Chapter 17: Secret Talks (Part II)

"......" suddenly woke up to something.

"I have practiced the Transfiguration Technique, and if it were not for the support of True Qi, I would have changed back, and I might even die. I have worked so hard to get to this day, and there is no reason for someone to get something from me for nothing. ”

The madness looked at him, not knowing what to say. I knew he was right, but I just couldn't accept it.

"I know I'm being selfish in doing this, but I can't really be as noble as you. ”

"I'm not noble. ”

"But you don't hurt others just to make your life better. ”

“......”

"I'm sorry Fang Hua, I'm afraid he knows. ”

"Sooner or later, he knew, and you said it yourself. ”

"Yes...... Sooner or later, he knew. Like you. ”

“......”

"Wounded. ”

"Huh?"

"If one day I'm gone, you must tell him the truth for me. Also, my apologies. ”

"What, what's not there anymore. What are you going to do? The Emperor's business is not that simple, is it? You must have discovered something. Tell me, let me do something, at least...... It makes me feel better. ”

"Wounded ......"

"Please. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

"You're not going to tell me?"

"It's too dangerous. Wu Chuan hesitated and frowned, looking to the side.

"It's all this time, am I still afraid of any danger?"

"......"

"Huh?"

"Someone has to live. ”

“......”

"I really regret it. Wu Chuan took a deep look at the madness, "I regret not confessing to you at the beginning, telling you that I also love the emperor deeply." ”

“......”

"The year he came back from Ji Kang, he got lost and took shelter from the rain in a ruined temple where I lived......"

The madman's breathing was a little short, he didn't understand why Wu Chuan was saying this to him at this time, he wanted to interrupt, he didn't want to forgive him, but he couldn't open his mouth, let his heart cry hysterically, but his mouth was so quiet.

"One day, a gang of bandits, they occupied the temple, they wanted to kill me, and the emperor saved me. He froze them all in the rain...... Although he was only fifteen years old, it took a long, long time to completely kill those people, but at that time, he was already very remarkable. ”

"...... yes, he's always been amazing. The madness muttered silently in his heart. Little brother.

"After he and Biyuan returned to the palace, I found something in the corpses of those bandits, which was about martial arts, but it was a very dark martial arts. But the disguise inside appealed to me. When he was with the emperor, he always mentioned a blue-eyed child, he said that he would marry him in the future, and he said that he would always wait for him......"

The madman's heart throbbed, why, why tell him this now.

"I was so jealous. On the day he left, I ran after him for a long time, but he said that we are not people of the same world. Do you know how much I want to be An Chu and the person in the emperor's heart?"

Their eyes collided and they dodged at the same time.

The madness was silent, and of course I knew, and I could see what he was saying.

"I abandoned my only relative in this world to practice transfiguration. After being tortured, he became what he is now. ”

The madman looked at the ground at his feet, surprised that he actually listened.

“...... Yes, I have a younger brother and you have met him. ”

Stunned, some images suddenly flashed in his mind, and he raised his head, "Your palace attendant?"

Wu Chuan laughed self-deprecatingly, "Well, Wu Jie. I didn't expect him to enter the palace, and my first thought when I found him was to kill him. Unfortunately, I relented. I killed a lot of people in order to bury the former Wu Chuan, and I didn't want Wu Jie to be a stumbling block for me, but I was loyal to me because he assassinated you, so I fooled myself into thinking that he wouldn't find out about me, and I left him. ”

It turned out to be him!

The memory of the madness was drawn to the night in the innocence of injury, the cold water, the bubbling blood, forgetting the pain, but clearly smelling death.

It was also because of that fake death that he inherited what Senxia had learned all his life. gave him the opportunity to heal the third brother with his own hands.

He thought that he would be angry when he knew the truth, but he was unexpectedly calm.

Maybe it's because he's done something wrong, so he's learned to be considerate?

"But I didn't expect him to find out about me a long time ago, but he didn't say it. He saved me face until I couldn't help but tell the truth. It's a good feeling, the feeling of saying everything. ”

The madness looked at him and said how he felt, did he ever feel like this, maybe he did, when he poured out his heart to the emperor. When did that get bad? Maybe it was when I was drifting away from the emperor......

He still couldn't understand how it all happened.

"Both of us have changed because of you, we have learned to forgive, we have learned to accept, we have learned to be honest. This is too much luxury for those of us who grew up in that ghost place in Huaikou. Wu Chuan said a little excitedly, his two blue eyes full of mist.

"No, I didn't change you. The madman said solemnly, Wu Chuan looked at him puzzled, only to see the red lips of the madness touching lightly, "It's your own pure nature." ”

“......”

"It's just that the environment doesn't give you the soil to survive in nature. There were a few traces of sadness hidden in the eyes of the madman. People in this world are involuntary.

Wu Chuan stared at the madness for a long time, and finally burst into tears, and silently lowered his eyes, "No one has ever said these ......"

"You deserve it. The madness sighed, "Although I am angry that you deceived An Chu's identity and caused everything today." But everyone is responsible for this matter, and it is inherently unfair, so no one has the right to complain. That's it, I just want to do something for the emperor and the north now, and then go down and see him. ”

"Don't you blame me?" Wu Chuan gradually smelled the hope of reunion after breaking the mirror, and his eyes flashed with brilliance.

The madman glanced at his swollen face, pointed to the corner of his mouth, which was no better, and muttered, "We've all been punished." ”

Wu Chuan grinned, he had never felt so relaxed and beautiful.

"Thank you for being mad. I'm serious. ”

The madness glanced at him, and also pulled out a faint smile, "Thank you too, let me find myself again." ”

"Huh?"

"If you hadn't said it, I'd forgotten that I would forgive. I'm probably crazy these days. The madman deliberately said something witty, but he couldn't hold back the sadness boiling in his chest.

"We all did our best. ”

"You did your best. The madness swept the palace lightly, "At least you accompanied him through the last days." ”

"But the last side he left to you. ”

“......”

"In fact, the emperor has only loved you from beginning to end. ”

He could smell the breath of the emperor from the beginning, and he knew that he was the only one in his heart, but why did he still complain that he had set up someone else as the queen? Knowing that he was just putting on a show, why did he deliberately lose his temper?

The emperor favored anyone, he could feel the pain in the emperor's heart, and he seemed to be able to spy on the emperor's thoughts......

When did it start?

It seems that after signing the Innocuous Pact, he can easily understand the emperor's thoughts. But he pretended not to know.

He deliberately got angry, deliberately contradicted the emperor, and deliberately allowed things to get worse......

But nothing was done.

"I thought that I would be able to live in his heart if I became An Chu, but when you appeared in another identity, the emperor still fell in love with you. His love was never a name, just you. ”

The madman's heart was almost broken, he already knew, he already knew!

But he just wants to listen to the emperor, he wants to make himself like a victim, and hopes that everyone can stand on his side - if he breaks up with the emperor, he hopes that all the fault lies with the emperor.

How selfish he was! He ruined their love with his own hands.

"Wounded ......"

"Don't say it. He held his head in pain, he regretted it so much, he wanted to go back to the past, to the time when the emperor went to learn from Wuju and tried to save their relationship, when he only had to say one more word, they would definitely be able to start again......

Why choose to keep the emperor out.

Knowing that he had endured so much pain, why did he continue to add to the wounds?

In fact, he had already guessed the death of Qin Qin, right? How could any country give an invader two taels of silver to settle him? In fact, he had already forgiven the emperor in his heart, right? Why did he pretend to be very angry when the emperor himself admitted this matter?

Yes, I just hope he owes himself.

However, the emperor paid his debts, which he could never afford......

The emperor used his life.

"It's all my fault......" The frantic voice was so thin that even he felt light, and Wu Chuan was at a loss, not knowing what was wrong with him.

"Hurt madness, the emperor won't blame you, we all know you didn't mean it. ”

"What if I did it on purpose?" the madman suddenly raised his eyes.

In fact, he had already discovered the emperor's fault, right? His nose was so smart, even if the emperor deliberately concealed it, he could find those clues. It's so obvious after all......

"W-What do you mean? Wu Chuan's heart raced around, and crampedness swept through his snort. Is it possible? Could he have done it on purpose?

"I could already see that something was wrong with him. The frenzy brutally pierced the truth that had been hesitant and anxious in their hearts for many days.

Wu Chuan has studied injury mania for many years, and he actually doesn't want to believe that injury mania is intentional. But the emperor was so obviously weak, how could he not find it with his mad ability?

But if he was a deliberate emperor, then all this would be terrible......

"You know what I'm saying is true. "The frenzy crushed the last shred of hope for Wu Chuan.

"Why ......"

"I don't know, he wants my fulfillment. The memory of the madness gradually returned to Ji Kang's border, "I really realized his mood in the moment of the palm." Actually, I can stop it......"

“......”

"But he stepped forward himself. ”

“......”

"These details are known only to me and the emperor. ”

“......”

"He deliberately sought death, I hesitated, and I didn't hold back my true anger. ”

“......”

"Do you still think I'm a good person?" said a little self-deprecating in his frenzied tone. Finally spoken, finally ......

Wu Chuan looked at him for a long time, and said softly: "If you really want the emperor to die, you won't go down to save him." I know you jumped into the river. ”

"But I hesitated. For a moment, I wanted him to die. I wanted to kill him. "Then be his only wife in another world with him.

The madness buried the last sentence in the bottom of his heart.

"Okay, don't talk about that......" Wu Chuan shook off his hand and wanted to forget all this, but the crazy words were like a cold wind blowing layer after layer on the tip of his heart, shivering.

The madness turned out to be a little proud, and he would also make people sad.

"Then you tell me about the emperor, all of them. ”