Finally, she discovered that Senior Brother Chenguang was only special when he waited for Senior Sister Streamer. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Perhaps, everyone treats Senior Sister Streamer specially, but at that time, she couldn't see clearly.

The love and expectation that she couldn't declare for her senior brother made her want to win. She thought that as long as she was the best person, Senior Brother Chenguang would definitely treat her differently. After all, this is the Immortal Mountain, and here is all the Tianquan factions that take cultivation as the winner or loser.

And herself, who is said to have unprecedented purple-level qualifications, here, she is no longer a sick seedling who is bullied, she is a closed disciple accepted by Master Wuzun, and she is the hope of the sect's Zhongxing.

At first, her cultivation was still smooth, and at one point, she even felt that she would soon be able to surpass Senior Sister Streamer who took her into the mountain at the beginning, and compete with Senior Brother Chenguang.

Just when she was full of confidence and looking forward to standing in front of her senior brother with her head held high, just when she thought that her senior brother would be impressed by her and take her to heart from then on, her cultivation suddenly stagnated.

Yuan Ying and Jin Dan are no different from the difference between immortals and mortals.

Yuanying can accept apprentices, but Jindan can't go out of the mountain at will. Yuanying can be in charge, but Jindan has to compete with his ability.

Yuan Ying is Senior Brother Chenguang and Senior Sister Streamer, and even Senior Brother Baoguang, who she dislikes the most, is also Yuan Ying.

And Jin Dan is still only herself.

Gradually, there was gossip, and she felt that wherever she went, she seemed to hear someone whispering.

Look, this is the little apprentice who was accepted by the head of the family, and he is still just a golden pill.

Look, this is the purple-level qualification that was shocking at the beginning, and it is still just a golden pill.

Look, this is Xiao Xiangchenguang's stupid woman, and she is still just Jin Dan.

She found Master Wuyu and cried and begged: "Master, why don't you want to teach me personally? Senior Sister Liuguang has only just entered the Yuan Infant, and she can't teach me anything." Master, please let me be promoted to Yuanying, will you?"

Master just glanced at her lightly, "Your situation is already known to the Master. Over the years, I have collected a lot of classics for my teacher, and you can rest assured that I will find a solution for my teacher. ”

She left the Tianquan Hall with some melancholy, and she understood Master's words. It turned out that after all, it was because of the cold and pain that had tormented her since childhood. It turned out that even if she entered the Immortal Mountain, fate still refused to let her go. It turns out that even if she has a spiritual root and embarks on the path of cultivation, she is still the short-lived ghost who is ridiculed!

But only a few months later, the master summoned her to go and told her the "truth" about this special physique, it turned out that she really didn't live long, and it turned out that her father didn't lie to anyone.

Perhaps it was because of the practice that her memory became more vivid, and she suddenly remembered that when she was younger, her father had looked at her with great guilt, and her mother had taken care of her day after day, year after year.

Her childhood may not have been so bad, otherwise how could she have been waiting for her father every day when she was young?

She took the jade piece she asked for from Senior Brother Baoguang, and looked at the Jun family's mansion that had been completely renovated, and the extravagant hopes in her heart were completely shattered.

Father, father, was your guilt at that time because I was born too late?

Wan Jun returned to Tianquan in discouragement, but got good news!

Master actually found the exercises that could save him from the vast ancient books!

There are no words to describe her mood at that time, just like a prisoner who has been sentenced to death, has confessed his guilt, has arranged all his funeral affairs, and is waiting for death with peace of mind, when suddenly someone tells her that the verdict is actually wrong!

But the first time she saw that exercise, it made her feel like she had been struck by lightning. She was still a woman who had no Taoist companions, so how could she practice such exercises? What's more, after she studied them carefully, she found out that this exercise was actually risking other people's lives to renew her own life!

She didn't understand why Master had chosen such an exercise for her. At that time, she naively thought that maybe the master thought that it was natural to exchange the lives of evil cultivators for her own lives.

But there was unspeakable resistance in her heart, she remembered that Senior Sister Streamer once hugged her and said, "People are born equal, and life does not become different because of right and wrong, good and evil." There are times when the good are evil. The evil one also has a vague good heart. ”

The final decision was made by Master Wufu.

When she knew, she was powerless to stop it. Or rather, she didn't know how to stop it. She watched Senior Sister Streamer die in front of her.

It was only then that she realized that she might really hate the streamer.

hated her for bringing herself back to Tianquan, but she robbed her of the opportunity for the master to teach her personally. hates her for obviously getting the blue eyes of Senior Brother Chenguang, but she has a secret affection for the white night love of Taiji Mountain.

Hate her for not being aware of her hatred, hate her for not hating herself!

There are some roads that you can't turn back once you step out.

When Wan Jun was dying, he almost exclaimed the same as Hei Sha. She smiled, maybe this was the reason and fate why Heisha finally took away herself.

She and Black Yarn are both sinners, but sometimes, she thinks that the two of them are not bad people.

If they change their lives and scenes, maybe they are still soft and kind little girls at heart. Maybe she'll grow into another streamer, maybe Black Veil will be another Lady Mo.

After losing her cultivation, she walked among the 100,000 mountains and truly felt the kindness of the immortal beasts.

They said, "Aren't you the little sister of the streamer?" Are the streamers okay? Why don't you have any cultivation?

They don't care about the world for many years, and they don't know that the streamer is dead, and they don't know the evil they have done. They are simply because they are the junior sisters of the streamer, and they carefully protect and take care of themselves, preventing the ignorant little fairy beasts from playing with them lightly and heavily.

It was only then that she knew that Senior Sister Streamer was special to anyone, and she was also special to any immortal beast. Senior Brother Chenguang may not have the slightest affection for Streamer as he said, but it is indeed as he said, he just regards Streamer as a relative.

The boundaries of many feelings are not so clear.

In the Great Snow Mountain, the first time he saw his wife, Wan Jun faintly felt that this time he was afraid that he would not be able to escape.

She happily went to her death, which was the end she deserved.

She didn't know if Kurosa regretted it in the end. But she herself has no regrets.

In this world, there has never been ifs, she will go through such a life again, and the ending will not change. The young self is destined to choose the wrong path and cannot be changed, just because he is young.

She's just a wicked person, but she's not a bad person.