Chapter 512: Tianhao's thoughts
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When it was time for lunch, Yechen came back and saw Qingran sitting there with a pensive face, sometimes frowning, sometimes shaking his head, as if he was worried about something. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 Info Yechen walked over, wrapped her in his arms, and asked, "What do you think?" ”
Qingran raised his head, looked at him, told him the guess in his heart, and finally asked, "How much truth does my guess have?"
Yechen's face was slightly surprised, but he quickly calmed down, and after a moment of silence, he said, "You are very right to do this, don't let Manqi know about this." She is in it now, and she can't see it really, but it's a blessing for her. The past with Tianhao, I'm afraid that what will be left to her is more pain than happiness, even so, it is also a good thing to be able to completely die. Only in this way can she muster up the courage to start a new life. ”
"Well, that's why I didn't break her out of this consideration. Qingran said.
Yechen sat down and said with a smile: "Could it be that a person is about to die, and his words are also good? Tianhao has done so many outrageous things in his life, I look down on him from the bottom of my heart." But now that death is on the verge of death, it is rare to be able to do one thing right, which is really not easy!"
Qingran turned his head to look at Ye Chen, although Ye Chen never said a good word about Ruan Tianhao, but at this moment of life and death, after all, he was the brother of the same father, and he was a little awkward in his heart.
Qingran sighed: "It's just that it's hard for Manqi, it's really hard for her! You don't know, she probably didn't sleep all night last night, you see that when she came to me this morning, the black green under her eyes can't even cover the rouge gouache." And the eyes are red, and they must have cried bitterly. ”
"Long pain is better than short pain. Yechen calmly analyzed, "If it doesn't hurt now, then she will be in pain for the rest of her life." Think about it, is it better to swing a sword to break off love, or to suffer for a lifetime?"
Qingran nodded: "Having said that, I also understand. But she didn't even know about such a thing, and we decided it. ”
Yechen stroked her shoulder and said softly: "Qingran, you are pregnant now, and your temperament has become a little softer. If you think about the pros and cons, you should know that we are doing the right thing. ”
"Hmm. Qingran smiled, "Maybe time has passed, and when she calms down, she will also understand Ruan Tianhao's hard work today." ”
Yechen nodded, and did not forget to advise: "Don't let your father and mother know about this matter, especially Dad, Tianhao is also his son after all." ”
"Well, I know what matters. You can rest assured. Qingran nodded.
This matter was stopped, and Qingran and Yechen agreed that they would not take the initiative to mention it in front of Manqi. And after this, Manqi seemed to have completely forgotten Ruan Tianhao, and never showed any signs of missing in front of people. Every time Qingran looks at the bottom of his eyes, he only feels that there is some indescribable feeling in his heart, of course, more of a blessing for Manqi.
And in the inner prison, Ruan Tianhao was also difficult to calm down for a long time after Manqi left. Ever since he was escorted from Xiaoyao Valley to the Inner Prison, he has been a little dead. It's not just despair, it's just that after fully judging the situation, I know that there will be no possibility of a comeback. He is also a person who has experienced strong winds and waves, and even if the final outcome is not satisfactory, he can accept it calmly.
If Manqi didn't make this trip, Ruan Tianhao's heart would have been calm enough that he would not make waves again......
Since Manqi left without looking back, Ruan Tianhao seemed to have lost his soul, even in the face of the deliberate provocation and embarrassment of the jailer, he did not make any response. Even the dead heart began to look forward to getting out of this prison.
Especially on the night when Manqi just left, he lay in the corner of the prison and almost didn't sleep all night. As soon as you close your eyes, you can hear her say, "On the Yellow Spring Road, I won't let you travel alone." From the day he could remember this life, these words were definitely the most shocking sentence he had ever heard!
He never denied that approaching Manqi three years ago was not the so-called love at first sight at all, to put it bluntly, it was to approach with a purpose, and then completely get rid of King Pingnan. Of course, all this is now understood by Manqi.
At one time, the only woman in his heart was Lan'er, and the women around him came and went frequently, which can be said to be among thousands of flowers. In the past, Manqi was not deeply involved in the world, and he was extremely simple, if there was no King Pingnan behind him, he would not be able to enter his eyes at all. It can be said that during that time, every encounter between the two was carefully planned by him, without exception!
Not to mention the marriage proposal and marriage proposal after that, all he remembered in his heart was the power in the hands of King Pingnan, and that's it. That's why after the wedding, she showed her true feelings without scruples and ignored her emotions. In the final analysis, it is because he knows Manqi too well, and it is expected that with her temperament, she will definitely not complain about him in front of others, and will put herself in his shoes to find various reasons for his "abnormality".
It turned out that he knew Manqi well enough that all of her performances were expected by him, without exception. During that time, he never broke off contact with Lan'er, but in order to prove his intentions, he had more time to keep Manqi at home and go into the palace to meet Lan'er by himself.
After that, he led his army to fight against the king. Leave Manqi alone in the mansion and ignore it. He knew that with his mother's temperament, after King Pingnan's rebellion, he would definitely bully Manqi, but he also pretended not to know. In his opinion, it all came naturally.
In the days when the soldiers were outside, my father would write to my aunt almost whenever he had time to talk about his thoughts. But he used his mind to hide from the world and the sea, and the sound of the east and the west. Many times, if it wasn't for his father's mention, he even forgot that there was a wife in the house.
What's more, after killing his father with his own hands, in order to completely provoke the hatred between King Pingnan and the imperial court, he mercilessly sent Yan An to assassinate Manqi. If his actions hadn't been discovered by the people of the Moxian Pavilion earlier, he and Manqi would have been separated forever, and he would not have had these changes in the future......
The inner prison is heavily guarded, cold and damp. Once inside, there is no difference between night and day, and the time goes by and you forget the seasons of the year. When I opened my eyes every day, I was faced with an iron wall, a palm-sized prison, and there was nothing but straw. Almost all of the food eaten every day is leftovers, and if you offend the jailer, even spoiled meals are common.
Especially a criminal like him, who is certain to die, as long as he has a breath of air, no one cares. Even if he misses and is beaten to death by the jailer, it can be said that he can't figure it out and crashes into the wall and commits suicide.
He has always boasted that he can adapt to various environments, but within a few days of coming in, he gradually lost his faith in the unchanging dead silence. Since he was imprisoned, he has never seen anyone other than the jailer, and his father has never come, so Ruan Tiance will naturally not come. He once thought that Manqi would not come, but she came!
That night, Manqi's arrival really shocked him a little!
Although in the face of her betrayal, he was once furious. Especially after he quietly changed to her, after he did not hesitate to get rid of his henchmen in order to defend her, he could hardly bear her betrayal! In fact, when he embarked on this path, when he unrelentingly eliminated the useless people around him one by one, he was also ready to be betrayed by others. However, I never expected that such a betrayal would come from Manqi!
For Manqi, his impression has never changed, and she seems to always be the little woman who silently pays behind him. Every time he was a little better, she would be moved to tears. He had forgotten that she could change too, and that she had become something he had not yet expected.
But after being angry, he calmed down, and guessed in his heart that her betrayal was probably for King Pingnan. In order to spoil her father since she was a child, betrayed him, it seems that there is nothing that cannot be accepted.
When you think about it, everything seems to make sense. He no longer resents her in his heart, but will let his thoughts flood in the dead of night. But he knew that since she had betrayed him, she would not appear again.
Unexpectedly, she came!
I didn't expect that the reason for her betrayal was not only for King Pingnan!
What she didn't expect was that she knew everything! knew about Yan An's assassination, knew about King Pingnan's poisoning, and knew ...... Lan'er's existence! She acted so naturally in front of him when she knew everything!
When Lan'er came out of her mouth, he admitted that he panicked!
In fact, long before entering Beijing, long before Lan'er died, the balance in his heart was already tilting towards her little by little. That's why he promised in front of her again and again that if it came to fruition, he would make her the queen!
It's just that he never told her all his thoughts, and he never thought to tell her. Especially after Lan'er's death, he didn't think it was necessary to let Manqi know about Lan'er's existence.
But that night, she begged the queen to enter the palace, in order to ask him if he ignored her because he had never had Lan'er in his heart. He realized that this was probably one of the reasons why she was desperate. He was speechless about all this, and he didn't want to argue. made her think that he had never had her in his heart, and maybe she would be able to start a new life in the future.
He asked again and again, just to make her think that Lan'er was the person in his heart. Sure enough, she was extremely disappointed. He knew Manqi, and once she was completely dead, he was afraid that she would not think about him again in the days to come. Although she will never think of him again, it will make him afraid, and it will make him afraid of being forgotten, but even so, she does not want her to miss him all the time and live in hopelessness for the rest of her life.
It is precisely because of this that when she said, "On the Huangquan Road, I will not let you travel alone," it gave him such a big shock! At that moment, he had mixed feelings in his heart, and he thought that she would not be able to understand his mind, but he did not expect that she was delicate and kind-hearted. Even when his heart is like ashes, he still feels his insignificant transformation, and is willing to pay the price of his life!