Chapter 193: Big Mistake
"I seem to know something, but I don't know exactly what it is, you know, it's not that easy to know. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 info
But I caught a little bit of something, even though it was just a little bit, but I still caught it, so I thought I could definitely find, find a way to look inward, and I fell into deep contemplation, yes, contemplation, and began to think, why, how, how can I do it?
It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy, but I didn't give up, you know, I'm not a person who likes to give up, and giving up is completely impossible for me, unless I encounter something completely impossible.
But this matter is not impossible, that is, it is possible, there is a chance, and with the opportunity, then it is obvious that a solution can be found, and therefore a solution can be found, and therefore a way can be found to look inward, and I seem to have a little bit of eyebrows, and I have a little understanding in my heart.
Although it's just a little bit, it's also enlightened, and I'm more or less happy in my heart, yes, I'm a little happy, as for why I'm happy, it's because I have encountered something happy, that is to say, the happy thing is that once you find a way to look inside, you can see things in the body clearly, and you can see things in the body, so the benefits are self-evident, yes, not only can you improve the ability to get that kind of thing, but you may also be able to make some other things, such as the so-called fairy arts, or find something else。
In short, the results in exchange will be huge, not ordinary small, for me, the meaning is very big, big unimaginable, that will make me take a big step forward on the road to the peak, it is completely an affirmation that I have not given up for many years, how can I be unhappy?
Yes, I didn't patronize happiness at that time, because I still didn't find a way, seeing that the method was close at hand, but I couldn't grasp it, which made my heart very anxious, my heart was happy, and gradually covered with a layer of haze, maybe that thing couldn't be found at all, but that feeling of nothingness didn't seem like it was lying to me, I believe that feeling would not lie to me, and I thought very much on my own, I must find a way.
As for how to find it, it may take time, but I already have a little eyebrow, that is, I have a general outline in my mind, but there is always something blocking me, not letting me touch the outline, I want to touch it, but I can't touch it, so I have spent a lot of time and racking my brains, but it is still useless.
It's normal to be a little anxious when I can't find a way, I can't find a way at all, but in that case, I realized very clearly that I had to change this unfavorable emotion, which would have a certain impact on me, which was very bad, so I needed to change.
During that time, my emotions changed too quickly, and maybe that's why I couldn't find a way, but even so, I didn't give up.
If you see a glimmer of hope, you need to grasp it, you can't give up, once you give up, then you may miss a glimmer of hope, but you don't know, behind a glimmer of hope, there will be an incomparably broad prospect, therefore, you can't give up.
And I caught a glimmer of hope, that is, I found hope, and since I found hope, I must not let go, and I know very well what it means to let go.
If I can't find a way to look inward, then obviously, I can't study myself, if I can't study myself, then I can't find a way to improve my strength.
If I can't improve my strength, then my goal will be difficult to achieve, obviously, I don't want to fail, that's not what I want to see, I don't like hope!
Everyone wants to succeed, no one wants to fail, although failure is the mother of success, but I know that sometimes, once you fail, then you can never succeed again, if you can succeed, then there are so many people in the world who are failures, why are they so desperate?
I don't want to be a loser, I want to succeed, so I need to find a way to look inward.
Need to be calm, yes, it's calm, I was still too irritable at the beginning, I was always uneasy in my heart, in order to find a way or even scratch my head and cheeks, it can be said that I did everything, it really looked anxious.
But what was the result?
Got nothing?
That's right, it's just that nothing has been gained, except for anxiety, I don't know how long time has passed, in short, it is a long time, but, but there is nothing to achieve.
You know, in normal times, it only takes a little time, and you can definitely know or understand something, but in order to find a way to look inward, in order to find a way to look inward, in order to find a way to look inward, which has a little bit of eyebrows but still can't figure it out, I have tried my best, and I can't take care of other things at all, and put everything else aside, and at that time, in my opinion, the rest of the things are not important.
At that time, I had a strange premonition that if I found a way to look inward, then I would get a lot of things, including a leap in strength, and suddenly become a strong man.
That kind of height, which I have never reached, may be what I hope for.
I tried hard, but hard work doesn't mean reward, I was a little crazy, as time went on, I seemed to be a little obsessed, I didn't know what to do, I was confused at that time.
Slowly, I began to calm down, because I really couldn't find a way, and that feeling slowly disappeared with time, leaving no trace, which means that I failed, I didn't find that way.
Is that a threshold that I can't cross? No, I don't think that's the case, so what is the threshold? Maybe it's not a threshold, it's just that I'm too impatient, but I didn't realize that at the beginning.
It is precisely because of this that it leads to failure, and the failure is so miserable that people dare not look at it directly, I can't even believe in myself, I can't forgive myself, I can't accept myself.
At that time, I changed a lot, and I think I started to change, yes, it was a very subtle change, and I didn't realize it at the time.
After a long time, I calmed down and thought about it carefully, and there was only a sense of disappointment in my heart, yes, it was disappointment, a good opportunity was placed in front of me, but I missed it, because of my own fault.
I need to change all this, I can't do that, I think I first have to learn to be calm, learn to look at things calmly, because there are some things that he can't be anxious about, and once he is in a hurry, then obviously, what he gets is nothing, which is unbearable.
For this reason, I temporarily gave up looking for a way to look inside, but learned to calm my mind, in the face of great success, I still can't calm down, and the bitter consequences caused by this can only be endured by myself, as for other people or the outside world, I don't need to bear any responsibility at all, it can be said that all this is my own effort.
Time flies too slowly, during that time I always feel that the days are like years, the shadow of failure has not dissipated, I still can't get rid of it, the days are always very bitter, but, when a period of time, I slowly forget, no, it should not be forgotten, but slowly let go, that kind of thing has been engraved in my heart, can not forget!
I can only let go, and letting go may be a relief, at that time I felt very relaxed, the bones all over my body were relaxed, and an unprecedented sense of comfort filled my body.
At that time, I really realized that I can't be impatient, otherwise many things that I have clearly seen hope may no longer be able to see hope, but may see despair.
One day, I had a little bit of realization, and at that time, I decided to take it step by step, no matter how great the fruit is, it needs to be picked slowly, instead of picking in a hurry, because the fruitful fruit may fall in front of your eyes, fall to the ground, and shatter.
Grasping a glimmer of hope, I began to look for it slowly, this solution may be in my heart, or it may be hidden somewhere, but I still don't know what it is and where.
I'm thinking.
Years of experience have made me develop a good habit of thinking, always thinking every day, above the morning dew, under the sunset night sky, that small space, full of my figure.
At that time, life was very fulfilling, even if it was a person, I never felt lonely, because I had my own goals and ideals in my heart, and I was working hard for this, doing my best, and for the rest of the things, I had completely given up, no longer cared about, no longer cared about!
In one workout, maybe by accident, I suddenly found a little bit of a way, just a little bit, but I did.
Inner vision requires an eye to be made in the body, and the eye is outside the body, which can only observe external things, so as to feed them back to the brain, and if you want to observe your own body, you need to build a thing like two eyes in the body, which can feed back every part of the body to the brain, so as to achieve the purpose of internal vision.
If you want to realize this theory, you need to know what can build a pair of eyes in the body, and you can't get the eyes outside the body into the body, and even if you get it in, what you see is a piece of blood red, just like closing your eyes, at most it is pitch black, and you can't see anything, just like where we are now, you can't see anything at all.
Therefore, it is obviously unrealistic to get the eyes into the body, completely unrealistic!
I don't think about the impossible, and I don't plan to think about it, because it would be too unworth it to blind my eyes for it, and it would be a great loss.
At that time, not only can't you see the inside, but also can't see the outside, and if you can't see anything, you'll be completely blind, if you can't see everything in the outside world, then what's the use of having the ability, at that time I took my eyes very seriously, no way, the eyes are the most direct way to get things from the outside world.
So, what other ways are there besides this unrealistic approach?
It is necessary to build eyes in the body, and those eyes must be able to see in the dark, otherwise, there will be no meaning, and they can also see through, you can see every part of the body, so that you can fully observe your body, so as to achieve the purpose of internal vision.
Moreover, there is also a very important problem, that is, that kind of thing must be in the body, otherwise, it will not make much sense, and you can't always get something from the outside and fill it into the body.
First of all, that thing can kill people, if you want to get in, you need to open the body, you must know that the body is not a joke, once it is not good, it is death, and even if you do well in the exam, you will die.
Secondly, after the things are put in, the body becomes very bloated, if so, it is better not to use it, what is the use of using it?
Therefore, this very important premise is that you must have that thing in your own body, that is, in your own body.
But what is that thing?
What is it?
The crux of the matter is here, it's actually very simple, but the authorities are obsessed, I've thought about it for too long, I've thought about it but I'm not sure or directly filtered out, yes, it's filtered out like that.
At that time, I was still unconscious, and I was still thinking hard, what is it that allows me to achieve the purpose of internal vision, so that I can build an eye in my body and see every part of my body?
What can my body control?
What is it?
I was so entangled, I thought about everything I could think of, and I thought about what I couldn't think of, in short, no matter what it was, I thought about it all over again, kept thinking, and my head was big when I thought about it, and for this, I began to learn to be calm, to be calm constantly.
Maybe only by being calm can we win in stability, not in danger, in danger, if you don't do well, it's not a victory, and if you don't do well, it's a huge failure, that's definitely not what I want.
I don't want that, I really don't.
So, I started to calm down, and I started to think slowly about everything I could think of......"
As he spoke, the monster closed his eyes, as if fascinated by his own story, and began to close his eyes, looking cold.
Lin Tian had to remind impatiently, "Huh, what's next?"
The monster reluctantly withdrew from the cold state, just glanced at Lin Tian, raised his head, and played with the night, in fact, it was a dark sky, and now there was no difference between night and day here, here was the black air, and the whole thing was pitch black.
After a while, the monster asked, "Lin Tian, guess what's the thing that looks inside?"
Lin Tian replied without thinking: "Black gas, this thing doesn't need to be guessed at all, I think the one you got at the beginning is black gas." ”
"Are you really that sure?"
"Of course. ”
"Well, you're wrong, very wrong......"