Chapter 216: I'll regret it even more if I let it go

readx;?“ Yan Beiquan, let me go, because your Long family has already taken a few lives, please let go of Long Shaohan, let me go, I promise that we will never appear in your face again in the future" With her alone, she is not Yan Beiquan's opponent at all. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info can't find out the truth, let alone what this man does.

Therefore, she thought about it for a long time before she ruthlessly gave up her heart to investigate the truth and decided to leave him, as long as the eldest brother and second brother can be safe, she can start a new life no matter where she is!

She didn't know how deeply her words hurt Yan Beiquan. The pain was more unforgettable than when there was no anesthetic and the cold scalpel pierced into the skin.

The calm figure staggered a few steps, Yan Beiquan looked down at the woman in his arms, and a trace of heartache flashed between his eyebrows.

"Leave me alone, don't make me hate you more, okay?" her tone was almost pleading, and word by word fell into the man's ear, like a knife into the heart. Her decisiveness, her ruthlessness, is indeed cruel enough-

"I said I wouldn't let go even if I tried my best. I won't let my daughter repeat my pain, since Long Jinyu married me, it is death, and you are also my Yan Beiquan's woman, none of you want to leave-"

"Why? You are a dignified overseer, what kind of woman do you want? Why do you want to torture me?

"Yes. The word of affirmation made the woman's figure shake a little, and her eyes looked straight at the man, stubbornly wanting to escape from him. However, this Yan Beiquan's strength is too great, she is a man's opponent there!

Unable to break free from his shackles, she simply gave up struggling. Raising his hand and sucking the tears from the corners of his eyes, Long Jinyu raised a sneer, and the water eyes that had just cried set off the sneer, which looked extremely poignant and dazzling.

"Yan Yang, do you think she will live happily ever after you keep me by your side? If you grow up and know that her father is a despicable and vicious man, she will hate you as much as I do—"

Now she can't take care of so much, Long Jinyu is full of asking him to let Long Shaohan go. As long as Long Shaohan is not in danger, she will leave Beihua and leave this man, if she has the opportunity, she will definitely settle this blood account with Yan Beiquan.

Since her pleas didn't work, then she completely angered this man, and it was a big deal to die at the gunpoint of Yan Beiquan, and it was better than living and dying now.

"Yan Beiquan, you keep saying that you love me, so what does Jiang Mengya say? Why does Su Xiaoxiao care about you so much? Chu Yanlan hurts me again and again, in the final analysis, it's because of you-" She had never said these words, but now that she said them at once, Long Jinyu felt a lot more relaxed.

"I don't say it, I don't prove that I'm a big fool. Whether it's Jiang Mengya, Su Xiaoxiao, or Chu Yanlan, they all like you, and it's because of them

He fought against me everywhere, and almost killed me in the old mansion of Yanfu, one corpse and two lives-" At the beginning, Chu Yanlan brought her to the old mansion of Yanfu, and it was she who told the old lady that she was pregnant, so she was forced to drink safflower.

One by one, Long Jinyu only felt that the grief and grievances in her heart were doubling.

"You are an Overseer, high above. With a wave of your hand, what kind of woman do you want? Why waste your mind on a woman who hates you so much?"

"Fourth Master Yan, don't let me go, one day you will regret it-"

Before she could finish her sentence, her jaw jerked in pain.

The man's slender and powerful fingers pinched her chin, making her words stuck in her throat, frowning coldly, and his eyes were calm without waves, but they were so cold that it seemed that cold could quench out ice.

"I'll regret letting you go—" Yan Beiquan knew very well what he was talking about, Long Jinyu was his wife, and that would never change.

"I'm not going to let go, and I'm not going to let my children suffer as much as I do. "In this life, he will not let go, let alone let his daughter suffer the pain he has endured since she was a child. After finishing speaking, Yan Beiquan ignored her stunned and angry eyes, and imprinted the thin and cool lips.

His childhood was almost dark, and the events of his childhood carved a wound in his heart that would not heal.

The Yan family was destroyed, his parents were killed, and he was left alone, and later his grandmother's treatment made him feel the coldness of human nature. He won't allow his children to repeat his mistakes, so he won't, and can't let go—

"Don't let Yan Beiquan go, you let go of me" A shallow kiss, Yan Beiquan almost touched the softness and immediately withdrew. Despite this, I still feel the fishy sweetness in my mouth.

The delicate lip flap tasted so good that he couldn't bear to let go. However, he understood Long Jinyu's resistance to him better. I don't want to hurt her, no matter what, as long as she can understand herself and believe in herself, then he can ignore her vexatious words-

Long Jinyu didn't expect Yan Beiquan to kiss her suddenly, although the two of them have been together for a long time, there is Yan Yang. However, she is still shy about things between men and women, not to mention that now she only has pain in her heart, and there is still the heart to talk about the love of children. Subconsciously, she regarded Yan Beiquan as not caring about her feelings at all, and imprisoning her was just for possession, demand, and revenge!

"Something I'll prove to you sooner or later—" Yan Beiquan's voice was not loud, but the words were clear. fell into the girl's ear, and she was stunned for a moment.

Before she could react, the man had loosened his hands and strode out of the bedroom.

As we enter May, the weather is getting hotter. During these days, the light rain has not stopped, and the rain falling from the sky seems to wash the whole world clearly.

On the balcony on the second floor, the flowers that were carefully cared for in the past bloomed, perhaps because they were washed by the rain, and the colors were particularly bright.

Watching the small raindrops fall drop by drop, my mood is a little heavy. Long Jinyu walked to the very edge of the balcony step by step, and every brick and tile of the Overseer's Mansion could be seen. So strange and yet so familiar.

"Miss, your clothes are wet," Li'er's exclamation pulled her thoughts back, and when she looked down, she saw a large patch of her clothes wet from the rain.

Some people used to say that rain makes people sad, but now she realizes it. I was so engrossed just now that I didn't even notice that the clothes on my body were wet.

"Nothing!" Responding lightly to two words, Long Jinyu still stood there motionless.

"Miss, you see your hair is wet, Li'er will wipe it for you" took out a handkerchief and dipped her in water stains from broken hair, Li'er kept complaining that she didn't take good care of herself. It's like a little girl there, and she almost treats herself as an old mother!

"Miss, look at you, standing on the edge of the balcony, you're all wet!" Listening to Li'er's words, a moment of darkness flashed in the woman's eyes.

Whether it was rain or tears was only known to her. Zhou Zhilan's incident has become a scar in her heart that can never be erased, and every time she thinks about it, her heart hurts like a tear.

Since the last time he left the bedroom, Yan Beiquan has never shown up again.

I heard Li'er say that it was Fusang's intention to approach Beihua, and the Northern Army now has to resist both external and internal troubles. In this way, Yan Beiquan, the commander of the three armies, has really become a great opportunity.

But that's okay, he's not here, and I don't have to worry about how to face him!

"Miss, I'll go with you to change your clothes!"

"Hmm. Answering softly, she was helped back to the room by Li'er. As soon as he arrived in the room, he heard the cry of a baby coming from next door, which made Long Jinyu pause. Because of Yan Beiquan, she tried not to see Yan Yang. She didn't know what to do with the baby!

She is the flesh that fell from her body, how could she not want to guard her all the time as a mother. However, as soon as he thought of Yan Beiquan, his steps towards the baby's room finally stopped.

"Miss, little miss is crying, do you want to go and see her?" Seeing her hesitation, Li'er asked softly.

Between hatred and flesh and blood, she still couldn't escape her mother's nature, and forced to temporarily let go of those hatreds and step into the baby's room.

Wu's mother was sitting on the edge of the crib, making all kinds of noises in her mouth, teasing the crying child. Hearing the movement, Wu's mother raised her head and saw the girl quickly stand up.

"Madam" called respectfully, and Mother Wu gave her a place to try to let her see the child in the little mattress clearly.

"The little lady is very well-behaved, just finished feeding, played for a while and fell asleep. Seeing Long Jinyu seeing the child, the lips inadvertently revealed a shallow arc, and Wu's mother and Li'er saw it in their eyes and were happy in their hearts. I don't know how long it took her to smile

In order to let her and Xiao Yanyang stay alone for a while, Wu Ma and Li'er quietly exited the room. Although she doesn't find fault with it, Long Jinyu doesn't know their thoughts.

Looking at the immature baby in the little mattress, Long Jinyu's clear eyes were filled with pity, and her heart seemed to have turned into a puddle of water.

Staring at Xiao Yanyang's immature little face, Long Jinyu felt that a layer of mist was gradually floating in front of him. After a long time, her voice said in a low voice: "Child, how should I face your father? believe him? or resent him? How should I face you" Yan Beiquan was her enemy, but she gave birth to a child for him. No matter what hatred there is between adults, the child is innocent, and how will the child face all this when he grows up in the future.

After staying in the baby room for a long time before leaving, Yan Beiquan sent someone to call back tonight, saying that he would not be in the house at night.

This made her heart feel relaxed at the same time, and at the same time, there was an inexplicable sense of loss. He's not there, so I don't have to worry about facing him. However, without him by her side, she was never at ease.

In the evening, after dinner, when she returned to her room, she dialed a phone that was not very familiar.

A clear and uninhibited voice came from the other end of the microphone, inexplicably making her eyes red.

"Big Brother Gu"

"Jinyu, are you crying, what's wrong?" Hearing her sobbing, Gu Linxi was a little panicked for a while.

"Brother Gu, can we meet tomorrow?"

"Okay-" It wasn't until Gu Linxi agreed that her heart stabilized slightly. Gu Linxi is like a brother, always caring about her silently.

Now that Long Shaohan is in trouble, and the eldest brother is thousands of miles away, he is the only one she can think of to help herself