Chapter 11: Rest in Peace, Xiao Nan

In the autumn of that year, I went to Prime Minister Wang's mansion as a guest, and fate still brought me and Feng Lan together. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 infoIt's just that at this time, Feng Lan has become Prime Minister Wang's daughter, because she wrote a tragic poem that has deeply touched Prime Minister Wang's lonely heart for a long time.

Prime Minister Wang Cheng did not take Feng Lan as a concubine, he never forgot his late wife, so he accepted Feng Lan as a righteous daughter, hoping that one day, he could see Feng Lan marry and be happy all his life.

On that day, she wore a brocade blue dress and danced in the court, like a fairy transformed by a butterfly in the wind, composing the most beautiful and moving melody in the world.

Later, I became Prime Minister Wang's most proud protégé, and he shared the emperor's worries with him in the court, serving the country day and night, the days passed like this, I still did not cut off correspondence with Feng Lan after all, every time I saw her in a daze in the courtyard, but her eyes burned with hope, I knew that she believed that the person named Zhang Meng was waiting for her, waiting for one day to marry her into the family, and take care of her, take care of her, and protect her for the rest of her life.

Countless full moon nights, my pen lifted, and put down, I always extinguish the bright candle flame, do not let them drive away the faint moonlight outside the window, I enjoy the thoughts of Feng Lan, forget the soul in my heart, really do Zhang Meng, and then interpret the past bit by bit over the years, this year, I am already twenty eight, Feng Lan is three years younger than me, but I have a faint pain buried in my heart, will I find Xiao Qi in this life? How could I pretend to be two women in my heart?

I wanted to tell Feng Lan everything, but I couldn't open my mouth, her empty eyes and sad look made people feel pity, like a dream echoing in my memory, I was lost in her and Zhang Meng's world, and I couldn't extricate myself, it was a kind of pain like the earth cracking, if I belong to this life, why should I carry the memory of another life, Xiao Qi, where are you!

In May, the hillside was full of yellow flowers, but I still returned to my hometown, with the emperor's holy decree, and the glorious lintel. This trip I changed the style of my hometown and implemented a new system, so that the future of my hometown is somewhat vibrant, and at the same time, I have also removed many evils in my hometown, and I have caught the murderer who killed Xiaonan.

That autumn, I led Xiao Nan's cow, in the afternoon sunset, in front of Xiao Nan's grave, all the resentment buried in my heart for many years was released, I could finally stand in front of Xiao Nan's grave, tell him the news that the murderer was brought to justice, the little yellow flowers in the wind were quietly scattered, I seemed to hear Xiao Nan say behind me, Childe, if you don't go back, grandpa will scold.

Time has passed, and I still pay attention to any clues that may be related to Xiao Qi, but in the vast sea of people, I am driven by the wheel of fate, with sadness and longing, watching the sunset every day, but I am so helpless.

My mentor, Prime Minister Wang, wanted me to tie the knot with Feng Lan, and I saw the same helplessness as me in Feng Lan's eyes, we were both born in the wrong era, and we met at the wrong time, and I became a doll in time, disturbed by chance.

It was a cool and breezy full moon night, in the flower garden of Prime Minister Wang's mansion, I sat opposite Feng Lan, she poured me a cup of Biluochun this year, but her eyes were unprecedented empty, I haven't replied to her for a month, I want to know what would happen to her in the world without Zhang Meng, and I already know the world without Xiao Qi, every day of my empty space is like being hollowed out, and then falling into the bottomless abyss, falling all the time.

The wind blew through Feng Lan's hair, but she couldn't take away her thoughts about Zhang Meng, my heart was like a knife twisting, it was I who created Feng Lan's endless waiting and endless pain.

She asked me, Xiaobei, is there only one moon in this world? I said, yes.

She folded her hands, put them on her chest, looked at the full moon in the sky and said, No matter where you are, how far away you are from me, even if it is the edge of the sky, I will remember you, because we are looking at the same bright moon. When she said the same bright moon, I saw Feng Lan's empty eyes suddenly glow with happiness, and my heart had been shattered.

I always wonder if there is a corner of this world, Xiao Qi also looks up at the sky, looks at the bright moon from afar, and feels my thoughts about her, but when will the wheel of fate make us meet again.