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Although she agreed to go with her, Su Nuoyu still had a grudge against her and was difficult to get close to. Compared with Qingran, the pen and the fun and the pavilion www.biquge.info, Su Nuo's temperament is much gentle, and he is not so cold. It's just that her gentleness is also subordinate, and not everyone can make her smile, just like those women in the harem before, each of them is full of calculations, and she really doesn't have a good feeling.

Along the way, Su Nuo was silent, not saying a word. And Concubine Yang had the heart to speak, but she always felt that this atmosphere made her difficult to speak. It just so happened that there was a pavilion more than ten steps ahead, and Concubine Yang turned her head to look at her, and asked with a smile: "Imperial Doctor Su, why don't you and I go and sit there?"

Seeing her like this, Su Nuoyu knew that she had something to say to herself today, and it was not easy to prevaricate. After thinking for a moment, he nodded with a smile: "I should accompany you." ”

Sitting in the pavilion, you can see the charming scenery of Jingming Lake. Su Nuoyu sighed in his heart, every grass and tree in this palace is worthy of being made by skilled craftsmen, and it is beautiful all year round. Of course, no matter how beautiful the scenery in this palace is, it is not as good as one of the ten in Xiaoyao Valley in Su Nuoyu's heart. The rest of her life is unknown, but the days she lived here before really made her feel deeply depressed. If you can't get freedom in your heart, then no matter how beautiful you are, it's a shackle. What's more, there are the best memories of her and Cheol-hoon in the Valley of Escape......

Concubine Yang saw that she was fascinated, and said softly: "The scenery in the palace is always exquisite, I still remember the time when I first entered the palace, it was fresh everywhere." Thinking about living in such a beautiful place in the future, I even dreamed of smiling. ”

"It's not just the scenery that's fascinating, it's the life that is plentiful. Su Nuo answered and said indifferently.

Concubine Yang took a deep breath and nodded: "Yes, all the girls in the boudoir yearn for such a life: marry the best man in the world, live a pampered life, and let yourself live a delicate life every day!"

"The best boy?" Su Nuo muttered these words, and Chu Zhexun's face appeared in his mind. There was a faint touch of red on her delicate face, and it seemed that no matter when, as long as she thought of that person, her heart would be as soft as a pool of spring water.

Seeing her like this, Concubine Yang already knew what she was thinking, and said with a smile: "When I first entered the palace, I was like this to the emperor. Satisfied, there was nothing but him. ”

"Wasn't that the case later?" asked Su Nuo. She had heard about the matter between Concubine Yang and the concubine. I can agree to walk with her today, but also for the sake of the face of that matter. She likes people who are steadfast and loves pure feelings.

The curvature of the corners of Concubine Yang's lips seemed to be a little stagnant, and after a while, Fang said: "To this day, the emperor is still the best man in the world in my heart." But to be honest, after going through so many things, my love for him has long since lost the purity of the first meeting. ”

Su Nuoyu was slightly surprised, she didn't expect that such a taboo would be declared to herself.

Concubine Yang's gaze shifted away, obviously not caring about the surprise that flashed in Su Nuoyu's eyes. She said indifferently: "I grew up reading the Book of Poetry since I was a child, and what I yearn for most in my bones is the love that vows and has no regrets." At one time, I wanted a life of one person for the rest of my life, working at sunrise and resting at sunset. But those days don't match my background. Although my background is not as good as that of Concubine Li before, I am also a family in the end, and the court interrogation since I was a child is how to serve the king. ”

Hearing her say these words, Su Nuoyu's gaze fell on her slightly opened lips, and there was a trace of trance.

"Cardamom years, after I was told that after the match, I will enter the palace to be selected. Since I was a child, my father said that with my conditions, only by marrying the emperor's family can I not live up to it, but my mother is distressed. On the eve of my entry into the palace, my mother hugged me and cried, saying that she did not ask me to accept my favor, but only asked me to die safely. Concubine Yang's voice gradually deepened.

Su Nuoyu nodded: "As a mother, the most important concern is naturally the happiness of your daughter." ”

Concubine Yang chuckled: "And since I knew that I was going to enter the palace to accompany me, I already knew in my heart that the life I once wanted was just a flower in the fog and a moon in the water, and I couldn't ask for it." ”

For some reason, Su Nuoyu always felt that the smile on Concubine Yang's face at this time was a little bleak.

"You have lived in the palace for so long before, and you are familiar with the people in the palace. You should know that there are many beautiful people in the harem, and I can't stand out. When it comes to family background, the previous Concubine Li is outstanding; when it comes to appearance, the concubine is the only one who is coquettish; when it comes to piano and dance skills, there are also many low-level palace concubines who stand out. I knew in my heart that I could only use my cool head. Concubine Yang said, "I have never said these words to others, but I want to talk to you." ”

Su Nuoyu bowed his head slightly: "If you want to say it, I will listen to it." Perhaps she had kept these words in her heart for too long, and if she wanted to say them, she only had to listen to them with her ears.

Concubine Yang smiled and continued: "When I first entered the palace, I didn't accept favor. But after accepting the favor, the emperor treated me very well. Those days were really the happiest times of my life! I even thought that the so-called life and a couple were nothing more than that. But that kind of favor is just a flash in the pan, and there will never be a shortage of women in the harem. Do you know?" she turned to look at Su Nuo, "In all fairness, the only person I'm really jealous of is you!"

Su Nuo was surprised, she had heard similar words from the people in the harem more than once, but today it sounded a little strange in her heart. She hesitated for a moment, but did not answer.

And Concubine Yang obviously didn't care if she answered, and said to herself: "The emperor's heart for you, you also know, it is really full of heart." If you were someone else, you would have already thrown yourself into your arms, but you can always stay calm. You don't know how hated you were at that time, when you were always like a bystander. At the end of the day, there was something of a joke in her words.

The corners of Su Nuoyu's lips rose, she liked to listen to such straightforward words.

"I'm not calm. Su Nuo corrected, "I just have a heart. ”

This time it was Concubine Yang's turn to be stunned, she didn't expect Su Nuoyu to answer. Since the death of the emperor, she is the only woman left in the harem, and there is no one to talk to. Of course, even if there were people, she would not pronounce these words. For some reason, when she wanted to find someone to vent, the first thing that came to mind was the Suno language.

Su Nuoyu looked at the obvious surprise on Concubine Yang's face, and chuckled: "You have said so much today, I will also tell you the truth." You just said that marrying the emperor's family is the dream of all women in the boudoir, but in fact, it is not true. At least I never thought that the emperor was the best man in the world. But even so, I have to admit that during my time in the palace, the emperor treated me very well. ”

"In your heart, the best man in this world is probably Master Chu, right?" asked Concubine Yang. Although it was a question, in fact, she already had the answer in her heart.

When it comes to his sweetheart, Su Nuoyu's smile has a hint of a woman's shyness and charm: "Yes." She paused, and then said, "The best thing is to know your heart." My father and mother taught me since I was a child that in this life, I must marry a man who truly loves me, so as not to live up to it. What's more, since I was a child, I have been exposed to my father's and mother's love like paint. ”

The envy on Concubine Yang's face was even worse: "No wonder you can have such kindness!"

After chatting for a long time, the original estrangement between the two seems to have dissipated a lot. Su Nuoyu's prejudice against her has also changed in her heart, but it turns out that this Concubine Yang is also a true person. After many years in the palace, it is not easy to be like this.

Su Nuoyu hesitated for a while, and Fang asked softly: "You just said so much, in fact, you really have love for the emperor in your heart." So how will you live your long life after this?"

She has always been a person who is not as happy as everyone else, and after she has reaped a lot of happiness, she can't wait for everyone around her to be as happy as her.

"There are some things you probably don't know, but in fact, before the emperor's coffin returned to the palace, I vaguely guessed everything. In those days, I had nightmares almost every night, and when I woke up, I cried. This painful past was a little unbearable for Concubine Yang, and she was faintly choked up when she spoke, "Until I saw the emperor's coffin return to the palace, I told myself that when I bid farewell to the emperor, I will accompany him!"

Su Nuoyu's face was unbearable, the corners of his lips were pursed, and he didn't speak.

Concubine Yang's voice became deeper and deeper: "I said, no matter what, my heart for the emperor has not changed. The thought of never seeing him again kept me awake all night. So even if I knew about the concubine's small methods, I just didn't know it. But later, somehow, the concubine actually noticed ......"

Su Nuoyu was stunned, she thought that Concubine Yang didn't know about the things of the concubine, it turned out that she knew everything, but she was willing to do so.

"Is it unexpected?" Concubine Yang raised her eyes to look at her, "After so many years in the harem, if I can't even notice this, then wouldn't I have died a thousand times?"

Su Nuoyu was stunned and looked at her calmly.

"But only this time, I was willing to be calculated by her. Concubine Yang said softly.

Su Nuoyu sighed: "The things in this world are not as good as the sky. ”

Concubine Yang nodded: "Yes, whether it is me or the concubine, it can be regarded as missing the step of the concubine." Later, the concubine told me that after the emperor died, someone in the palace needed to organize priests to chant for him. It's probably the fun of the rest of my life. ”

Su Nuo said: "It's also great to find something to do." In this way, it can be regarded as fulfilling the affection between you and the emperor. ”

"Speaking of which, the emperor probably really loves the only person in this life, right?" asked Concubine Yang.

Su Nuoyu frowned slightly: "My heart is a bandit stone, and I have never turned around." ”

Concubine Yang praised sincerely: "If you let Master Chu listen to this, I am afraid that she will be extremely happy." ”