walked up to Fan Chen and sat beside him. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Fan Chen glanced at Xi Yao's feet, although they were all blood blisters and were appallingly grinded, they were still healing on their own at a speed visible to the naked eye.

Xi Yao paid attention to her feet, she ran out without shoes, no wonder she always felt a little tingling along the way, she collected her feet and hid her feet in the hem of her skirt.

Fan Chen didn't speak, Gu carved the wooden stake in his hand.

That day, the dust of the execution ground gave Xi Yao an eternal poisonous curse, and it was with this thing that Xi Yao subconsciously had some shadows, and asked timidly, "You...... What are you doing?Are you carving puppet dolls?Hehe, it can't be carving me?" Xi Yao didn't expect her face to become so thick.

Fan Chen didn't raise his head, his face was serious, and he spit out three words faintly, "Curse you." ”

"Huh?!" Xi Yao had three black lines on her forehead, she smirked dryly, but the embarrassing atmosphere was not alleviated at all, "You don't have to be so serious, right?"

Fan Chen raised his eyes, his blue eyes were full of resentment, and his eyes were mixed with strong dissatisfaction when he looked at Xi Yao, he was really serious.

Xi Yao wanted to be as casual as possible, but the hand on the stake felt very suspicious no matter how she looked at it, she smiled, "Hehe, young man, my sister tells you a life truth, you can't be too careful, you have to be relaxed, calm, everything will be harmonious, and life will be happy and happy." ”

"I'm not in harmony. Fan Chen replied without question, dodging Xi Yao's hand and continuing to carve his stake.

Xi Yao pursed her lips, the rejected hand, scratched her neck in embarrassment, she coughed dryly twice, and said, "Fan Chen, the curse you said should be a joke, right?"

Fan Chen glanced at Xi Yao, replaced it with a knife, and cut the excess part off the stake, and soon cut out a tip.

Xi Yao recognized this shape, although it was very different from the last time, but this tip really made Xi Yao look uncomfortable, and her heart was subconsciously touched, and she felt a little pain, "Fan Chen, don't be so serious! I didn't mean to, that's not an excuse, I don't know ......"

After a moment's effort, a rough wooden stake was cut into a small thing by Fan Chen, for Xi Yao's explanation, Fan Chen didn't buy it at all, he put down the knife, and sharpened his fingertips at both ends, sharp just right.

"Fanchen, don't stop talking, I ...... last night Hey?!

Xi Yao saw Fan Chen pick up a pen, dipped in unknown golden paint, and write on it, Xi Yao couldn't read those runes, but she was still very familiar with her own name!

"It's done, it's just the last step. Fan Chen's gaze moved away from his hand and locked on Xi Yao beside him.

"Fan Chen! stop playing!" Xi Yao got up and staggered away from the table, seeing that Fan Chen was still serious, she suddenly felt bad, she turned around to run, but was grabbed by him.

Xi Yao's wrist was firmly trapped by Fan Chen, "Fan Chen, you, are you joking, right? Don't be so serious, okay? I don't even know you anymore." ”

"Seriously, and it's eternal, it can pass through death, it's fearless, it's never destroyed, even the blood jade tree in your house can't do anything, it's a curse that no one can unravel, once it falls into the body, even if the body dies, the curse is still there. Fan Chen looked at the work in his hand with satisfaction, and then looked at Xi Yao's expression, which was really interesting.

Xi Yao knew that Fan Chen was still angry about what happened last night, and if he wanted to punish her for this, she would not be surprised, but the eternal curse, would it be too much?

"Marry me, and never betray you for eternity. ”

Fan Chen said seriously, raising Xi Yao's wrist and stuffing the cursed stake into Xi Yao's palm, he held her hand and pierced it into his chest, the golden runes and names beating actively.

"Don't!" Xi Yao reacted, withdrew her hand, and pulled the stake out of Fan Chen's chest.

The golden runes on the wooden stake were gone, tightly entangled with Xi Yao's name, and were instantly elongated, like spider silk, quickly piercing into Fan Chen's chest and burrowing into his heart.

Fan Chen snorted, took a pain, but said with a smile, "It's too late." ”

There was a "snap", and the stake hit the ground. Xi Yao choked back tears, looked at Fan Chen blankly, her voice trembled, "What if...... If...... What will happen?"

If he betrays her, if he does not love her, or if he falls in love with someone else, the curse will be opened, and the pain will torment him for eternity, even if the flesh dies and rots, even if he becomes an evil spirit, he will suffer forever.

"No, I said, I won't betray you. Fan Chen wiped the tears from the corners of Xi Yao's eyes, he thought that he could do it until death, and even if he couldn't, the curse would help him.

As a bystander, Xi Yao has seen many people who have made promises, heard all kinds of sworn voices, people on the street or people in movies, those are the happiness that belong to others, and Xi Yao was once moved. Now, the marriage proposal belonging to Xi Yao, there are no red roses, no champagne, no rings, no gifts, no witnesses, but she is so moved that she is speechless.

No matter how good an oath is, it has no expiration date and can turn into a ridiculous lie at any time.

Xi Yao shook her head, she didn't want to restrain him, she never thought of restraining him in the name of love, she didn't even think that he really loved her, he never said the word "love" to her, but he did everything related to "love".

"What's wrong?"

Xi Yao's tears kept pouring out, and she didn't have time to wipe them, making Fan Chen a little overwhelmed.

"Love shouldn't be a shackle, it shouldn't dominate you, it's just a need for people's emotions, it's just one, even dispensable, even if you don't have it, you can live well," Xi Yao said more, the more fierce she cried, "When I found out that I liked you, you left me, you became indifferent, you didn't even look at me, I watched you go away, and I didn't look back, at that time I felt that the whole world had collapsed." I study hard, I keep working, I keep myself busy, only then I won't have time to calm down, because as soon as I calm down, I will miss you, I miss you completely uncontrollably, I know I'm crazy, I like you, I really like you, but I won't force you, even if you don't like me, I won't mind, I won't blame you, it really doesn't matter, I'm fine. I was very sad that day at the execution ground, really sad, not because you liked Mu Zhining, but because you deprived me of my right to like you, so you don't need to do this for me at all......"

Xi Yao originally just wanted to say, you don't need to do anything for me, just stand in a place where I can look at it from afar, even if it's an unreachable morning star.

With one move, Fan Chen broke through the wall that Xi Yao had worked so hard to build, and removed all the strong appearances, leaving only a sensitive and fragile girl's heart.

Xi Yao cried a little bit, said something intermittently, but couldn't hear any words clearly, only choked, she had never cried so happily, nor was she so brave to say the voice hidden deep in her heart, this is Xi Yao's first confession, it turned out to be like this.

Fan Chen's hand rested on the back of Xi Yao's head and took her into his arms, her body twitching unconsciously.

There are always men who dislike women for being too tough, saying that they are stubborn, that they are violent, that they are not like what a woman should be, and that they are not cute at all. It's not that women aren't cute, it's that they don't meet men who make them cute.

Xi Yao also spent a lot of time figuring out that love is not a thing, it is not possession, there is no need to fight, all means will stain the way love should be, and even if it is obtained, it will become unrecognizable. Love is coming, gladly accepting, love is gone, grieving to the fullest.

Fan Chen couldn't remember Cui Zhenan's appearance for a long time, but he still remembered this person's name. At that time, Xi Yao would say this name in Fan Chen's ear every day, he still heard it if he didn't want to hear it, she always complained to him, saying that Cui Zhenan cheated, that Cui Zhenan betrayed her, and that Cui Zhenan had failed her. At that time, Fan Chen only hated that he hadn't met her earlier, if the person who stood beside her from the beginning was him, would she become different from now, more happy and less unpleasant experiences.

Fan Chen lowered his head and looked at Xi Yao in his arms, and a wave of bitterness and desolation surged in his heart. He didn't mind dying, and when he learned that he was going to die, there were no emotional fluctuations, and he was calm, calm and frightening, as if it was a trivial matter, and a trivial matter that had nothing to do with him.

Everything has changed now, from subtle to out of control.

"Will there be a next life?" Xi Yao raised her head, her eyes flashed with tears, longing for some answer, even if it was just a lie, five years was really too short, it would end before she had time to reminisce, Xi Yao could only hope that there would be a next life.

"I don't know, I haven't met or seen anyone in my previous life," Fan Chen replied calmly, he knew that Xi Yao wanted to hear a positive answer, but he didn't want to lie to her, why should he give people hope if he could make a promise, it would only make people more disappointed, Fan Chen picked up Xi Yao's hand, put it on his chest, the position of his heart, and said, "But if there is, the next life will definitely look for your footprints, even if I don't remember you, it will remember you." ”

Xi Yao's fingers ran across Fan Chen's chest, drooped down, and clenched into a fist. It turns out that real love looks like this, it is really toxic, addictive, makes people suffer from gains and losses, and makes people feel extremely happy.

Xi Yao leaned lightly into Fan Chen's arms and kissed him on the chest, she couldn't see the heart that wrapped her name around it, but she knew that it was very close to her, closer than ever.

"Tell me, what can I do for you?" asked Xi Yao, she had always wanted to do something for him, but she had never found a way, he lacked nothing, and she had nothing.

"You haven't promised me yet. Fan Chen reminded that Xi Yao only cared about being moved and confessing, and had not yet agreed to the marriage.

"Hmm!" Xi Yao nodded, stood on tiptoe, and kissed Fan Chen's lips.