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From his awakening through Gensokyo to the present day, his selfish characteristics have not changed at all.

He has a strong desire for control and miserliness, and treats the young and ignorant lotus seed as his own, so much so that when the lotus seed is taken captive, he is furious and singles out the Red Devils.

He's also a lazy man, and he wants to get rid of the Order's troubles early enough and travel back in time to calculate them when those people were at their weakest, rather than challenging the Order head-on in its heyday.

In addition to being lazy and selfish, he also has the disadvantage of not wanting to take responsibility, and he wants to have things that he shouldn't deserve under this premise.

Originally, because of his involvement, the past and the future were destined to change, and selfish, lazy and greedy, without any psychological burden, he poisoned his comrade-in-arms Yakumo Zi, forcibly turning history around to maintain his omniscient advantage of the future.

He is able to plant the seeds of malice into the bodies of his former enemies without caring for himself and with hatred, without the slightest guilt to destroy those who have not yet grown up, who have not yet become his enemies, and there is not even guilt.

When he traveled back to the era of his birth, he felt an incredible resonance.

Qin En's shadow kept shaking, his shadow kept switching back and forth between youth and childhood, and now Qin En, the young Qin En who had just entered Gensokyo, the eighteen or nineteen-year-old Qin En, and his childhood self flickered and changed.

Today's eyes are empty, the ignorance of the new Gensoky, the vigor of youth, the carefree of childhood—his figure is like the image of an old movie projector, and for the first time in his life, his self-perception begins to waver.

Such a selfish person, can only waver in his own affairs, the time history from his own life rushed his soul and thinking, and its impact on Qin En was far greater than the previous impact in the dimensional cracks.

Penglai Mountain Huiye, who was monitoring Qin En, frowned: "Oops!"

Kaguya didn't expect Qin En to start wavering in this regard, there was no change when he looked down on all beings, he didn't waver when he killed his colleagues and comrades, he didn't hesitate when he killed the enemy for thousands of miles, but he stumbled in his own affairs!

Qin En's image became difficult to observe, and began to change back and forth between various forms such as entities, quanta, particles, energy bodies, and chaos, turning into different substances every moment.

For a while, Penglai Shan Kaguya was messed up, and if it continued like this, once Qin En lost himself and lost himself in it, he would not be able to come back, in that case, Penglai Shan Kaguya could only remember him on the 'Hero Monument' after the victory of Gensokyo.

"It's unreasonable! You have nothing wrong with so many dangerous things, but here you ......."

"Nonsense, because those things have nothing to do with me, so I can look at them objectively and calmly!"

"Huh, you're back?"

The appearance of the remnant candle in the wind before seemed to be scaring people, and quickly returned to stability, and before Penglai Mountain Huiye tried to observe Qin En, he completed his self-observation and implemented his will to return to normal.

"I have to say, it's fun. ”

“......... It's funny!"

Rao is Penglai Mountain Huiye scolded - after all, she was originally a poor quality otaku, high up in the cold and arrogant and gorgeous princess Her Royal Highness? This image will only be revealed when she closes her mouth and is silent.

"It's just a small thing, it doesn't matter. ”

The previous danger was only thrilling for Qin En. It's like walking down the road and spotting a car suddenly rushing out on the other side of the road: take a few steps back and dodge. This is not even a tense excitement for people who often fight, and it is solved by calming down a little and maintaining calm, and the impact of the short-term loss of mind is nothing more, and the weakness exposed by the mind in an instant is completed in a moment. If he did it all over again, even if that weakness was magnified tenfold, a hundred times, Qin En would be indifferent, he would definitely not fall in one place twice!

Qin En maintained a brief error that was different from the normal time, carefully avoiding the walking nurses and patients, and walked straight into the hospital...... He didn't get so much that he knew the design inside at a glance from the outside, he just relied on his own cognition to recall and explore...... The further he went inside, the less skilled he became, and the smell of the hospital began to get heavier and heavier. The sound of a patient communicating with a doctor, the sound of a child crying, the sound of people hurrying by...... Everywhere, Qin En's existence was not observed by anyone, and he carefully avoided every passerby who might collide with him, so as not to interfere with the past with his body.

There is no emotion, no complicated thoughts, even if Qin En himself is really witnessed by others, he is just a normal visitor in the eyes of others.

In the end, Qin En arrived at his destination, a single ward, and there was a sign hanging in the ward with the word "Qin Lu" written on it.

The target you are looking for is inside. Qin En patted her body casually, giving her body an extra boost of time power, turning herself into a pure, sterile state, even though her body began to recover at this time, Qin En was still determined to set up an insurance just in case. After making the necessary preparations, Qin En directly stopped the time and entered the room silently.

In the ward, Qin En smelled a faint fragrance of flowers.

Normally, when time stops, other things like air will also 'stop'.

However, Qin En's time stop is not something achieved by relying on technology and physics, but belongs to the spiritual ability idealism, and he has unique privileges, so it is not a strange thing to smell naturally.

There were a considerable number of flowers on the small cabinet and near the window, all of which were emitted by them, and there were fresh fruits on the small table next to the bed, these various aromas dispelled the unpleasant smell of the hospital and made Qin En feel a little more comfortable.

On the white hospital bed near the window lay a pale-faced woman, not very good-looking, but not too bad...... The complexion is obviously recovering little by little.

Although standing at the door, Qin En recognized her identity from her facial features, and involuntarily stepped forward and stared at her.

She was lying on the hospital bed, immersed in sleep with exhaustion, and that kind face made Qin En think of the time he saw her in Gensokyo, at this time...... She is slightly bigger than what she saw in Gensokyo, this big does not refer to the maturity of simple appearance, the most important of which is that the diet changes before and after giving birth to a new life cause her body to be not slightly plump than when she was in Gensokyo, and the blue and white hospital gown made her bigger because of childbirth**** Plump, in this slightly sultry weather, she unbuttoned the hospital gown on her chest, and faintly saw the red lace bra and two plump tender flesh in order to feed life in the gap, and there seemed to be a milky smell of breast milk.

An intimate, can't help but rely on flavor......

Although he lost the memory of living together, Qin En couldn't help but get closer because of his instinctive dependence on his mother when he was a child, and he couldn't help but reach out and cautiously fell on the inconspicuous wetness on the side of her pillow.

"It's tears......" Qin En gently touched the dry tears and muttered to himself.

Sour, sad, uneasy, confused, tears of grief – that's the emotion that Qin En captures.

Father.

The fragment of memory he had received from the companion elf was awakened, and he remembered what had brought her to tears.

Qin En had never remembered, not even mentioned the existence in that woman's memory.

But it exists, but he only exists in the memory of the woman who lost her beloved husband, Qin Yu, and is carried by her alone.

"Do you want to save him?" asked Kaguya of Pengraiya.

"I don't want to. Qin En's answer was unexpectedly ruthless.

"He is already in the past, and there is no need for the dead to be resurrected, that would only add uncertainty to the future. ”

Qin En, Qin En's sister, and his mother Qin Tuo all lived in the state of a mother, a daughter, and a son, and their existence and lifestyle were based on the sacrifice of the man who only existed in Qin Kuo's memory.

This is their way of life, that person's sacrifice created their future, but Qin En has no intention of changing this future, he seems to have completely given up his emotions and selfish desires.

"I'm a selfish person, and I don't need to change anything about what I have now...... His presence may not bring me any benefit, and if I resurrect him, he will probably end up in the same fate as us, being hurt by that stinky watch......"

Or simply add another enemy.

Qin En could not tolerate such variables.

Warmth, happiness, no, what I have now is warmth, I am very happy now, but I am currently experiencing a little difficulty!

That's what he is.

Cruel, cold, selfish, greedy......

There is no nostalgia for the lost memory, and there is no remembrance of the existence of the family in the past, just a man who simply enjoys the present and chases the future.

There are no two words of remembrance in his memory at all!

"If you say ......," said Kaguya of Horaiyama, "I'll give you an analogy, what would you do if one day the people around you—your adopted daughter Usami Renko, the first shrine maiden of Hakurei, and the vampire and werewolf—all died?"

"Don't be funny, Kaguya, have you forgotten my ability to time? if I don't want to...... None of them want to die!" Qin En raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, as if he was a greedy gluttonous demonic beast.

"And what if they want to die?"

"So what else can I do? I can only say goodbye to them. The young man's unscrupulous expression suddenly changed, and he shrugged his shoulders indifferently: "I will build a tomb for them, and then I will go to sweep their graves every year on the day of death." ”

He looked up at the window and said softly, but resolutely, "After all, we're looking ahead—"

This is Qin En's philosophy.

He didn't want to recall the past at all, the so-called past was just a capital for Qin En when he was drinking and bragging with others, not the chains that bound him.

"It's just a pity that these things I did don't sound very good, hehehe, kill my sister who is the same mother and father as me, and kill my relatives and beasts...... Haha, the beasts and the ghosts are so compatible!"

The scene of the hospital disappeared, Qin En's body gradually left the timeline at this time, the flowers in the ward and the figure of the woman lying on the hospital bed faded, and the ward instantly became empty.

In the unmanned ward, Qin En pushed open the window and jumped down from the third floor in a sassy manner...... Smoothly falls to the concrete floor.

Time leaped backwards, the old hospital that had once been a little old in Qin En's eyes was painted new, the streets were widened a little, and the traffic on the road was more noisy and noisy than when he first came in.

Eight or nine years have passed in the blink of an eye, the city has been renovated, and the faces of the pedestrians on the road have improved, and the colors of the clothes on their bodies have become more colorful and diverse.

After landing, he gradually takes off: although Qin En does not have the ability to fly, he can make his body jump to any place anytime and anywhere, although his ability is to stop in time, but it is still possible to stop physically, such as putting a piece of ' Stopped the air of time' stopped, Qin En can step on it without any worries, the hardness is no different from the bricks on the side of the road, such a state naturally cannot become the oxygen used by human beings, but it can be used as a brick, in addition to this, there is no special significance, Qin En does not need to use such a low thing as a brick, relying on such a technology to step on the air ladder like flying, but can also achieve the same effect of flying.

"Hey-ha!"

Qin En landed in the air and looked down on the city, in a small square near the hospital, he could hear the crisp voice of a little girl, and on a lawn slope in the corner of the square where there were old men playing Tai Chi and square dancing old ladies everywhere, a girl of eight or nine years old and another little boy were slashing at each other with a small wooden sword for a few dollars on the side of the street.

The boy had just the right amount of short hair, biting his white teeth and pretending to be fierce and wielding a sword to 'slash' with the girl, while the other girl had a hearty ponytail and a band-aid on her nose, screaming and screaming, attacking the boy opposite, finding the gap, raising his sandal-wearing foot and kicking the boy's lower abdomen mercilessly, but the boy was holding a wooden sword to block it, and then took a few steps back and rushed up again to dance without any rules.

It looks extremely murderous, but there are no adults nearby to stop it, and there are even a few parents with children who watch the pair of similar-looking boys and girls beating each other on the lawn with relish, and they don't even need to distinguish from their facial features, just by looking at their same clothes, they know that these two children are a family, whether it is the older Lori or the stubborn Zhengtai, they are all wearing the same sleeveless cartoon vest, and the blue loose pants and black-soled sandals underneath are just different from the size of the body.

Qin En walked down step by step and landed on the lawn.

The menacing 'fight' between the two children only looks menacing, and they don't need time ability at all, and they can easily disarm these two crazy children just by relying on the reflex nerves of adults.

Although the boy is a man, he has no advantage, and the girl who is the opponent has not even reached the age of menarche, it is the most ferocious time, the boy's seemingly unreserved onslaught makes the physical strength gradually go to the downside, and is caught off guard by the girl knocked to the ground, the girl seized this opportunity and easily hit the boy's wrist, the boy let go of the wooden sword in his hand under the pain, and the girl seemed to slam into the boy to the ground......

The girl threw him on the grass by the boy's waist, she rode on the boy's lower abdomen, raised the wooden sword in her hand, snorted, and stabbed at the boy - the grass next to him, the boy looked up, saw the dazzling sunlight, and also saw a trace of wet sweat seeping from her forehead and sideburns, sliding down her small face, the girl with ponytail hair proudly looked down at the boy who was crushed under her, silently declaring her victory.

"Hahaha! Qin En lost again!"

"How many times has it been this month? Doesn't it look like you've won at all?"

"There is still a lack of exercise! Xiao Qinen! Come to Auntie's house! Auntie, please eat meat to increase your strength!"

The idlers watching the play on the sidelines, all of whom live in the neighborhood like the boys and girls, are foolish, and this scene has long become a daily routine.

The voices of the neighbors were not malicious: there was no need to be malicious towards the two children, but when the young boy heard these words, his eyes were misty, and he bit his lip and wanted to weep.

"I, I've lost again, or sister, you're ......" The boy choked up, rubbed his eyes with his little arms, and forced a smile.

The girl ignored the boy's admission of defeat, and she indifferently glanced at the adults around her who were laughing at the boy.

"Don't laugh, don't laugh at him!" the girl riding on top of the boy raised her wooden sword and shouted hoarsely at the adults watching the play nearby.

No one in the adults was angry, they just put away their laughter, and all kinds of emotions such as care, admiration, sympathy, envy, indifference, and so on turned into silent words, looking at the two siblings.

They all know the background of the sisters, and they all know what the sisters' family is like.

At that time, there was not so much indifference between neighbors and neighbors, which made them very knowledgeable about the situation in each household, but it also led to a group of adults who liked to break their mouths.

A child who was born without a father -

Two children who were pulled up by a single woman -

...... The girl, who heard the gossip of the adults, stood up, picked up the wooden sword next to her and threw it to her defeated brother.

"Did you hear what they said?"

"I hear you......," replied the boy with red eyes.

The girl put on a small face and asked sharply, "Then what are you thinking! Stand up for me!"

In response to the girl's words, the boy endured tears and pain—a hint of cruelty in his stubbornness.

"We have to get stronger, exercise hard, and we will protect our mother in the future!"

"Yes!" the girl smiled as her age befits.

Then the two sisters and brothers, on the lawn, started a new round of fighting.

As time goes by, there are fewer and fewer people...... When the golden light of the setting sun gradually emerged, the two siblings also stopped fighting with their strength, and both lay on the slope facing the golden sunset.

In this era, this society is not friendly to single-parent families, and the gossip of idlers has already made the affairs of the siblings a well-known thing in the neighborhood, and this matter is both good and bad.

The good thing is that every year some old and kind-hearted elderly people come to visit the family, give them gifts, and then ask if there are any difficulties...... Inviting the single mother and her two children to a meal every once in a while is considered a kindness.

There are also some single or divorced young people, middle-aged and middle-aged young people who look at Qin Yu's unfading beauty, always take care of the children in all aspects, often give them some candy, and bring things to greet the United States during the New Year's holidays to bring the name of the United States closer to the neighborhood.

...... The disadvantage is that some women are jealous of Qin Yu, who still maintains the beauty of a single woman after giving birth to two children, often says some rumors, and the young man who has a little evil thoughts across the mountain plans to 'take advantage of it'.

These problems are not a big deal, the former is just playing mahjong privately, and the latter can be solved by contacting the police station that is only a few dozen steps away from the community.

But the biggest threat to these two children is the peers in the school and in the community...... Some vicious words often circulate inadvertently in the mouths of children.

Sister: "Mom is very good to us"

Brother: "Hmm. ”

Sister: "We can't make Mom sad. ”

Brother: "Yes. ”

Sister: "We have to be strong." ”

Brother: "That's right. ”

The elder sister straightened up from the lawn and stretched out her little fist at the younger brother: "Let's protect Mom instead of Dad!"

"Yes!" the younger brother responded, and the two dirty little fists collided together, and the siblings, whose bodies were bruised everywhere, looked at each other and smiled.

It was an innocent but not simple gaze.

Qin En silently watched the young brother and sister, didn't think about anything, just watched this scene silently.

"Good memory, isn't it?" said Penglai Shan Kaguya.

However, Kaguya's emotion did not move him, but what responded to Kaguya in Penglai Mountain was the man's disdainful and narrow evil expression.

On the other side of the community, a woman's figure waved to the boys and girls on the lawn.

"Mommy told us! Let's go home!"

"Okay!"

The two sisters and brothers stood up in high spirits, the boy in front and the girl in the back, and the two ran to the woman's figure one after the other, passed by the invisible Qin En, and entered the woman's arms.

"Kaguya. ”

"Huh?"

"How's Gensokyo doing?"

"They're safe. ”

That's it.

"Are you still going to do it?"

"Of course. ”

Qin En stared at the figure of the woman in the distance.

"I have to protect her, so I have to kill her......"

"What a cruel choice. ”

"It's okay......" Qin En shrugged.

"Aren't you worried that she'll hate you?"

"No, because she's not her anymore......"

Qin En had no psychological burden, and Qin En had already been mentally prepared.

Enlightenment has long been there...... On that night, on the bridge on that rainy night, Qin En was destined to die with that woman.