readx;? No one thought that the owner of this notebook, Rist Constance, would be Nicole's father. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info In other words, Nicole is not surnamed Catherine, but should be called Nicole Constance.

Nicole wiped the tears from her eyes and smiled reluctantly, "I'm sorry, I'm a little out of shape." ”

Ian and Dennis certainly don't blame her for anything. In fact, she is strong enough, and as a girl, it is not easy to grow up without a father. But as Nicole recounts the past, the two realize that she is actually more difficult than they imagined.

"I always thought he was alive. Nicole's slender fingers rubbed lightly on the title page of the note, as if caressing her father's face, "Who knew he was dead? ”

Dennis pulled a handkerchief out of his pocket and handed it to Nicole.

Nicole didn't immediately take Dennis's handkerchief, but looked him in the eye and whispered, "The handkerchief is a personal item." ”

"I know. Dennis said calmly, "I just wanted to give it to you." ”

Nicole hesitated, but took Dennis's handkerchief and held it in her hand. She looked at the red corners of the handkerchief peeking out of her hand, and her eyes were full of memories.

"I live in a very ordinary, ordinary village in the south. Nicole began to tell everyone about her past, "At that time, my family was quite famous in the village, because my grandfather was a merchant in the hall, and my father was a hunter in the hall. Although they are away from home all year round, every time they go home, they are warmly welcomed by the villagers. Actually, the people in the village didn't quite understand what the hall was, but they just thought it was amazing, because every time my grandfather and father went back to the village, they had a lot of gold coins in their pockets. ”

"They respected my grandfather and father, so they were very kind to me and my mother. My mother's name is Catherine Tina, and she is a very simple woman who loves me very much. Like everyone in the village, she only knew that her father was a hunter, and that the hunters were a group of people who hunted hares and pheasants, because she did not know what a dragon was. Nicole shook her head slowly, "Actually, for a long time I didn't know what a dragon was or what the hall represented, so I couldn't understand why my father would go out for months every time. ”

"Even though he couldn't be with me all the time, I loved him very much and loved him as much as my mother did. It's just that he doesn't love me, no, and shouldn't say that, in fact, he always wanted me to be a boy, and if I were a boy, he could teach me a lot, that's what he said most often. ”

"At that time, I was not convinced, thinking that what a boy can do, a girl can do. I was able to climb trees and catch rabbits with the boys in the village, so I didn't think it was a big deal. Nicole's voice grew softer, and Ian noticed that her eyes were moist again, "But then I learned that women can't be as ruthless as men." This man, my father, left home when my mother was seriously ill and never returned."

Nicole's words were filled with resentment, and anyone could hear it. Ian finally understands why Nicole has been reluctant to mention her father, and why she has changed her surname to her mother's name instead of inheriting her father's surname.

"I hate him, I really hate him. Nicole lowered her head slightly, not letting Ian and Dennis see the water in the corners of her eyes, but as soon as she looked down, tears slipped out of her eyes and dripped onto her thighs.

"My mother was still saying his name until she left, telling me not to blame him. But I couldn't, and after my mother left, I prepared a hunting knife at home, and I was going to give him a knife when he returned. It's just that I didn't have a chance to stab him again after all, it turned out that he was dead. ”

Nicole clenched the handkerchief in her fist tightly, her shoulders shaking desperately.

Ian didn't know what to say, and was a little at a loss. I thought to myself, should I go up and pat her on the head, pinch her face, hold her in my arms, and tell her that it was all over, as I did to comfort the Messiah?

Just as he was hesitating, Dennis stepped forward. He walked up to Nicole, reached out his hand, and took Nicole's fist. Then he gently took the handkerchief out of Nicole's hand, and then, under Nicole's dull eyes, wiped away her tears with the handkerchief little by little.

"Actually, you're mistaken. Dennis's royal blue eyes stared at Nicole, "You have a good mother and a good father. Your father was a warrior who died at the hands of Nathan, the Wind King, not because he abandoned you and your mother. I think he just chose everyone among the small family and everyone. ”

Nicole was stunned.

Ian sighed softly, then slowly got up, grabbed Green, who was watching with relish, and walked out of the room. As he closed the door, he saw that Dennis was gently holding Nicole in his arms, just as he had done to the Messiah.

"Such a beautiful girl, you didn't even go on. ”

As soon as he left the room, Green shook his head: "This doesn't suit your style." ”

"you. Ian scolded, "Can't you just say a little good thing out of your mouth, and don't look at the atmosphere now." ”

"What an atmosphere. Green twisted his neck, looking indifferent, "I'm not going to feel sorry for the dead. ”

Ian sneered, "yes, so you killed those people just because you didn't like them." ”

Green was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke: "Your words are really to the point. ”

"It's not that simple to leave this world alone. Ian whispered, "He still has a lot of bonds, and as long as there are bonds, he won't really die." If everyone forgets him, then he is truly gone. ”

"Tut-tut, it's still fetters. It's really disgusting to have this kind of word coming out of your mouth. Green rolled up his sleeves, "Look, I'm getting goosebumps." ”

Ian didn't bother to look at the goosebumps on his fat meat, and just casually said, "This is what Tim guy told me, didn't he always want to be a writer." ”

"Come on, it's even more unlikely that he'll say anything like that, I'd rather believe it's you. Green shook his head, "He's like a pork seller, with joys and sorrows written on his face, but you're different, you're so uncomfortable that you want to die, and you have to pretend that nothing happens." ”

"When am I going to die of pain? ”

"You should really look at your own face. Green sneered, "You have it all over your face, and I'm so sad that I'm going to cry." It's just that ordinary people can't see it, don't refute it, you dare to say that you don't have anything to do now?"

Ian wanted to say I dare, but he couldn't open his mouth. When he remembered what the Messiah said to him at the end, the justification that came to his lips finally turned into a long sigh.

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