896 Alienated lesions (3)
Qin En heard Yumemi Okazaki's heart.
Yumemi Okazaki thinks of the difficulties she suffered when she was in school from a poor background, and these problems have not been forgotten, and her ordinary background makes it difficult for her to even assert her legitimate rights.
In the face of the academic valve family that has accumulated decades or even hundreds of years of connections, her fairness is fragile, justice and morality are all things that can be manipulated, the other party just moved his fingers, Okazaki Yumemi couldn't stay in the school, and the rights defender who was originally sympathetic became a greedy villain who didn't know what to do in everyone's mouth, and almost overnight, Professor Okazaki became the person everyone shouted at and beat up, and became the person who was 'reversed'.
Especially the cultural atmosphere of Japan itself, which also made her a troublesome person who was out of step with society, and finally was dismissed from school by Yumemi Okazaki due to the pressure of public opinion.
Yumemi Okazaki dragged her luggage and stood at the door of the campus in a daze amid the gloating eyes of some people and countless rumors of broken thoughts.
The invisible man stood behind Yumemi Okazaki, looking at the enemy's past figure, and at this time she couldn't see the strength and arrogance of the future at all.
This is another important point in Yumemi Okazaki's personality transition.
Yumemi Okazaki lost her job, and the second-generation child didn't let go of Yumemi Okazaki when she left school, and arranged her story to spread to other schools, even though Yumemi Okazaki was extraordinary, she never got a job.
Some people really believe in the notoriety of Okazaki Yumemi's greedy villain, some people know the truth but are afraid of offending the academic bigwigs and pretend to be deaf and dumb, and the rest are ...... In order to curry favor with those people, he deliberately suppressed Yumemi Okazaki and humiliated him.
Sometimes just silence is an invisible pressure, and many people treat Okazaki Yumemi with more cruel and ruthless means than the student in order to get in touch with those big guys, and even find out Okazaki Yumemi's previous papers and academic achievements in the old paper, and finally criticize it for nothing, so that the magazine that could give Okazaki Yumemi extra income every month has cut off her salary, and wrote a letter to humiliate Okazaki Yumemi, who has been excluded from the circle.
In just a few months, Yumemi Okazaki has thoroughly experienced what it means to be warm and cold, as well as the most vicious side of human beings......
Yumemi Okazaki has lost her influence in the circle forever and has been banished from the outside by the circle, and the most promising rising star in the circle has been reduced to the point of wearing a puppet costume to earn a living.
Poverty is not the most terrible.
It's the scariest thing like Yumemi Okazaki.
Born in poverty, and then desperately struggled to get out of poverty, and finally achieved results, but fell to the bottom again.
Even if some people can find their normal heart or rise again after experiencing these things, but after all, it is a minority, and Yumemi Okazaki, who grew up in a poor village, would rather die outside than return to her hometown again.
She had no way out, no other choice.
Social Relationships, Network Resources, Family Background......
These things became the source of Yumemi Okazaki's hatred.
The second generation of the Gakuba family and his girlfriend are her enemies, but Yumemi Okazaki is by no means someone who has not read a book, and she clearly finds the culprit behind this blow.
To put it in a vulgar phrase: it's a matter of the system.
To put it in alarmist terms: it is the experience of human inferiority, the negative phenomenon brought about by the primitive reproductive instinct of human beings, and the shortcomings of human beings that have not changed since thousands of years ago.
Yumemi Okazaki knew who her enemies were, and her misfortune filled her with anger, not just at those people, but at everyone.
She is not willing to be ordinary, she hates human relationships, so she has been embarrassed to the point of going to work in a supermarket and did not return to the countryside, and because of this, Okazaki Yumemi is extremely repulsive to other people, so neither men nor women can get close to her, let alone a girlfriend boyfriend, not even a close friend, Okazaki Yumemi hates human relationships and networks, so in order to carry out her own thoughts, she refuses to reach a relationship with anyone other than necessary.
Colleagues say she's cold, guests think she's hypocritical, and bosses think she's arrogant...... But Yumemi Okazaki turned a deaf ear to this, and her anger sustained her not to give in, and the knowledge she had learned in the past made her still interested in this kind of research, and she rejected all social necessity relations.
"This is wrong. Qin En, who was watching Okazaki's dreamy life, said to himself.
Of course, this is wrong, no matter when, people must be cowardly, and when they should compromise, they must compromise.
In the past, Qin En still had the depressed days of working for Kazami Yuka in the sunflower shop to clean up the little monsters...... If you ask Qin En at that time, does he want to raise his eyebrows without looking at people's faces? Of course he is! Who doesn't love it? Who doesn't like it?
But that won't happen.
When she was weak, the woman Yayun Lan repeatedly slapped Qin En's face, but Qin En didn't say anything, she just played a little temper in a range and didn't dare to turn her face because of her lack of strength.
And now, Penglai Mountain Huiye and they assisted Qin En to remove the shackles that once inhibited his ability, and Qin En completely faded away from the philistine and weakness at that time, and finally accumulated a lot of money to finally have today's achievements......
Now even Yakumo Zi has to respect his own opinions, which is not only in strength, but also in morality - Qin En is alone in the outside world, repelling the elite of the Dragon God Remnant Organization, so that the monster sage has to respect himself!
Even if Yakumo Lan knew that Qin En was the kind of person who didn't have love for Gensokyo, what could she do with that kind of contribution and the shock of power?
Ya Yunlan saw that Qin En was unhappy but couldn't beat her, but instead took the initiative to show her little face and carefully test Qin En's mind and his hypocrisy and grievances - this is really ****** refreshing, every day I see her expression of eating expired stinky tofu, and my heart is refreshed.
Seriously, Okazaki Yumemi's persistence and philosophy are her own business, and some basic freedoms in modern society are still there - but it would be inappropriate if stubborn persistence interferes with others if it is still practiced.
In particular, Japanese society is a society that hates 'trouble', and in the traditional cultural atmosphere of Southeast Asia, trouble is always the most annoying type.
It's easy to fold if it's too rigid, it's easy to fold if it's too rigid.
Fortunately, Yumemi Okazaki herself is not a diehard.
As the resentment in his heart faded little by little, the former academic genius finally made a change, and Yumemi Okazaki, who was combing people one day, suddenly learned to dress up and then showed a sincere smile to everyone.
The group of people who were monitoring Yumemi Okazaki thought that Yumemi Okazaki had succumbed and had recognized the reality and was willing to be an ordinary person.
And the rest of the colleagues were surprised that this guy who was not easy to get along with was actually ...... He's a nice guy, he's simple, he's kind, he's friendly, and he's dressed up beautifully.
Did Yumemi Okazaki really forget everything?
No, of course not.
It's not like she's forgotten everything.
The fading resentment is not that the resentment is really gone, but that Yumemi Okazaki cuts off the superfluous and leaves the useful behind - turning into a gardener who carefully prunes the tree of hatred, cutting off the excess branches and leaving only the essence.
That's what really scary!
"Black cats and white cats, the one who catches a mouse is a good cat!"
Yumemi Okazaki suddenly realized that money is one of the necessary resources in today's society, and it is inseparable from the support of money to practice ideas and do everything.
In order to earn more money, it is necessary to be false and wrong.
Humans are better than animals in that they hide their emotions, and Yumemi Okazaki hides her emotions well, pretends to be integrated into society, and begins to 'integrate' into social relationships. At the same time, he shifted his attention from his own small world, began to learn financial knowledge, accumulated money and used his wisdom to invest in the financial market. In general, there are losses and wins, successes and failures, but there are more wins and fewer losses.
Use the wealth on hand to reinvest, rely on money to open the way, and forget to sleep and eat to further learn other means...... And in the process, the hatred of human social relations became deeper and deeper, and gradually she became a celebrity in several circles, a little famous, and also had friends. bought his own house and car in the capital where every inch of land is scarce, and opened a few good shops to maintain it, becoming a successful 'businessman', making money every day.
Yumemi Okazaki, who turned into a successful entrepreneur, went out to local banquets and became a high-profile star again.
Then in a certain investment, when Okazaki Mengmei went to communicate with several relevant technicians, she suddenly saw several familiar women and looked at him excitedly.
"Mengmei, you're Mengmei!"
"Do you remember me? We were in a dorm room a few years ago. ”
The three people who once betrayed Yumemi Okazaki,
"It's you. Yumemi Okazaki smiled and said, "What's going on with you?"
From their mouths, Yumemi Okazaki learned everything that happened after her expulsion.
The second generation of the Gakuba family has already married that woman, and the latter has become a famous female scientist in Japan by relying on the resources cultivated by the Gakuba family and various business exchanges with other families, and it has changed from the past.
She glorified her ancestors, but these two or five boys were regarded as a nuisance and a stain by the female scientist...... So the three of them were hit by the woman and her husband, and the despair that Yumemi Okazaki had experienced befell them.
In the end, it became to the point of counting on the capitalists to give a good face and feed a few mouthfuls of food.
"It's our fault, it was our fault in the first place, Mengmei, you forgive us. ”
The three of them sat down in front of Yumemi Okazaki, who was already completely different, and cried and begged for forgiveness at a private banquet.
Look at that.
They're like dogs.
- Three dogs wagging their tails and begging in front of her.
The former betrayer turned into a dog begging for forgiveness in front of her.
...... Her life seemed to be complete.
But, is that really the case?
"Of course, I forgive you. ”
Yumemi Okazaki still carries a flawless ...... Fake smile.
Forgive?
Fuck your fart!
My revenge, this is just the beginning!
At this time, the warning signs that Qin En sensed had almost reached a critical point.
The ultimate key to her transformation is coming soon!
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(End of chapter)