197, The Devil and the Blind Girl 2
readx;?“ I see, can I leave again tomorrow?" Fan Chen pleaded, he longed to touch Xi Yao, he longed to see her up close. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"No, you can't. Xi Yao knew that if he stayed for one day, he would want to stay for three days, and if he stayed for three days, he wouldn't want to leave again. Xi Yao said in her heart: When I went against my own will and pushed you away with my own hands and pushed others away, you don't know how much I regret it, but I had to do it again.
"Then can I leave later?"
"You're going to have to get an inch. ”
"I won't. ”
"If not, why are you still here?"
"I don't know. ”
"When did you become so serious about playing tricks? When you don't want to answer, say you don't know, you know it, you just don't want to admit it. ”
"Xi Yao, I still think you'll be cold," when Fan Chen didn't want to continue a topic, he would think bizarrely, but he was never outrageous, always focusing on the central idea, and said, "Let me accompany you, otherwise you will freeze." Fan Chen said and picked up Xi Yao, and Gu Zi entered the house.
Xi Yao felt a little defeated and asked, "You didn't listen to me after I said so much?"
"I listened, I would leave, I would go to her, I would not hurt her, I would tell her that I loved her. Fan Chen didn't have amnesia, he still remembered how he ran away with anger, just because he refused to say that he loved her.
Xi Yao's heart shook suddenly, and she was deeply stabbed by the last three words of Fan Chen. But Xi Yao didn't know that Fan Chen was just for her wishes.
I love you, three words, Fan Chen is difficult to say to Xi Yao, because he will feel shy, and it is difficult to say to Ying, because he feels very disobedient, and his heart is entangled in Xi Yao's name, and he can't say it to anyone except her.
"Xi Yao, you seem to mind a lot, otherwise, let's elope. ”
"Huh?!"
"You know, I can't do it, I can't kill Ying, but I can kill Ablaze. ”
"No, what does this have to do with Ablaze?"
"Ya Chi ......" Fan Chen repeated the name, thoughtfully, not facing Xi Yao's doubts at all, he put Xi Yao on the bed, and said, "I came here two years ago, you seem to have taken the wrong medicine, you and Ya Chi ......"
"Shut up!" Xi Yao wanted to cover Fan Chen's mouth, but she couldn't see it and pounced, she remembered the incident, something unspeakable. She couldn't remember exactly what had happened, but her heart was stirring enough to shame her for the rest of her life. She didn't have the extra heart to pay attention to how Fan Chen would know.
"Xi Yao, I mind, what should I do?" This matter has been brewing in Fan Chen's heart for two years, and the old wine has been brewed into old vinegar.
"Forget it, ignore it!" Xi Yao shouted, she didn't know if she had anything to do with Ya Chi, and she didn't mention it, and she wasn't too embarrassed to ask.
Fan Chen followed what Xi Yao said not long ago, and extended, "You can't ignore it, the unhappy factor will take root in your heart and grow rapidly." ”
Xi Yao was so embarrassed that she wanted to cry without tears, and asked, "Then what do you want?"
"...... Him"
"Ahh
"Xi Yao, you have a cold. "Fan Chen was still thinking about it a second ago, it is better to let Ya Chi die without a complete corpse, or let Ya Chi break the corpse into ten thousand pieces.
"Dusty ......"
"I don't do anything. ”
"Why don't you take off my clothes if you don't do anything?!"
"It's too much of a hindrance. ”
"What's in the way?!What's in the way?"
"It's in the way of my eyes. ”
......
Whether it should have happened or not, it has already happened anyway. Fan Chen pulled the quilt and wrapped it around Xi Yao, she always felt that she was a lover who couldn't see the light, "Fan Chen......"
"I know, when you fall asleep, I'll go. Fan Chen said rationally.
"Hmm......" Xi Yao responded, indescribable, very conflicted, wanting him to go, but not wanting him to leave.
"Don't come later, when I beg you. Xi Yao said and closed her eyes, although it made no difference whether the curtains were closed or not, but at least at this moment, it would let the person in front of her get a signal that she was sleeping, so that he could leave with peace of mind.
After Xi Yao fell asleep, Fan Chen got up and left.
When Fan Chen found the Ying, the rain had stopped, she was wet, sitting on the trunk of a tree, condescending, staring at Fan Chen for a long time, just like the scene of Yingqi High School, the sadness emanating from her body was enough to infect Fan Chen, catalyze the guilt in her heart, and grow rapidly.
Fan Chen was about to say something to Ying, but his face suddenly changed and he left in a hurry.
"Tick, tick, tick......" The rainwater accumulated on the eaves fell one by one. The sky above the secluded courtyard, filled with the smell of blood, dispersed in all directions. The planks in the hallway and the thresholds that connected the room were soaked with bright red blood.
The dust rushed into the room, and the puddles of uncoagulated blood on the floor were shocking. There was a wolf standing in front of the bed, covered in wounds, blood dripping, but still maintaining a fighting posture, blood-red pupils, staring at the tiger.
Behind the wolf, a blood-stained arm could be seen on the edge of the bed.
"Xi Yao, Xi Yao......"
Fan Chen walked to the side of the bed, the quilt wrapped around Xi Yao's body had been scattered, stained red with blood, and the bed board and wall were splashed with blood everywhere.
"Xi Yao, Xi Yao, Xi Yao......" Fan Chen carefully held up the girl on the bed, calling her name, her soft body, like a bubble illusion, as if it would burst as soon as she exerted force, "Xi Yao, you wake up, Xi Yao, you open your eyes, Xi Yao ......"
The big-tailed wolf is not lazy, it just knows what it has to do, it knows what to distinguish between friend and foe, it knows when she needs it, it's just too many accidents that even people can't predict, let alone a wolf, but at least it's done its best.
"Do you want to hear the story of a devil and a blind girl?"
"The devil has a wish, and because he has not been able to fulfill it, and the more unhappy he is, the more unattainable that wish becomes, and the blind girl also has a wish, and it is easy to fulfill, so that her wish becomes not a wish, but it is not for her. ”
"I hope the devil can be happy. ”
These words were Xi Yao's last confession, did he really listen to it? Can he really understand her mind? Over the years, back and forth, intermittently, she confessed to him countless times, but every time it was sincere, she seriously conveyed her heart to him, not to ask him for love, but to increase her own happiness, she felt that it was a kind of happiness to be able to love him.
"I really like you, and I swear I don't lie to you! So even after I know about it, I want to be by your side as much as possible. ”
"When I found out that I liked you, you left me, you became so indifferent, you didn't even look at me, I watched you go away, I didn't look back, and I felt like the whole world was collapsing. ”
"I study hard, I keep working, I keep myself busy, only then I don't have time to calm down, because as soon as I calm down, I miss you, I miss you completely uncontrollably. ”
"I know I'm crazy, I like you, I really like you, but I won't force you, even if you don't like me, I won't mind, I won't blame you, it really doesn't matter, I'm fine. ”
"I'm sad, really sad, not because you like Mu Zhining, but because you deprived me of my right to like you. ”
"You don't know how much I like you, you don't know, I feel happy when I look at you like this. ”
"I'm very happy to be able to experience the campus time with you, I'm very happy to be in class with you, I'm very happy to be in the same school with you, I'm very happy to be in the same classroom with you, I can see you when I turn my head, and I'm very happy because your existence makes up for my lost youth. ”
"Fanchen, I like you, I really like you, you can dislike me, but I still like you very much, I can't see you, I will be flustered and uneasy. ”
"I don't want your promise and your approval, you just need to give me a corner where I can see you, even if I look at you from afar, I am satisfied, Fan Chen, I like you, I really like you. ”
"Can't you see me who likes you so much, why don't you like me?"
"If I want to be with Ablaze and grow old hand in hand with him, then why do I have to follow you all day?!"
"You don't know how much I value the time I can see you, how can you say that about me? How can you question me like that? I laugh so much every day because I'm really happy, don't you feel how much I like you?!"
"Do you know why the moon only revolves around the earth, because one is you and the other is me, so I only revolve around you. ”
......
Xi Yao is really an unyielding and super-thick-skinned person, even if she confesses to Fan Chen ten thousand times, she will not be too much, because every time she confesses, she feels that her happiness is soaring.
Collapsed Fan Chen, his hands trembled involuntarily, he hugged Xi Yao, looked at her motionless body, her bloodless face, as if asking, Fan Chen, did you hear it?
Not long after Fan Chen left, it was only a rainy day, but such a earth-shaking thing happened. Before he left, Xi Yao was still sleeping soundly, and she seemed to have a very good dream, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, immersed in a sweet dream.
"Why? Why did you do such a thing? Why did you kill her?" Fan Chen didn't understand, he couldn't figure it out.
Yes, why did Ying kill Xi Yao? She has already given in, she chooses to fulfill them, she has been bearing it alone, hiding in this remote place, digesting the lovesickness and distress of love by herself, no matter how strong the water of suffering, she swallows it hard, she loves him silently in her humble way.
She was very quiet and well-behaved, she didn't rely on the curse of her love on her heart and provoke her, she just hid in a corner, guarded her humble wishes, insisted on her concept of love, and enshrined the faith of her love, she didn't bother them!
Fan Chen's sudden intrusion today, tugging at Xi Yao's heartstrings, maybe it was her prayer for the return of love, he didn't completely abandon her, she felt that he still loved her deeply, and she felt very happy. Perhaps such a short period of happiness is enough, enough for her to support the last half year, enough for her to miss and review her love.
When she understood his intentions, he was so attached to her that he didn't want to leave, and he would never refuse again, but she issued eviction orders again and again.
It's not that she's open-minded and fulfills another woman, she just hopes that the devil she loves can be free from trouble, not eroded by guilt, not forced by choices, everything, she just wants him to be happy.