Chapter 536: Gone without looking back
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Wrapping his arms around her delicate body, feeling her trembling and helplessness. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
It's just that I don't feel the slightest feeling, and all this is no longer real for me.
I pressed against her face, her face burning like a fire, the occasional wetness cutting off each other's warmth between our cheeks.
Sighing gloomily, I whispered, "Go back, Mengmeng." ā
"No, no, Xiaoyu, let's go together. Wang Mengmeng looked at me with tears and longing, her hand was still holding my arm tightly, she was so hard, her nails seemed to sink deep into my flesh.
I thought my heart wouldn't hurt anymore, but there was still an inexplicable bitterness when I saw her like this.
I didn't speak, just put my arms around her and sat down by the river.
The leaves were rustling in the wind, and the sun was slowly climbing overhead, setting little by little. We sat by the river and watched the bright light being carried away by the river, and the surroundings gradually darkened.
It's finally getting dark.
Wang Mengmeng's moist eyes were also dried by the evening breeze. The last drops of water shimmered and slowly fell from her cheeks into my palms.
The bright starlight fell into the river.
"I'm leaving. I struggled to stand up, and this sentence seemed to use all my strength.
The eyes, which had been dried by the evening breeze, became moist again. She stared at me blankly, still with tears sliding down her cheeks. It was as if I had imprinted it on her life for the rest of her life, "Why?" she asked, her lips twitching.
I took a deep breath, "Gao Yu is dead. ā
Wang Mengmeng smiled miserably, and suddenly asked faintly, "If I hadn't gone abroad at that time, would we have gotten married?"
After standing for a long time, I said indifferently: "But where is the if? Mengmeng, go back, he is really dead." As I spoke, I walked forward.
"Nope. Wang Mengmeng screamed sadly, hugged me from behind, put her cheek on my back, and in just a moment, tears wet my clothes; ā
I turned around with difficulty, closed my eyes in pain, and when I opened them, there was no emotion left, I put my hands on her shoulders, and my eyes shot straight into her eyes, and I seemed to see the desolation hidden in the deepest part of my eyes.
That's the imprint I left on her life.
"Wang Mengmeng. I took a deep breath and said solemnly: "You remember, Gao Yu is dead, he is dead." With that, I let go of her shoulder, took two steps back, gave her one last deep look, and turned to leave.
Gao Yu is dead. I just told Wang Mengmeng not to tell others my news, and then I will let her make a final farewell to herself, just let me die.
Actually, I feel like I'm dead.
When I closed my eyes, I thought of the loud rumble, the heroic laughter, the last of my face that had been mercilessly devoured by the fire.
Yes, I'm dead.
My life was also left on that day.
The footsteps were heavy and difficult, and I didn't look back.
That love, that person, was left behind by me.
Let her feel the desolation of the evening breeze alone.
"Gao Yu. ā
I don't know how long I walked, but I heard a mournful cry behind me, echoing in the night sky. Cool ((craftsman 56 net w "only} a positive ~ version, e other c ā are all ?thief}
My body shuddered a little, but I didn't look back after all.
This period of time is like the fallen leaves drifting with the waves, slowly disappearing.
The surface of the lake flickered and darkened, and the water waves rose and fell.
Not far from the river, stands a statue that never fades.
I didn't go straight back to the city. Instead, I found a small inn next to it and stayed there. Fifty a day, I opened a room for two days.
Now in Li Jun's opinion, I am dead, no, it should be in everyone's opinion, I am dead.
It's just that I was a little surprised that I suddenly saw Wang Mengmeng, which exposed my identity too much in front of her.
But I'm confident she won't tell anyone.
Stand in front of the window, light a cigarette, and quietly look at the faint lights below.
It's really like a dream.
I never imagined that one day I would be able to see such brilliance.
The bright colors brought up the overwhelming firelight, and the rumbling sound still echoed in the ears.
I clenched my fists tightly, and even my body couldn't help but tremble; It was like a voice squeezing out of my throat: "I will avenge you, I will kill the iron pillar." ā
It wasn't until two days later that I checked out and walked out. I'm going to find out the news first, and I won't see anyone when I come back this time, all I can do is take revenge.
With a mask and a bus, I came all the way to the city.
Along the street, I couldn't help but slow down, familiar buildings on both sides, familiar storefronts. It was as if they were hugging me at the same time, making a wave-like call.
I always felt like they weren't the same anymore, but I can't remember what they were.
Maybe all that can be missed is the past.
This year is already enough to make a lot of progress.
I took a deep breath and walked forward.
Suddenly, in a hotel in front of her, Shen Dandan walked out with seven or eight people, followed by Li Meihan, and even Han Peiran. They seemed to be talking about something. One of the people who followed behind turned out to be Da Biao, and I didn't even know the rest of them. Shen Dandan's face was solemn, her cheeks were mature and charming, and the sun shone on her side face, as if she had been given a mysterious golden light. It's just that she seems to be even more tired, and those eyes are flat and without the slightest wave, they seem to be empty, as if there is nothing in this world that can reflect her eyes.
Looking through the crowd, as if across time, I looked at her. There was a sense of loss in my heart.
At this moment, Shen Dandan looked at me as if he had a sense, and our eyes passed through the crowd, and they suddenly looked at each other in mid-air across the distance.
Shen Dandan's eyes were full of disbelief, and her body couldn't help but shook, like a lightning strike, and she was stunned.
Not good.
She recognized me, and without the slightest hesitation, I went into hiding as soon as I turned around.
"Xiaoyu. Shen Dandan ran towards me like crazy, crossing the crowd, "Xiaoyu, is that you?" she shouted loudly regardless of her image. Da Biao, they hurriedly followed.
"Dandan, what's wrong with you?" asked Li Meihan with some concern.
Shen Dandan stood alone in the crowd, looking around blankly, and after a long time, she muttered, "I seem to see Xiaoyu." ā