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"I'm dead. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info" At the same time as Ya Chi left, Xi Yao muttered.

The culprit is her Xi Yao, the person she loves is Fan Chen, and the belief she loves is also Fan Chen, in order not to live up to the person she loves, she has to live up to another person, and that person is involved in a lot of things and many people, so she Xi Yao is the one who deserves death.

Xi Yao got up, walked to her seat, pulled out the things in the desk, she felt a slender small box, it was a delicate and beautiful gold wire box, she opened the lid, and there was a simple but exquisite hairpin lying inside, and the blood gem shone with a clear luster.

Xi Yao didn't want to die, she tried so hard to stay by Fan Chen's side, but if Ah Chi died because of her, she couldn't forgive herself.

If Ya Chi dies, the vampire world will be in chaos, those bloodthirsty tools will wash their lives wantonly, countless people will die, Ya Yan will be sad because of the loss of her brother, Yayan will be bullied because of the loss of her husband, and the noble pure-blooded vampire will only have one woman and one child left, and the hybrid vampire will take advantage of this to take the throne.

So Yachi involves a lot of people and a lot of things, no one can turn the tide, how can Xi Yao live in her love privately?

Xi Yao's long hair brushed her cheeks, and the hem of her skirt blew in the same direction, but the hairpin in her hand suddenly disappeared, and she didn't hear the sound of landing, only saw Ya Chi after a gust of wind.

As he was leaving, hearing her say two words was enough to shake him.

He had traded his life for her to live well, how could he let her die easily?

"You still have it, can I interpret it because of me?" asked Ablaze, looking at the hairpin on his fingertips.

Xi Yao didn't know why she was able to escape the catastrophe of becoming a bloodthirsty tool, but she could feel the changes in her body, and the more time passed, the more she believed that she would not become a vampire who lost her humanity.

So why did she still keep this hairpin? She didn't know, maybe she didn't want to think about it deeply.

"You're really bad, little one," said Achi with a smile, his trademark smile rising into his face again, "You're not right like that." ”

For ordinary people, people can't be abnormal, but for Yachi, it's normal for him to be abnormal.

Seeing Ya Chi who had returned to her original state, Xi Yao felt vaguely uneasy and asked, "What am I?"

"Little one, you are hesitating, it's strange, how can Fan Chen still allow you to live well? If it were me, I would have sucked your blood dry and nailed your body in a coffin. ”

"What do you mean?!"

"It's not interesting. Keep it well, don't lose it, and when I marry you, give it to me. Ya Chi said and put the hairpin back into Xi Yao's hand, smiled lightly, and walked out of the classroom, leaving Xi Yao messy in the wind.

Ya Chi is fine, but Xi Yao is fine.

What Ya Chi said, Xi Yao couldn't pretend not to hear it, and she couldn't pretend to be stupid. So she understands that he is not simply teasing her, but really likes her.

Apparently she was more accepting that he was just playing with her, that she would be angry, but not sad, and more importantly, that he would not get hurt either.

Xi Yao walked on campus, and during the lunch break, it seemed that even the flowers and plants had rested, but her mood was very chaotic.

Xi Yao saw a person sitting on the cherry blossom tree in the distance, the most beautiful woman she had ever seen, but she looked very sad.

Fan Chen was right, there was indeed a woman sitting on the cherry blossom tree. Xi Yao approached and asked, "Why are you sad?"

Yingwen lowered her head and looked at Xi Yao, it turned out that she was a half-blood, a descendant of humans and werewolves, no wonder she could be seen.

"Sad for sad things. Ying raised her head as she spoke, looking into the distance, she wasn't looking at the scenery in the distance, she was looking at memories.

Xi Yao sat on the bench of the cherry blossom tree, looked at the ground, and the petals kept falling, and said, "I'm also sad." ”

"Nope. Yingdu didn't feel Xi Yao's sadness, she was just upset, but not sad.

"I don't know. Then why are you sad? I feel that your grief is so heavy that it has infected me as a passerby. Xi Yao clearly felt a similar sad emotion, but she couldn't tell that she was still driven by the people on the tree.

"Because, I fell in love with someone who should not be loved, unforgivable. ”

"Love is love, there is no should or shouldn't, love is sacred, worthy of being worshipped. ”

Ying was obviously a little surprised when she heard this way of understanding for the first time, and asked, "What about you?"

"Me?" Xi Yao looked at her skirt, which had a few cherry blossoms on it, and said, "I just want to be simple, love can be profound." ”

Don't be ambiguous, don't be complicated, don't involve innocence, and, when you love, don't let yourself get distracted.

"But it can't be easy. Ying knows that many things are involuntary and cannot be controlled by reaching out, otherwise she would not have to be so sad.

"I don't love him, but looking at his sad look, I can't ignore it, and when I know it's related to me, I can't turn a blind eye...... I hate myself like that!"

"Pathetic human beings, with their superfluous hearts, will only harm more people. Leaning against the trunk of the tree, it was time for her to leave here, because more and more people were coming to this campus, and more and more people could see her, disturbing her quiet.

For Xi Yao, Ya Chi is a special existence. In other words, if Xi Yao hadn't met Fan Chen first, but Ya Chi, she would definitely fall in love with him.

If there is only a difference between Fan Chen and Ya Chi, Xi Yao will feel that she is extremely shameful, she is not insulting Fan Chen and Ya Chi, but insulting love, this is what she is worried about now.

"Indecisive, indecisive, your heart, easy to change, even if you are a werewolf, but you are also unfaithful to feelings, because you, half of the human genes. ”

"Little guy, you're really bad, it's not right for you to be like this, you're hesitating!"

Xi Yao covered her ears, but she could still hear the voices in her head, one was the voice of Fan Chen, and the other was the voice of Ya Chi. What's wrong with her? Is she shaking?

The bell ringing on campus, it is the bell at the end of the break, Xi Yao is still sitting under the cherry blossom tree, is her distress self-inflicted, or has it always existed?

Before Ya Chi didn't pierce this layer of window paper, and before Fan Chen didn't tell this layer of lies, maybe this problem already existed, but Xi Yao herself didn't realize it.

She didn't know when she had landed, she took one last look at the cherry blossom tree, she had been with her for so many years, and spent sad years together, perhaps it was not easy for this tree.

"Are you gone? am I bothering you?"

"I've been disturbed for a long time, not because of you, it's because I'm obsessed, and I know that I shouldn't stay and I have to stay a little longer. If you like it, come and see it often. ”

Ying said and looked back at Xi Yao, light purple eyes, Xi Yao had never seen it, and her extraordinary temperament as a whole person, the world is unique, no wonder even Fan Chen thinks she is beautiful.

Xi Yao sat alone, and the cherry blossoms on her skirt had accumulated a thick layer, which was very cute.

"What should I do? I feel that I am not worthy of him, and I am not worthy of him. Xi Yao felt embarrassed.

She should be a human being, stay where she should be, live the life she should live, even if she has to get by, at least she will keep her duty, without too many worries, and she doesn't need to worry about too many disputes.

If she were still the same person, a hard-working human who earns money to support herself by her hard work and part-time work, she would not believe that there is another world, not knowing the Inquisitor, not knowing the vampire, and not knowing the demonic werewolf.

She only knew that she was dumped by Cui Zhenan, and then found someone again to live a dull life together.

Love is not love, maybe sooner or later it will be covered by firewood, rice, oil and salt, there is no vigor, there is no bloody battle, only calm as water, until the end, light as water.

"What are you doing?"

Xi Yao raised her head when she heard the sound and saw the silver-haired young man standing not far away. Xi Yao said in her heart, what a beautiful teenager, he once felt out of reach, afraid that he would stain his spotlessness, and finally be defiled by himself.

People from the two worlds should not be united, or even acquainted. Xi Yao believes that the misfortune of her father and mother may be because the two people come from different worlds, have different concepts of life, and have unequal lifespans, so they were cursed by fate and ended up tragically.

"You should have lived for a long time, but was you cursed by fate because you met me, so your lifespan is shorter than that of humans?" Xi Yao felt that it was her embarrassing identity that hurt Fan Chen.

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"You in that world have grown up in killing, and there is only a fine line between death and survival, and everyone must be extremely vigilant just to survive. The human beings of this world, who seem to love peace, who refuse blood and slaughter, who seem to be fragile and incompetent, have darker hearts than you, because of insatiable greed. And I'm nothing more than a hypocritical human being, that's all. ”

Xi Yao said a lot, but from the four words "insatiable", Fan Chen already understood the full meaning.

"Leave me, leave me alone in the human world, and don't care about me, don't manage people like me. This is Xi Yao's final conclusion.

There are only three years left in the dust, so let's live the last days well, do what he wants to do, and don't live for her all the time. It's the same with Ablaze, going back to his own world. Even if it was her father, the lattice wasn't supposed to come to the human world.

Fan Chen is right, Xi Yao has a fickle heart, which is undoubtedly the biggest blow to him.

"It turns out that I don't love you, and I just knew. ”

Xi Yao said "I love you" to Fan Chen countless times, but it was not as complete as this sentence "I don't love you", and Fan Chen smiled helplessly.

After Fan Chen left, Xi Yao cried, but she kept her head down, not daring to raise it, and her tears fell on the cherry blossoms like beads with broken threads.