Chapter 211: Self-inflicted affection

readx;? The wind and clouds are light, and the fog is light. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info The night at the beginning of February is still a little cool in the air, which makes people can't help but shrunk their clothes for a trace of warmth.

In the vast night, the sky is like the deep sea, the stars are like fireflies, and the bright moon is like a hook. The mountains behind the Holy Soul Academy are stacked with mountains, and courtyards of different sizes and patterns are like chess pieces, staggered between the mountains and rivers, quiet in the night.

At this moment, the night is already deep, and the number of students in the back mountains is also decreasing, most of them have returned to their residences, after a day of excitement, the exhausted spirit has already penetrated into the bottom of their hearts, and most of them are ready to go to bed, after all, they still want to recuperate enough to pay attention to the most exciting battle for the Holy Soul List tomorrow.

At this moment, in the Tang Gate, there is silence everywhere, not only quiet but also very dim, looking at almost every room in front and back of the courtyard is pitch black, not only is there no one holding the lamp in the room, even the popularity is faint and pitiful.

When Lu Yifan just entered the Tang Gate, he even mistakenly thought that he was in the wrong place, if it weren't for a Tang Sect disciple to guide him and lead the way, Lu Yifan would even think that the Tang Gate was now depopulated and turned into an abandoned house.

From the courtyard gate of the Tang Gate, he walked inward for nearly half a pillar of incense, under the leadership of the disciples of the Tang Gate, Lu Yifan entered a room in the deepest part of the Tang Gate, through the observation along the way, Lu Yifan was surprised to find that the entire Tang Gate is now only in this room There is still a little dim candlelight, and the other rooms along the way are all dark without exception.

"Sect Master Lu, this is our Sect Master's room, the Sect Master has already guessed that you will come, so he ordered us early on that he can take you directly here to meet her!" The Tang Sect disciple explained to Lu Yifan who frowned quite respectfully, and there was even a hint of admiration in his eyes when he looked at Lu Yifan, after all, Lu Yifan's performance in the academy competition today was enough to quickly raise his prestige to an incredible height.

"This is the boudoir of the Tang Sect Master, it's late at night, it seems a little inappropriate for me to go in, right?" Lu Yifan glanced at the closed door quite scruples, and he had even cast the paper window to see Tang Ruoxi's shadow in the room.

"This is the order of the master of the door, but it doesn't hurt for the master of the Lu sect to enter!" The disciple of the Tang Sect made a gesture of invitation to Lu Yifan again, and then retreated with the lantern, leaving Lu Yifan alone outside Tang Ruoxi's boudoir.

And Lu Yifan stood outside the door, stretched out his hand to knock on the door several times, but he was stopped by himself, only to see his face embarrassed, and he didn't know what to do for a while.

"Yifan, how long do you want to continue to stand outside the door and hesitate?"

Suddenly, Tang Ruoxi's weak voice came out of the room faintly, and this sound also shocked Lu Yifan.

"Master of the Tang Sect, I ......"

"It's just that you call me the master of the Tang Sect in front of outsiders, and now there are only you and me here, why do you want to see outsiders like this?" Without waiting for Lu Yifan's words to finish, Tang Ruoxi interrupted him softly with a wry smile, "Are you afraid that you can't help but get too close to me, or are you afraid that Miss Han Ling'er will misunderstand us after she finds out?"

"What if...... Ruoxi, I'm actually here to bid you farewell tonight!" Lu Yifan sighed softly, and finally said what he meant.

When he heard Lu Yifan's words, Tang Ruoxi was obviously silent for a while, and then before Lu Yifan opened his mouth again, he only heard a soft sound of "squeak", and the originally closed door was gently opened by Tang Ruoxi, and when the candlelight in the room was reflected through the gap, Tang Ruoxi's haggard face also quietly appeared in front of Lu Yifan.

Lu Yifan and Tang Ruoxi took the threshold as the boundary, standing opposite each other and looking at each other, Tang Ruoxi's face was still pale and haggard, while Lu Yifan looked quite hesitant, both of them were silent, and they looked at each other for a moment.

"Come in and talk about it!" Finally, Tang Ruoxi took the lead in breaking the slightly embarrassing situation, opened the door completely, and let Lu Yifan into the room sideways.

Tang Ruoxi's room was filled with a very special aroma, which made people feel calm after smelling it, and this fragrance was exactly the same as the strange sandalwood smell in Yan Shuang's room, thinking that it should be from the same spice.

"I knew you were coming, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly!" "Now Tang Ruoxi is as weak as before, and his haggard appearance makes people feel a burst of pity from the bottom of their hearts, even at this moment, in the face of Lu Yifan, it is still difficult to hide her tiredness with a forced smile, "Sit down, I'll pour you tea!" Saying that, Tang Ruoxi let Lu Yifan sit down at the table, picked up the teacup buckled on the table, and poured a cup of tea that was already a little warm for Lu Yifan.

"Ruoxi, since I came back, I have seen you for the first time and noticed your abnormality, what are you ......" Lu Yifan's question came to his lips but was swallowed back by himself, because he was afraid that Tang Ruoxi's answer to him was related to himself, if that was the case, Lu Yifan would really be at a loss.

"It's nothing!" Tang Ruoxi chuckled and shook his head, then sat down next to Lu Yifan, and said lightly, "Let's talk about you first!

Hearing Tang Ruoxi's question, Lu Yifan couldn't help but be slightly stunned, his originally hesitant eyes gradually became a little solemn, and after sorting out his thoughts a little, he slowly opened his mouth: "Ruoxi, I'm leaving the Holy Soul Academy......"

In this way, the candle flame flickered gently, and in this faint dimness, Lu Yifan told Tang Ruoxi about the beginning and end of his departure from the Holy Soul Academy, as well as his purpose for establishing the Fan Gate and his willingness to finally hand over the Fan Gate to Tang Ruoxi.

Lu Yifan's attitude was sincere and his words were sincere, especially when he expressed his gratitude to Tang Ruoxi more than once, his chivalrous feelings of remembering the old feelings and knowing the kindness of the newspaper made Tang Ruoxi, who was originally distracted and had no intention of talking, gradually listen to it, so that in the end, Tang Ruoxi's eyes were red by Lu Yifan's words, and the irrepressible relief and excitement of emotion were overflowing, and he couldn't help but brush his sleeves again and again to wipe the tears that couldn't help but come out of the corners of his eyes.

"Yifan, it turns out that all this you have done since you came back is to repay me for the help I once gave you?" Tang Ruoxi chuckled with tears in his eyes, "Your mind is so delicate, I never thought of anything in return when I helped you......"

"Ruoxi, you and the Tang Sect have repeatedly helped me and my friends without wanting to reciprocate, but I, Lu Yifan, will never be able to repay the favor!" Lu Yifan said righteously, his eyes were full of gratitude, "When we first entered the academy, we offended the behemoth of Qingmen as soon as we came up, if it weren't for you and your Tang Sect to help, I guess a few of us would have been cornered by Qingmen a long time ago!" And in the year that I was not in the academy, in order to take care of Lu Jun and Wencai, you did not hesitate to be enemies with Yumen everywhere, and even had enemies with Qingmen and Chumen, so that the entire Tang Sect was squeezed out by them, and was repeatedly squeezed to this point, in the final analysis, this matter is still because of us, so after I came back, I established Fanmen, the purpose is to help you Tang Sect return to its peak, so that you can regain everything you lost during this time!"

"Yifan, thank you!" Although Tang Ruoxi was moved in her heart, she didn't seem to be happy because of what Lu Yifan had done for herself, it seemed that Lu Yifan just said about everything that Tang Men was excluded and lost, Tang Ruoxi didn't pay much attention to it at all, "Everything you did really touched me, and I am also very fortunate to have made a friend like you Lu Yifan......! I may not be able to accept your kindness......"

"Why?" Lu Yifan finally heard some clues from Tang Ruoxi's words, so he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong? Since I came back, you have been sullen, and your whole person has become haggard, and now you don't even care about the affairs of the Tang Sect anymore, why is this happening?"

Looking at Lu Yifan's urgent eyes, Tang Ruoxi couldn't help but smile, and then her bright and deep eyes fell straight into the candle flame on the table, and the slowly burning flames seemed to penetrate Tang Ruoxi's heart, so that she finally had the courage to tell the secret in her heart bit by bit: "Because...... I'm leaving the Holy Soul Academy too......"

"What?" As soon as Tang Ruoxi's words came out, Lu Yifan couldn't help but be shocked, but he didn't seem to fully understand Tang Ruoxi's meaning, and then asked tentatively, "Are you talking about leaving the same as Han Cheng, Chu Ding, and Qin Qingyu, because they are old, so they want to leave the academy? Or is it because of some other reason......

"No!" Tang Ruoxi shook his head resolutely, "I can't wait until the end of the year, I'll leave here soon......"

"Why?" Lu Yifan finally couldn't suppress the doubts in his heart, even if things might embarrass him, now he had to break the casserole and ask to the end, "You have been very wrong all this time, even if you ignore the academy and the affairs of the Tang Sect, even make yourself so embarrassed and haggard, what is the reason for these? Now that you don't accept the Fan Sect, you refuse to save the gradually withering Tang Sect, and even want to leave the academy, is all this related to your sullen things?" Or is it all just one thing?"

Lu Yifan talked like a cannon and told all the doubts in his heart, which also alleviated the depression in his heart a lot, after all, blindly avoiding is not the solution to the problem after all, rather than this, it is better for two people to sit together and explain everything clearly.

Tang Ruoxi's eyes were like torches, this kind of look hadn't appeared in her eyes for a long time, I saw her staring straight into Lu Yifan's eyes, there seemed to be a touch of hesitation between her eyebrows and frowning, as if there was a fierce struggle in her heart, whether to explain all this to Lu Yifan.

And Tang Ruoxi's hesitation still did not hide from Lu Yifan's eyes, only to see Lu Yifan take a deep breath, and then muster up 100,000 courage, and slowly said with a solemn expression: "Ruoxi, you can tell me the truth now, is it ...... you become like this" Lu Yifan's words couldn't help but take a deep breath again, as if he was looking for a room to ease his embarrassment and embarrassment, "Isn't it...... What does it have to do with me?"

As soon as Lu Yifan's words came out, he himself regretted it a little, because he didn't know how to answer Tang Ruoxi's words later, and he didn't even know what kind of identity to face the current Tang Ruoxi.

Compared with Lu Yifan's nervousness and crampedness, Tang Ruoxi's reaction was surprisingly calm, and even calm and a little unpredictable.

I saw that after Tang Ruoxi heard Lu Yifan's words, a smile flashed in her eyes, she did not directly answer Lu Yifan's question, but asked herself: "Do you really think so?"

"Ruoxi, Ling'er and I have grown up together since we were children......"

"Shhh

Lu Yifan looked at Tang Ruoxi with a faint smile on his face with an embarrassed face, his haggard and pale face still couldn't hide Tang Ruoxi's delicate face, and the slight trace of morbid laziness added a touch of pity to Tang Ruoxi. Tang Ruoxi slowly withdrew her fingers, staring at Lu Yifan with deep eyes, she had never looked at him so intently during this time, and only after a moment did she say word by word: "Yifan, you are indeed a very unusual man, I have to admit that the charm you have is rare for other men, your chivalrous tenderness, your grievances, your pride, and your fearlessness...... All of this will leave an indelible mark and imagination on me, and indeed on all the women you have met in your life. Although you are two years younger than me, I can't help but admit that the unique charm exuded by you as a junior brother really makes me want to have more contact with you and become friends with you......"

"Wakashio ......"

"But...... That's all!" Tang Ruoxi's words changed, and a rare smile appeared on his pale face, "I envy the relationship between you and Miss Han Ling'er, you are childhood sweethearts and little guesses, you laugh and scold together, and experience every bit of growth together, I think this kind of emotional experience is not only me, I am afraid it will be something that women all over the world want to encounter...... Therefore, I sincerely wish you to have a lover and eventually become married!"

"Ruoxi, you are ......" Lu Yifan has been staring at Tang Ruoxi's eyes tightly, he originally wanted to see the traces of concealment from Tang Ruoxi's eyes, originally thought that what Tang Ruoxi said tonight was just to alleviate the embarrassment and embarrassment, originally thought that Tang Ruoxi was insincere, but as time gradually passed, Lu Yifan not only felt a little hypocrisy from Tang Ruoxi's eyes, on the contrary, he also felt a strong sincerity, that is to say, all what Tang Ruoxi said just now was true, all of it was from the heart, not to perfunctory Lu Yifan。

This completely confused Lu Yifan, could it be true that as he said before, Tang Ruoxi didn't like himself at all, and Lu Yifan had always been wishful thinking?

"Yifan, my sullenness, my emaciation, my indifference to the Tang Sect, the affairs of the academy, even my decision to get out of here as soon as possible, all of this...... In fact, it has nothing to do with you!" Tang Ruoxi finally said this sentence that made Lu Yifan puzzled, but the big stone in his heart fell to the ground, "So, you don't have to have any self-blame and anxiety about this, because I don't care about your business at all! Although I am trapped by love today, the other person in this relationship is not you!" After that, Tang Ruoxi also smiled at Lu Yifan, and there seemed to be a hint of banter in his smile, as if he was laughing at Lu Yifan's self-inflicted affection.

Hearing Tang Ruoxi's words, although Lu Yifan couldn't hide his embarrassment and laughed a few times, he also breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, although he felt a little embarrassed and a little embarrassed for his self-inflicted feelings, but at least it was much better than if he really owed a love debt.

And after gradually reacting from the embarrassment, a roar suddenly flashed in Lu Yifan's mind, and then recalled Tang Ruoxi's last sentence, and then a thick shock poured into his eyes.

Tang Ruoxi is really trapped by love, but this love is not Lu Yifan!

Looking at the entire Holy Soul Academy, looking at everyone around Tang Ruoxi, who will everything she do now be for?

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