Chapter 30: Under the Shadows
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Saying that, Lin Jide sat up gently, picked up Ye Xinyun in his arms, put it on the rattan chair, carefully covered the cool quilt for him, kissed him lightly at the center of his eyebrows, and turned around to open the brocade box on the table, and added the spices inside to the incense burner.
A wisp of green smoke came out of the incense burner, which made him a little dazed......
Since Ye Xinyun was born, he has been serving by his side, and he is regarded as a house slave of the Ye family, when he was fourteen years old.
Gradually, Ye Xinyun grew up and became sensible, he began to become a little rude, willful, and didn't have a good face for himself, as long as he appeared, his original bright smile could disappear in an instant, and even had the momentum of anger. At first, I didn't understand, but later I realized that he was afraid of himself.
Either way, he grew up dependent on himself, and when he was sick or injured, he would keep himself by his side – albeit without saying a word.
This continued until he was seven years old.
He was twenty-one years old that year, he was seriously ill, he was very clingy to himself, and he took care of him day and night, listening to his painful cry, as if his heart was broken. Yes, he likes him, but this is a secret in his heart, because he knows that he is not worthy of him no matter what.
Later, when he recovered, he changed back to his original appearance, and drove himself out at every turn. One night, he threw himself out, and that night a strong wind blew out all the lights in his house almost instantaneously......
He was scared, screaming, rambling, crying.
If it weren't for the fact that he couldn't rest assured of him and had been waiting outside the door, he would never have known that the serious illness made him different from ordinary people, he was afraid of the dark and scared to death, almost crazy.
He rushed into the house, and he hugged himself, and cried, sobbed, and begged himself to light the lamp, so that he could not hurt him in this way.
That night, although the lamp was lit, he still kept himself and let himself sleep with him. He had spoken many things to himself, and he still remembered them, especially the one that made him obsessed—
He lay on top of him, fiddled with the buttons on his clothes, and whispered: "Brother Lin, when I grow up, will you marry me?"
At that time, I knew that Ye Xinyun also liked herself. But — and that's it.
Not long afterward, rumors spread in the house that he had a crush on an inferior person who was so much older than him. Although Ye Xinyun didn't care, he had to plan for Ye Xinyun.
That day, Ye Xinyun also hooked his neck and let him kiss him as he did today, but he knew that once he took that step, he would be doomed.
I looked at his fascinated eyes like that, and said the words that made him the most distressed in this life - "Young Master, I'm going to get married." ”
The sudden change in those eyes made his heart feel like a knife, but he couldn't comfort him, let him cry, and he finally left him.
Later, I bought a person to get married, and changed my name to Lin Jide.
However, in order to serve by the young master's side in the future, he pretended to be a concubine (a person who belongs to the yin), because the young master is a concubine, and the master saw that the young master was getting bigger and bigger, and felt that the people around him had to calculate clearly, so as not to let the young master go the wrong way. And because of the rumors, the lord stared at himself very tightly during that time.
In order to pretend to be more realistic, the other half of Chen Qu that he bought was the same Yan person (Yang person) as himself. Because of the combination of Yan and Ren, it is impossible to have children, so he asked Chen Qu to find his sweetheart, gave birth to a child and passed it on to himself, saying that it was his own.
This kid is Lin Huande. But no one knew that he was not his child, and everyone thought that he was really a concubine. Ye Xinyun also believed it completely when he saw Lin Huande.
Later, Ye Xinyun listened to the words of the night master and entered the palace to be the emperor's concubine. He was also "honored" to be appreciated by the master of the night and made a dowry for the young master.
After entering the palace for fourteen years, Ye Xinyun never called himself Lin Xiao again, and he didn't even want to look at himself more. I knew he was angry, but I couldn't say anything.
Over the years, what has made me happy and sad is that Ye Xinyun really likes the emperor. Sure enough, he hadn't seen any Yan people since he was a child, except for himself, and once he walked out, he soon had a new love......
"What are you stunned about?" Ye Xinyun's lazy voice suddenly remembered, Lin Jide was startled, took off the incense burner lid in his hand, and dropped it on the table, making a crisp sound.
"Little Lord. Lin Jide hurriedly closed the lid, turned around and bowed.
"What time is it?"
Ye Xinyun's expression, as if nothing had happened, was calm and free, just like many years ago, when rumors were rampant in Yefu, he was still able to hold himself and let himself kiss him. Come to think of it, I've always been afraid to face it, right......
Lin Jide was in a trance for a while, looked out the window, and responded: "It's almost time, the people from the imperial dining room should come in a while." ”
"Okay, call the little return, and go to the five residences with the palace to see what is going on. This palace wants to see what this vixen who fascinated the emperor looks like!"
Hongu ...... Lin Jide smiled bitterly and said, "Little master, this school has to pass by the imperial study, and you have to ......think about it in the long run."
"......" Ye Xinyun was silent, indeed, if he wanted to go, he must pass by the imperial study, and when he saw the emperor, he was afraid that he would be angry again.
"That'...... Let's go back another day. You go and find the little return and ask him to serve the palace, you don't have to come over, it's annoying to watch. Ye Xinyun turned his back and stopped looking at him.
Lin Jide didn't say much, and retreated.
After he left, Ye Xinyun turned around, looked at the palace door with a pair of confused eyes, and whispered, "Lin Xiao......"
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"Sir, why are you still painting?ahhhhhh ”
Every time he opened his eyes, his husband was either painting or carving, repeating it tirelessly from morning to night. He just thought it was boring.
The madman smiled and made no sound. He sketched the green silk of the man in the painting, finished the last few strokes, he carefully put down the brush, and he couldn't help but close his eyes—thinking back to the moment when the emperor flew back to the palace with him in his arms that night, when he first opened his eyes.
The emperor's eyebrows gradually became clearer, and the cold arrogance in Danfeng's eyes also fell into the mind of the madman. When he remembered the contours of his lips, he opened his eyes. Confidently twisting the brush, outlining the facial features of the person in the painting like flowing water.
I haven't seen the emperor for several days, and if I don't practice martial arts or teach, it seems that there is no need to see each other. But I always think of the emperor at night, of his tossing and turning figure, and of his wandering alone in the huge palace.
When it came to outlining the lip flap, the madness hesitated. He recalled that he had never seen him smile since he had known the emperor, and for a moment he didn't know how to paint. This is also a crux of the madness - because he only paints beautiful things.
He had never painted a character before, and the only time he had painted the appearance of his thirteenth brother Pu'er, who loved to laugh. These days, he has painted a thousand times, with a charming smile on the corner of his lips, and painted a thousand waters, with a smile on his eyebrows and eyes, and the corners of his lips, but this emperor ......
He hesitated. Well, Qianshui and the emperor look very similar, and they are of the same age, so it is better to paint Qianshui's lips? Alas, it is not good, so this painting loses its meaning......
After much hesitation, the madness finally failed to complete the painting. He stopped his pen, tapped the book twice, and said, "What time is it?" as he spoke, cleaning the brush.
"Ah, finished painting?" Pei Du excitedly rushed to the side of the madman to look, "Ah, sir, this is the emperor you painted?"
"Yes. The madman replied and asked again, "What time is it?"
Pei Du looked around, hurriedly ran to the outer room to look at the sun, ran back again, and said with a smile: "Later, son, the people from the imperial study will come." Hehe, it's already time to apply. ”
Shen Shi is the time when the imperial dining room delivers meals to the palaces.
Because if you want to go to the fifth residence, you must pass by the main entrance and the side door of the imperial study. For security reasons, as early as the beginning of the founding of the country, it was clearly ordered in the "Nine Volumes of Palace Rules" - if you want to pass through this place, you must obtain the consent of the emperor.
At first, the emperor asked the people in the imperial dining room to go over, but three times a day, repeated inquiries, gradually, the emperor, who liked to be quiet, became a little impatient, so he asked the people in the imperial dining room to cook, and sent it to the imperial study, and then his own attendants sent it for the madness.
"Yes. The madness nodded, put the pen away, and walked around the bookcase to the bed, where a change of clothes was already stacked.
The madman picked up his clothes and smiled at Pei Du: "When people come over later, you can just let them put the food in the main hall." I'm going to go to the Nine Long Pond bubbles. ”
"Yes, Mr. stands and paints all day long, and he basks in the sun when he comes from the window, so I really want to take a shower and refresh myself. Pei Du took a handkerchief and put it on the wounded wild.
"Yes. He smiled madly, "Don't delay, let's go." With that, the madness went out of the room.
These nine long pools are separated between the imperial study and the five bedrooms, which are 100 meters wide and 1,000 meters long. It's not big, but it has a natural spring with hot water. This is something that is not available in ordinary palaces.
This spring is in the northernmost part of Jiuchang Pond, which is the place where the emperors of the past dynasties bathed, surrounded by stones, and a fence was set up around it. Call it the Dragon Pond.
Because it is not convenient to learn to enter and exit the five residences, and this hot water is even more difficult to beat, so the emperor is kind to allow the madness to bathe in the dragon pool. As for Pei Du, his subordinates all went to the palace bath supervisor to wash their bodies, and he was no exception.
The madman came to the side of the dragon pond and tested the water temperature, which was just right. He smiled, looked around, and saw that there was no one, and it was a light knot.
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