Chapter 092: Unwillingness
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Lu Yingquan's mind remembered the days when she and Yun Yao were struggling in the Yeting Palace, so many open guns and hidden arrows had been dodged, but the danger of the inner palace was more hidden than in the Yeting Palace. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
In the past, she knew who her enemy was, but now she didn't even know who was trying to kill her.
A catastrophe made her what she is now.
Lu Yingquan's hand was holding a jasper hairpin, which Shen Ze had given her before, the more she thought about it, the more unwilling she felt, a huge grievance spread out from her heart, and her hand involuntarily forced, and she actually broke the jasper hairpin.
The sharp jade stone cut through the palm of her hand, and the bright red blood dripped down her fingers, and I don't know if it was because of the pain or what, she trembled all over, and the emotions that she couldn't contain poured out, and finally she squatted on the ground and cried.
But Lu Yingquan didn't dare to cry too loudly, for fear of attracting the attention of others, after all, she was no longer the fourth rank of Changming Palace, but just a second-class palace maid, and she couldn't be ashamed anymore.
Yun Yao stood silently at the door, taking in all of Lu Yingquan's movements, looking at Lu Yingquan's unwillingness and pain, forbearance and sadness, her heart involuntarily hurt.
If it weren't for fate for her to meet Yingquan in the Yeting Palace, she might have been just a criminal slave in the Langyue Pavilion until now, and she could only spend the rest of her life in a dark place, how could she be so glamorous?
And this girl who brought her faith and belief was tortured like this by this ruthless court.
A tear was left from the corner of Yun Yao's eyes, she walked in silently, walked to Lu Yingquan's side, slowly squatted down, and then stretched out her arms and gently hugged Yingquan, giving her silent safety.
Feeling that someone was hugging him, Lu Yingquan suddenly looked up, saw Yun Yao on the side, couldn't help it anymore, and directly hugged Yun Yao and cried.
"Yun Yao...... I was wrong, I shouldn't have disobeyed you, I shouldn't trust others, no one in this palace can trust you except you......"
Lu Yingquan's choked voice resounded in Yun Yao's ears, as if she regretted it, and it seemed like she realized it, as if after she was robbed, her whole person had become a little different.
"Yingquan, don't cry, it will make those who calculate you laugh. Yun Yao whispered.
She can only comfort Lu Yingquan like this, because she knows that Lu Yingquan is not the kind of person who is easy to defeat, her current sadness and sadness are temporary, as long as she recovers, she will rekindle her fighting spirit.
Sure enough, hearing Yun Yao's words, Lu Yingquan sobbed a few times, let go of Yun Yao, and then asked, "Yun Yao, can't I have children in the future?"
Yun Yao listened to Yingquan's words, just sighed, and then grabbed Yingquan's wrist and gave her a pulse.
After a long time, I only heard Yun Yao say: "Yingquan, don't be discouraged, you just have a relatively low chance of getting pregnant, not hopeless." What's more, you still have me, I will definitely do my best to heal you with all my life. ”
When Lu Yingquan heard Yun Yao's answer, a glimmer of hope sparked in his heart. As long as it is not completely impossible, even if there is only one in ten thousand hopes, she will not give up. What's more, she believed that Yun Yao would help her.
"Yun Yao, you must help me, okay? I don't want to be trapped in this palace for the rest of my life, nor do I want to be a woman with an incomplete life, the only person I can rely on now is you. Lu Yingquan grabbed Yun Yao's hand and prayed.
"Don't worry, I won't let you go. Yun Yao nodded firmly, "What's more, there are also the emperor and the queen, they will also help us." ”
"Hehe, the emperor ......" Lu Yingquan couldn't help sneering twice when he heard these two words, "If he really has a heart, he won't let me be taken away by the Queen Mother, until now, he hasn't even asked a word of concern, even if he asks Grandpa Luo to come over and take a look!"
"Yingquan, do you know that the emperor also has the emperor's difficulties? It's not that he doesn't want to save you, but he can't save you. Yun Yao said, "Last night, if he begged for half a sentence for you, with the suspicion of the Queen Mother, he would definitely suspect that you had already betrayed, and you couldn't even save your life, so why would you still be here?"
"But ......" Lu Yingquan still had some bad feelings in his heart.
"You should know the truth of the tree's big move, you and Xu Meiren are close, and they are already eye-catching, if the emperor confronts the queen mother for you again, won't it push you to the forefront even more?" Yun Yao analyzed, "How did the rumors of the palace maid come about? It may be because the emperor is too good to you on weekdays, and other people are blushing, so they want to calculate you." ”
"I understand what you say, but I'm still unwilling. Lu Yingquan said, "Why, I originally thought that I was afraid that if I reached the position of Shangyi in front of the emperor, I would be able to get rid of the previous life-and-death chess games that were not controlled by me, but in the end, I still couldn't escape the calculations of others." Can we just be fish on someone else's board forever and be slaughtered?"
"To put it mildly, only by standing at the highest level of power and controlling the life and death of others can you prevent others from controlling your life and death. Yun Yao was also deeply helpless when she said this, "But now, you and I are both humble people, and our lives are like ants, and a random killing move in this palace can make us die without a place to bury." ”
"No......" Lu Yingquan shook his head, "Yun Yao, do you remember Aunt Yuehe, do you remember what you said to me when we brought her down?"
"What?" Yun Yao felt a little uneasy in her heart, but she said so many words at the beginning, and she didn't know which sentence Lu Yingquan was referring to.
"You said that the best defense is offense. In order to prevent Aunt Yuehe from attacking us again and again, bringing down Aunt Yuehe is the most direct and effective way. You said that whether it is Xiangqin or Wenxia, Bishui or Ninglan, they are just minions in the hands of Aunt Yuehe, and they may be others without them. You said we can't sit still. Lu Yingquan took out all the words that Yun Yao had said before, word by word.
Yun Yao looked at Lu Yingquan's solemn face, and her heart gradually sank, as if she had thought of something.
"You...... What do you want to do?" Yun Yao's voice trembled a little, even though she had expected it, but she was afraid of saying something shocking from Lu Yingquan's mouth.
"I want revenge. Lu Yingquan said, "I can't let go of the people who hurt me, if I blindly forbear, it will only make them gain an inch." The battle in this palace had nothing to do with me, but if they wanted to hurt me, then I couldn't be ......."
"But the Queen Mother's side ......" Yun Yao worried.
"I can't do that much. Lu Yingquan's tone was very resolute, "After this incident, I have seen it very clearly, we are all chess pieces in the hands of the Queen Mother, she wants us to die in the third watch, and we dare not stay until the fifth watch." But why should I listen to her? Even if I don't give up this life, I have to fight for myself once. ”
Yun Yao knew that this was not Lu Yingquan's impulsive words, but a decision after careful consideration, because she saw a desperate decision in Lu Yingquan's eyes. So she knew that she couldn't persuade Lu Yingquan.
Perhaps, the low-key forbearance she usually believes in is really not applicable, this inner palace is a place where there is no distinction between right and wrong, it does not mean that whoever is innocent can live well. No matter how innocent people are, they will become victims of other people's struggles.
Therefore, Lu Yingquan wanted to fight for himself vigorously before he was killed. Since the Queen Mother wants to balance the harem, then she has to stir up the restlessness of the entire harem.
"What do you want to do?" Yun Yao couldn't persuade her, so she could only help Yingquan, because she couldn't watch Yingquan fight alone.
"Yun Yao, I know you're smart, can you help me find out about this? I want to know who is behind the scenes. Lu Yingquan's eyes were full of expectation, and he only hoped that Yun Yao would agree.
"Good. Yun Yao nodded without hesitation and agreed, "But you also have to promise me one thing, before you find out, you must take good care of your body and not be impulsive." Even if you find out, you have to think of a foolproof way, I don't want you to put your life into it in order to take revenge. ”
"Don't worry, I always remember your words, as long as you live, you will have a chance. Lu Yingquan nodded solemnly.
She will trust and choose to believe Yun Yao, this is a big gamble, she bets that Yun Yao will not betray the sisterhood between them, and will not tell anyone about this matter.
"From today onwards, I will prescribe a tonic prescription for you according to your physique. Yun Yao said, "There are still a lot of precious medical books hidden over there, and I have to find a way to treat you." ”
"Thank you, Yun Yao. Lu Yingquan thanked him gratefully.
"You've helped me so much since you entered the Inner Palace, and it's my turn to help you this time. Yun Yao said, "Get up first, I'll help you pack your things, send you to your new place of residence, and then tell me what happened last night." ”
Lu Yingquan nodded, let Yun Yao help herself up, silently packed up her things, left those who didn't belong to her in this room, only brought a small amount of softness, and walked towards the more remote second-class palace maid's courtyard.
Walking through the overlapping corridors, the scene is so familiar.
Thinking of the heavy snowy day last winter, Lu Yingquan helped Yun Yao back from the snow step by step, and at that time, Yingquan was like a fairy in the sky in Yun Yao's eyes.
After nearly a year, the scene has reappeared, but the two have changed identities. Yun Yao helped Lu Yingquan and walked step by step, walking very slowly, accommodating Yingquan's newly damaged body and lack of qi and blood.
The two of them just supported each other like this, from Langyue Pavilion to Yeting Palace, from Yeting Palace to the Inner Palace, and to the present.
This bottomless court, but I don't know how long they can go hand in hand.
"Lord Lu, what's wrong with you, how did you get like this?" At this moment, a familiar voice sounded, and his tone seemed to be full of worry.
The two looked ahead, but saw Furong running towards Lu Yingquan with a worried face, and naturally walked to the other side, helped Yingquan, and continued to walk forward.