Since moving to the villa, although our home has been cleaning from time to time, it has been a long time since we have been back.

Although it was not as luxurious as a villa, it carried the first few years of Yanyan and me.

"So let's go home now?" Yeon-yeon said with some impatience.

After a moment's thought, "Why don't we go to my adoptive mother first?" I proposed.

Hearing me say this, the smile on Yeonyan's face froze a little, but she still said, "Okay then." Saying that, Yanyan started the car and returned to her original childhood, and the lowliness of the past still seemed to be flashing in front of her.

At the entrance of the community, Yanyan stopped the car, and the two of us leaned on the car to look inside. Everything inside doesn't seem to have changed, and it's the same as we used to live here.

It's just that there are two lowly and helpless children missing, and they are no longer visible.

Yeon-yeon looked at it with some complication, and I heard a low sigh from her mouth, and I knew that her mood must be very complicated at this moment, because even I was like this, let alone her?

After all this time, I thought I would be relieved, but when I came back here, my heart still couldn't help but feel heavy.

Lighting a cigarette, I walked slowly inside, Yeon-yeon followed me, her eyes couldn't help but look around.

Walking to the big tree next to me, I couldn't help but reach out and touch it, the autumn wind fluttered in the sky, and the fallen leaves swirled down from my head.

I couldn't help but smile when I thought of it, there was no resentment on my face, no more unwillingness and helplessness, and some were just a memory of the past.

Not far away, there was the laughter of a child, mixed with the caring voice of an adult in his family: "Son, don't run too fast, don't fall." Looking sideways, I saw a couple standing side by side, their eyes looking down at the four or five-year-old child in front of them at the same time. The kid giggled and ran around a little awkwardly before running back in front of the two men. The man picked up the child at once, held it high above his head, and the sound of reassuring laughter paved the world with the gloom that was about to disperse.

"It's Wang Qiang. Yeon-yeon said with some complications.

I nodded, took two puffs of my cigarette, and just watched them quietly. I couldn't help but flash a picture of the past, which was Wang Qiang playing with the children in our community. Yeon-yeon and I leaned under the tree and watched them with some longing, and we wanted to go over and play with them, but we didn't dare. There was once a time when Yeon-yeon said weakly, 'Brother, can you take me to play'. Yanyan was pushed to the ground by Wang Qiang, and the children began to come up and laugh non-stop, little wild seed, little cheap seed......

It seems that they can get a lot of fun and satisfaction from playing tricks on me and Yeon-yeon. None of the children in the community want to play with me and Yanyan in everything, because we are cheap and wild in their eyes. Even if sometimes they are kind enough to take us to play, they are just playing tricks on us......

After watching these children laughing and playing for a long time, Yanyan and I could only walk away silently with our heads down.

Human lives are different, and Yanyan and I know that our lives are cheap.

While they were eating sugar gourds in their new clothes, Yanyan and I could only kneel on the side of the road, letting them laugh and ridicule constantly.

That's how Yanyan and I came over for so many years.

But fortunately, with each other's company, even in the silence and cold despair, you can feel the temperature on each other's bodies, and you won't be lonely and helpless.

Reaching out and squeezing Yanyan's hand, she looked at me and smiled: "Brother, do you remember? At that time, you were urinated on you by Wang Qiang and a few of them?" she said a little mischievously.

Before the advance, I couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, took a puff of cigarette, and then said, "I forgot." I said stiffly.

"I don't believe it?" Yanyan said with a smile: "I still remember one time, you secretly sold me a few pieces of candy, but when we came back, we met Wang Qiang and Zhang Peng, they opened the package and threw those pieces of candy in the muddy water, you cried and begged for nothing, and they laughed at us." After they were gone, you went over and picked up the pieces of candy and put them in your mouth, melting the muddy outside in your mouth, while you spit out the clean ones for me to eat. She raised her head and looked at me gently, "At that time, you also said to me, Yanyan, you can eat." It's not dirty. Her voice trembled a little, and her eyes were gentle as if they were the spring water of the blue waves, reflecting my shadow, the past and the present seemed to appear in her eyes at the same time.

The smoke in my mouth turned a little bitter, and I sighed and didn't speak. The scene at that time still seems to be flickering in front of my eyes.

It's as if I've never changed, I'm still the same teenager. It was as if I had never stayed here, and everything was like a dream.

Dreams seem to alternate with reality, and I can't tell whether it's a dream or a dream.

Maybe the past belongs to the eternity that was shattered when you wake up. When we look back, only the broken fragments of the dream echo in our minds.

I put my arm around Yeon-yeon's shoulders and just stood under the familiar tree, looking around, and talking about the past. The two hearts, which had already blended together, were closer together through the fragments of the previous dreams.

Wang Qiang casually looked at the two of us, frowned slightly, a trace of confusion flashed in his eyes, he put the child in his wife's arms, and walked towards the two of us: "You two are?"

It's been a long time since I've seen each other, and the appearance of Yanyan and I has changed a lot. Although there are still a few traces on the face, I believe that Wang Qiang can no longer identify the original us through those few traces.

"We've met, right?" said Wang Qiang, somewhat uncertainly.

I put my arm around Yanyan's shoulder and took a step forward, and I smiled at each other and smiled, and I stretched out my hand, "Hello, Wang Qiang." ”

Wang Qiang's eyes kept looking at the two of us, and he stretched out his hand as if mechanically and shook it with me: "Hello, hello." ”

"Don't you know the two of us?" Yeon-yeon said with a chuckle. How many years ago, everything has long been hidden behind the time with the flowing time, and all you can see now is the figure that floats and sinks in time, and it is still drifting away.

Wang Qiang stared at us for a moment and shook his head, "I really don't recognize it." ”

"Little, little wild seed. Yanyan opened her mouth with difficulty and said bitterly: "So you should know, right?"