"Rui Blood Mega Year!"

"I'll bred you all over again!"

This is our dialogue when Ye Zi came to the eldest aunt one day. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

It is said that women who come to things can't be messed with, but in the eyes of ** like me, it's all the same.

It's like that's my personality, used to being casual, used to being teasing, used to saying everything I want to say on any occasion.

Some people say that I don't have long eyes, some people call me stupid, and even some people greet my parents, everything, I am used to it, I am used to provoking things in life, I am used to provoking in life, and I am used to choosing life in life.

Leaves are my friends.

I once mentioned it in some texts, and I also borrowed her name in related works, and even in the current "Burning Sky Soul Lord" about the character of Mu Xueqing, that is, Ye Zi. Someone should have seen it, and in general, everyone is still relatively unfamiliar with her.

Ye Zi is a typical Northeast girl, 22 years old, about 160 years tall, weighs 40kg, unmarried, and now seems to have a so-called boyfriend, I don't know what the final result is.

This boyfriend was also talked about recently, after all, I am not very familiar with it, and it may be that people have already talked about it and are unwilling to tell me.

In the first two years, Ye Zi was still single during that period, crying to me almost every day, wanting to quickly talk about a love without breaking up, I always responded that it was impossible! Sometimes we chatted, in fact, I would be in a hurry for her, and even joked: "If you can't marry again, you can only marry me!"

She always smiled: "Take the money, take 100,000 yuan and marry you!"

Northeast girls are like this, open-minded, just a little silly, a little two, a little bit, a little tiger, a little biao, in short, in my impression, the leaves are always full of incredible vitality, the kind that makes people feel happy when they see it.

I always say, "If I had money, I would marry you? You're too naïve! You don't marry me now while I don't have anything, if you wait for me to soar, who cares if you are a leaf or a root at that time!"

She was always in a state of complete madness, and she couldn't do anything about me.

It's like these two people who have never met, it's as simple as that, becoming friends, unconsciously there are four or five years, in the journey of life, four or five years is not a long time, but it is not short, in life, there may be a dozen four or five years, sometimes I also think, maybe, we will not meet in this life, but what can this be? Life will go on, and this relationship will always be maintained, forever.

It's really not easy for two people who have never met, a greeting every day, or a thrilling scolding war, I don't know how to see it, and I think we are really quarrelling, such things often happen, in my group, this scene is often staged, so my friends are asking, asking why I want to scold a girl, in fact, I don't bother to explain, each other is used to it, don't scold a few words a day, I am not used to it.

Speaking of acquaintance, it's also accidental.,It's about 2012.,I remember that it should have been "The Lord of the Demon World" just updated.,The first time to control a complex novel.,Inexplicably feel that I still have a few pounds and two.,After all, I have a dream of becoming a god in my heart.,So,Learn from those great gods.,Build your own fan base.。

I'm very happy, I have so many friends around me who support me, and my good brother Changjun helped me build a group of 2,000 people, because he was still a powerful VP back then, and I was not qualified to establish a group of so many people.

But after the establishment of the group, the number of people is very small, and Xiao Huang is responsible for helping me to pull popularity, I have to say, Xiao Huang is indeed a wonder, I don't know where he came from, less than two days, there are more than 800 people in the group, I was very happy, excited and unable to extricate myself, now I think about it is really ridiculous, even if there are more people, what can I do, I am not my fan, but I have a sense of satisfaction in my heart.

Leaf is one of them, one of whom was inexplicably pulled in to fill the number.

Therefore, the acquaintance of the two of us has to thank Xiao Huang and Chang Jun.

Sometimes I joke to Ye Zi: You have appeared as my fan from the beginning, and until now, you are still my fan, maybe you will not be able to change this fact in this life!

Every time Ye Zi listens to it, he will always respond to me kindly: Roll the calf!

To be honest, I built that so-called fan group, and I rarely go in to chat, because everyone doesn't know each other, and I'm not used to chatting with those who are not familiar with it, maybe because of my introverted personality, for strangers, I can't always find a suitable topic, probably because of professional habits, I prefer to be quiet, so, let them get familiar with each other by fate, and there are two girls who often haunt the group, one of them is Yezi, and the other is called Little Baby.

At that time, the little baby was the most active, often engaged in video chat in the group, a group of ** silk was always on the line at the first time, at the beginning, I was also bored to follow, she was most familiar with me, because the little baby is also more beautiful, I am also willing to talk to her about some world, world, and people.

At that time, I still had a girlfriend, and sometimes I would even be a little angry when I saw my chat history with the little baby, and at that time, the little baby also liked to send me some selfies of her, and I was like a fool at the time, telling my girlfriend everything, because I never cared about this.

My character is,When I like a person, I will always like only one person.,So I don't know if I'm really unhappy.,As a character so casual.,Of course, I didn't care.,I've been doing my own thing.,Maybe it's because of my character.,There are these stories that follow up.。

Ye Zi is a female anchor on the platform, and I only found out later. Maybe it's because of her profession that she is very active, because this is her job, chatting and playing with a group of **silk, because only in this way can they survive.

But when I first met or became familiar with Yezi, she was more emotional, because we said a lot of intimate words at that time, although I can't remember what I said at that time, but I can still recall the feeling at that time, in the sharp cold wind, it was winter, bringing a trace of warmth.

Actually, at that time, I was very disdainful of these female anchors, because I was not familiar with this profession, and I was bored and still stayed at the stage of dancing striptease, laughing, laughing, playing, singing, dancing, everything I would feel very cheap.

Maybe I'm a more traditional person, I have an inexplicable aversion to these people, and what makes me even more disdainful is that the first few times I went to see Yezi, she would wear sexy little hot pants, writhing her exposed body wantonly under the command of the male field control, every time I saw it, I would shake my head helplessly, which is also the reason why I have known Ye Zi for almost a year, and I don't want to watch her live show in the future, because I am very dissatisfied with a little girl doing this kind of profession, what is the difference between this and selling her body.

Time goes like this, about half a year later, the leaves added my QQ, people in life know, I like beautiful women, but there is a reality, I am very traditional, and I am also very single-minded, although QQ hangs every day, but rarely take the initiative to add people, and I am not willing to take the initiative to contact others.

For so many years, I have maintained such a habit, there are only more than 300 people in the QQ list, because I will be uncomfortable if the number exceeds 400, so I will clean up some every once in a while, and keep the number of more than 300, because some people, if they don't contact for a long time, they will forget it, and it may be useless to keep it, there are 300 people in my heart, in this life, enough!

Like many of my QQ friends, I added it, and I almost didn't have much contact, but I just knew each other, so that's it, put it there, when I'm bored, maybe it can be used as a pastime, and I had a girlfriend at that time, and I didn't have time to chat with other girls, because at that time, I really gave it all my heart, and I was really connected with the leaves, I'm afraid it was also 14 years later.

Ye Zi's temper is very short-tempered, which I only learned after I got acquainted with her, and I would not have been friends with her if I had known this.

The group became quieter and quieter, and in the end, only Baby, Yezi, and me remained.

The little baby is the administrator, I don't know why, the two of them knew each other, one day, when I was chatting with the leaf, the leaf was suddenly kicked out, I took a look, the management of the kick is the little baby.

I thought I had kicked the wrong person, and I sent a private message to the little baby, and pulled the leaf back again.

When Ye Zi came back, he was very aggrieved and was still looking for the little baby in the group, but the little baby did not respond.

I thought it was over, but inexplicably it was beyond my expectations.

In less than a day, Ye Zi was kicked again, I knew that the little baby was deliberate, at that time, the little baby and I were closer, and women were not easy to mess with, so I pulled the leaf closer to another group, at that time, "Demon World Jianghu" also began to update, and entered the fan group of "Demon World Jianghu", and let the little baby continue to stay in the group of "The Lord of the Demon World" to fend for herself, because this behavior of the little baby has offended my temper a little, so I no longer take the initiative to pay attention to her.

From the end of 13 to the beginning of 14, I experienced the hardest blow in my life, at that time, Ye Zi happened to celebrate the New Year in my hometown, and it was during this time period that I became really familiar with Ye Zi. Because of sadness, I have to find someone to rely on, and when I don't have one to rely on, maybe I have to find a little comfort.

The leaves may have been my comfort at the time.

I have lived for more than 20 years, except for a few times when I was a child, I have never taken the initiative to cry, but that time, I really shed tears, and even had a trace of despair in my heart.

At the end of the year, my father almost left me, and when I signed my name on the critical illness notice, I was really desperate!

When I was less than half a month old, my father was still lying on the hospital bed, my girlfriend proposed to break up, I didn't tell her about my father's illness in advance, I almost didn't tell anyone, and on the occasion of the New Year, I didn't want anyone to bear this sorrow with me.

It was from that time that the leaves came into my life.

I didn't talk to Ye Zi about these things, and at that time, "Demon World Jianghu" had just been updated, and this was also what I wrote to my beloved, as a gift to her, the gift was still in preparation, but the person was gone.

At that time, I endured the pressure and was still writing "Demon World Rivers and Lakes", and it was at that time that I recommended Ye Zi to watch "Demon World Rivers and Lakes", maybe she was my first female reader, or maybe there were other people, I don't know.

As a martial arts author, it is not easy to cultivate a female reader, so I cherish it very much, at that time, she will also help me provide me with some ideas, point out some plot shortcomings to me, and my father has also passed the dangerous period, and I have forgotten that pain for the time being.

She also went back to her hometown at that time, and had nothing to do all day, every day we would chat online, chatting and chatting, and there was nothing to talk about, and I don't know what we talked about at that time, sometimes we would share some of each other's feelings and past, but between the two of us, there has never been any spark of affection, very bland, very quiet, this feeling, very good.

I'm a person who doesn't spit out bitterness on others, and I don't give in easily, and I don't admit defeat easily. No matter what happens, I am willing to take it alone, I am willing to go against the sky alone, no matter what you do, as long as you give your best, even if you fail, what can you do? At that time, it is not up to you to control.

Even at that time, when my heart ached, I didn't tell her what the hard blow I was going through, and I didn't tell anyone, and it continues to this day.

A lot of times, it's natural, it's not that complicated, and we become friends.

Maybe it's very leisurely, some time is time to chat, and I'm familiar with it again and again, but now that I think about it, a year has passed, and it's because of her that I will gradually pay attention to some beautiful anchors as a pastime to pass the time.

In the past 2014, maybe because of sadness, I went to the live broadcast room to watch the live broadcast of the leaves when I had time, from YY to KK, and then to Zhongshi, except for a period of time in the middle when I was on the Internet, I would go to have a pastime at other times, I almost didn't rush to the scene, maybe I felt a little stingy in her heart, but we understand each other, life is not easy, and I never said anything.

I don't know when I became a real friend with Leaf.

I already knew that they were making money by their faces and mouths as anchors, so when chatting, I have always set up a line of defense, and I am afraid that after spending time with people like them, I will be limited to everything in virtual life!

Chatting and chatting, it was almost familiar.

When I'm bored, I take her for fun.,She's almost never annoyed.,Sometimes I've scolded.,There's nothing in my memory.,I vaguely remember a time I made a joke.,About her first thing with her first love.,In the end, maybe because my language was too explicit.,Almost annoyed.,Later,I didn't take the initiative to chat with her for several days.,A little embarrassed.,Fortunately.,Later,She didn't care.,I always feel like she's been in this industry for a long time.,Some things don't care at all.。

I still don't know if she really took me as a friend.

Maybe I misunderstood, leaves can't be so snobbish.

Maybe I'm too inferior and ignore the true feelings of the human world.

Maybe it's because I'm thinking too much, or maybe she has too many friends, if it's counted as a show, whoever spends money on the show is her friend, in other words, like me, ** silk, is an exception.

One has no money, and the other has no ability, for these anchor industry, their time is used to pass the time with local tyrants, and my time as a poor ** silk is used to kill.

It's just that there are a few labels of literary and artistic youths on the surface, of course, these are of course worthless, or even worthless.

There is a good saying, if a person has a little love of literature and art, knows a little foreign language, and occasionally says a few interesting words, then it will take a considerable number of people a long time to see through that TA is a useless wastewood.

I'm the kind of waste wood that loves a little bit of literature and art, and many people can't see through it.

Or it can be said that I deceived the leaves, and the leaves did not see through me.

There was even a time, around March 2015, when Ye Zi wrote a paragraph for me: " Mumu many people should be no stranger, a soil into two wood, a 3G book city is not a very well-known fiction writer, just graduated from college, it also happened that the two of us also started to talk more because he broke up, he and I are purely open-mouthed, dare to say anything, I am the same, he likes girls with long hair and big eyes, always say that I have small eyes, by the way, and laugh at my flat chest, he is always very undisciplined, with a pair of glasses, chubby, I said I don't like fat people, so we teased each other, in fact, he is under a lot of pressure, maybe he can be happy, he will also say that the aunt will never provoke me to lose my temperBecause the tone in which I talk to him is always shouting, and we may never see each other, but we are all the same as each other, come on, Mumu!!"

The above passage is what I just went to the space to figure out, while rummaging, looking at the mutual comments we have talked about in the space over the years, I laughed out loud, how could we be so interesting back then, how could we be so unscrupulous, how could we all be so dependent on each other!

There is also a dialogue, Ye Zi said: "Women are like clothes, brothers are like siblings, friends say that brothers also have to wear clothes, and when it is cold, they have to wear clothes, and it is not good to rub hands...... But what I actually mean is that you can change it at will. ”

One Soil into Two Woods: When a man changes a woman, does it mean that a woman also changes a man?

Yezi: I'll wipe it, you guys just love to change clothes.

One Piece of Soil into Two Wood: Didn't you change several pieces too?

Leaves: Roll the calves

One soil into two woods: Don't rely on men, it's just that girls are too much now, men are very tired, please comfort more.

Ye Zi: Just rely on it, am I at fault, I have never done anything wrong, I will be relied on.

One Dirt into Two Wood: Then you don't have a good clothes......

Yezi: I didn't miss anything...

One Soil into Two Trees: Clothes that I don't feel at fault with are even more terrible, and I advise you to change them.

Yezi: Because you're not my other half, you don't know what that girlfriend is like for me.

One Soil into Two Woods: Although I am not your other half, you are my other half!

The leaves reply to one soil into two woods: I pour.

I watched the above dialogue myself and was sprayed with my own dog food.,There are many similar conversations.,There are even more ambiguous ones.,There are even some times when the leaves beg me not to make trouble.,It's been misunderstood by many people.。

Enjoy the feeling of being misunderstood, because someone is jealous.

Everyone who is in love will know that when you are immersed in that wonderful feeling, you will have a kind of vigilance towards the girls or boys that your other half is in contact with, and once they get closer to each other, they will produce a very uncomfortable and selfish psychology, and they will get angry because of it, which is called "jealousy".

As those ** silks chasing leaves, seeing that the relationship between us is so close, I naturally feel a little itchy in my heart.

"Jealousy" is a kind of psychology that happens to all people in love, that is because he (she) cares, he (she) feels that this person only belongs to himself, doesn't everyone say that people in love will become selfish?

But I believe that no one wants to be jealous when they have nothing to do, in fact, when I saw Ye Zi interacting ambiguously with the local tyrants, I didn't feel good in my heart, and I was also jealous.

However, jealousy is precisely because he (she) cares, people in love are afraid of losing, if they really love, if they really like it, they will be jealous, I don't know if Ye Zi has been jealous for me.

Sometimes you should really be happy to have such a person around you who is jealous, that feeling is sometimes sweet, even if he (she) is not by your side, there will be thousands of phone calls, WeChat to ask where you are, what are you doing, do not let you go out with other people of the opposite sex casually, see you and other people's WeChat, Weibo, QQ, these interactions, will also ask who this person is, firmly tie you in your arms, because it really only belongs to each other, maybe this is just on the road of love, your simplest thoughts, you are mine, I am yours, no one else wants to take it away。

Although jealousy is said to be happy, but you must not let this vinegar be linked to your own careful eyes, which will make people become narrow-minded, and two people are easy to stimulate conflicts, which will also intensify.

Simply say that others are jealous will be sweet, so as to prove that he (she) really cares about you, if he (she) sees you and others ambiguous and doesn't care about you, sooner or later one day he (she) will take you like this, and finally it is the end of the breakup, couples don't mind that the other half will be jealous, carefully taste the thick vinegar is not there also a trace of sweet love to you, think about whether love has become sweet and sour, is it more delicious than simple sweetness, in fact, think about sometimes others are jealous is also a kind of love。

However, we didn't end up together.

Yes, we have always been joking, never touched the real character, and I don't know why, that is, we have never touched the real character, maybe we all cherish and cherish this rare friendship.

Later, Ye Zi suddenly said goodbye to the live broadcast industry, and I could no longer see her graceful figure and sexy and smooth thighs.

In my opinion, perhaps because of the country's vigorous anti-pornography and anti-illegal activities at that time, these scantily clad anchors had nothing to eat.

Therefore, at that time, I still had some bad opinions about these industries, even if I was already so familiar with Ye Zi, I still had a little disdain in my heart.