readx;? Seriously, after seeing that Zhao Dabao is not as honest as before, my heart suddenly feels very bottomless, this feeling is very strange, just like Zhao Dabao has changed a person, and I seem to be missing a friend, of course, it is said that there is one less person, but it is a very inaccurate statement, after all, he only seems to have changed a person. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

At this time, Zhao Dabao sat at the table, looking at me quietly, his eyes were very cold, this was the first time I saw such indifferent eyes from such a simple person's eyes, I was a little hairy by his heart, and finally couldn't help but ask Zhao Dabao: "Dabao, what's wrong with you, is it because I am very unhappy about my wedding with Chen Shasha?"

Zhao Dabao didn't speak, suddenly opened the bottle of liquor, and asked me, "Chen Sheng, am I your brother?"

I nodded hurriedly and said, "Of course I regard you as my brother, I am here in Yunnan, and I only have a good brother like you." Speaking of this, I looked at him deeply, thought for a while and continued: "By the way, Li Yundi still regards me as a brother, but you also know that Li Yundi and I are at the same level......

Before I could finish saying this, Zhao Dabao suddenly snorted coldly and said to me: "Chen Sheng, don't talk about other people, I'll ask you, are you my brother!"

I was stunned, how does this guy feel like crazy, I just said that he is my brother, why are you still asking, is it that I didn't make it clear just now, or did he not hear, or is this guy joking with me.

I looked at Zhao Dabao solemnly and said: "Zhao Dabao, you are my brother, how about I said that you are my brother? ”

Hearing my words, Zhao Dabao snorted coldly and said, "Since I am your brother, don't you know the fact that I like Chen Shasha?"

I said, "I know you like Sasha, but don't you know Sasha likes me?"

Zhao Dabao suddenly looked stunned, his hands began to tremble, he slowly picked up the wine bottle, and then poured wine for me and himself, after the wine was full, he didn't even pay attention, the wine was spilled directly on the table, and after I reminded him, he realized that he had just poured wine on the table.

"Zhao Dabao, I know that you are very uncomfortable, but do you know, Chen Shasha actually doesn't dislike you, she also likes you very much, and she is very grateful to you, but do you know that even if you like each other, it is impossible to be together. I said, "Actually, after saying that, I felt that I was so cruel, that it was the way it was, but that I was telling him in this way that it was really unfair to him.

After all, judging from Zhao Dabao's situation, he has grown up so big, it is estimated that he may not even dare to like girls before, and it can even be said that he has never been in love at all, and now, he really likes Sasha, but Sasha is already about to marry me, and what's even worse is that I am still talking to him about some truths.

It hurts, I think in his heart. However, as his brother, I must say.

In this world, some things are not willing, sometimes, even if you struggle all your life, you can't catch up with the goddess you like, this is life, this is life, this is reality.

Zhao Dabao is from Shandong, he is very honest, upright, willing to protect Sasha, and it can even be said that he is willing to use his life to protect Sasha, but in fact, it is difficult for people to accept the facts, after all, what kind of person is Chen Shasha, she is the eldest lady of the Chen family, as long as she is not a fool, she can see that it is impossible between Zhao Dabao and Chen Shasha, but Zhao Dabao just fell in love with Chen Shasha.

Love is such a thing, it is never good to say, you say how beautiful love is, I laugh at love is a fart, some people are innocent all their lives, but they can't find the love they like, some people have done all the bad things in their lives, but he can get a lot of love, Zhao Dabao is sad, helpless, is a person who must exist in this social reality, and is a person who makes me feel distressed.

"Chen Sheng, are you saying that I'm a very dirty person, are you saying that I'm from the countryside of Shandong, so I'm not worthy of Chen Shasha at all, right?" Zhao Dabao said angrily, giving me a feeling that was even a little childish.

Looking at Zhao Dabao like this, my heart is very uncomfortable, I don't know what to say, yes, there are many people in this world like Zhao Dabao, it's not that they don't have strength, it's just that their background is not good, it's just that their education and background are not very good since childhood, can't they be the same as the girls they like, it's too cruel, the most cruel thing is that in the face of cruelty, they have to accept such a fact.

I suddenly didn't know what to say, looking at the wine in the cup, I said to Zhao Dabao: "Dabao, you are my brother, I will never look down on you, I am the same as you, I also came out of Shandong, my home is also rural, in this world, there will be many people who will look down on you, but you must look down on yourself, you know?"

I held up the cup in my hand and said, "Brother, I did it." After speaking, I drank the wine in the cup directly, and then looked at Zhao Dabao deeply.

Zhao Dabao's eyes were red at this time, I don't know what he was thinking in his heart, I knew that he was a very simple person, he might not think a lot, he might be moved, maybe it was not unfair to feel a tendon, but, I know, what else can I do, after all, I am with Chen Shasha, it's just a play, and the woman I like is Luo Shi, I don't know what kind of mood Luo Shi is now, I don't want her to be uncomfortable, I don't want her to be sad, but I don't want to hurt Sasha, the entanglement and pain in my heart are actually more difficult to sort out than Zhao Dabao。

Immediately afterwards, Zhao Dabao didn't say anything, lifted the one in his hand, and then drank the wine in the cup.

At this time, the owner of the small restaurant had already brought all the food, and Zhao Dabao suddenly laughed a little bitterly and said: "Chen Sheng, drink, you are my brother, you will always be my brother." ”

I nodded. But my heart suddenly became so sour.

Zhao Dabao continued to say to me: "Chen Sheng, I treat you as a brother, can I tell you what is in my heart?"

I nodded and said, "Dabao, you can say it." ”

Zhao Dabao's eyes turned red at once, and said: "Chen Sheng, my good brother, there are some words that have been buried in my heart, I have never said them, to be honest, I like Sasha very much, I began to like it from the moment I saw her, but do you know, it really hurts to like someone, I know that I am not worthy of Sasha, I have this self-knowledge, but I still like it, I can't extricate myself, I feel in my heart, she is everything, if I can't see her every day, I will be uncomfortable, very uncomfortable." ”

"I'm a big man, but, I'm like a girl and I'm starting to be hypocritical, you know this feeling, I may be a very honest person in your eyes, and I can even be said to be a nervous person, but I also have a heart, my heart is also very delicate, I also want to be good to her, what she likes to eat, I will buy her what kind of clothes she likes to wear, I will buy her what kind of clothes, but, I know, even if I am good to her, we can't be together again. I used to think that as long as this layer of window paper is not pierced, I will bury my feelings for Sasha forever in my heart and not tell others, but you are getting married, my heart is really uncomfortable, very painful, I feel that my whole heart is empty. ”

Zhao Dabao said a little excitedly, but I was slightly stunned, looking at him deeply, I never expected that Zhao Dabao was such a delicate person, on the surface, he is a big old man, on the surface, he is honest, no matter what he does, he will be very careless, but now after listening to Zhao Dabao's words, I really realized that this is not the case, Zhao Dabao and I are the same person.

The same people.

My emotions were suddenly exaggerated by Zhao Dabao, it was very uncomfortable, and I even felt that my nose began to sour, and my eye circles began to burn, and I was even more uncomfortable.

Zhao Dabao continued: "Chen Sheng, I want to be good to Sasha, whether she likes me or not, whether I can pursue her or not. But I just like it, I'm a very simple person, it's indeed very honest, but I also know how to love a girl, people live in this world, what is it for, don't you just want to be nice to the person you like, I can also don't scruple about anything, don't think about anything, just be good to her, but, you are my brother, you are married, I am alone, alone, I am here, just your two friends, just your two relatives. ”

Close relatives.

When I heard this word, my heart felt as uncomfortable as if I had been pricked by a needle, Zhao Dabao regarded me as his relative, and it could be seen that he regarded me as a brother, and he was very affectionate to Chen Shasha.

A man who looks very rough on the surface can have such delicate feelings, I have a new understanding of Zhao Dabao, I began to admire such a person, I admire what he thinks in his heart, just say something, say it, maybe feel a little better.

I picked up the wine bottle, filled the wine glass, and then drank a glass of wine again, I felt a little drunk, I am not a drunk, but I am not drunk, I have a new understanding of Zhao Dabao's brother, since he is so devoted to me, why can't I tell him about my suffering.

I sighed and said to Zhao Dabao, "Brother, do you know......? I didn't marry Chen Shasha out of my own will. ”

Zhao Dabao smiled bitterly and said, "I know this." ”

Suddenly, I was stunned, I didn't expect Zhao Dabao to know, how did he know?

I looked at him in surprise, he smiled and said: "Chen Sheng, are you really a fool for me, you and Luo Shi, oh no, it's not that I can't see the relationship between that poetry teacher, although the current poetry teacher is still the previous poetry teacher, but in my eyes and Chen Shasha, she has always been the person you are calling in your dreams." ”

"You like Luo Shi, you can die for her, and Luo Shi can also die for you, the last time I was on Skull Island, Luo Shi blocked the sword of the ghost Taoist for you, everyone knows this! ”

Speaking of this, Zhao Dabao drank a glass of wine again. The expression on that face looked even more vicissitudes.

I feel miserable in my heart, I now understand that in fact, the whole Taoist Association knows about the matter between me and Luo Shi, originally, I still wanted to hide it, but I feel like a monkey now.

"Zhao Dabao, since you know that what I like is Luoshi, why are you still sad. I asked.

"Hehe, Chen Sheng, I know you like Luo Shi, but your current life has been tied to Sasha, from my point of view, I know that the relationship between the two of you is much stronger than me, so I am really uncomfortable. Because I really like Sasha!" Zhao Dabao said, and suddenly, two bean-sized tears rolled down.