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But the madness was red by the concern in his words, and the grievances of the past few days were like a fish in his throat, and he couldn't pour them all out to show the emperor, but he couldn't cry, he didn't want to win the emperor's sympathy, "The hardest thing has passed, and the madness can hold on." ”

The emperor's care was all beaten back into his belly by the strength of the madness, and he was indignant that he had nothing to say.

"Then I don't think I've been here."

The emperor's gloomy face suddenly fell into the eyes of the madman, and he suddenly remembered that the person in front of him was not the emperor, but only his husband. He longs to care for himself, so why should he pretend to be strong?

"Emperor!" the madman called out to him.

The emperor stopped and said coldly, "What." ”

The madness smelled the emperor's chaotic and angry breath, and felt funny in his heart, obviously like Ying Lian had each other in his heart, but no one wanted to bow his head between the words.

The madman glanced at the currency yuan, and handed him the medicine in his hand, "Let Ying Lian drink it." ”

After saying that, he dragged his painful left foot to the emperor's side, and the emperor saw that his eyebrows were frowning together because of the pain, and he really wanted to reach out to help him, but he couldn't move, and stood stiffly, looking coldly.

The madman grabbed the emperor's arm, "The emperor will accompany me to the courtyard for a walk." Seeing that the emperor gradually furrowed his brows, he lowered his eyes and said in a voice that only he and the emperor could hear: "It's just for you...... Wounded children. ”

The emperor's eyes fluctuated and he nodded.

Although he did not speak, he took advantage of the situation to help the madman to walk outside the house, and the madman felt the strength of his arm, and his anxious heart also calmed down, until the two sat at the stone table in the garden, and then they separated.

The madness sat across from the emperor, but his gaze swept the black shadows in the moonlight as wildly as the emperor.

"Say it. The Emperor broke the silence faintly.

The madness looked at him, and when he saw him looking away, he couldn't help but sigh, "I miss you......"

I miss you.

A wave of water rippled from the bottom of the emperor's heart, to the bottom of his eyes, rippling everywhere.

"Emperor, I know what you mind, this matter is wrong, and I don't know how to explain it to you. Saying that I was forced, but it was also what I had to do, because only then would he take me out of the palace, and I would be able to find Qianxia, and persuade him to cooperate with the emperor's plan, and I didn't want him to die. ”

"Heh, a thousand times. The emperor smiled coldly and stood up, "Gu Zhen doesn't understand, he has already told you to leave, you can go with him, Gu will never say a word." Why bother to come back and suffer from Lone's snub, and say something like this to Lone. ”

Hurt shook his head hurriedly, stood up and grabbed one of the emperor's sleeves, "That's not the case...... Emperor, I just want to talk to you......"

"You don't want to listen to what you say in your heart," the emperor shook off his hand and turned his back, "If you have to say it, find a thousand people to say it." Since everything you do is for him, it is understandable for him to listen to you and say something from his heart. This brother will fulfill you. ”

After saying that, he raised his feet to find the currency yuan to return to the Chenghuan Palace, and waited for many days to wait for such a side, where was he willing to let the emperor go, and he wanted to chase after him, but he forgot about his feet, and fell to his knees on the ground, bursting into his heart.

"Wounded. The emperor subconsciously turned around to help him, but looked at his blue eyes at the mist suddenly raised by the injured maniac, he hurriedly withdrew his hand, and said coldly: "If you entangle again, it will only hurt yourself." One cannot be too greedy. ”

The madness grabbed him, shook his head and said, "Emperor, I have only you in my heart from beginning to end. I only care about Chixia because I know he is very important to you, I don't want to embarrass you, I thought I was your wife, so I wanted to help you do something. I'm not the emperor, and I'm a little bit of a person about the harem, but if I can persuade a thousand times, it can be regarded as assisting you to help you.

It's useless to hurt the child, this little thing can't be done, and it makes the emperor angry. I...... I just want you to forgive me. I ......"

Hurt and crying bitterly, he felt that he was incoherent in his speech, and it seemed that it had become difficult to convince himself, how could the emperor understand.

However, the emperor actually hugged him.

"Enough, enough. Hurt child, lonely don't want to hear this. Let it pass, okay. The emperor's voice was extremely weak, and the madness couldn't see his expression, but he could also hear the emperor's sadness between the lines.

He shook his head, "Emperor, I just want to be clear with you. ”

"Lone knows. The emperor sighed, "But these days, that scene is always floating in front of Lone's eyes, Lone wants to see you, wants to hug you, but Lone is angry...... As soon as I saw you, you mentioned it again, and Lone really didn't know how to face you. Lonely doesn't want to see you cry, it's not good to be lonely, let it pass in the past, let's forget. Let's start over, okay. ”

Hurt and cried and shook his head, he knew too well how much trouble a stalk would bring to the future in people's hearts, he had seen too many people in the palace since he was a child, so he constantly wanted to explain and want to prove that there was no flaw in the relationship with the emperor.

"The emperor still doesn't believe me, there is nothing between me and Qianxia, he knows my thoughts, emperor, I only have you in my heart. ”

"What about that person?" the Emperor asked coldly. When he asked, he regretted it himself, in case he couldn't answer it, his question undoubtedly brought back the warmth that the two people had just built up. But this question has really been bothering him, if the madness doesn't say it himself, he's just afraid that he will always have to take this question to see the madman, and if he has already asked it, let's see how the madman responds.

Sure enough, the madness was silent.

The emperor's heart was cold, and he wanted to let go of the hand that was holding the madman, but he was noticed by the nervous maniac, and the hand around his waist suddenly tightened to block his trend, only to hear a sigh of the madman: "I still have friendship with Qianxia, and I ...... to him In the past, it was hate, but now, even hatred takes my mind, and I don't have any emotions. ”

"Hate?" the emperor was puzzled.

"Does the Emperor remember the two months I went missing?"

The emperor was stunned, the two months after the disappearance of the madness after the harmless ceremony were about to torture him crazy, and he always regretted why he didn't believe in the madness, why didn't he divinate earlier, why didn't he keep him.

The memories of the past were forcibly retracted by him, his chin rested on the shoulder of the madman, and he said lightly: "Naturally. ”

"Do you remember those wounds on my body? ”

The sound of madness was ethereal, as if it had turned around in the sky before quietly falling into the ears of the emperor, and it sounded like the sound of insects carried by the breeze when it blew.

The emperor didn't know what this had to do with his own problem, but what the madman said was what he had always wanted to know, and he also sent the Shadow to investigate for this matter, but before he could find out, something else was delayed. This matter has always been in his heart, and now that the injury is mentioned, he nodded cooperatively, "Lone remembers." ”

The wounded maniac snorted, and the breath of nothingness turned into a thin mist in the cold wind and flew into the sky, "That injury was done by that person." ”

The emperor's body shook suddenly, and he felt that he had said something ambiguous, so he hurriedly added, "He imprisoned me in a water prison and tortured me day and night with waterboarding......

The memory of crying was churning like a tide, and the wound choked up, and the whole body trembled lightly.

The emperor was surprised and couldn't help but hug him tightly, "hurt the child......"

He thought that the madness must have suffered a lot outside, but he didn't want anyone to torture him day and night with such vicious methods.

"I'm not saying this to make the emperor pity me, I just want to say that I'm really not as ...... to him as the emperor thinks."

"Hurt child, you shouldn't be suspicious. The emperor felt the thinness of the man in his arms, and he suddenly had a familiar feeling, just as he longed to give him a safe place when he held An Chu many years ago.

Hurt shook his head vigorously, "No, no, the emperor is not wrong to be suspicious when he sees such a scene. It's all the fault of the madness, it's really because the emperor is angry that he doesn't dare to come back, which causes today's situation......"

The emperor chuckled in his heart, and suddenly remembered the current harem, he was a little afraid, another reason why he didn't let others know about the return of the madman these days was also to let the madman not know the situation in the palace.

How can he explain that? Because you're not there, you're spoiling them?

No, he didn't dare to say.

"Will the emperor forgive the injured child?" Hearing the emperor's silence, he had no idea in his heart, and asked tremblingly.

The emperor came back to his senses, "En...... yes, if you had said it earlier, it wouldn't be where it is today......"

Listening to the emperor's later feelings, he felt that he was also regretting the missed days of separation and mutual cold war, and hugged him tightly, "Then is it too late to say it now? ”

The emperor's eyes flashed, forgive, you are helpless, lonely nature can't blame you. But can you understand Lone's actions?" ”

Does he mind?

The madness didn't dare to speak, and there was only the dead silence of winter in the black hole garden.

He shivered, and all he felt was cold.

"Is it cold?" the emperor asked carefully, slightly using his true qi to control his body temperature.

That subtle movement was noticed by the injured maniac, and it only made his nose sour, "The emperor is so concerned, I really want to be in the past." But can't we go back?"

The emperor's heart trembled, remembering how many days and nights he had spent in bed with other concubines, his heart slammed, "I don't know." ”

"Alas. ”

The conversation between the two finally fell into a frenzied endless sigh.

It's impossible to turn back the clock.

They have to lose something.

"Tomorrow, Gu will find Pei Du Fayin to come back and serve you. Don't get too tired. ”

The emperor gave another instruction before leaving, but he still didn't mention the matter of letting the madman return to the harmless palace, and the madman's heart couldn't help sinking, biting his lip slightly and nodding, "En." ”

"That lonely went first. Tomorrow I have to go to court. ”

"Yes. The emperor walked slowly. ”

Seeing that the madman drooped his eyelids and didn't look at him, he only felt depressed, as if he was the one who did the wrong thing - no wonder the madman had to say it, no wonder the madman had to explain everything. It turns out that when you say it, you get relief.

But can I tell him the truth?

The emperor looked at him, and finally opened his mouth, but he still swallowed a thousand words back into his stomach, and turned around and left without saying a word.

I don't know how long it took, the madman took off his salute posture, raised his eyes to look at the world outside the house that had lost the shadow of the emperor, he smiled bitterly, everything that should have been said has been said, let it be.