Chapter 158: Bearing
"I'm sorry to say anything. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info" Ye Yuexi looked at Yang Jingcheng, afraid that Yang Jingcheng was thinking nonsense again.
Someone like him who asks for perfection is very likely to be on the tip of the horns, Ye Yuexi wanted to comfort a few words, but heard Yang Jingcheng continue to say.
"Actually, what you see is not the real me. ”
"Don't say it. Ye Yuexi wanted to stop Yang Jingcheng, but Yang Jingcheng had no intention of stopping.
"Let me finish. Yang Jingcheng made a lot of determination, "I want you to know the truest me." ”
Ye Yuexi looked at him, "Actually, everyone has their own little secrets, which is a very normal thing. ”
Ye Yuexi was not afraid, but afraid that Yang Jingcheng would not be able to accept it, he had always demanded perfection, how could he accept such a fact.
Everyone has a dark side in their hearts, and Yang Jingcheng is no exception.
"I'm not as good as you think. Yang Jingcheng said leisurely, "After I knew my stepmother's thoughts, I actually thought about Yang Jingyu ...... ...... him"
Killed.
Yang Jingcheng thought that he was ready, but at this time he still couldn't speak, and his stepmother thought that he didn't know her tricks.
Yang Jingyu and his father were kept in the dark, coming to play with him every day and covering a quilt at night, but who knows how determined he was to not kill him in the middle of the night.
Every day when Yang Jingyu was asleep, Yang Jingcheng observed him by the moonlight, and put his hand on his neck when he was asleep, wanting to strangle him.
Again, on his father's birthday, Yang Jingyu was drunk and delirious, Yang Jingcheng saw him lying beside him, knowing that the opportunity he had been waiting for for a long time had come, he put his hand on it, and saw that he couldn't breathe, his mouth was full of wine, and he only knew to call, "Brother, brother......"
Yang Jingcheng looked at him coldly, and didn't let go of his hand until he was almost suffocated.
Yang Jingcheng spread out on the bed, knowing that this matter was impossible, he couldn't make up his mind at all.
"I thought about killing him. Yang Jingcheng looked at Yan Lele, "I'm not as good as you think, I've done a lot of wrong things, I almost killed him......"
"It's not your fault. Ye Yuexi hugged him, "Everyone is like this, you didn't kill him, he is still alive." ”
"Jingyu. Yang Jingcheng looked behind Yan Lele.
Ye Yuexi turned around and saw Yang Jingyu standing behind, looking at Yang Jingyu's appearance, she should have heard all the words.
Yang Jingcheng fell into the ice cellar, "I ......"
"It's okay, brother. Yang Jingyu ran over and hugged Yang Jingcheng.
In fact, he knows what Yang Jingcheng said, he just keeps pretending to be stupid, what his mother is like, he knows better than anyone else, he is afraid that if he reveals this secret, Yang Jingcheng will be disgusted with him.
So he kept pretending to be stupid in front of Yang Jingcheng, pretending not to know anything.
That night, he didn't fall asleep, he drank, but he didn't feel as Yang Jingcheng thought.
He thought that Yang Jingcheng was going to kill himself, he thought about dying in the hands of Yang Jingcheng, but he didn't expect Yang Jingcheng to relent.
At the last moment, he let him go, he was very happy, and the joy was not that he did not die, but that Yang Jingcheng actually let himself go, does this mean that he is different from his mother in Yang Jingcheng's heart.
From that day on, Yang Jingyu was better to Yang Jingcheng, telling him everything, and not guarding against him, but Yang Jingcheng became more and more guilty because of this, and finally was calculated by his mother and almost died of poisoning.
Ye Yuexi looked at the two people in her arms and smiled, both of them were fools.
"You don't hate me?" Yang Jingcheng asked.
Yang Jingyu nodded, "How could I hate you." ”
Yang Jingcheng's eyes were confused, "Why?"
"Because you don't hate me either. This matter is placed here, and Yang Jingyu simply told everything about it.
Only then did Yang Jingcheng know that his younger brother, who had always been ignored by him, was actually much smarter than him, and he thought that he was the one who hid a lot of things, and in the end, he was the stupidest one.
"Do you think I'm stupid?" Yang Jingcheng asked with a smile.
"Brother is the best person in this world. Yang Jingyu shook his head vigorously.
Ye Yuexi saw that Yang Jingcheng's expression was wrong, "Let him go over the past, it's not too early, let's go find Shu Lan first." ”
"What are you looking for him?" Yang Jingyu didn't understand, when Shu Lan poked out the secrets of the Yang family, there was nothing to talk about between them, is it ...... to go to him now
"It's getting dark, so naturally we go to watch him and prevent him from doing bad things. Ye Yuexi said.
Hearing this, Yang Jingcheng looked at the sky, didn't know what he was thinking, and was silent for a while before saying, "Okay." ”
Ye Yuexi walked to Yang Jingcheng's side, "Have you seen this world clearly?"
Yang Jingcheng turned his head suddenly, "No matter what the world is, I'm still me, and I won't become like them." ”
"Do they include me?" Ye Yuexi suddenly wanted to tease him.
Yang Jingcheng shook his head, but did not speak.
"Brother, we will meet with Shu Lan later, do you want to salute?" In the past, Shu Lan did not reveal his identity, so Yang Jingyu also pretended not to know, but now it is different.
"No, I don't. Yang Jingcheng thought for a while, "He changed his name and surname and came over in Weifu, and he definitely didn't want too many people to know his identity." ”
"It's just a small mountain village, so what can he do, he can't kill people in minutes. Ye Yuexi paused here as she said, "I just don't want to kneel down for people." ”
Yang Jingcheng smiled, he knew why he liked Yan Lele, although her mind was sometimes bad, but she was very principled, and these principles happened to be what Yang Jingcheng appreciated.
"Why are you looking at me like this?" Ye Yuexi and Yang Jingcheng looked at each other, and gradually put their hands on his cheek and stroked them gently, "It's really fascinating." ”
Yang Jingyu coughed embarrassedly twice, "Pay attention, okay? You are a woman." ”
Ye Yuexi sighed, "Do you know why I don't like you?"
"What?" Yang Jingyu looked at Yan Lele, although he didn't like Yan Lele either, but he stood up to the point that Yan Lele didn't like him, and he was also very uncomfortable in his heart.
"Because you're so different from your brother. Ye Yuexi shook her head.
Yang Jingyu knows that he is not as good as Yang Jingcheng, Yang Jingcheng has always been his idol in his heart and is his most important person.
"What's the difference?" Yang Jingyu knew in his heart that Yang Jingcheng was better than himself, and he wanted to hear what others thought.
"The difference is in the bearing. Ye Yuexi looked Yang Jingyu up and down a few times, "You look down on women." ”
"How can I have?" Yang Jingyu felt wronged.
He obviously respects women very much.
Ye Yuexi didn't say anything, but Yang Jingyu wanted to know why?
He never felt that his bearing was compromised.