readx;? Loneliness is a friend of the spiritual void, it will make people fall into the entangled fog barrier, so that you can neither see the exit nor find the entrance, the more you want to dispel loneliness, the closer loneliness is to you, with you inseparable, in the end, loneliness and you one and two, two and one fusion, become an important part of life. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Since their mother Chunhua and Liu Ma got married, time and energy have obviously been skewed towards the middle-aged man who broke into their lives, at least in Qiao Xiaojing's opinion, that's what her mother did. And Qiao Xiaojing also clearly felt her mother's alienation and neglect of her, and many times, she even felt that her mother seemed to have forgotten her.

Loneliness is like an invisible blade, piercing Qiao Xiaojing's heart every second, and she feels inexplicable pain, which is the result of unreleased pressure, nowhere to vent feelings and endless sorrow.

This loneliness was as pervasive as air, accompanying her, enveloping her, and even enveloping her. Let her no longer dare to face the sun, no longer dare to go out of the house, and no longer dare to face the world and people outside the house.

This kind of self-trapping seems to exhaust people's seven emotions and six desires, exhaust people's energy and emotions, and turn people into a walking corpse who only accepts and stores only darkness and negativity, and rejects light and hope.

Although Qiao Xiaojing knew that she couldn't go on like this, and if she went on like this, she would inevitably become a waste, she lay in bed every day and kept telling herself that she would get up early tomorrow, to actively welcome the first ray of sunshine, and to breathe the fresh air that had been precipitated all night, but when she opened her eyes, it seemed that everything had returned to the original state.

This made her miserable, and she tried again and again to dissipate the loneliness, but the truth told her that it was not an easy thing to do, just like being addicted to drugs, it was easy to start, but it was very difficult or even impossible to end.

Qiao Xiaojing began to have insomnia from the night her stepfather Liu Ma arrived, and in the quiet night, she always tossed and turned and couldn't sleep. She lay quietly alone, in the dark space with her eyes open, sometimes she couldn't believe that she was still lying on the bed, she felt that she was lying in a sealed coffin, which had been buried several meters deep in the ground.

After a long time, she lay alone on the kang, and from time to time she would suspect that she was dead, and from then on, she wished to hear the sound of the outside world, and only could she perceive the sound of the outside world, indicating that she was still alive--- occasionally heard a few dog barks, although the sound was far away as if it had come from several mountains, but she still felt a trace of warmth from it.

One night, Qiao Xiaojing fell into a cranky thought again, the distant meditation was interrupted by the barking of the dog, she woke up from the trance, breathed a long sigh of relief, let herself gradually return to calm, and accidentally saw a faint figure of her at the head of the bed, this form is a person, not someone else, it is her biological father Qiao Liang.

Qiao Xiaojing sat up lightly and stood up slowly, her movements were very light and very slow, she tried not to break the current state, afraid that her father in front of her would leave because of any of her reckless actions.

She stood on the kang, full of fear and hope, and gently moved her body forward.

Just when she was less than a foot away from her father, Qiao Xiaojing slowly stretched out her hand, held her breath, leaned forward slightly, she felt that she was about to touch her father, the father who was scarred and covered with blood.

It's a pity that Qiao Xiaojing's hand didn't touch the person in front of her, but stretched into an endless void,

I didn't feel anything in the back of my palm, and I couldn't touch anything when I kept moving forward.

Fear replaced hope, and the more she felt fear, the more she felt fear, the more she felt fear, the more she wanted to reach out and touch it, and finally the hand that tested hope touched the cold earthen wall.

In an instant, Qiao Xiaojing's tears burst out of her eyes, and she stood on the kang with her hands in the air.

It wasn't until her arm was unconscious that she drooped, and her legs trembled slightly at first, but now they trembled, and at last he was like a piece of meat hanging in mid-air, and the hook broke, and she fell from the air, and collapsed on the bed motionless.

Just imagine, such torture is such a cruel thing for a person!

At this time, the entire Qiaojia Village was still surrounded by night, and in the faint night, except for the wild dogs and wild cats that had run around, the patriarch Qiao Baocai may be the only one who went out in the middle of the night.

This Qiao Baocai was like a ghost, he went to the east entrance of the village with his hands behind his back, looked around, and there was nothing that could make him stay longer, so he returned to the village the same way, and naturally did not meet a person along the way.

From time to time, it would cause the dog to bark, but Qiao Baocai did not pay attention to it, and still walked through the village according to his own will.

It didn't take long for this Qiao Baocai to wander to the westernmost part of the village, and when he reached the back wall of Li Hanzi's house, he slowed down and finally stopped.

After that, this Qiao Baocai looked around in a serious manner like the protector of Qiaojia Village, he was not worried about being seen running around in the middle of the night, because he knew better than anyone that he was the head of the clan, and what he did was a normal thing.

When Qiao Baocai was sure that there was nothing wrong, he leaned against the back wall of Hanzi's house, took out the dry tobacco pot from his waist, and saw a stream of green smoke rise into the air when the fire was extinguished.

Qiao Baocai turned around and took two small steps back, and reconnoitred again with a pair of sharp eyes, he found that he was undoubtedly the only person who went out tonight, so he knocked the dry tobacco pot on his shoes a few times and stuffed it into his belt, and walked quickly and lightly to the courtyard of Li Hanzi's house.

At this time, Li Hanzi's family only had his daughter-in-law Hongxing, and Qiao Baocai knew this better than Li Hanzi.

Qiao Baocai, who was standing in the courtyard of Hongxing's house, took a few deep breaths, then pinched his nose and learned to meow, the cat's meow floated in the empty night, hoarse, poignant and vast......

Hongxing, the daughter-in-law of Hanzi, heard movement outside, blew out the kerosene lamp, and sat quietly by the window, although she couldn't see anything through a layer of window paper, her head tilted to the window and listened, but her demeanor was also unusually calm.

The cry of the "wild cat" outside did not stop because of Hongxing's action, on the contrary, the cry was denser and more poignant than before, Hongxing couldn't help it, turned on the lamp again, leaned on the window and shouted: "Whose wild cat is shouting and barking outside the old lady's house, is it taking the wrong medicine?

"Don't think that the old lady's man wants to bully the old lady when he is not at home," the red apricot paused, and then scolded: "It's a big deal, the old lady is not afraid of anyone, and she also learns to call the wild cat spring." Hurry up and get out, otherwise the old lady will shout. ”

Qiao Baocai looked indifferent, he was no longer worried that Hongxing would really call someone, before, whenever he heard Hongxing say that he wanted to call someone, he would leave honestly, but in the past few nights, Hongxing didn't see her calling people in the end.

Qiao Baocai understood that on the way home from the end of Qiao Xiaojing's banquet, Hong Xing's provocative words showed that she had long known who the person who learned to meow in the middle of the night was, but she didn't have any unusual behavior in front of everyone during the banquet, let alone want to spread the word, it could only show that Hong Xing still had scruples, and she also had a chance to start.

Qiao Baocai thought that Cuiyu, as a little young woman, had been married for a few years, but the man's days at home in a year added up to less than a month, and the long night naturally made it difficult to suppress the loneliness.

Of course, this Qiao Baocai also has a very important trump card, and it is also the biggest weight he holds, that is, he is not only the patriarch of the Qiao clan in this Qiao family, but also a rich man, and a pivotal figure in this village, in order to live in this village, few people dare to go against him, which is also the most important and realistic reason.

In this village, although Qiao Baocai is not the emperor of the soil, although he can't do it to the point of prospering and dying if he goes against it, he is definitely a figure that cannot be underestimated, if he really hates anyone, then this person's life in this village will be trapped everywhere.

Qiao Baocai believes that Li Hanzi Hongxing should understand this, especially this third article.

Thinking of this, Qiao Baocai seemed to be more confident, and he screamed louder and more rude.

This red apricot really couldn't hold on, so she put on her clothes, opened the door, and let Qiao Baocai into the house.

This Hongxing did not forgive a verbal abuse, forcing Qiao Baocai to be speechless, Qiao Baocai, who held back for a while, did not release a "fart" for a long time, until Hongxing pushed Qiao Baocai to get out, Qiao Baocai began to speak: "As the head of a family, no one in the village knows the situation better than me, although many families are not as good as you, but people are like a family, what about you?"

"What do you want to say, don't beat around the bush!" Hongxing's tone was cold.

"You are alone, you have a headache and brain fever, and you don't even have a person who pities you, does anyone care about your clothes when it's cold? Does anyone care if you're thirsty when it's hot?" Qiao Baocai found that his words made Hongxing fall into deep thought, so he spoke even harder, "People's wives and children are hot on the kang, what about you? ”

This red apricot begged Qiao Baocai to stop talking with a crying voice, Qiao Baocai consciously touched her sore spot, not only did not stop, but intensified: "In this village, although I am not a character, but whoever makes me unhappy for a while, I will make her unhappy for the rest of my life, as long as you are good to me, the village will see who dares to provoke you......"

Hongxing closed the door and turned off the light......

The sky was shining, Qiao Xiaojing's mother opened the door with a creak, brushed the hair on her temples with both hands, and walked straight to the kitchen where Qiao Xiaojing lived.

Chunhua is busy boiling face water, which is a must-do for **.

Qiao Xiaojing was extremely sleepy, and finally fell asleep.

When she was brought to her bedside by her mother Chunhua, Qiao Xiaojing covered her mouth with her hands and coughed a few times, and blood came out through her fingers.

"You can't always snooze," Mother Chunhua cleaned up her daughter Qiao Xiaojing's house for the first time since Liu Ma arrived, she folded the quilt and said with a smile, "My lord, you should make your own decisions in everything, you can't always wait for your father to make decisions......"

The riots in Qiaojia Village, which is as calm as water, are surging, but you and I don't see it!

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