I knelt dumbfounded, the red on my chest gradually rendering down, and this red blurred everything, blurred everyone in front of me, and blurred all the people.

I couldn't hear any of the sounds.

Anybody, I can't see it clearly.

Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes, drop after drop, and I didn't want to cry, but I couldn't control the tears in my eyes.

Li Zhenming, do you know?

Being your son is the greatest pain and shame of my life. I have not enjoyed all that your son deserves, but I have endured everything that I have as your son.

If, if there really is an afterlife, we really, it's better not to see each other anymore.

My life began because of you, and now it ends because of you.

In this life, I don't owe you anything.

The wry smile on the corner of my mouth gradually grew bitter, and the tears in my eyes kept dripping, leaving a little water stain on the ground in front of me.

Li Zhenming hugged Li Jun with tears streaming down his face, and called out in pain: "Xiaojun, Xiaojun......" This call is particularly ironic to me.

Turning my head to Li Zhenming with all my might, I smiled weakly, and my body leaned forward slowly.

Finally, I hugged the cold ground, and my eyes were met by Li Jun's blankly opened eyes, as if he was also waiting for me to go down to seek revenge on me.

Tears kept sliding down the corners of my eyes, penetrating the ground in front of me, rendering the side of my face, with a cool feeling, this cold seemed to penetrate my skin, engraved into my bones, as if it was a cold stretching out of my soul. I couldn't help but get goosebumps on my arms.

It's really cold.

It's like the moment when Yeon-yeon and I were kicked out of the house by our adoptive parents on that snowy winter many years ago. The two of us leaned under the tree, hugged each other tightly, trying to warm each other with the warmth of each other's bodies.

It's cold, it's cold......

"Ah...... Brother Yu. Dazhi had tears in his eyes and struggled frantically: "You stand up, Brother Yu." The three of them seemed to be holding him down, and a kid punched him in the face, but he didn't realize it, his eyes were still looking at me, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes: "Stand up, Brother Yu, stand up quickly......"

I couldn't stand up, I was really tired from this life! It was like a war, without any respite.

My eyes blinked weakly, and I could clearly hear the slight sound of blood flowing through my body, like a river under the ice, flowing through my body, but this feeling made me even colder.

"Yanyan, is she still waiting for you at home?" Dazhi cried out heartbreakingly: "You stand up, she is waiting for you at home?" Have you forgotten, you said that you would not let him wait too long, and you also said that you would not leave her alone, Brother Yu, stand up." His voice was hoarse.

Yeon-yeon!

My body shuddered a little.

"Brother, I'll be waiting for you at home. ”

"I'll be back soon, I won't keep you waiting too long. ”

"Yanyan, I won't leave you alone, I will take care of you for the rest of your life. ”

"Brother, I will be with you for the rest of my life. ”

I'm sorry, I'm going to miss an appointment, I seem to ...... I can't go back, my lips keep touching, blood begins to spill out of my mouth, and the touching lips call out the name of a person, that person carries the tenderness and tiredness of my life, but it is also so heavy, so heavy that I can't call out.

That's the word Yanyan!

At this moment, I closed my eyes, relieved and tired.

The bright red blood was still flowing slowly from my mouth, and the corners of my mouth were smiling, smiling like the teenager many years ago, with relief after exhaustion, relief after liberation......

In just a moment, I seemed to have experienced my own life, I saw Yanyan, Wang Mengmeng, Shen Dandan, Brother Hui, Hua Qiang, Tianci, Chen Ye, and Tiezhu, Da Fei, Li Jun...... One by one, the figures floated in and out like a mist. I seem to have stepped on the river of time, the river is flowing back again, time is flowing in the opposite direction, I have experienced them again, and I have experienced my own joys, sorrows, and sorrows.

It was they who made me feel that I was no longer lonely, and it was these figures that intertwined Gao Yu's life. If I deny them, I deny myself, and I also deny life itself.

No matter which one of them is missing, my life is not complete, and I can't get to where I am today, but they are not the motivation for me to get to where I am today.

Because fate gathers and disperses, because all of them may eventually disappear, on this lonely road of life, the only one who can keep moving forward is himself.

I suddenly opened my eyes, arched my body with all my might, and tried to stand up, but all my strength seemed to flow out of my body with the flowing blood, and I took two steps forward, and fell weakly.

It doesn't matter, even if I can't stand up, but I can climb back.

Yeon-yeon, still waiting for me at home!

Won't keep you waiting too long, I'll be back soon.

I lay on my stomach on the ground, using my feet together, crawling forward with all my might.

Dazhi looked at me in disbelief, and suddenly he smiled with tears in his eyes; His voice was so soft that I couldn't even hear it clearly.

Home, home!

Yeon-yeon is waiting for me at home?

Inch by inch, on the cold ground, I crawled forward lonely and difficult, crawling through the dark nothingness in front of me, and I could see Yeon-yeon.

Suddenly I remembered the time when I was weak, I was knocked to the ground and crawled forward.

Such a humiliating action, in retrospect, also has the dignity of life.

Climb forward, climb forward. I propped up my elbows, lifted my knees, and crawled forward with my weak, bleeding body.

Climbed over the Great Ambition and crossed the endless mountains and rivers. I was kicked back again by Li Zhenming's men.

Bang, I lay limply on the ground, rolled over again, and continued to crawl forward.

Bang.

Bang.

One time at a time I was kicked back, and one time at a time I kept crawling forward.

Dazhi's eyes were red, and he screamed at the man who kicked me, "If you move him, I'll kill you." Then he looked at me who was covered in blood, and he was in tears and muttered, "Brother Yu, Brother Yu......"

"Me. Yes, go back, home. I said word by word, with difficulty, as if Wang Mengmeng said this, once in the dark woods, I saw her bright and gentle eyes; ”

I tugged at the corners of my blood-stained mouth with all my might, and I smiled softly. In front of the eternal night, there is actually light, and countless people are chasing and climbing up, isn't that the hope after the darkness?