423 When autumn comes, on the eighth day of September, I will kill a hundred flowers after they bloom
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Often when the protagonist of the novel is stuck in a bottleneck, there will always be a 'considerate' strong enemy who will come out and exert high pressure, so that the protagonist can burst out of his own power under extreme emotions to reverse the situation. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
This is a common plot.
And in the early stage of the protagonist, he will also receive some contempt, contempt and incomprehension, creating a lonely atmosphere of loneliness, only the heroine and the little brother who are destined to be included in the crystal palace are entangled around him, and stubbornly move forward under the eyes of others who do not understand.
It's too one-sided to see the protagonist break out in the case of being bullied.,
However, kindness and camaraderie will have the same effect.
Most people are blinded by dark emotions such as hatred and hatred, mistakenly believing that only evil and extreme emotions can stimulate a person's potential, forgetting that people are creatures bathed in the sun, and in the sun, they also have extraordinary potential.
Isn't Long Aotian's desire to protect his younger brother's shortcomings and the desire of the Japanese-style soft protagonist to protect his partner and the Crystal Palace also positive?
It doesn't need to be so extreme, and there is no need for someone to play Nishizu and contemptuously say things like "garbage" and "I just look down on you".
These words, in fact, are useless. Sleek social people will forget these painless things, and the extremely humiliating contempt in the eyes of teenagers is just a breeze for adults who have been in society for a long time, and it is not an insult at all, and they forget it after sleeping.
Adults are very pragmatic, and people just read a few words in pieces, and you still can't forget it? Life is over? Can't eat? Children don't understand what it's like to have no money and no future, and young people who are full of fire don't know how shallow and naΓ―ve their spirit is compared to the whole world, and they don't understand the despair of their children waiting to be fed, husbands and wives are about to leave, elders are sick in bed, and work is helpless.
Qin En is young, but his experience is not ordinary among people in their thirties and forties. Coming to Gensokyo without the memory and support of his past, he doesn't know money or language, and even his clothes are wet: he is likely to get seriously ill when he sleeps on himself, and in that case he picks up and buys dry clothes, learns to deal with Gensokyo, and gets a job.
A short, but bumpy experience.
Then he went through many life and death events, the first time he was captured by the enemy and faced torture, when he woke up in the middle of the night, he fought with the blood clan without dominance, and the adopted daughter was taken away by evil vampires and went deep into the tiger's den to save her, intervening in the internal struggle of the great forces and interspersed back and forth in search of life...... Everything is Qin En's experience, these experiences are important experiences in his life, and his story cannot be told without two or three million words.
The taste of despair he didn't know how many times he had experienced.
Unfortunately, in that emotional stimulation is limited.
In addition, his personality is a little lazy: he thinks that if he has the ability to time, he is invincible in the world and neglects to exercise, and the skills of the red heart in the previous shooting gun are gone, and he is purely reduced to a partial student who eats by his ability.
In this state of 'calm before the storm', there is no enemy to put pressure on him. Maybe it's because of his popularity, or maybe it's because the enemy is the kind of person who does things neatly and doesn't like nonsense, Qin En didn't encounter the standard adventures in the novel.
On the contrary, his partners are understanding, considerate, caring, and loving to him, and even take the initiative to propose to him in order to pull him out of this troublesome quagmire, so as to protect him............
These made Qin En shake, and he could no longer pretend to be heartless to deceive others.
In other words, he has never succeeded in deceiving others at all, maybe if you change to a human or urban novel background, everyone really thinks he is a carefree little tease.
However, these monsters ...... It's so old and spicy, it depends on the accuracy of the human god.
Shouting and provoking in front of Gu Ming Dijue, that woman was as steady as a poi spit on her own face, if it was said that Gu Ming Dijue had mind reading skills to see Qin En's weakness, then Kazami Yuka and Fujiwara Meihong also saw clearly what Qin En's deliberate defiled purpose was. Not only them, but Irin the spirit dove also saw through his clumsy disguise, and Hu Tao also read his restless personality and specially called Hatsudai and Lianzi to accompany him in the Eternal Pavilion, using the warmth of his family to heal the frustrations he suffered underground, waiting for him to come out of the shadows.
And in this case, his state of mind changed, Qin En realized his bottleneck, and realized that it was time for him to have to change.
No matter how unchanged the Great Qingguo is a pill!
Qin En made a choice, and he found the wisest sage in Gensokyo: the sage from the moon, Bayi Yonglin.
She was in the room deep in the Eternal Pavilion, and with the help of Reizen, he came to Yongrin's office and knocked on the Magi's door.
"Please come in. β
There was no obstruction, nor did he refuse Qin En's entry.
After getting permission to enter the room, Qin En saw the figure of the Moon Sage Eight Yi Yonglin, she was wearing the red and blue twisted Big Dipper robe, and her braids were spread on the bench at some point.
She didn't have any surprise at Qin En's appearance, but she didn't mean to stand up and welcome, let alone show that I had been waiting for you for a long time.
Thinking of this, Qin En felt funny - he was not a big man, and Bayi Yonglin had never cared about him, and he was already a sage and approachable person who could let him in.
"Sit down. β
After finishing speaking, she didn't look at Qin En, this sentence was just a simple politeness, whether Qin En sat down or stood there respectfully, it would not affect her state of mind.
He didn't even say anything more, completely treating Qin En as air.
This abnormality made him embarrassed and didn't know what to do.
Attention unconsciously shifted to the current situation in the room of Bayi Yonglin.
There was nothing new on the table, and the materials for the office of the Eternal Pavilion were all taken away by Reizen, and there was only a transparent kettle on the table, and occasionally the white and delicate fingers would pick up the lid of the ceramic cup to let the heat dissipate inside.
Qin En was a little nervous.
It's not the first time he's entered Bayi Yonglin's office.
But it's the first time I've been so confused like today, and the room scenery that didn't have any features in his eyes in the past has become extremely complicated, and he always feels that there seems to be some deep meaning mixed in it, and he unconsciously wants to savor it, but in the end it's just in vain.
deliberately asked Bayi Yonglin to come, Qin En hoped that she could point out and guide herself.
He desperately wanted the Sage of the Moon to guide him.
is like Liu Xuande, who begged Zhuge Kongming to come out of the mountain.
No, Uncle Liu Huang may not also have Qin En's current hunger and thirst.
His thirst for power has reached the point where it affects his appetite or his need for water.
Hunger and thirst, insatiable hunger and thirst, it's just that the time ability is not enough, but other than that, Qin En has no other way to cultivate.
It's not good to exercise the body, the physical body has a limit, and its cultivation process is too long to work wonders in a short time, if it is natural to be okay on weekdays, these things can happen at the juncture before the decisive battle with the succubus, I feel that it is not enough.
There was no time to slowly practice and sigh, so he chose to take a shortcut to move himself to the sage of the moon, Bayi Yonglin.
But the facts show that it is not easy to do, in the eyes of Bayi Yonglin, Qin En is no different from air.
It is just the job and duty of a doctor for her to save people and help Qin En, without any face and superfluous thoughts, and it does not mean how optimistic he is about Qin En.
As long as there is a disease and intends to seek medical treatment, whether it is a beggar or a saint, Bayi Yonglin will pick up his medicine box to treat people and perform the stunt of rejuvenation.
Bayi Yonglin rummaged through the porcelain cup in his hand with one hand, and in the other hand he held a book without a cover and chewed the contents carefully, and the content immersed in the sea of books was unmoved by reality.
Seek medical treatment in order to cure the disease.
If a person refuses to help himself, the doctor will not intervene.
Qin En gradually calmed down, made up his mind - stood in front of Bayi Yonglin and bowed down and said, "Lord Sage, please guide me to a clear path. β
This is the greatest sincerity and concession made by Qin En, who was baptized by outside knowledge, he could not achieve the tiger landing style of the Japanese, nor could he do the humbling of the minions of the Manchu era. This kind of bowing is already the biggest concession, and if it is too much, it will not let him study, and it is an insult to apologize and kowtow to the slave slave on his knees, and it is impossible to use it in the realm of life and death: even many people will not lose their dignity in this regard even if they are cut by a thousand knives.
There's no need to feel ashamed.
Bayi Yonglin, this person deserves such a big gift!
This is the dignified Sage of the Moon!
Qin En didn't take the initiative to be a dog for her or kneel down to lick her silk feet, he just hoped to get the wisdom and blessing of her hundreds of millions of years of time from her.
A little rain and dew can make a parched field thrive - provided that the sage in front of him genuinely unleashes the rain of grace and not the acid rain of calamity.
Bayi Yonglin finally raised her head - she closed the book in her hand and put it back on the shelf, and said indifferently: "I'm just a doctor." β
"Lord Sage, please show me a clear path!" Qin En repeated stubbornly.
It's a joke to say that Bayi Yonglin is a simple doctor!
She is the one who built the palace on the moon, the primordial human who was born before the human race, who defeated the invasion of millions of armies from the earthly world in the past, a real big man, a living legend!
"Minglu?" Bayi Yonglin was not interested, lying on the chair and squinting, and said unhurriedly: "It's easy to say, but it's hard to say, isn't there a famous vampire around you? β
Accept the vampire's first embrace and become a powerful bloodline.
Qin En smiled, vampire, yes, it's Hu Tao.
Her rank among vampires is not low.
But Qin En never had that thought from beginning to end, and it wasn't because of anything else, it was because he was a little reluctant to do so for more than 20 years.
Vampires, cannibals, sleeping on human skin, drinking human blood, can they be considered human? Can the habits left over the past 20 years be changed?
If it's a bad habit, just change it, but what kind of good habit can cannibalism be? Remilia had to drink black tea adulterated with human blood regularly every day to maintain her basic needs, how could Qin Enhe De get rid of her dependence on blood when she had just changed into a vampire?
When I went to the kitchen, I didn't see a lot of red drinks that were tightly sealed by Hu Tao, and occasionally Hu Tao would find Qin En on a whim, and because of the relationship between the two, Qin En didn't mind, and hugged Hu Tao and let her make an opening in her neck to suck blood.
But if Qin En is allowed to do this, it will be embarrassing!
Because the change of race switches to the taste of another race overnight, it is definitely a painful experience, and it is definitely not such a simple thing as eating Western food, Chinese food, and fast food, and if the psychological tolerance is poor, it is not impossible to break the head.
Besides, Qin En didn't have a trace of pride because of his human identity
Although mankind is drifting further and further down the road to death, he is deeply proud of the civilization that mankind has created over thousands of years and the status of the hegemon of the earth so far.
Mankind has achieved so much in the first thousand years, if we are given time, we may not be able to become the hegemon of the galaxy.
This will change with technology, human life will become longer and longer, and physical fitness will also follow the pace of science to upgrade.
The pride of mankind made it impossible for Qin En to give up this.
Although he is already an outlier in the ability of the time system, he is still a human being.
He has also been thinking that if I can't stay in Gensokyo, I can go to the human world to explore, relying on the ability of time, where will I Qin En not achieve great things?
However, he already has people he knows who lives in the fantasy at present, and the memories of the past are almost nothing, so what can he do when he returns to the real world?
How could it be that the first generation, Hu Tao and the others had no contact with each other? They stayed in Gensokkyo earlier than Qin En, and their entangled relationship with them was naturally deeper than Qin En.
So, Qin En wanted to become stronger. He wants to change, but the gentle care of the dove Irin is an opportunity to awaken, and the ups and downs of the underground journey bring a new realm to his mental realm, and he realizes his lack of strength and longs for strength and change!
He doesn't want to be protected like this, he doesn't want to let down the people who love him, he hopes that he has a pair of strong arms to hold up a piece of the world for his loved ones.
He finally made up his mind.
Bayi Yonglin felt the realization in the eyes of the man in front of him.
However, she is still the same look as Mount Tai collapsed in front of her eyes, just concentrating on playing with the porcelain cup filled with hot tea, and her posture is graceful and luxurious, as if she is Lafayette in the TV series.
In her life, she didn't know how many people she had seen like or better than Qin En.
They crossed thousands of mountains and rivers to come to themselves to seek knowledge, including warlords on one side, monks who clinged to mud and monasticism, and demons who wanted to plunge the continent into a catastrophe, all of whom once bowed their heads and pleaded in front of Bayi Yonglin.
Sometimes Yonglin will give you advice when she is in a good mood, and sometimes she will ignore it when she is in a bad mood...... If you meet that kind of person who doesn't know what is good or bad, you will guide him to a tragic path and let him die and be wiped out.
A lot of cruelty is also a decision made in a joke.
And in the Moon City, every year there are people who kneel in front of her mansion and hope that the Moon Sage will put away as a disciple.
But Bayi Yonglin didn't care.
Qin En is naturally not among them, no matter how special the time ability is, it is just special.
And Bayi Yonglin once said that Qin En is a sword with only a single slot, and the gem representing the ability of time has been set on the sword body, and trying to continue to add new grooves will wear out the durability of the sword and cause damage.
He can't learn magic, he can't be demonic, he can't train his body like a youkai, he can't do it.
"Do you remember what I told you at the Lake of Mist?"
Qin En nodded and replied, "Of course I remember." β
At that time, Bayi Yonglin took the initiative to guide Qin En, but at that time, Qin En was too confident in his own skills...... Coupled with a little delusion of being killed, he didn't agree to Bayi Yonglin.
And now, the Sage of the Moon took the initiative to talk about this, does it mean that his opportunity has come? Thinking of this, Qin En felt that his body was crawling with ants, and he didn't know whether to stand up in surprise or continue to pretend to be calm and kneel in front of Bayi Yonglin.
"Now, it's late. β
However, her answer will be like a bucket of cold water pouring Qin En thoroughly!
Is Bayi Yonglin careful?
Maybe it is, maybe it isn't.
Perhaps, it is more likely that the current Qin En is no longer so attractive in the eyes of Bayi Yonglin, and his ability is just the same thing.
Qin En laughed miserably a few times and didn't say anything more, his previous vigilance had made him lose his chance: the opportunity to get the guidance of the Moon Sage.
"Emperor!"
"Wow, Reisen!
"I'm here to find you! Emperor! You're skipping work again!"
"Alas~~ Isn't it up to you to do things Lingxian, what else do you want me to do? β
When Qin En was at a loss, there were some arguments outside the room. The owner of the voice is Reisen-Yuzuka-in-Inaba and the other dragon of the Eternal Pavilion, the black rabbit who has no head or tail, and Emperor Inaba is arguing.
It sounds like just a daily gossip between a hard-working and honest person and a cunning person who likes to be lazy.
"It's really noisy ......" Bayi Yonglin was a little dissatisfied, but he didn't stop it, because after a few words of quarrel, this argument ended with Emperor Hata falling and running away hastily, and it was too late to lose his temper.
"The Eternal Pavilion will be very noisy for the past few days, which is not conducive to your physical recovery, so I will go to the ward to pack my luggage and my own things, and tell Reizen to go to a quiet room and rest there for a few days. β
Bayi Yonglin's words seemed to mean something, but Qin En was in a low mood and couldn't figure out anything, so he had to stand up and say goodbye.
When Qin En left this room, the door closed automatically.
At this time, it will only be annoying to continue to ask at the door.
Qin En could only walk out in a daze, and then it didn't take long to see Emperor Inaba with low eyebrows and reprimanding her.
"Reizen. β
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It's just a matter of turning back, because Emperor Hat's eyes grunt and he ran away, Lingxian looked at her galloping figure in amazement, and stomped his feet angrily.
"Emperor, this guy!"
It's not easy to expect Lingxian to say dirty words out of her mouth, she always looks so kind, I guess she won't say any dirty words at all.
Lingxian, who had a good temper and had a correct outlook, naturally would not be angry with Qin En because of this, so he controlled his temper and asked with a good face, "What's wrong?"
"Dr. Yonglin said that Yongting has been very noisy recently, so let me tell you to change to a quiet room for me to rest. β
"Quiet room, hmm, he's a little far away from the Forever Pavilion, can he do it?"
Qin En didn't know what Bayi Yonglin meant, but since she said it, it shouldn't be untargeted.
...... Moreover, Qin En is really tired, and the marriage proposal of the dove Irin has aroused his desire to forge ahead, but the darkness of the future has made him confused and unable to find his goal, so it is also a good thing to be quiet in such a state.
"Please, I want to recuperate too. β
"Okay, bring your bags and say hello to your friends...... Come with me when you're ready. β