Han Yi's biography (7) farewell love letter
People say that April 1 is the real Valentine's Day, and how many men and women tell the truth in a joking way. Today's April Fool's Day, do you dare to confess to your lover?
In fact, youth is used to miss, time goes back to high school again, at that time, we were so immature, my love is so pure and simple, but everything is gone.
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Just now my dad heard me crying, so he asked me what was wrong, and I said I was afraid that I would not do well in the exam.
I've thought a lot about it just now, and I think I should tell you all about it.
I suddenly felt that I had been very excessive, I didn't understand before, I only knew how to lose my temper, and I only figured it out in the first ten minutes.
You just said so strangely, I was a little uncomfortable, I was afraid that you didn't like me anymore or had other opinions about me, and then I kept thinking about it, and suddenly I was very afraid of losing you, very, very afraid.
I don't know why, I feel that the whole world would be dark without you, I only knew that I liked you before, and I never felt so much.
Later, when I suddenly remembered the notebook you gave me last Christmas, I thought, I can't bring it without you... Then I hurried to find the school bag, but fortunately I found it.
I kept reminiscing about this notebook, and suddenly I felt that it was so good before, I missed the way it was then, and then I thought that I would keep this notebook for the rest of my life.
Thinking about it carefully, I used to be jealous when I looked for you every day! I think of how good you were with them in the past, and how much you liked them, I was very uncomfortable, and I especially wanted you to coax me, telling me that what you liked the most was me, and they were nothing.
Whenever you explain, my heart is much more comfortable, but I still have to show a tough look, in fact, I don't believe you at all, my vinegar tastes bad when I eat it, and the reason is that smelly and hard mouth.
I quarrel with others, anyone, any pattern is proving that I am right, even if I know that I am wrong, but I still have a hard mouth, but I am lucky, and the friends I meet are more than me, and I slowly became like this.
Sometimes what I say and what I think is really different. I always knew that you were a very good person, I believe you wouldn't be ambiguous with other girls when you were with me, although you didn't study so well, but I found that you were very kind, very responsible, and actually very qualified! Many times I can see it, and I remember it in my heart, I know these very, very well, although I am vexatious but not a person who does not know right from wrong.
I've been in love a few times, but it's not really in the real sense. That Wang Peng is my best experience, but the number of times I have met can be counted on half a hand, and I walked out a week after the breakup.
I always talk to you about those men, in fact, the psychology is similar to you, I told you before that I liked Zhang Qiang to fool you, I did like him before, but I didn't like him for a long time, I liked you earlier than you liked me, it's true, but I've always been embarrassed to say it.
I didn't have love at first sight with you, I did think you were repairing a computer when I first met you, but after seeing you a few times and taking English lessons, I was thinking, I won't like him in the future, it's too scary, it's too scary......
Then I paid special attention to you, at that time you were not interesting to me, I still Liu Yang said, there is a man I like a little, but I don't know him yet, how to talk to him, Brother Yang also taught me to ask you to borrow something, but I haven't dare, I have been entangled in the seat for a long time, I remember that I said that you have no quality, and I liked you at that time.
At that time, I thought that you had an opinion on me, which was very uncomfortable, and I was annoyed by Liu Yang all day, and he was too lazy to pay attention to me.
Then I knew Gao Zhan at that time, and I thought you didn't like me at all... It's not as good as Gao Zhan, and then I wrote the one on September 12th, in fact, Gao Zhan was good when I was angry, because I liked you but I felt that you didn't appreciate it at all!
Later, I also told Chen Dawei that I liked a man, and I started to talk about how he was cheap, and then Chen Dawei made fun of me and said that a woman said all day long that a man either likes him or hates him to death... Say I'm clearly in the former.
Later, you told me that you repeated because of a senior sister who told me this all day long, and I didn't feel very comfortable, because if I only had feelings before, I was serious at that time.
Later, the two of us became more and more acquainted with each other, and I found that there was a note, Zhang Xiaobai, who would go berserk at any time, and you had a good spatial interaction, I was thinking about who this person was, and I also told Liu Yang that I annoyed her all day long during that time.
I really don't want to listen to the emotional history you told me, I feel very uncomfortable after listening to it, but I'm curious about your past, I think it's so unfair, especially wronged, and then I'll tell you how Wei Dachun is...
Actually, I used to glance at you when I was in class, and I did the same after I was with you, but I didn't want you to find out, so I pretended to look at my watch, and by the way, I looked at you, but it seemed that you saw through it.
Then the relationship between the two of us is getting better and better, with your Baidu account, I found Zhang Xiaoqing, I thought she was your senior sister at the time, and I was depressed for a long time, just the kind that I always wanted to get along with myself.
If you don't talk to me, I'll be uncomfortable for a long time, and then I think what's wrong with this, I've been annoying Liu Yang on QQ, and then I won't be able to go directly when I see that daytime Wu Xiaobai in your space, who is that Xiaobai!
I remember discussing with Liu Yang for half an afternoon, and then you said how your senior sister was or even how she was better than me, I felt sour at the time, really uncomfortable, and a little angry, but I couldn't let you see it, so I pretended to be very indifferent, and I was holding back internal injuries in my heart.
Also, actually, every entry in that red diary is you! Do you remember when I tore it?
There are small notes you gave me in the notebook, I keep them all, and sometimes I will take pictures of them for Brother Yang to see, and then continue to pretend with you.
I haven't been happy with you and Guan Xin for a while, and then I'll match Guan Xin and you.
In fact, it's not like that at all, I see that your relationship is delicious, one is to test the two of you, and the other is to find a place to solve it, these things Liu Yang is clear.
At that time, you and Guan Xin had a good relationship, I was very unhappy, I saw that Guan Xin also had a good impression of you, I didn't know what to do, and then I wrote a diary every day, I was also very dark, I found that you had a lot of communication between classes, and then I took her to the toilet until class did not go back.
I guess I was very insecure at the time, that's why I became what I am now.
Later, I felt that you had a good impression of me, so I was very narcissistic and thought that you wouldn't like me too, and then I asked Brother Yang for analysis, and he said that it was very likely.
I'm very happy, but when I think of your senior sister, I don't feel confident, I feel that I am self-inflicted, and then you ignore me for a long time.
At that time, I wondered what was wrong with you!! I felt very uncomfortable, but I always secretly followed you, and I thought that you would definitely like me.
But you ignore me, and I'm not good at looking for you, and then I especially want to go home and you look for me, but it's very aggrieved, looking for Liu Yang to drink, and crying, and there is also a learning factor At that time, I wanted to go out to learn to paint, and made an appointment with Zhang Yulong, but I felt that I couldn't see you at the time, and you ignored me, so I thought that I couldn't see you, maybe I would feel better, and slowly forgot about you (this sentence is really disgusting,,, but I really think so).
Anyway, I didn't bother to say it later.,Roughly speaking, I found that you also seem to like it.,But I'm not sure about it.,It's a little tempting.,Later, it was confirmed.,And then together.,Otherwise, how could I agree to you so easily.。
Later with you, always unhappy, there are two things,
The first is that Zhang Yulong and Guan Xin abandoned me, I am afraid of the feeling of not having friends, but I want to embarrass you, because Yang Jian is also with you, and the second is that I found Zhang Xiaoqing QQ, and I went to her to look for abuse at the end of three days, I wouldn't say it at the time, I don't know how to tell you, and these two things are blamed for the lack of face, so I always sulk.
You're very good to me, and slowly I'm used to having you, and I'm getting more and more perverse, but I care about you in my heart, but I have to admit that I really don't know how to cherish it, I'm also very stupid and naïve, I quarrel with you when I'm uncomfortable, I don't know how to solve it, every time I quarrel with you, your comfort or coaxing me can make me sure of my existence, but I ignore your feelings, I'm sorry.
Oh my God, that's a lot of talking, but you have fun, I've never done anything like that to anyone.
I'm really too good, I've always lived in my own world, I don't know how to think from your point of view, but I really like that you care about you, I don't know how to express love.
In fact, I messed with you because I liked you too much, but I didn't know it at the time, I just felt that I was wronged.
The time I spent with you slowly forgot those feelings I had for you before......
Life is so comfortable, and you are so good to me, and gradually I can't feel how much I like you.
Actually, I liked you at the time, and then I told you that you might not be very happy. But I really think like that, if you broke up with me at that time, I guess I would have to die. said I didn't like you, but it was just that time, and it became clear after that.
I wrote that note just to think that I still like you? infidelity or something, I've never been that kind of person, as long as I'm with you for a day, there is only you in my world, I remember telling you before, if you like someone, there is only one person, and the others are ignored.
I don't know why I suddenly thought it clearly, and now I'm much calmer, I don't want to have conflicts with you, I also want to be good, I may be sensible, as long as you like me and don't change, I won't care about anything anymore, nothing is as important as you, not as important as the two of us, I really understand your place in my heart, I don't want to regret it, and I don't want to make you uncomfortable.
I'm angry mostly whining and trying to coax you, I know that although I understand this, but some little tempers probably can't come back for a while, I hope you can understand me, I'm not a passionate person by nature, but I will make you feel that I care about you, I may have learned to cherish it, I really want to be with you forever.
The relationship is maintained by two people together, sorry, I used to be too ignorant, and I always blocked you, but my feelings for you are really very simple and simple.
All I said above is sincere and frank, not a word is false, I told you before that I don't understand love, but now I may understand, I used to say that you were selfish and I was the most selfish, and I won't in the future.
I really, really like you, I don't want to leave you, it doesn't matter if you score on the test, it doesn't matter if you're in a different place, as long as you still like me, nothing can break us apart.
Ah~!It's disgusting, I can't stand myself anymore, I think of your first term, I hope you won't say that you are not worthy of me when you get up tomorrow and break up with me. Don't disgust you anymore. Good night.
Also, I've been talking to you for so long, but it's my hard work, I'm embarrassed enough, if you dare to laugh at me, I won't let it go!
I won't tell you that I'm going to cry if I think you're thinking!
Postscript:
In the end, the two people still haven't come together, and now, when they face each other, they are still unforgettable youth.
I love you and Happy Holidays!