readx;? Seeing Xi Yao like this, Fan Chen also felt distressed, what she said was like a knife that cut out her heart. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info Fan Chen loves her, just like when he first made a promise, he has never changed his mind, even if he suddenly appeared, subverting his calm thinking, he also loves Xi Yao as before, and he always wants to protect her.

For Fan Chen, love has nothing to do with chronological order, and has nothing to do with the length of time in love, as long as it is love, as long as it is her Xiyao.

But Fan Chen never expected that there would be another person, he would be at a loss, he would be so painful that it would be difficult to choose, no matter who he was for, he seemed to have an unshirkable responsibility.

But he didn't do anything wrong, he didn't feel sorry for any woman, he took it just as seriously. It's just that the timing is wrong, they bump into each other, everything becomes chaotic, and no matter how rational the mind is, it can't sort out the clues clearly.

"Yes...... Can you hug me?" Xi Yao looked up at Fan Chen, stretched out her arms towards him, and she asked him for a hug. In the past, he would refuse every time, but it didn't matter, she would be cheeky and pounce on herself.

This time, if he rejected her again, she would never find the courage to pounce again.

"Don't ...... Don't ......" Xi Yao saw Fan Chen's hesitation, she kept pleading, don't refuse her, at least not this time.

In order to keep Xi Yao's brightest smile, Fan Chen is even willing to do anything. He doesn't just want to hug the person in front of him, he wants to be with her all the time, if fate allows, he wants to hold the hand of his son with her and grow old with him.

But now, does he still have this qualification?

Xi Yao didn't know what Fan Chen was thinking, but she knew that it must not be a good thing. He didn't hug her after all, no matter how stubbornly she stretched out her arms until she was sore.

"Xi Yao, do you remember? You said that body and soul cannot be separated, and love should be complete," Fan Chen saw Xi Yao nodding and continued, "Therefore, the same soul cannot be divided into two halves, and a love cannot be divided into two halves. ”

Xi Yao bit her lower lip, she understood everything, she understood everything, she knew that she and Ying could not coexist, and when Fan Chen refused to hug her, she had already guessed the conclusion.

"Okay, don't cry, I can't rest assured that you're like this. The only bit of rationality left by Fan Chen was completely disrupted by Xi Yao.

"I understand...... You can rest assured...... I'm fine......" Xi Yao said and turned around, from the picture she witnessed their reunion, love and hate, she already knew where her position was, they finally got together, and how she could bear to break them apart.

"What do you understand? I don't understand myself. Fan Chen stretched out his hand to stop Xi Yao, who was about to leave, and the incident happened suddenly, like an extinction disaster.

Xi Yao knew that Fan Chen couldn't make a decision, and if he was any other person, he would be helpless when he encountered such a thing.

She turned around, stood on tiptoe, wrapped her arms around Fan Chen's neck, and kissed him on the lips, and she kissed him very seriously and attentively, because she wanted to remember this kiss for the rest of her life, and remember how hard she had loved this young man.

If it is difficult to choose, then I will choose for you, if it is painful, then I will share it for you, if it is miserable, then I will open my mouth for you, if it is difficult to choose, then I will bear the "infidelity" for you, if I have all the misfortunes, because I love you, complete love, then I will withdraw, and complete your whole with my wreckage.

Xi Yao choked back tears, this time she was strong and didn't let the tears fall.

Her lips left the place she loved most, and she would remember this kiss goodbye for the rest of her life, and she let go of her hand, her feet firmly on the ground. She smiled at him, an incomparably bright smile, like a spring blooming flower, sweet to his heart, astringent into his blue eyes.

He felt what was about to happen, he was reluctant, and the tears that were about to move in his eyes finally rolled down. She raised her hand and wiped away the tears.

Xi Yao said in her heart, no matter how many thousand years you have lived, no matter how long your original lifespan is, in my eyes, you are still the immature and sunny teenager of Qiling Mountain, you can cry when you are sad, you can cry when you are hurt, you can cry out in pain when you are hurt, you can refuse when you don't like it, don't care about anything, no one blames you, you are still that brave and innocent teenager.

"I am half-human, I have half-human blood and genes in my body, human beings are not fragile, human beings are strong, tirelessly chasing, looking for the right love. No matter how deep a relationship is, it will be diluted by the years, ready to go, and then move on. ”

Xi Yao kept looking at him attentively, engraved his appearance in her heart, and said, "She is very good, she has been waiting for you for a time that I can't calculate, you should repay her love debt, you owe her, three years is not enough to repay, so don't let her down." ”

"That'...... What about you?"

"Find your next love, find someone more suitable, and start a new journey. You don't have much time, and I have a lot of it. One day, I will forget you, forget what happened between us, and forget the traces of my love for you. ”

"But I won't forget you. ”

"Then don't forget me, when you think about me, just think, but I can't give you back, you know, I should find my life, a new lover. So, no matter how much you miss me, please don't bother me, okay?" Xi Yao's voice trembled, but she still insisted on speaking.

"I don't know, I can't promise, I'm not sure, I'm not sure if I'm going to look for you. ”

"No, you can't play tricks, no girl likes a guy who is not in charge, and I don't like it either. After deciding, if you still come to me, it will be irresponsible, and I will despise you. ”

“...... I know. Fan Chen lowered his head, not daring to look at Xi Yao's firm gaze, when she was decisive, she was more thorough than him.

"Also, don't sneak into my dreams, you have to swear to me. ”

"Can't you?" Fan Chen felt that Xi Yao was very excessive.

"No!" Xi Yao was extremely determined, because she knew that she would be exposed, and if he found out, he would definitely go to her.

"Okay, I swear. ”

"Don't lie to me, if you lie to me, I will look down on you. ”

“...... I know. ”

"It doesn't matter who I'm with, whether I'm doing well or not, it has nothing to do with you, don't inquire, don't be curious, just respect me. ”

"Will you be with Ah Chi?" Fan Chen still couldn't help but ask, he admitted that he had seen Xi Yao hiding in Ah Chi's arms just now, he was very mindful and angry.

"It has nothing to do with you," Xi Yao looked down at the weeds at her feet, "You just need to do your own thing, do your duty, and treat her well, which is to be kind to love itself, and it can be regarded as being kind to me in the past." ”

Fan Chen didn't reply, but kept holding Xi Yao's hand and refused to let go.

"Remember, love can't be shared with anyone, it has to be whole, otherwise it will become meaningless and cheap to the point of being despicable," Xi Yao said as she broke Fenchen's fingers, he grabbed them tightly, really tightly, and she broke them with great difficulty, "I'm leaving, thank you for loving me and giving me a wonderful love." It's a lifetime for you, but for me, it's just once. ”

"For you, just once?" Fan Chen repeated Xi Yao's words.

"Do you think it's fair that you've changed my three years for my whole life? Do you want me to be like her, to bear thoughts and sorrows alone in endless years, and wait for you to come back alone? Even if I wait for you, will you still remember me? Do you dare to guarantee that there will be no other person around you at that time?"

Xi Yao asked rhetorically, she couldn't break Fan Chen's fingers, and then said, "I'm not her, I don't want to live my life miserably like that, I need someone who loves me to accompany me, I'm afraid of being alone, I can't be alone, I'm cowardly." Fanchen, let it go, you can't give me a future. ”

Three years is really too short, and Fan Chen also feels that it is very short, he let go of his hand extremely reluctantly, "So, you still regret it in the end, don't you?"

"Yes, I regret it, I regret that I fell in love with you so seriously, but you are a short-lived ghost! You can't even be responsible for your own life, why are you responsible for my life? Why do you give me happiness? You never know what I want, I don't want money, I don't want power, I just want the person who loves me to stay with me for a long time, can you do it?!"

"But I've been trying, trying to give you the best, trying to make you happy. Fan Chen felt very aggrieved, and was stabbed in the heart by the words "short-lived ghost", but he was powerless to refute it, this is the case, Xi Yao was not wrong, as a half-human, it was the best choice for her to leave him in the end.

But he was reluctant, he invested so much that he forgot how to take it back.

Lost the dust of love, such as the first time he was abandoned by Xi Yao, he wandered outside the chaos realm, sad in that snow, Xi Yao turned away, and never looked back, when humans are cruel, they are better than flood beasts.

"Xi Yao, can you ...... Why don't you go?" Fan Chen pleaded, like a helpless child.

"No, you can't. ”

"Give me a little time and I promise I'll take care of it. ”

"You're going to let someone down in the end, not deal with it, so if you give it more time, the result will be the same. Xi Yao knows that the longer the time drags on, the more painful it becomes, and the most painful person is Fan Chen, how can she bear it?

"But I don't want you to be sad, I can't do it, Xi Yao......"

"You can do it, you must do it too," Xi Yao turned around, took out the stone she loved, spread it in the palm of her hand, and the stone was branded with five words, "Fan Chen loves Xi Yao", she looked at Fan Chen and said, "Burn it." ”

"Why?"

"Just try it, you know how much I care about it, you burn it with your own hands, you see if I'll be sad. ”

"If so, will you stay?"

"Good. Xi Yao looked at the blue fire in the palm of her hand, her only Christmas gift was consumed by the flames and turned into powder, she lowered her hand and said, "Look, it's over, and there is no last thought." ”

Fan Chen realized that he had been deceived, the first and last time he was deceived by Xi Yao, it was not that Xi Yao became smart, nor that Fan Chen became stupid, he just wanted to keep her too much.

Xi Yao turned around and walked away quickly, as she watched it turn to ashes, as if she had experienced an unforgettable catastrophe.

I'm sorry, my beloved boy, may you no longer need to run for love, may your last time be relaxed, and may your life submit the most perfect answer.

I will always bless you and pray that you will be less hurt, less bleeding, and a little less pain.

I will also love you silently in my own way, in return for the deepest love you have ever given me.