Chapter 213: The end of the song is scattered
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Su Xiaoxiao came to the Overseer's Mansion early, her purpose was not to persuade Long Jinyu to release her suspicions against Yan Beiquan, she just wanted that girl to know what Yan Beiquan had done for her. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
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In the huge master bedroom, Long Jinyu stared out of the window in a daze, and she didn't seem to hear the knock on the door over and over again.
"Miss ......" was really worried that she would stay alone in the room, so Li'er forcibly pushed the door in, and she was relieved to see that the girl was safe and sound. "Miss... You haven't rested all night, and you haven't eaten much, Li'er is going to make you something to eat, let's eat and sleep, okay?" Looking at her expectantly, Li'er pursed her lips and said softly.
It's just that the voice fell for a long time, and I didn't listen to Long Jinyu's reply.
"Miss... Even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the little lady! If you break down, what will the little lady do? She is still so young and needs to be taken care of by her mother......
After this time, Li'er heard a lot about the greatness of maternal love from the nurse, and as soon as a woman becomes a mother, her heart will be occupied by her own child, and there will be no room for anything else. Now she wants to use Xiao Yanyang to wake up the contemplative person, even if it is to let her eat something and sleep well!
"Li'er, I'm fine—" Just when Li'er thought she wouldn't be silent, a cold and hoarse voice sounded.
is completely different from the ordinary Qingwan, the girl's clear eyes are bloodshot, her eyeballs are blank, and her expression is wooden.
Such a Long Jinyu makes people feel distressed just by looking at it.
"Miss, Boss Su is visiting, do you want to meet?" Listening to Li'er's words, Long Jinyu's eyes tightened.
Why did Su Xiaoxiao come? Is it for Yan Beiquan? Long Jinyu knows that Su Xiaoxiao and Yan Beiquan have a good relationship, and if she can come at this time, she is probably here to be that man's lobbyist!
No matter what the purpose of her visit, she could not change her determination. Because Yan Beiquan's decision hurt her three closest relatives, she can't forgive, and she will never be able to-
"Let her in!" After pondering for a moment, Long Jinyu said softly, now she is still the mistress of this house, no matter what the reason, this matter is between her and Yan Beiquan, and outsiders cannot be involved, and it is inevitable to lose politeness when you don't see it behind closed doors.
"You go find a plain dress for me, remember to be simple!" Zhou Zhilan had an accident, she couldn't be by her side as a daughter, and she was already anxious. However, the man Yan Beiquan still didn't let her leave the Overseer's Mansion one step, and now all she could do was let Li'er find a plain and simple dress, which was better than these elegant clothes on her body.
"Yes," Li'er replied softly, and Li'er gently exited the room. Although such a Long Jinyu who doesn't eat or drink is worrying, it is better for her to speak now than not to say a word. Li'er now only hopes that Su Xiaoxiao can persuade Miss to let her not get along with her body.
Led by Li'er, Su Xiaoxiao stepped on the stairs leading to the second floor, the stairs were not very high, but there were dozens of steps, each step was solid wood, and it was painted with dark red lacquer.
"Boss Su, my wife is in the room. In the past few days, the lady has not eaten or drunk, and the whole person has lost a lot of weight... I also asked Boss Su to persuade Mrs., Li'er thanked Boss Su in advance...... "I didn't expect Li'er to beg herself, Su Xiaoxiao hurriedly helped Li'er who was about to bend over."
Looking at the childish little face, Su Xiaoxiao couldn't help but sigh lightly and said, "I didn't expect that your little maid cares about your wife!" The woman's voice was like white sugar added to the bean paste, sweet and pleasant. The unhurried tone is steady and elegant, not at all as frivolous as the drama rumored in people's mouths.
"Madame treats me like a sister, and it makes me feel bad to see her like this. It's just that Li'er has said everything she should say, and asked Boss Su to persuade her...... "Since Zhou Zhilan's accident, it's not that no one has persuaded Long Jinyu, but she has been kicked out, only Li'er can enter the bedroom, and everyone else in the entire Overseer's Mansion except Li'er can approach her!"
"I don't dare to untie her heart knot, after all, this matter is not a trivial matter, it is her relatives, and the pain of losing her relatives has to be walked out step by step. Su Xiaoxiao patted her hand and comforted her softly. Long Jinyu was hit too hard this time, it wasn't anyone's persuasion that could make her come out of the shadows, if she wanted to completely get out of her grief, she had to rely on herself.
"Long Jinyu is not an ordinary woman, she will definitely figure it out, we have to believe her?" Yingying's smile spread on her lips, and Su Xiaoxiao said.
From the first time she saw Long Jinyu at the Lantern Festival, Su Xiaoxiao felt that this woman was by no means an ordinary woman, the clarity in her eyes, and the fearlessness and unyielding momentum in the event of an accident, let her appreciate it.
In fact, appreciating a woman is not something only men do, Su Xiaoxiao appreciates Long Jinyu's stubbornness and fearlessness, with her by Yan Beiquan's side, he will be able to leave Beihua!
"Okay, take me to your wife, let her see you crying, it's not good......"
In the bedroom, except for the half-drawn curtains, there is almost no light. In the slightly dimly lit room, there is no trace of popularity in the cold. If it weren't for the lonely shadow, it would really make people think that no one lives here!
Letting Li'er stay outside, Su Xiaoxiao pushed the door alone and walked in.
Hearing movement behind him, Long Jinyu slowly turned around, and only after seeing a tall figure did he get up and open the curtains, allowing the light to break into the room.
Not used to the strong light for a while, Long Jinyu subconsciously blocked her eyes, but she was still dizzy, but fortunately, Su Xiaoxiao helped her in time.
"Not eating or drinking, grieving excessively. Are you torturing yourself all your life, who are you going to show it to?" The cold words overflowed from the woman's throat, Su Xiaoxiao's face was cold, and she said with a look at the weak and haggard person in front of her.
"Let Boss Su smile, I didn't think about showing it to anyone, I just wanted to be quiet......" Long Jinyu's anger was like a gossamer, and she didn't get a drop of water for a few days, making her already weak face even paler at this time, and even her lips were bloodless.
Pulling his arm out of Su Xiaoxiao's hand, Long Jinyu pointed to the sofa on the side, motioned for her to take a seat, and turned around to pour tea. Looking at her swaying figure, Su Xiaoxiao could only shake her head helplessly and sigh.
"You don't have to be busy, I'm not here to drink tea! Long Jinyu is delusional, I used to think that you were a strong and stubborn woman, but now it seems that it is nothing more than that, when you encounter a little setback, you will collapse, if there is no Li'er, are you going to starve to death in this room, and you will not let people know?" She only knew that the current Long Jinyu needed to wake her up, otherwise if it went on like this, something might happen!
Although none of her words were good, Long Jinyu knew that she was doing it for her own good. With a cold curvature, Long Jinyu poured her a cup of tea and sat opposite her.
"It's a little cold, let's just take a break!" The tea was made by Li'er, and she didn't drink it all the time, so it was cold. Not wanting to go out, Long Jinyu could only pour a cup of herbal tea with a slight embarrassment.
Hot Tea Herbal Tea Su Xiaoxiao is not, as she said at the beginning, she didn't come to drink tea, but to tell her that there are some things that she must think clearly. Some people, some things, once missed, there is no turning back......
"It's okay, as long as you listen to me!"
"What does life and death mean to me?!Calculating death here, it's also a good choice!" The girl picked up the teacup and took a sip of tea, and the cold feeling slid down her throat until the bottom of her heart.
"Are you so decadent? Long Jinyu, you're not like yourself, you're the one who loves you so much-" She didn't know who Su Xiaoxiao was referring to, if she hadn't been like this before. And now, Yan Beiquan and her have become a thing of the past, and if he said something to hurt him, he may never worry about himself again!
"He still cares about you, you have lost a loved one, and you are in pain. Do you want the dead to be blind, and the living are better than dead?" Zhou Zhilan and the others have already left, and Long Jinyu's half-dead appearance is to make the dead and the living worried. Su Xiaoxiao didn't understand, did she have true love for Yan Beiquan, did she think he was a murderer just because of a rumor?
"You won't know, he hurt my family, Boss Su, do you know what it feels like? Heartbreaking, life is better than death-" The more he spoke, the more excited he became, Long Jinyu's fists clenched, and the red flowing from his palms fell down his fingertips with a warm feeling.
"Yes, I haven't experienced the feeling you said, because I was an orphan since I was a child, and I never knew what it was like to have a family-" One hand pressed the girl's violently shaking shoulder, and Su Xiaoxiao spoke in a calm tone.
Her words made Long Jinyu stunned, and she raised her eyes to look at the delicate face, with a complicated expression.
On the other hand, Su Xiaoxiao did not have any emotional changes, just like an ordinary chat, with a bitter smile floating on the corner of her lips.
"I have followed my master since I was sensible, learned to sing, practiced my body, and never met my biological parents!"
"The master said that my family disliked me as a daughter because I already had an older sister above me. So I was born a child who was not seen, and my family gave me to the master who was passing by the door when he was singing. Therefore, for as long as I can remember, I have been singing with my master...... "Many years ago, Su Xiaoxiao's master, a troupe passed by a family and picked up a mother and baby who was still in swaddling clothes.
At that time, the head of the troupe wanted to return the mother and baby to the family, but he didn't expect that the people would think that they were losing money and wouldn't open the door.
Helpless, the head of the class couldn't bear to let the child starve to death in infancy, so he had to adopt the mother and baby.
The mother and baby are none other than the quintessential queen who later became famous in Beihua and became popular all over Beijiang, and now the woman sitting in front of her: Su Xiaoxiao.
At the beginning, the master took her in, gave her a name, taught her to sing, and raised her by relying on the singing hall. In Su Xiaoxiao's heart, her family is vague or even blank, and her closest person is the master.
"I still remember what I said, Feng Zhengren's daughter, when Miss Tianxue was at the 100-day banquet, it was still a church meeting for my master to sing-" When I first saw the Lantern Festival that year, she said that the first time she saw Feng Tianxue was still in swaddling clothes. At that time, Su Xiaoxiao was just a few years old!
"Boss Su......" Long Jinyu couldn't imagine that such a woman who had a smile every time she saw her and was comfortable in communication would have such a life experience.
"Later...... The master died, and our troupe was facing closure, but it was the Overseers who helped me bury the master......" After burying the master, Yan Beiquan sent her to Chunyutang, with her singing voice and hard work, she went from an ordinary small role to a later pillar. Su Xiaoxiao knew very well that all of this was because of Yan Beiquan. If it weren't for him, who would have played a nameless little show!
"Jinyu, although you and I don't have much contact, we both know Yan Beiquan's character!" she said that these were just to make her know that Yan Beiquan could be like this to a play, how could he be a ruthless and unrighteous person.
It's just that now Long Jinyu can't listen to these at all. When she understood that Su Xiaoxiao wanted to say that Yan Beiquan was good, Long Jinyu slowly sent a clenched fist.
With a self-deprecating sneer, Long Jinyu raised her head slightly, trying not to let tears flow out of her eyes, and said in a low voice: "Maybe, he has his good, but this can't make up for the mistakes he made." "If a person said that Yan Beiquan killed his mother and sister, she would naturally not believe it. However, now in the entire Beihua City, it has been spread that Yan Beiquan borrowed his hands to kill people, in order to take revenge on the Long family who had a grudge against the Yan Mansion.
How could she not believe it, not to mention that her mother once said that if she was on guard against this man, he would not let go of his hatred easily. Sure enough, it was because he was too gullible that he would harm his mother, sister, Xiaorui, and his sister's poor unborn child......
Taking a deep breath, Long Jinyu forcibly suppressed the tears that came out of her eyes, looked at Su Xiaoxiao with shining eyes, and said, "I am destined for him in this life." Now all I have to do is ask him to let me go and let me go to the place where my family had an accident......"
"Boss Su, if you are here to be a lobbyist today, you don't need to bother! I can see that you are good to him, when I leave, you take good care of him, tell him, forget about me......" Although holding back tears, there was still a cold liquid falling down his cheeks. Long Jinyu secretly laughed at her lack of interest, why did her heart hurt so much when she left a murderer who killed her family!
"I can't help you, Jinyu! I'm not here to be a lobbyist, I'm here to say goodbye-" Her word goodbye was very clear, and as the words fell, Su Xiaoxiao stood up from the sofa.
"I'm leaving Beihua, before I leave, I came to see you to tell you to think clearly, don't be impulsive and cause a lifetime of regret-" She understood what Long Jinyu meant, and she understood even more that Yan Beiquan had only one person in his heart, that was Long Jinyu, and no one could walk into an indifferent heart in this life.
Interrupting Long Jinyu's words in a cold voice, Su Xiaoxiao's eyes were blazing, and his words were sincere.
"It is not easy for a person to meet a loved one in his life, you can forget everything he has done for you, can you forget your feelings for him?"
"Besides, you are still a child between you, not to mention your mother's affairs, Yan Beiquan is not behind the scenes! Just knowing that your second brother is a revolutionary party, Yan Beiquan has repeatedly resisted the pressure from the top and suppressed the capture and censorship of Long Shaohan, you have never believed him——"
Long Shaohan's matter was what Xiao Fang said to her. Yan Beiquan instructed that this matter should not be known by outsiders, especially Long Jinyu, for fear that she would be sad!
"Long Jinyu, pat your conscience and think about it, don't make a decision that you will regret in the future-" Anyway, she is also the matchmaker between Yan Beiquan and Long Jinyu, no matter what it is, she hopes that they are well, especially that man!
Every word of Su Xiaoxiao's words was like a heavy hammer, hitting Long Jinyu's heart hard, as if to wake her up.
As long as these words are said, she can be regarded as helping Yan Beiquan, yesterday was her last stage in Beihua, and the end of the song ended, Su Xiaoxiao could only say this, whether Long Jinyu could figure it out or not, she could only go with the flow......