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"Haha...... Ha ha...... Haha...... "I looked up to the sky and smiled, tears rolling down:" Haha...... Haha......" The laughter was full of poignant, like a desperate ghost imprisoned in a cage, full of helplessness. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

The chains at my ankles, with my laughter, trembled with me and made a crisp sound.

Li Jun looked at me puzzled, "What are you laughing at?" His voice was a little annoyed.

"I'm laughing at you...... Ha ha...... Ha ha. I looked at him like crazy, "You know, if we get along in a different place, if I were the current you, then I would definitely kill you without hesitation, why haven't you grown at all?"

Li Jun was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, "Brother, how can you say that? How could I kill you, I will let you die here." ”

I know that Li Jun wants me to live, and life is better than death. Then let him play with it, let him play with it.

After a long time, I stopped laughing and looked at him with empty eyes: "Have you seen the sea?"

"What?" Li Jun frowned in confusion.

"Sometimes the sea is calm and there is not a trace of waves. "I closed my eyes, and it seemed to hear the sound of the water flowing, so quiet, that I murmured, as if to myself, and as if to him;" and sometimes there were waves hidden under that calm, and other times, the waves rolled like beasts, and then fell silent in an instant. "I closed my eyes, and my heart gradually sank downward, as if it was also swallowed up by an invisible wave.

"You'll never guess what the next second will change in it. ”

"So, life can be predicted, but fate is unpredictable. Ahem...... Ahem...... "I smiled and kept coughing.

Year after year is like a mirror polished by fate, floating and glimping around.

One person after another, they came to me from the end of their fate, crying or laughing, angry or angry...... It seems that in this short moment, I recalled my life.

I've fallen, I've gotten up, I've loved people, I've killed people...... But I never gave up.

Even on the darkest nights, I didn't give up my desire to find the stars.

Li Jun frowned slightly, groaned for a moment, and said with a chuckle, "Brother, but I already know your fate in the future." He snorted coldly: "You will be locked here for the rest of your life, look at you like this, you are garbage, and now you are still fantasizing about the future, it's ridiculous." He stood up: "I will come to see you when I have time in the future, brother, you can live here for the rest of your life." Hehe......" He sneered twice and waved his hand at a person.

The man took a large lid from the side and slowly closed it, blocking out the last rays of light. I was silent in the darkness.

Watching Li Jun leave, I laughed silently, and there was silence and loneliness all around, and only my desolate laughter echoed.

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After nightfall, it's even colder. I wrapped myself tightly in the torn quilt. The chains at my ankles ran down my skin and into my heart, and I might freeze to death.

The wind howled outside, like the roar of a wild beast, echoed in my ears.

That night, I had a high fever, which made me stiff and insensitive, and I didn't even dare to pass out.

I was afraid that once I passed out, I would never wake up again.

There is only one thought in my heart that supports me, and that is, I must find a way to escape, I will kill Li Jun and Tiezhu, I will regroup and get back everything I have lost. This thought was like a spark that spread in my heart, waking up my consciousness again and again.

A day later, my high fever miraculously subsided.

When the meal was delivered, a man of about thirty years old would come, he was an alcoholic, and every time he came, he was drunk, and I even expected him to drink more than once, and then fell from above. But even if I fall, what if I kill him? At that time, I am afraid that there will not even be a single person to deliver food, so I will really have to wait for death.

Each time he opened the lid on the top, and then took the rice and water with a thin rope and went down to the bottom.

Then I dragged the heavy chains and walked through them with difficulty. I was like an old man who was dying, and my body was gradually covered with the breath of time. It seemed that I was waiting for the cruel time, and finally drowned me in the end of time.

The meal is just some hard steamed buns, or occasionally, a few pickles. At first, I was very active in delivering food, coming every day, three times a day, but later, it became one meal a day, and sometimes, not even once a day. However, the amount of food delivered each time is very large.

If I can't eat, I will fall aside, and then, when I am hungry, like a wild dog, I will grab it with my hand and send it to my mouth.

In winter, in addition to being cold, it is better. In the summer, the stench was terrible, the flies and insects infested me could not sleep all night, and when it rained, I would drag the heavy chains under the crevices and let the rain drip down my face. Let's feel the breath of the outside world, and even let me feel that I am alive.

It's not like I haven't thought about it, self-denial, but I can't.

Because, there is hope in life.

I haven't killed Tiezhu and Li Jun yet? How could I die? Maybe it's a bit of a fantasy for me now.

Maybe I will really be locked here by Li Jun for the rest of my life.

It's not that I didn't think about calling for help, and even I thought of various solutions, but there was never the slightest hope.

I felt like I was in the middle of a mountain forest. Between the empty heaven and earth, I was the only one who endured everything alone.

Day after day, mental and physical torture is already commonplace for me, and I don't feel the slightest bit anymore.

The whole person is like a walking corpse, insensitive, unaware of the passage of time and the replacement of the sun and the moon.

No matter what happened in the outside world, no matter what those brothers were doing, it didn't matter to me at all.

Most of the time, I'll look up at that pale slit in a daze.

Occasionally, I also dream, and I dreamed of Yanyan, Wang Mengmeng, Shen Dandan, Brother Hui, and Zhuangzhuang...... There are even Li Jun and Tie Zhu. After that, I couldn't even dream.

The once familiar name, the once intimate voice and smile, gradually became unfamiliar, like a distant and ethereal floating cloud in the sky, unable to grasp or see clearly.

Familiar faces, familiar people, gradually become fragmented in front of their eyes. Fade away, fade away.

My heart was silent, and all thoughts were ashes, like a desolate and lonely grave where no grass grows, empty to the extreme.