97. Suppressed emotions
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Only when it hurts will you remember, Xi Yao touched the wound on her neck, yes, it hurts to remember, you can't touch people who shouldn't touch, people who shouldn't think can't think, people who shouldn't be close shouldn't be approached, and things you shouldn't do can't be done. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Xi Yao never thought of robbing her husband with Yayanyan, even if those broken memories were incoherent, but they stimulated her all the time, she didn't dare to be half serious, she didn't dare to be half of the investigation, she just thought of him uncontrollably, and couldn't help but care about him, in the dark, they were inextricably linked.
"Who is it?!" Xi Yao raised her head sharply and looked into the distance, but there was no one, Xi Yao realized that she was suspicious, she sighed and said to herself, "What's wrong with me?"
A maid stepped forward, passed by Xi Yao, and said, "It turns out that you are here, Your Highness is looking for you everywhere, you should go to the kitchen." ”
Xi Yao thought of Xiao Zhengtai, who had curly hair, and her tense nerves relaxed a little, and Ya Yao looked for Xi Yao, nothing more than pestering her to make him sweets.
There was a commotion in the kitchen, and the maidservants ran out one after another, as if they were fleeing for their lives.
"What's wrong?" asked Xi Yao.
A straightforward maid replied, "Go inside, or the kitchen will be demolished by the little devil!"
Another maid slapped the man who spoke hard and scolded, "What nonsense?!"
"It's me who damn it, I can't speak, it's His Royal Highness......"
Xi Yao can imagine Ya Wei in the kitchen, the maid is right, he is a little devil.
"Xi Yao, where have you been? Didn't you promise me to make me a hundred different flavors of desserts?" Seeing Xi Yao, Ya Wei asked seriously, his hands on his hips, and he stood on the kitchen table with his hands on his hips, and the ground was in a mess.
Thinking that Ya Chi burned Ya Hui's coffin, Ya Yi was heartbroken and cried all night, Xi Yao made a hundred desserts of different flavors for Ya Yi in order to comfort Ya Hui. Xi Yao walked up to Ya Wei and said, "I said this, but didn't you say it too, you don't want it, you just need your coffin?"
"I, no, no
Xi Yao shook her head and took a jar of honey, sure enough, they are brothers, and they are exactly the same as Yachi, are purebred vampires all Lai Pi ghosts?
"Ayu, you and your starling, are you okay?"
"Actually, I know that in that situation, either the eldest brother or the starling brother will always lose someone," Ya Wei bent his legs, sitting on the kitchen table, his face did not have the naughtiness of a child, but he had a temperament that should be more than this age, "I hope my brothers can be well, but I understand that in the Yabelna family, such harmony cannot last long." The ninth brother is gone, the eldest brother is also gone, and I don't want to lose the starling brother again. ”
What a sensible child, Xi Yao couldn't help but touch one of Ya Wei's curly hairs.
"What are you doing?!" Ya Wei shrank back, slapped Xi Yao's hand away, and shouted, "Men and women don't kiss!
"Okay, I'll be serious. Xi Yao nodded.
"I heard that you are going to marry my starling. ”
"Huh?" Xi Yao felt that there was ambiguity in her words, she didn't mean to marry Yachi.
"Although I don't understand your adult affairs, I have no objection to you marrying my starling. Ya Yao smiled at Xi Yao, revealing two tiger teeth, if Xi Yao is Fan Chen's second wife, then she will have to return to Minde Mansion sooner or later, but if Xi Yao marries Ya Chi, she will always stay in Xilan Palace, and Ya Yao can eat dessert every day.
"Do you think so even so?" Xi Yao stopped the spoon in her hand.
"Is there anyone who opposes such a good thing?"
"Nope. Xi Yao barely squeezed out a smile, who is she, what right does she have to object? Who will object? As long as purebred vampires like it, they are willing, whatever they say, there should be no objection.
Xi Yao always felt that a pair of cold eyes were watching her, but when she turned to look, it was empty.
Seeing that Xi Yao was nervous, Ya Yi also looked in the direction she was looking at, "What are you looking at?"
"Was there someone standing in the doorway?"
"No, I don't see it. Aza shook his head, fluffy curls like cheese.
Xi Yao didn't see it either, but she really felt a cold and treacherous gaze that appeared around her all the time.
Seeing that Xi Yao didn't believe it, Ya Wei raised his head and said, "I'm a pure-blooded vampire, and no one's speed can escape my eyes!"
"Well, maybe I'm overthinking. Xi Yao lowered her head and continued to play with the things in her hands.
"Where's she, old ghost? I haven't seen her in a long time. Ya Wei said to the servant behind him, there is only one "she" in Ya Hui's mouth, and that is Ya Yanyan.
"I don't know where Her Royal Highness has gone, I haven't seen her for many days. ”
"It's better if she's not there!It's better never to be there!" Ya Wei showed a heartless smile, he didn't regard Ya Yanyan as his sister at all, and when she wasn't there, no one dared to care if he ate sweets or not.
Xi Yao put the plate on the table and turned away thoughtfully.
Ya Yi only cares about the sweets on the plate, but he doesn't leave Xi Yao.
Xi Yao thought that she was useless, so Yayan Yan drew a line with her. If Yayanyan really no longer needs Xi Yao, then why does she still want to stay in Xilan Palace?
Xi Yao walked through the garden, the red rose was still bright and moving, she looked up at the ancient and modern pavilion in the distance, she couldn't see the expression on her face, she felt that she was superfluous, she should have realized this a long time ago.
Xi Yao didn't know where to go, but she knew that she shouldn't stay in Xilan Palace.
"Little one, what do you mean? Where are you going without saying a word? Running away from home?" Ya Chi suddenly appeared in front of Xi Yao and blocked her way. The first person to find out that Xi Yao was missing was Ya Chi, maybe only he really cared about her existence.
Xi Yao thought that she was far away from Xilan Palace, at least she had been gone for two hours, "You...... Why are you here?"
"With your speed, you still want to escape from my sight?" Ya Chi grabbed Xi Yao's arm, "Is this to escape from marriage?"
"Ya Chi," Xi Yao shook off Ya Chi's hand and suddenly became very serious, "Let's end it early!"
"End what?"
"End this game, you're playing with me, you're having fun, aren't you? But I'm not happy, stop playing, end this boring game. ”
"I'm serious, I said I'd marry you, I'm not kidding. ”
"Then you like me, what do you like me?"
This question is too profound, Ya Chi didn't think about it at all, Xi Yao suddenly asked like this, and he didn't know what to say.
"Look, you can't say it at all, you don't like me, why do you say marry me?"
"So you're thinking about this," Ya Chi understood why Xi Yao suddenly wanted to leave Xilan Palace, "Okay, I'll tell you later, okay?"
"Not good!" Xi Yao pushed away Ya Chi who stepped forward to pick her up, she was docile, she lost control for the first time, she cried in a panic and said, "I don't know if I like a person or not, it doesn't matter at all, but when a person finds out that he likes someone he shouldn't like, it's the biggest sin, heinous, I don't forgive it......"
Yachi saw Xi Yao crying for the first time, and he was at a loss for a while. Her meaning was already very clear, this was the emotion she had been suppressing, and finally ignited and exploded at this moment.
"I don't know what happened before, but I know that I betrayed her, I betrayed her after all, and although I have always avoided the question and have never dared to admit it, I know that I have betrayed her...... Not only did I not help her with anything, but I was ashamed to like her husband...... How can there be such an odious person as me in the world?" Xi Yao was frightened because of her uneasiness, anxious because she was at a loss, her face was pale with fright, she was making a deep confession, but it didn't work at all, she was afraid to be honest, but she had reached her limit, she couldn't bear such a sense of depression anymore.
When Xi Yao opened her eyes for the first time, she was completely amazed by the person in front of her, and in an instant, she thought she was in heaven, because she believed that only angels would be so good-looking, spotless, with countless tenderness in her cold blue eyes, impeccable existence, just one glance makes people reluctant to look away.
Both men and women, even if they are ashamed to express themselves, know that they have to admit that good things and people are more likely to make people feel good.
But Xi Yao knew that her body was still awakening, that is, the body that had just undergone the resurrection ceremony, out of the instinct of being awakened, she strongly felt the existence of the initiator, and she had to find her master first, thus skipping the picturesque boy in front of her.
Yayanyan told Xi Yao that the young man was her husband, and he was not an illusion, but a real person, but he was her master's husband, and she didn't dare to go beyond Lei Chi by half a step, so she could only stay away, and she didn't even dare to think about it.
"Ya Chi, I don't like you," Xi Yao looked at Ya Chi, tears kept falling, across her cheeks, "I don't like you, I was in the Ancient and Modern Pavilion last night, I heard you enter the door, I, on the couch ......"
"What?!"
"Didn't you say that you would kill me?" Xi Yao closed her eyes, raised her head, her white neck was exposed in front of Ya Chi's eyes, and she said helplessly, "I don't know what kind of story I had with him, but I know that I am still attracted to him after all, I am sorry for her, I betrayed her, but I didn't mean to ......"
"You and Fan Chen are really ......"
Xi Yao shook her head, "No, he doesn't like me, but I can't help but want to care about him, I can't help but care about him, am I disgusted......?
Xi Yao didn't want to stay in Xilan Hall anymore, she didn't want to bring burdens and unnecessary troubles to the people there.
Ya Chi seems to be able to understand Xi Yao's inner entanglement and pain, love is uncontrollable, if you like it, you will be recognized, but it is useless to just like it, and you have to bear infamy and guilt.
Seeing such a weak Xi Yao, Ya Chi was filled with compassion, he stepped forward to hug Xi Yao and said, "Little guy, don't be like this, no one blames you, you don't need to force yourself like this." Promise me, marry me, even if it is used for a lifetime, I will work hard, try to make you forget him, try to make you happier. ”