readx;? Since something unbearable happened at school, Qiao Xiaojing's mood has been unstable, always frowning, preoccupied, sighing for a long time, self-pity and self-pity, and seems to have lost hope and confidence in life, but fortunately, nothing out of the ordinary happened. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

She has been locking herself in her dorm room lately, looking dazed, sometimes sober, sometimes dazed, like a madman.

Principal Yan didn't know what to do at first, and the only thing he could do was hide behind the window of his office, hunched over, and occasionally glance in the direction of her dormitory, fearing that something would happen that he didn't want to see.

After all, this Principal Yan came from a big place, after all, he had experienced a big scene before, and as time went by, his shrewdness and tactfulness were soon revealed, he thought that he could not go on like this, let the incident develop at will, it would be useless to solve the problem, and decisive measures must be taken, maybe only in this way can a bad thing become a good thing.

So, at noon one day, Principal Yan cooked the meal early and went to call Qiao Xiaojing for dinner, but Qiao Xiaojing locked the door, and it was clear that he was inside, but he just didn't say anything.

It was the same before, in the past, Principal Yan always kept apologizing and begging for mercy before inviting Qiao Xiaojing out of the room, this time he changed his strategy, he didn't plan to be so passive all the time.

"Xiaojing," Principal Yan knocked on the door a few more times and said calmly, "I know it was my fault before, maybe we didn't drink together, maybe this wouldn't happen, but now it doesn't make any sense to say this, I'm not an irresponsible man, let alone a coward who only knows how to make excuses, and I won't put all the blame on Baijiu." ”

Principal Yan paused, listened to the movement in the room, and found that Qiao Xiaojing had not said anything, so he continued: "Before this incident, how I behaved, I think you know, for me, I confirm that I didn't think that such a thing would happen, let alone imagine that it would hurt you, and hurt you so deeply." ”

Principal Yan coughed and continued: "No matter what you think of me, no matter how you scold me, or even curse me, I have no opinion, and I am willing to accept your criticism and reprimand, even punishment, really, I am willing to accept all this, who made me make such an unforgivable mistake, although you and I were very happy at the time, you and I drank too much?"

"I was originally alone," Principal Yan held the handle of Qiao Xiaojing's dormitory and continued, "I don't have to worry about it, the plan is like this for the rest of my life, I never thought that someone would break into my life, I didn't expect my ordinary life to stir up waves again, and I didn't think that my monotonous life would be rich in color." ”

"I know," Principal Yan paused, breathed a long sigh of relief, and said calmly, "You are a smart person, you must be able to hear my words clearly, this person who has entered my life is none other than you." You can scold me for not knowing the height of the sky, or you can ridicule me for being a toad who wants to eat swan meat, whatever you want, in short, these are all words held in my heart. ”

"I," Principal Yan said after another series of coughs, "I thought I would never be able to open this mouth, and I would never have the courage to say this, in front of you, just a stone's throw away." To my surprise, I finally stood up today, finally had the courage to speak up, and at my age. ”

"I think," said Principal Yan, with a smile on his face when he said this, "you must think I'm crazy, you must think I'm broken, I'm going to tell you, I'm not crazy, I know what I'm doing, and my mind is clear, more sober than ever." ”

"Well," Principal Yan looked left and right for a moment, and then said, "Maybe you are a little surprised, how can I say such a thing, to be honest, I am just like you, I also wonder, but this was before, now I no longer doubt my strength and courage, what gave me this strength and courage? I think, it was you, it was you who gave me strength and courage. ”

"I feel like I'm a lot younger," the more Yan said, the more excited he became, "At this moment, I feel like I'm full of strength, really." I feel like I'm a man, and I have a responsibility to protect you, to take care of you, and not to let you get hurt in any way......"

Just when Principal Yan was talking about it, the door of Qiao Xiaojing's dormitory suddenly opened, and Qiao Xiaojing, who had a haggard face, stood at the door, glanced at Principal Yan indifferently, stretched out his hand and brushed his messy hair back, and said lightly: "Didn't you cook a meal a long time ago?

"Okay," Principal Yan heard Qiao Xiaojing say this, the depression in his heart suddenly relaxed, and said with a shy smile, "Let's go, let's go to eat, the food won't cool too quickly this day, there should still be heat, there should be ......."

When he arrived at Principal Yan's dormitory, Principal Yan was more polite than ever, he hurriedly beckoned Qiao Xiaojing to sit down, handed Qiao Xiaojing chopsticks with both hands, and moved the food to Qiao Xiaojing's side.

"You don't have to be like this," Qiao Xiaojing said lightly, "I feel very awkward when you do this, as if I am like a child, I am so old, I can do things like eating, and I don't need you to take care of me so deliberately." ”

"It's okay," Principal Yan stood aside, busy and smiled, "I'm fine, you eat yours, you don't have to worry about me." ”

"You're always like this," Qiao Xiaojing put down her chopsticks and said with resentment, "Let me still eat, I'm sitting here eating, and you're always busy there, making me feel as if I want to eat." ”

"No, no, no," Principal Yan waved his hand again and again, tentatively sat next to Qiao Xiaojing, and said timidly, "You are too much, I, I, I was worried just now that sitting in front of you, you may be disgusted, it may affect your appetite, you look at you, in just a few days, your cheekbones have protruded, and you have lost a lot of weight, I just want you to eat a little more, this is ......"

"I'm here to eat," Qiao Xiaojing still looked cold, picked up the chopsticks again and said, "This is your place, you don't eat, but let me eat here alone, how can I be embarrassed to move my mouth?"

"Okay, good," Principal Yan picked up the chopsticks with a smile, his hands were trembling with excitement, and persuaded Qiao Xiaojing, "Eat, eat, let's eat together, I will eat too, to be honest, you don't eat much these days, I, I don't have any appetite......"

"Shall we just eat?" Qiao Xiaojing was a little bored.

"It's me talking too much!" Principal Yan smiled a little embarrassedly and said no more.

This dinner was much longer than the previous meals, and in Principal Yan's opinion, the relationship between him and Qiao Xiaojing had eased, and it could even be said that there had been a certain improvement, the atmosphere was much better, and there was a qualitative change, although Qiao Xiaojing still didn't want to talk to him, but he felt a lot more comfortable and calmed down.

After dinner, Qiao Xiaojing did not put down the chopsticks and turned to leave as before, but put away the dishes and chopsticks, cleaned the dishes and chopsticks, and scrubbed the table before leaving.

Principal Yan carefully observed this detail, and when Qiao Xiaojing walked out of his office and had not yet returned to the dormitory, he was like a child, gritting his teeth and clenching his fists to celebrate the "victory", and he was so excited that he almost jumped up.

"It seems that Xiaojing listened to me," Principal Yan thought to herself, "She didn't embarrass me during the meal, nor did she refute me, let alone reject me directly, which shows that I am not daydreaming, my dream is about to become a reality, and my happy life is about to come......"

Obviously, Qiao Xiaojing has calmed down, she has a new understanding of her current situation, since her stepfather Liu Ma harmed her, she has no expectations and confidence in the future, especially in marriage, she thinks that marrying Qiao Shuangxi is already a luxury, she only hopes to marry a man who treats her sincerely and does not dislike her past.

For Qiao Xiaojing, in addition to being older, this Principal Yan is also relatively superior in all aspects, with a stable income, and the ability to support his family, the most important thing is that he is good-hearted, careful and considerate, and can treat her sincerely.

Therefore, Qiao Xiaojing became much calmer, and her disgust became much lighter.

But Li Hanzi of Qiaojia Village is not so lucky, his pain cannot be alleviated by self-accommodation, or the passage of time, on the contrary, time is like a sharp knife inserted in his heart, the longer the time, the more painful his heart becomes.

Returning to the county seat again, Li Hanzi seemed to have lost his soul, sitting on the side of the highway not far from the coal yard all day long, looking at the crowd of people with confused eyes, and nagging to himself from time to time, as if he was scolding others and scolding himself.

After that, this Li Hanzi was addicted to alcohol, sitting crookedly on the side of the road, always holding a bottle of liquor in his hand, and from time to time he raised his head to take a sip, no food, and no one paid attention to him.

When passers-by saw Li Hanzi, they all avoided him from a distance, and occasionally some people really didn't want to see him so decadent, and they would kindly come forward to persuade him, but unfortunately, it was useless.

A gray-haired old man passed by and saw Li Hanzi lying on the ground drunk like mud, shaking his head and persuading: "Young man, I don't know what happened to you, and I don't know what hurt you have suffered, after all, you are still alive, this is the most important thing." As long as you live, you have to be like a living person, you know? It's not easy to live, but you can't live as a wasted person!"

I saw the boy shaking his head, glancing at the old man, and then raising his head and taking a sip.

The old man sighed, shook his head, hunched over, and walked away.

Helplessness makes people miserable, and pain makes people helpless.

"Am I not a fucking waste?" Li Hanzi finally stood up, staggered towards his residence, and roared like crazy, "I have now become a person who has been 'wildly planted into my daughter-in-law's belly', how can I not be a wasted person......"

Pain makes people helpless, helplessness makes people miserable.

A black shadow with a mouth on the wine bottle slowly disappeared into the night.

This night was very sad.

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