Chapter Fifty-Nine: Ten Years of One Dream

Only a few steps away from the black giant's neck, the tired Kerr stopped a little helplessly. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

This is the Ghost Realm, a place where everything that can be decided by fantasy. Kerr found that no matter how much he ran, he still couldn't reach the place that seemed so close. I don't know at what point it was, but there were no companions around or the crowd fighting the writhing giants.

...... Coming back to his senses, Kerr began to walk down. After walking for a while, the boy stopped his heavy footsteps again. In this chaotic space, Kerr felt that he could not even look at the boundary of this giant, as if the giant had become heaven and earth, vast and quiet. In this realm determined by fantasy and spirit, the conflict between the soul and the material is thoroughly mixed......

Kerr looked up and sat down as if he could no longer walk. Almost half an hour had passed since he had spoken to his other self, and it seemed like half a century.

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This is the Ghost Realm, a place where anything is possible....... Thoughts and emotions collide and rub together here, creating countless impossibilities. In the face of the power of ghosts, no one can maintain true peace on the surface and on the inside. And the fear that breeds is the most beautiful flower. Here, people fantasize that it is invincible...... So...... It's invincible. Here, people fantasize that it is tall and incomparable, so ...... It's just tall and incomparable. It's like now, almost beyond everything in its massiveness.

Here, our fear of the enemy is the sweetest delicacy of the enemy.

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Kerr was a little tired, and he sat down in the world that had calmed down at some point, wanting to rest for a while. And then, one tear, two drops...... Three drops ...... Slowly slid down the boy's cheeks. What is this? Kerr suddenly felt a little bored, or a little bored....... In conversation with the other self, the ordinary mother who has died, the Baphomet in the old man's mouth just now, is like a key, breaking the "warmth" of his heart.

As if caught in a strange circle, Kerr sat on the ground, looking at the monotonous scenery around him with some confusion,...... It's darker than the outside, and it's more barren than the outside. However, it is here that Kerr has such an unprecedented peace of mind.

Kerr, who didn't know what was going on or what he had done wrong, felt that what had happened in the past few days was more complicated than what he had experienced in the past eighteen years. Kerr, who sat on the skin of the giant, held the scythe in his hand in his arms, and formed himself in a circle with his arms, and suddenly cried out loud like a wounded little beast. No more smiling, no more pretending to be strong. This time, in a place invisible to all people, in the invisible warm embrace around him, Kerr no longer faced his fate with a mask and inferiority as if he didn't know what he was doing before. It was as if all the disguises had been torn apart in an instant, and this time Kerr cried, and it was the first time in a teenager from the age of eight to the present that he cried bitterly.

Because the boy found that from childhood to adulthood, he didn't even know it until now...... What kind of person you are? Is it harsh, or zealous, or cold-blooded...... , he didn't know anything, and Kerr had never thought about it before. Now, he wanted to remember, but he didn't know if it was the choice he really wanted...... , Kerr, who had let go of everything, suddenly remembered the words of the purple-eyed young man just now, "You are me, but I ...... It's just a choice you make. ”。 As if inspired by some kind of suggestion, the boy began to recall his past life.

...... Smiling and sending worthless people to death in order to save more lives. Execute friends who fled out of fear to strengthen the people's resolve to defeat foreign enemies. Push your demon-infected friends into a trap to avoid even more tragic tragedies. ...... Is this me?...... I'm a bastard, Kerr hugged himself tightly with his arms, as if trying to hug the warmth that was growing by his side. I wonder when someone always called him a femme fatale......

Why was I so resolute and ...... at the beginning? What about being afraid? The teenager, who didn't even know what he was thinking, suddenly felt that it was his own life, but it was like a dream, and he had spent ten years. What he was doing, what he was thinking, as if there was his shadow in all his experiences, but not his heart.

Quell, who had stopped his tears, felt better, and the expression on his face began to become more vivid,...... More sadness. It was as if something was really going to leave his body and bring him real freedom. A little stiffly frowned, tried to make a hearty laugh, and then, with the robe that had been torn a few days ago, vigorously wiped the tears that were still hanging on his face. He is already an adult, how can he still let people see his embarrassed appearance.

A layer of black mist like a thin veil suddenly and slowly floated out of the boy's body, and these invisible beings continued to hissed angrily as if they were alive, but they still couldn't escape the man's bland palm.

Kerr was not at all surprised by the sudden appearance. Just asked tentatively, "Eleo?"

"Your demon infestation has been cured by me. The plain but unremarkable voice suddenly resounded throughout the space.

"Thank you. But why ......"

"I only have a few minutes left, please listen patiently. "It's still the same answer that the donkey's lips don't match the horse's mouth.

"......" Kerr sensed through the horns wrapped around his head that he had stopped squeaking - this was just a projection of a soul's set will. The young man was a little curious to see what changes he had made, but he found that there was no change except that he felt more relaxed than before.

"Although your demon spirit infection is severe, it seems to be blocked by the accessories on your chest, and it is only floating on the surface, which is not difficult. Eleo, who looked like an uncle, whispered. But it's still a "disease" that only I can treat. So, I hope you can return the favor to me. Please don't ask why, it's because I don't know how to trust you. ”

As he spoke, Eleo slowly pulled out a milky white soul curled up into a ball from his body. Kerr was a little surprised, there were not many spirit creatures that could still maintain themselves in such a crazy tide of demons. Even a human like him, who has a container for it, still feels like a dream. Whether he has been himself or not in the past ten years, what has the "demon spirit infection" brought to him in the past ten years, and how many mistakes have he made in the past ten years. Everything that happened suddenly made Kerr, who had gone through many ups and downs, feel unacceptable and incomprehensible for a while. The young man, who had been a little confused until now, suddenly realized how could such a pure soul still exist in this world.

"She's my daughter. That's what kept me alive when I came here 10 years ago in a state of confusion. I hope...... I beg you to be able to take care of her. ”

Looking at Eleo, whose figure is becoming more and more blurred, and the space around him that is gradually becoming agitated. Kerr solemnly took the soul in his hand, and the fragments that came with it, and watched him disappear into the wind.

"How do you know, I'm an accessory!How do you take it off!" Kerr, who suddenly reacted, shouted at Eleo, who was disappearing rapidly, but only saw the dashing back left by an ordinary uncle.

"Boom!"

After a loud bang, Kerr clearly felt the last vestiges of Areo's sanity...... Suicide!

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