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At this moment, I just want to go home, maybe it's my only warm nest in this cold world.

When I got home, it was almost twelve o'clock. I quietly opened the door, my mother seems to have gone to bed, but the light in Yeonyan's room is still on, she should be waiting for me, every day she is waiting for me, no matter how late I come back, I will always see the light on in her room.

Leaning against the door, I fell, hugging my knees and resting my forehead against my knees. I have returned to the posture of my last infancy, and maybe this will ease my tiredness a little.

Why?

I've come to this point, but there are fewer and fewer people around me, and it seems that there is no one to talk to.

Why?

I'm already standing tall, but I still can't protect anyone?

Why?

The higher I stood, the more tired and lonely I became.

Holding my knees like this, I tried to sleep in a small corner.

The door of Yanyan's room suddenly opened, and when she saw me, she was stunned and hurriedly walked over to me, "Brother, what's wrong with you?" Her hand touched my face: "Brother, you're crying." She said with some distress.

I looked up, put my arms around her, and wept out loud.

Yanyan was stunned for a moment, then stretched out her hand, hugged me tenderly in her arms, and gently patted my back with her hand: "Brother, it's okay, I will always be with you." ”

I don't know when, my mother also stood at the door of her room, her eyes were also misty, looking at me distressedly.

After a while, I wiped away my tears, took a deep breath, and then exhaled, and then forced a smile: "I'm fine, just a little tired." He took a cigarette out of his pocket and put it in his mouth. Yeon-yeon took out a lighter and lit a cigarette for me very obediently.

At this time, I realized that Yeon-yeon was also sitting on the ground, I stood up and pulled her up from the ground, "I'm really fine." Looking at my mother, I said, "Mom, why don't you sleep at such a late hour?"

My mother wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "You didn't come back, how could I sleep." ”

"Mom, you and Yanyan don't have to wait for me in the future, you know, sometimes I won't even come back all night. ”

My mother came over and took my hand, "Son, my mother knows the bitterness in your heart, it's all bad for my mother, and she left you when you were so young." My mother's voice was choked.

"Mom, what are you talking about?" I smiled, "I'm fine." After a pause, I hurriedly diverted the topic, "Mom, I'm hungry." ”

My mother was stunned for a moment, and then smiled happily: "Okay, Mom will cook for you now." With that, she walked into the kitchen, with a faint happy smile on her face.

Yanyan looked at me with some concern: "Brother, are you really okay?"

After flicking the ashes, I pretended to be relaxed and said, "I can do anything, don't worry." Reaching out and pinching her lovely cheek, I couldn't help but pause, I used to seem to like pinching that person's cheek too.

"Xiaoyu, you're pinching me, I'm not done with you. ”

"Look at it, you've swollen people's faces. It's not beautiful anymore, what if I can't get married in the future?"

"Xiaoyu, you look at a turtle, is it your brother, why is it so similar to you?"

The laughter of "giggles" like silver bells seems to have traveled through time and space, and it still rings in my ears.

I sighed, took my hand off Yeon-yeon's face, and lowered my head and took two puffs of my cigarette.

"Brother, what's wrong with you?" Yan Yandai frowned slightly, and said with some worry: "What happened?"

I chuckled, "It's okay, don't worry." ”

Yanyan looked at me suspiciously: "Okay, I'll go to the kitchen to help my mother cook." ”

I smiled as I watched her walk into the kitchen and talk to my mom about it. He snuffed out his cigarette in the ashtray, stood up, and walked into the bathroom.

I threw my clothes aside, turned on the unkempt, and turned the water temperature to the coldest level, I stood under the current, closed my eyes, and said it was bitterly cold, as if needles had pierced my body.

The water kept sloping down my head, and all the years passed.

It's cold, it's cold water. I only shivered when I was cold, and I had goosebumps all over my body. It's just that I still haven't adjusted the water temperature yet, maybe only this kind of cold water can make me feel relieved after being tired.

After standing in the bathroom for a long time, he slowly walked out. I went back to the room and sat down to smoke a cigarette, and casually found a piece of clothing to put on my body, and when I walked out, my mother and Yanyan had already prepared a few dishes, as well as a pot of fragrant millet porridge.

Yanyan actually opened a bottle of red wine, watched me come out, and said with a smile: "Brother, seeing that you are in a bad mood, I will drink some with you." ”

From the fridge, I pulled out a few beers and said, "You and Mom have a red bar, I'll drink beer." As I spoke, I just bit it open with my teeth and took a big gulp.

First 3 shots

My mom sandwiched some dishes for me, "You kid, don't drink too much, eat some food first." ”

Maybe drinking alcohol really has too much to do with the mood, three bottles of beer, drinking it makes me dizzy and my stomach is uncomfortably bloated.

The next day, while I was still sleeping, the phone rang, "Hey?" I fed with sleepy eyes.

"Xiaoyu, why are you still sleeping?" Kaizi's voice seemed to be a little excited.

"There's something to say, I'm hanging up if it's okay. I said with my eyes closed.

"Don't sleep, get up quickly, someone wants to see you. ”

"I don't have time, you can deal with something, it's best not to disturb me these days. I said with some tiredness and moved my body to the side. I'm still sleeping in Yeon-yeon's room these days. Reaching out and hugging Yanyan, the fragrance she carried on her body inexplicably made me feel a burst of tranquility.

As soon as my words fell, I heard a familiar cursing voice on the phone: "Xiaoyu, your uncle, brother is back, why don't you come to see my brother." ”

Hearing this voice, I opened my eyes and said with some joy: "Long Tian?"

"It's Your Majesty, you stupid girl, why don't you come and pay homage to me soon. Long Tian said with a smile.

"Damn, when did you come back?" There's been so much going on in this time, maybe it's the only happy thing that makes me feel better.

Yeon-yeon also opened her eyes when she heard the voice, her black and white eyes were still lazy with a hint of sleepiness.

"Just came back, and now at Kaizi's house?"