"Mother, mother, look, look......" A five or six-year-old child ran to a woman with a jar.

"What's in there?" asked the woman kindly touching the child's head and smiling.

"Crickets. The child, who had received the mother's approval, shook the jar vigorously, trying to make the crickets in the jar scream.

"It's amazing, I've caught a cricket, it's awesome......" The woman said and looked up to see a sickly young man leaning on the doorframe of the courtyard, even in plain clothes, it was a fine satin, very different from the coarse linen clothes on which they were carrying.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" the woman stood up and walked over to Goth.

Goth lowered his head and shook it, he tried to remember that he should have seen this woman, but he couldn't remember, he raised his eyes again and asked, "Do you know Su'er?"

"Su'er? I know, are you looking for her? She left more than a year ago, and I don't know where she went...... Ah!" The woman saw several black-robed men behind Goss, and immediately fell to the ground in fright, and she crawled to protect the children in the yard.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid...... Goth said with difficulty, trying to soothe the frightened woman.

At the beginning, he was wearing a black robe, a high pointed hat, and a pair of terrifying eyes, and suddenly broke into the house, and couldn't help but say that he killed the woman's husband, who was also Su'er's husband.

"Get out, get out of my house, get out!" the woman's initial friendliness vanished instantly, and she was both scared and angry.

Goth raised his hand, and the black-robed men behind him stepped back. Goth stepped through the door and into the courtyard. The woman looked at this young man with a beautiful face, his body was crumbling, he looked very young, in fact, he was still a minor, but his face was extremely bad, and the dying person was just like that, the woman hesitated for a long time, she always felt that he was different from those men in black robes, she finally moved her heart of compassion, and asked, "What is the matter with you?"

"Su'er, why did you leave here?" Goss's eyes gleamed with a strange light, he seemed scared, but he had to expect the truth.

"Su'er ......" the woman struggled to recall.

"Did you do anything to be sorry for her?"

"No, we didn't get rid of her, she was leaving on her own, it's none of our business. ”

Ge Si still remembered what Su Er had said, it was all because of him, it was he who harmed her, ruined her peaceful life, and caused her marriage to be unhappy, Ge Si asked, "You didn't get rid of her, why did you make her feel unhappy?"

She said that things are wrong and things are wrong, and time has changed, but she has not complained. When we left her not to leave, she said that this was no longer her home, and she said that there was no one in this family for her to be nostalgic for, and she wanted to return to the people she cared about, and she really didn't blame us......"

"Someone to worry about?" said Goss with a slight irony, suddenly remembering Su'er's tears, and weeping as he treated his wound and wrapped it in bandages.

Goss lowered his head and asked in a low voice, "Isn't her husband terminally ill?"

"Terminally ill?" the woman shook her head and added, "No, although our family is poor, my husband was in good health before his death...... the woman said and remembered her husband's tragic death, and couldn't hold back her tears.

"She's not terminally ill, she's not sick, so why did she say that? ......?" said Goss to himself, turning to leave, he tore off the jade pendant from his waist, and hung it on the fence as he passed the courtyard gate.

Ge Si's father said that more than a year ago, Su Er was not going to steal the Medicine King, but to destroy it, and if the Medicine King was destroyed, countless rare and exotic herbs would be destroyed.

As he walked, he felt a tightness in his chest and a dull ache, and remembered what Su Er had said:

"Gesi, if there are no herbs in this world, can you not develop any new medicines?"

"Gesi, it's really amazing, at a young age, will it be hard to provoke the expectations of the entire family by yourself?"

"Goss, does the wound hurt? It still hurts when you blow it, right? Can you stop hurting yourself?"

"Goss, can you live for yourself? Leave the family alone, can't you?"

"Gesi, don't go to the medicine garden today, take a day off, okay?"

"Gossi, if one day, I do something sorry for you, you must believe me, I have no choice but to do it, because I am stupid, I haven't read any books, and I can't think of a good way. ”

"Gossi, if you're tired, just rest, don't force yourself. ”

"Goss is so kind, so you can be bullied, what to do to make you understand that not everyone is a good person, what to do to let you know that some people just want to take advantage of your talent and don't really care about you. ”

......

Su Er finally thought of a way, and used herself to tell Ge Si a truth, even if he was very close, he would betray him, so he should grow up, learn how to look at people, learn to protect himself, and don't blindly hurt himself in order to satisfy the desires of others.

With a "snap", Goss's body could no longer support it, and he fell to his knees, a warm liquid gushing out of the wound, smearing the white bandages wrapped around his body and penetrating his clothes.

Goss's body was like a boneless kite, and Su'er was the only thread that implicated the kite, and she tried her best to pull him back from the wind and rain, and finally ripped off her own lifeline.

Gosi's body leaned back, the long black hair spread out and fell to the ground, his blurry eyes looked at the vast sky, he slowly opened the other half of his eyes, and opened them completely, it was a pair of incomparably clean and clear eyes, some lonely, some lonely, some stubborn.

Su Er wanted to protect the young man, she spent more than seven years growing up with the obedient and kind him, but she didn't have the opportunity to watch him grow into a real adult. At least she thinks it's worth it, exchanging her life for him to know how to protect himself, but it takes a little time, a little late.

"That woman, she's not Su'er......" Goss looked at the boundless sky, the sun shone on his skin even whiter, and there was a nice and weak voice from his bloodless lips, which was a good time, but he was carrying a heavy burden, and the only person who really felt for him died in his hands. The pain of his body is not as good as the cramping of the heart in his chest at this moment, and the only person who has warmed him has long since lost his bones.

Ge Si finally knew why Xi Yao had always refused to admit it, because Su Er could not be replaced, and they were two completely different people. At this moment, how much Ge Si hopes that Xi Yao is Su Er after resurrection, but unfortunately, Su Er can only become an indelible trace in Ge Si's heart.

A drop of clear liquid fell into Goth's clear eyes, moistening the icy light. Immediately after, one drop, two drops, fell one after another. The sun was still shining, but it rained, and the raindrops fell more and more, hitting Gesi.

"Brother, you forgot to take your things. A five- or six-year-old child squatted beside Goss with an old umbrella, and the child held a jade pendant in his hand, which Goss had left behind with guilt.

Is there a difference between the people of the Protoss and ordinary people? Sometimes, the noble is not as good as the poor, and the strong are not as good as the weak, and they all have the right to live a life that they think is happy, and they all have the right to work hard for it.

When Gosi first met Su'er, he was not a few years older than the child in front of him, but he didn't have the carefree smile on the child's face. Before he met Su'er, Ge Si didn't talk much, not because he didn't like to talk, but because no one talked to him; at that time, Ge Si already knew tens of thousands of medicinal materials and could develop hundreds of new medicines, but he had never caught a cricket, and he didn't know what a cricket was; Ge Si at that time was obedient, lonely, and introverted, but people who were a few years old did things that no one could do for decades.

A sad smile appeared on Gosi's face, and a crystal clear liquid smiled from the corner of his eye, he missed Su'er very much.

The rain grew heavier, soaking the soil and soaking Goth's clothes, and the blood stains on the bandages were mixed with the rain.

"Lord Goss. The black-robed men appeared and called respectfully.

The child raised his head, glanced at the strangely dressed person, the jade pendant in his hand was thrown on the ground, got up and ran in the direction of home, according to the child's intuition, such people are bad people and should run away.

The black-robed men picked up Goss and left.

After Gosi returned home, lying on the chair in the red-tiled pavilion, the raindrops in his eyes seemed to stop, and the whirlpool of memories rolled him back to the past, when Su'er was still alive, but he could no longer feel the warmth brought by Su'er, even if it was a memory that had happened, Goss could no longer touch and feel.

The woman in red looked at Goss who was wet, and the muddy water stained his clothes and wounds, and respectfully called, "Lord Goss. ”

Goss did not respond, listening to the sound of the rain hitting the red tiles, the bricks and tiles here were the same as they were more than a year ago, not a single grass or tree had not changed, but it gave the illusion of ruins, and annihilated an active heart. Those eyes were half-closed again, unwilling to face the reality, the truth might as well never be known.

The woman walked over to the chair, knelt on the ground, reached out to untie Goss's wet clothes, and cut the blood-colored bandages on his body, exposing the hideous wounds to the moist air. The woman wiped the water and blood from Goss's body, carefully handling the dirt from his wounds.

"Goth, why are you...... Why don't you tell someone that you're in pain...... Why not? Why...... You're still so young, why should you bear it alone...... Why don't you cry and say you don't do this kind of thing, you can be as willful as any other child......"

Goth turned his head and looked at the woman beside him, but it was not Su'er, he seemed to have auditory hallucinations, and heard Su'er's crying. Goth turned his head and looked blankly ahead.