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"He's changed a lot, it seems that he's really learning from someone, and with those bastards in the dragon slaying room, he's also become a bastard, but I'm quite happy in my heart, so at least no one bullies him." Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

I smiled, smiling with tears in my eyes.

Every word and sentence in the diary has become the sharpest steel needle in the world, piercing from my heart and making me feel painful. p Cool craftsman {a positive ' ~ version, ◎ its ◇; He tb are all (. Pirate 5v version

Walking out of the room, I don't know when, Brother Hui and Zhuang Zhuang actually came, and when they saw me coming out, they all stood up and looked at me with some concern.

I glanced at them lightly, took out a bottle of liquor from the side, and turned to walk towards the room.

In a trance, I heard a silent sigh coming from behind.

The big white dog also walked back to my room, whined twice, and lay down at my feet.

I kicked the door shut, and there was a bang.

I took a bite of the liquor and poured it directly.

I took the journal and looked down.

"A few of them were criticized by the whole school today, that guy didn't care about it, the sun's rays shone directly on his body, and there was a divine brilliance. ”

"I heard that he likes Shen Dandan, I was very unhappy, and my heart was blocked, especially when I saw his smiling face in front of me, I couldn't wait to bite him hard. ”

"He didn't eat breakfast in the morning, so I gave him my bread and milk, and I was so happy to see how satisfied he was. ”

"I brought him bread and milk every day for the past few days, and our relationship has been getting better and better, but there is a faint sense of loss in my heart, as if this is not what I want. ”

He and Shen Dandan were together, and the two walked hand in hand. It seems that I want to tell the whole world about happiness. When I got home, I locked myself in my room. ”

"She doesn't need my breakfast anymore with Shen Dandan, but I've already put an extra one in my schoolbag, what if Shen Dandan forgets to buy it for him, or something else, hehe......"

"Today is my birthday, he gave me a big bear, it's beautiful, and I'm very happy. I don't know how many people have given me gifts since I was a child, but I never felt that way...... Shen Dandan came suddenly, he thought that I told Shen Dandan and yelled at me, I was really scared when I saw him like this, I was afraid that he would ignore me in the future, but I felt more wronged by being misunderstood, and it was he who misunderstood me, so I ran out crying. ”

"I heard that she and Shen Dandan had a conflict, hehe, I actually have a feeling of schadenfreude, he is getting more and more powerful, no one dares to bully him anymore, and I am very happy. There are more and more people who write love letters to him, and after thinking about it, I also took a pen and wrote one, but this guy didn't even look at it, and just threw it in the trash, I really wanted to kick him to death. ”

The handwriting is becoming more and more mature and beautiful.

The small handwriting, with the pen and ink rendered paper, is like a strong love, covered with white paper.

My tears blurred the delicate and small handwriting, leaving a little water stain.

After taking the liquor, I kept pouring it into my mouth.

"It's a holiday, I went to my grandma's house, I haven't seen that guy for a few days, he still misses him a little, I hesitated for a long time after taking the phone, I finally put it down, in case he was with Shen Dandan, he was misunderstanding Shen Dandan. ”

"I washed out his picture and let me hang it in my room, holding the big bear he gave me, looking at his picture, I felt very relieved. ”

"Today he was sleeping on the table, and when I secretly took a picture of him, I was almost not discovered by him, but fortunately, this girl was smart and made an excuse in time, hehe......"

"There are more and more pictures of him, I thread them with threads, and hang them all over my room, but they are all his back, or I took them secretly, and I don't know when I can really take pictures of his face, the only face that belongs to me. Maybe I can only stare at his back secretly behind his back in this life, right?"

Then I looked down, and it was mostly about me, and there were some interesting things that happened at school, as well as some things at home.

Bang, Zhuang Zhuang knocked on the door twice, pushed the door open directly, and stood at the door with a cigarette in his mouth; "Come out, we'll get drunk with you." ”

"I'm fine. He wiped a handful of tears and smiled reluctantly.

"Come out. Zhuang Zhuang frowned and sighed.

After sitting in the room for a moment, smoking a cigarette, and locking my diary in my bedside table, it was as if closing a door on a memory of the past.

Walking out of the room, a few of them had already prepared a few dishes and put them on the table, of course, most of them were some cooked food or something.

Brother Hui patted me on the shoulder and sighed lowly: "Come, let's drink." He picked up a bottle of liquor from the side and filled it for us.

Looking at the crystal liquid, I felt a sense of loss.

When I picked it up, I drank it in one gulp, and the pungency of the alcohol went straight to my heart and lungs, and I kept coughing and tears coughed up.

hurriedly took a bite of the dish, and then I felt a lot more comfortable.

Leaning back in my chair, I raised my head, stared blankly at the ceiling, and let out a long sigh of relief: "I'm fine." ”

Several of them looked at me in disbelief.

After a pause, I smiled bitterly, "That's fine, I'm not worthy of her in the first place." "The kingdom army tried their best to send Wang Mengmeng out of the country, and now he has got his wish.

Although I am Li Zhenming's child, I know that they can't treat me like they did to Li Jun, and they still have to hand over everything to Li Jun instead of me.

To put it bluntly, I'm still no different from before.

The only difference is that I'm struggling to bloom out of the mud, not the mud that everyone could trample on.

In fact, everyone understands this, including Wang Guojun, and I am still Li Zhenming's son, he and Li Zhenming themselves are hostile, and it is impossible for Wang Mengmeng to be with me.

About this, I understood it from the beginning.

The soft moonlight pierced through the window and shone on me, shining with a cold glow, which made people feel a little desolate.

I turned my head sideways and looked at the half of the crescent moon hanging high in the sky, like Wang Mengmeng's pretty face flashing in front of me, so beautiful, it seemed that there was still that giggling laughter in my ears.

After taking the wine, I poured myself another glass, only this time I didn't drink it, and I sighed as I watched the crystal liquid shake slightly in the glass.

"There is no worthiness or unworthiness, only love and unlove. Kaizi said very deeply, like an old man who has gone through vicissitudes.