Chapter 32: Forgiveness of Sins
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After lunch, he couldn't sleep when he was mad and couldn't sleep in bed, and the news that Xin Yun was trapped in Youlan Palace was swirling in his mind, and he finally couldn't bear the torment in his heart and called Fa Yin in. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info ()
"Is there anything wrong with the little master?"
Fa Yin looked at the madman's face and asked with concern.
The madness pointed to the hanger with a weak hand, "Change my clothes, I'm going to go to Youlan Palace to have a look." ā
Fa Yin's footsteps suddenly stopped after hearing the first half of the sentence, and he looked at the madness in embarrassment, "Youlan Palace, you want to go to Youlan Palace?"
"Well, don't let anyone know. As he spoke, he had gotten out of bed and came to the hanger to get dressed himself.
Fa Yin Ti is not, not for non is not, struggled, or gritted his teeth and snatched the robe from the hand of the madman, "I'll come." ā
The madman pretended not to see the worry on Fa Yin's face, and stretched out his arms slightly.
After Fa Yin put on a big coat for him and took the hand stove, he was about to go out, and said: "You don't have to come with me, I'll go and see for myself, if someone comes, they will say that I haven't gotten up yet, don't let anyone know." I'll go back as soon as I go. ā
Fayin was about to speak, but the shadow of madness slipped away from his feet.
He sighed heavily, little lord, sooner or later, you will suffer if you are heavy in this palace.
But the madness had already flashed a few figures to the Youlan Palace.
Since Xin Yun lived here, it was the first time he had returned, and he hadn't entered through the main gate - there were already more guards there, and the palace gate was locked.
He tapped the wall and landed in the atrium of the Orchid Palace.
"Who?"
As soon as the madman stood firmly, he smelled the panic behind him, and his heart moved, and he was almost about to cry.
"Xin Yun. ā
The madman turned and called.
Xin Yun, who saw the face of the person who came clearly, trembled, "You, why are you here." ā
Seeing that Xin Yun was a little flustered, he hurriedly stepped forward, "I just want to come and see you, are you okay?"
He didn't know what to say, and he thought about it all the way but his mind went blank here.
Xin Yun dodged his gaze, "It's okay......"
Silent.
The madman was thinking about what to say, but he heard Xin Yun say in a low voice: "Although I have always refused to believe that it was you who killed, I still told Chen Qu that it might be you." He will go to see the emperor......"
"It's all in the past. Xin Yun interrupted Xin Yun's explanation of guilt, Xin Yun looked at him, saw him smile softly at himself, sighed and looked at the plum blossoms in the corner of the wall with a dejected look, "It's all my fault, you were wronged and suffered." ā
The madness was surprised that Xin Yun didn't claim to be the main palace, and his body also exuded a softness that was different from the past. He looked at him worriedly, "Don't keep talking about me, I'm not okay, it's you...... Following the De ......"
"Heh, are you sad that I am confined here?"
Looking at the smile that suddenly bloomed on Xin Yun's face, he looked at it puzzled.
Xin Yun led him to sit down, poured him a cup of tea, and said: "When I learned the truth, I thought in my heart that you were finally fine, and it was really not you, although the murderer was still making me feel uncomfortable, but you always let it out, you are my only friend." ā
"Xin Yun ......"
"Heh, I've been afraid that it's really you who did it these days, so I really feel that no one in the world can be trusted. In the end you are different, how can you kill someone. ā
Seeing Xin Yun's smile gradually sad, he couldn't tell whether this was for Jide or for Returning Virtue, and he also looked at him, "Returning him to ......"
"Don't mention him. Xin Yun's face suddenly changed, and his tone was resolute.
Sure enough, it is still impossible to forgive.
The madman sighed in his heart, "After all, you grew up watching." I know you're bitter. ā
"But he killed the man I loved the most. Xin Yun's eyes immediately turned red, "I don't understand, how did he do it, he was raised by Jide from such a young age, even if he was not his own, he didn't lack food and clothing, how could he be so ruthless." ā
Xin Yun choked up, holding his forehead with his hands and closing his eyes stiffly, as if he could forget all about it all.
The madman didn't know how to persuade him, but he suddenly smiled, and raised his face that seemed to be crying and smiling, "Hey, but I finally told me that he was a hot man, he was alone in his heart from beginning to end, and he loved me." ā
Looking at Xin Yun's trance-like appearance, the madness only felt as if something was piercing his heart.
Love each other but not together, the dead are dead, but the living are not as dead.
"Concubine Li. He reminded, looking around to beware of the ears on the wall.
Xin Yun looked at his cautious appearance and smiled, "Don't be afraid, the people in this palace have been sent away by me, so I don't want these inappropriate people to serve." ā
Although he was smiling, he felt that he could see through Xin Yun's smile at a glance, and he could see the bottom of his heart, and see the heart full of thorns and scars.
"In the end, you are the emperor's concubine, and you must be served by others. The madman looked at him.
Xin Yun suddenly raised a sharp gaze, as if he wanted to see through the madness, but he seemed to be looking at himself in the eyes of the madman, "Let me ask you, if you have the opportunity to choose, will you enter the palace?"
Stunned, if you can choose whether you will enter the palace? You won't meet the emperor, you won't fall in love with him, you won't get involved in these rights and wrongs, are you willing?
Why does the heart hurt.
He was reluctant. I can't bear the fate of the emperor.
"I don't know...... I can't let go of the emperor. He lowered his eyes and whispered.
Xin Yun smiled, "Yes, I forgot, you like the emperor." ā
"Wouldn't you? You also have feelings for the emperor. The madness raised his eyes, in his memory, Xin Yun had feelings for the emperor, otherwise he would not have participated in the concubine selection competition so hard.
A trace of loss slipped through Xin Yun's eyes, "Feelings, feelings...... Jide lied to me that he was a concubine, and in order to be angry with him, I was good to the emperor, who knew that in the end I really found out that the emperor was good. ā
He looked in a trance, as if he was recalling, "He is so cold, but he is gentle with me, saying that when he marries that Ji Kang's child at the age of thirty, he will accept me as a concubine, and he will not disappoint me for the rest of his life." I waited fifteen years for his words. ā
Xin Yun's voice was very soft, but it set off huge waves in the heart of the madman. He was a little envious of Xin Yun, no matter whether he had a reputation or not, no matter what the situation is now, he has been with the emperor for fifteen years, fifteen spring and autumn, no wonder the emperor will love Xin Yun when he left the palace.
"During the days when he spoiled me, I even forgot that Jide was no longer alive, I forgot about him, and I was even grateful that he pushed me away when he was alive, didn't touch me, and didn't make me feel sorry for the emperor. Oh, I really thought I was the happiest person in the world. ā
Looking at Xin Yun's happy smile that fell into the memories and hung up involuntarily, he was a little sad. Because he heard the rest of the story......
Sure enough, Xin Yun, who was immersed in the good memories, suddenly changed his face, and he was cruel and miserable, "But someone ruined all this and killed me and the emperor's child! He ruined my happiness! I really want to kill him and avenge my child." ā
"Xin Yun ......" The madman was a little scared, he was really worried that Xin Yun in this situation would not be able to think of assassinating Wu Chuan.
Xin Yun saw that he was worried and smiled, "Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid." He is the key to the northern kingdom, and if you kill him, the northern kingdom will be over, and I will not do this. Didn't the emperor think the same way? ā
Xin Yun's sad smile at the end of his speech suddenly reminded the madman of Wu Chuan he had seen in prison, and he also looked like this at that time, sad and mocking, asking himself if he was not the key to the catastrophe, the emperor would not need him to pay tribute to his first child.
He only felt a chill on his back, as if his clothes had been torn by the cold wind and swept into his bone marrow.
"I know that you don't believe what I said, but I still want to say that although the emperor sometimes makes small moves, his heart is very kind. What's more, he really loves the emperor, and for the sake of the emperor, he will not kill your children. ā
Xin Yun had incomprehension and indignation in his eyes, "You want to intercede for him? I won't believe it." Except for him, who will use Ji Kang's poison. ā
The madman smiled helplessly, "Xin Yun, you're so confused." He knew that he was the only one in the palace who was a Ji Kang and used such an obviously identifiable poison, did he deliberately let people find out?"
Xin Yun was stunned for a moment, and then sneered, "That's the poison he thought no one would recognize Ji Kang." ā
The madman smiled helplessly and shook his head slightly, "You still don't know him." When I first met him, he was in Huaikou, and he said that he had grown up there since he was a child, and he had been in the northern country when he was very young, how could he have the opportunity to know Ji Kang's poison?"
Xin Yun was taken aback, but still said: "Maybe I knew each other when I was a child, and I wanted to harm people since I was a child." ā
The madman sighed in his heart, why didn't he understand why Xin Yun was so stubborn. Knowing who the enemy is, even if you can't take revenge, you at least have a thought in your heart, but if you always hate the wrong person, just like in the world when Jide died, he doubted himself, not only will he be frustrated and confused because he doesn't know the murderer, but he will also feel guilty and blame himself for blaming the wrong person.
So he would rather the murderer be the emperor than someone else.
But the madman knew that Xin Yun must have hoped to catch the real murderer deep down.
"You know I'm telling the truth. The madman looked at him, and though it was a bit cruel, he had to say.
Xin Yun avoided his gaze, "I don't believe it. ā
The madness looked at him for a long time, and sighed, "Take 10,000 steps back, I believe you can see his feelings for the emperor, right?" His feelings for the emperor are different from other concubines, you have been in this palace, you must be clearer than me, right?"
Xin Yun couldn't help but be hurt and rejuvenate the memories that had precipitated in his mind. The emperor is indeed different from others, even every time someone mentions the emperor every time they get together, the emperor's eyes are more or less excited and expectant, and the full of love makes his eyes shine.
This kind of love has experienced the precipitation of the years, others may not understand, but Xin Yun, who has been with the emperor for fifteen years, must understand.
The madman trusted his own judgment, so he stared at Xin Yun impartially, waiting for him to figure it out.
Xin Yun was a little uncomfortable, and said stubbornly: "He loves the emperor more than others, but so what." ā
"Then if you change it, it's him who is pregnant, if you have the opportunity to do it, will you harm his child?"
"Of course not. This is the heart of the emperor. Xin Yun said resolutely almost without hesitation. After saying that, he himself was surprised.
The madness smiled lightly and nodded, a little bitter.
Xin Yun was shocked, yes, he thought so, and the emperor must have thought so. He must not be the murderer......
"IāI've wronged a good guy again. ā
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