It seems that tonight is another sleepless night, and everyone just sits and eats snacks, and no one makes a sound, for fear of accidentally saying something wrong.

At this time, Zhang Haoyu clapped his hands and said, "Guan Zhilin, I may have to wronged you and Shanshan tonight, there is a bed over there, although it is not much, but it is enough for the two of you to sleep, if you don't dislike it, you will sleep there with Shanshan tonight, but you don't have to worry, Wang Feng and I and Huang Xiaochao, we will sit here and watch you, you can sleep in peace." ”

"Well, it's okay, since Shanshan doesn't dislike anything, I still dislike anything, so let's do as you say. Shanshan smiled and said to Zhang Haoyu.

"Okay, since it's nothing, it's not morning, I also sat in the car for a few hours just now, I think you and Shanshan are very tired now, then you and Shanshan pack up, you go to sleep first, here is a few of us, and we have to go up the mountain early tomorrow morning." ”

When Shanshan and Guan Zhilin went to sleep, there were only me, Huang Xiaochao and Zhang Haoyu left to sit here, without glancing at Huang Xiaochao, "Huang Xiaochao, are you tired? If you are tired, lie down here, Zhang Haoyu and I will go to sit at the door." ”

"It's good to lie down for a while or lie down for a while, after all, I have to go up the mountain tomorrow, if I don't have a good rest, where will I get the strength to go up the mountain tomorrow, I'm different from you, you are used to night owls, don't rest, tomorrow will still be alive and well, then I'll lie down, you two just do it." Huang Xiaochao said a little tiredly.

Zhang Haoyu and I came to the door of this house and sat down, the night in the countryside was quiet, except for the cries of some insects, I could hardly hear any other sounds, I leaned against the door, looked up at the sky.

This is Zhang Haoyu said to me, "Do you think it's very surprised, in fact, it's nothing, I'm used to it, if I hadn't met Shanshan, I might still be here now, it was Shanshan who changed me, from the first time she saw me, and the first time she came to this house, she didn't look down on me at all, and she was so calm." ”

I nodded, "Indeed, it was a bit of a surprise, oh, by the way, what about your family, where do they live now." ”

Zhang Haoyu leaned against the door, his eyes looking at the night sky, "I don't know, I have been living with my grandparents since I was born, and then my grandparents and grandparents left, leaving me to live here alone, and they never mentioned anything to me about my parents, and I didn't dare to ask them, after all, it was not easy for my grandparents to raise me." ”

"If my parents really loved me, they wouldn't have left me and my grandparents in the countryside and left us to live here on our own. ”

"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't expect it to be like this, so when did you and Sansa meet? "I didn't expect this Zhang Haoyu's life experience to be so bumpy, I couldn't help but pity him, compared to him, we people are really living too well, but we are usually still there complaining about this bad and that bad, compared with Zhang Haoyu, he is so strong and brave.

Zhang Haoyu pondered for a moment, "Shanshan and I met not long after my grandmother left, during that time, I happened to be immersed in the pain of losing my grandparents, just at this time Shanshan came to me and accompanied me through the most painful days, if it wasn't for Shanshan, I don't know how I am now, so I am really very grateful to Shanshan for always being by my side during that time, taking care of me and comforting me." ”

I finally understand why Zhang Haoyu loves Shanshan so much, it turns out that when he was most frustrated, it was Shanshan who stayed by his side to take care of him, no wonder he has been wandering in this world for Shanshan, and he is really a pair of hard-working mandarin ducks.

"Later, when Shanshan returned to the city, I agreed with Shanshan to let her wait for me in the city, I will definitely go back to find her, after Shanshan left, I was funded by the government, I studied hard, just to go to the city to find Shanshan, and later when I filled in the volunteers, I also filled in the school in Shanshan's city, just so that I can be worthy of Shanshan and be able to give Shanshan a good life. ”

"After all, I know that in my situation, Shanshan's parents will definitely not agree to let Shanshan associate with me, so I must be admitted to the best school, so that I may have a chance, but I didn't expect that no matter what I did, Shanshan's father never agreed to the two of us to have a relationship, and then the two of us could only secretly communicate behind her parents' backs. Zhang Haoyu's eyes kept looking at the night sky.

At this time, I can also understand how helpless Zhang Haoyu was at that time, he worked so hard, just to change his fate, but God sometimes loves to catch people, and what kind of people his parents are, they are so ruthless that they don't even want their own children, what kind of parents can do.

For a while, I felt very lucky, although my parents were not very rich, but at least they gave me a complete home, gave me a complete childhood, every time when I needed them the most, they always stayed by my side to help me, encouraged me, what was good at home, they always left me, and never willing to let me suffer the slightest grievance, even if they let themselves be wronged, they would not let me be wronged, so at this time I suddenly felt that I was really happy.

Looking at the night sky, I suddenly missed my parents at home, I took out my mobile phone and looked at it, it was almost two o'clock in the morning, at this time they must be sleeping, forget it, or call them tomorrow, think about how often I rarely call back, every time they always call me, and every time I always hang up without saying a few words, now I think about it really shouldn't be.

Just like Zhang Haoyu, how much he longs to get the love of his parents, but he has never been loved by his parents since he was a child, and he doesn't even know where his parents are or what they look like, growing up alone in such an environment, how lonely his childhood should be, the only thing that makes him feel relieved is that he still has a grandparents by his side, but when one day even the only person who can bring him comfort leaves him, what a sadness in his heart, I think those of us who have not experienced it can't experience that pain, that kind of loneliness and helplessness.

At that time, if Shanshan hadn't appeared by his side, I don't think there would have been the later Zhang Haoyu, just like he said, he may still be living here alone, if he is still living here, it will be impossible to have those things later, let alone have a car accident, so there are really many things in life that are unpredictable.

Now I only hope that Zhang Haoyu will be able to figure it out when the time comes, and when the time comes, he will leave the world, go where he should go, and go to his grandparents, otherwise he will always wander in the world like this, even if I don't clean him up, one day he will be gone, and now I know that his life has been so bumpy, and I am really afraid that I will not be able to bear it and dare not attack him, so it is best to hope that he can leave quietly by himself, which is good for everyone.

I didn't expect to see Shanshan so painful from time to time, I was afraid that she would do something to hurt herself for this Zhang Haoyu, and then I would feel guilty for the rest of my life.

I turned my head to Zhang Haoyu and asked, "What are your plans in a month, do you plan to continue to possess him, or do you continue to wander in this world, and find someone to possess and appear in front of Shanshan from time to time." ”

Zhang Haoyu said helplessly, " Actually, I don't want to be like this, but I really can't let go of Shanshan, you can also see, her heart has never been able to open, just like you said before, she can't fall in love with anyone at all, because in her heart she has never let go of our past paragraph, and I don't want her to continue to be immersed in that pain, you usually see her giggling, that's all on her surface, you won't know, how many nights she has secretly cried at my photos, when her tears fall on my photos, you know how much my heart hurts at that moment. Zhang Haoyu's voice became lower and lower, and I knew that it was painful for both of them.

I asked, confused, "That's why you found someone to possess you, and why did you do that kidnapping that didn't even exist?" ”

"I actually want to do that, to see if you are so good to Shanshan, whether Shanshan is worth making friends, don't look at Shanshan She is such a smart person, in fact, her heart is really simple, very kind, I don't want her to be deceived, and then I saw that you are so nervous about her, looking for clues everywhere, I am afraid that if you continue to look for it like this, then the matter between me and Shanshan will be known by many people, I am worried that Shanshan will be hurt again because of this incident, so we will come back the next day。 ”

"Actually, we didn't go anywhere that day, we just went to the places where Shanshan and I used to go to hang out for a while, as long as it could bring her happiness, I could do anything. Zhang Haoyu looked at Shanshan, who was asleep inside.

I didn't expect this Zhang Haoyu to really love Shanshan, but it's a pity that God is unfair to them, maybe it's just two people who are not fated to be separated, why should I let the two of them know and love each other, but why can't they be together in the end, I really can't figure it out.

"Actually, Shanshan also knows that I will leave at any time, so I want to come with her to the place where we first met when I finally leave, hoping that he can really let go of the past, so that I can leave with peace of mind, in fact, I don't want to wander in this world and be a lonely ghost. ”

Hearing what Zhang Haoyu said, he also wanted to leave quietly, that is, he would not do anything harmful, since this is the case, then I will be much more relieved.