readx;? Xi Yao was not reconciled, she re-entered the cafeteria, pushed through the layers of human walls, walked up to Fan Chen, and said, "I want to ask you a few questions alone." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"Then I'll go first. The doll girl got up and left obediently. When the girls saw the school flowers, they all consciously left, and they were embarrassed to continue to stay, so they dispersed one after another.

"Do you mind if I have a relationship with someone of the opposite sex?" Xi Yao looked at Fan Chen intently.

"Mind that. Fan Chen was not ambiguous, and his answer was very simple.

"Would you mind if I told you that I didn't love that person, but that's what happened?"

"Mind that. ”

"What if you put yourself in the shoes of others, do you think I should mind?"

"It's not the same. ”

"What kind of logic is this, why is it different again?" Xi Yao felt that Fan Chen would at least be like her father, at least take into account her feelings, but he didn't hesitate to say different.

"Because you can't, whether you love that person or not, if you have a relationship with that person, sooner or later you will fall in love with him. ”

"Fanchen, why are you positioning me like this?"

"You're meant to be that kind of person. ”

"What kind of person am I?"

"Indecisive and hesitant," Fan Chen got up, propped his hands on the dining table, approached Xi Yao, and added, "Your heart is easy to change, even if you are a werewolf, but you are also unfaithful to feelings, because you, half of which are human genes." ”

Xi Yao was speechless for a moment, Fan Chen said very rationally, without any flaws, he even knew her better than herself.

Maybe he wasn't entirely right, but at least Xi Yao couldn't find any reason to refute it, couldn't find any strong evidence, and he did, because he wouldn't betray her no matter what, at least in his heart, there would always be only one person, and his love was complete, and from beginning to end, he only gave her one person.

In this way, Xi Yao thought of only one reason and asked, "So, are you deliberately punishing me?"

"You deserve to be punished, but I won't. ”

"Should?"

"Xi Yao, don't think I'm really a fool, don't act recklessly just because I like you. Fan Chen moved away from his chair, as if he was no longer willing to continue talking, and his tone became cold.

"Dust, stop, what do you mean?"

"The dress hidden in your room is Ablaze's, right? Do you dare to say that you have no physical contact? Didn't you say you wanted to come to the human world to avoid him? Is it he pestering you, or is it your connivance and acquiescence to him?"

Fan Chen smiled coldly, but he was mocking himself, and said, "Isn't your assumption putting a shackle on yourself? Can you now confidently say that you don't love him, and after you have sex with him, will you kill yourself immediately to show your loyalty or kill him? I think you must be hesitant, and you must be someone who has been in love for a long time, maybe you don't have to wait for me to die in three years, you can't wait to fall in love with him." ”

"I admit that I came here with selfish intentions, mainly to hide from Yachi, but not what you said!"

"You avoid him because you are afraid of him, because you are afraid that you yourself will fall in love with him. ”

"I don't, I know that there is no basis for your words, and if you don't believe me, you can also give me a curse. ”

"Xi Yao, are you crazy?" Fan Chen walked up to Xi Yao, "You can't bear that kind of curse at all, I'd rather you be with him after I die, I don't want you to lose your life because of a moment of anger." ”

"To put it bluntly, you just don't believe me, so why are we still together?!"

"I don't care, I'm not together, you're all here," Fan Chen pointed to his heart casually, with a clear conscience, and said, "However, I can set you free, but you can't regret it." ”

Fan Chen can be a mute for a lifetime, don't say these words to Xi Yao, time flies quickly, for him, this life is only a few years, if she Xi Yao can live with peace of mind, he is willing to bear it silently. But if she had to break the casserole and ask to the end, then he wouldn't mind saying such a thing.

"Okay," Xi Yao glanced at the face one last time up close, she turned around and said, "I don't regret it." ”

It's not that she doesn't regret it, she can't regret it.

When Xi Yao turned to leave, Fan Chen also left without hesitation, and walked towards the side door of the cafeteria, he was not reluctant at all, did not want to keep at all, and did not even look at her more.

Fan Chen doesn't remember why she fell in love with this woman, maybe it's just a habit, an inertia that won't stop once it happens, and it won't change anything for anyone, even if it's herself, she can't shake him.

"I keep saying I love him, but what do I love him? Are I as obsessed with that beautiful skin as those ignorant girls?" Xi Yao asked herself, but she couldn't answer herself.

Fan Chen once asked Xi Yao if she could be serious, yes, it is undeniable that the most serious person is Fan Chen.

Xi Yao thinks that she loves him as much as she does, but she has never done anything for him, she has not paid anything, and the heart that she thinks will not swerve until death seems to be in danger, what else can she use to match his love?

Ya Chi, Xi Yao doesn't love him, but she doesn't hate him either, even if he teases her again and again, even if she is as strong as dust, she knows that she won't kill him because Ya Chi teased her.

Why is this happening? Is it because of her indecision and hesitation? Or is it because of her fickle heart?

Cui Zhenan is Xi Yao's fatal point, did that unbearable past leave a shadow on Fan Chen? Let him think that human beings are easy to empathize with and change their hearts.

Human beings, compared to the people of that world, have a very short lifespan, but the human heart is very large, and can put on one relationship after another, change one object after another, and constantly look for new people and new feelings for inappropriate reasons.

It is a reason for human beings to think that it is called growth, and their awareness of feelings is constantly strengthening and becoming mature.

But for people like Fan Chen, that kind of behavior is called irresponsibility, seeing different thoughts, calling morning and evening, and being disloyal.

When a youthful face appeared in front of Fan Chen's eyes, when a graceful carcass voluntarily had a relationship with him, when the girls who swore that they liked him very much, maybe for him, as humble as dust, it was not that he was condescending, but that he was willing to bow down, and he couldn't let his feelings go freely.

Therefore, he only allows himself to be emotional and emotional to one person, and this person is half of the human blood.

Any girl on this campus, blushing and confessing to Fanchen, telling her heart, looking at the fragile human race, is stronger than any race.

Fan Chen believes that when these people wake up in a dreamlike chase, they will still gain new love and start a new life, because they have been looking for it, they have always been on the road of love, and if it is not suitable, they will continue to change, continue to search, sadness and sadness are only temporary.

And for people like Fan Chen, love cannot be replaced, feelings cannot be replaced, when he is injured, he either chooses to continue to forbear, or chooses to continue to tolerate, he has no way back, he can only keep moving forward, only until the end of his life is completely over.

Xi Yao returned to the dormitory, sat on the balcony, and looked at the garden downstairs, the snow-white lilies, the violets wrapped around the pavilion, the blood-like azaleas, the trickling artificial waterfall and the beautiful fountain, the transparent and clear water kept gushing upward, shining in the sun.

The school likes to raise white pigeons, and when they flap their wings but don't want to fly high, Xi Yao feels like them, and they disguise themselves as eagles in the sky because they both have a pair of wings.

But eagles are eagles, they are self-reliant, they soar into the sky, they crave to impact, even if they don't know when they will fall into the abyss and be crushed.

White pigeons are white pigeons, they are used to being bred by people, they love to eat the food that people spill, they have long since remembered that it is a charity, even if they occasionally flap their wings fiercely, they only go to another place to find feed.

Xi Yao is a white dove, she is not an eagle.

The person who was raised by love turned out to be Xi Yao, but she thought she was self-reliant, pretending to be a self-reliant person in front of the breeder, talking big, but eating the food spilled by the keeper, how ridiculous.

"Miao Yi, what kind of person is the person you love?" Xi Yao turned her head and asked Miao Yi beside her.

"A very ordinary person, the world will not collapse because of his departure, but I will collapse because of his disappearance. ”

"You can't find him all the time, you can't stay together, how did you survive alone?"

"I'm sure I'll find him, I'm sure we'll be together, and I'm sure he'll be happy to see me, not because I've done anything for him, but because I'm who I am and I'm willing to do anything for him. ”

"Doing things for the people you love, even if it's very hard, you still feel happy in your heart, right?"

"Yes, because it's a faith, from the bottom of my heart. ”

"Faith from the bottom of your heart?" Xi Yao touched her chest, she unexpectedly found that she had no faith.

"Xi Yao, what's wrong with you?

"We broke up, that is, he passed his, I passed mine, the two don't owe each other, there is no need to think about each other," Xi Yao raised two hands, stretched out two fingers, from the beginning of the approach, gradually pulled away to both sides, "The person in his heart is not me, maybe it's just his promise, and in my heart, there are only residual memories." In short, there is no longer an actual relationship. ”

"Are you okay? If not, don't force yourself, maybe if you bow your head and admit your mistake, he will forgive you. ”

"It's different, like he said, it's different. Xi Yao came back from the cafeteria, feeling very sad, but she was more calm and rational than ever, the sentence of no regrets was not rash, it was her answer after thinking about it.

"I know it's not appropriate for you to accompany me to find someone at this time, but if you've decided, let's get out of here. ”

"Thank you, Miaoyi. ”