Chapter 282: I can't help myself

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"The prince arrives in β€”β€”!"

As Fu Lu stood at the door and shouted in his throat, the palace people in the dormitory knelt down one after another, lowered their eyes and watched a pair of boots embroidered with silver thread slowly walk in, and said respectfully in unison: "Slaves and maids greet the prince." ”

Liu Mo walked into the main hall, and saw Shen Shengxuan sitting at the round table holding a wine jug and pouring himself a drink, his beautiful eyebrows frowned slightly, and he waved his hand to the palace people kneeling on the ground.

As the palace people retreated, he walked to Shen Shengxi's side, looked at her reddish cheeks, and was silent.

Shen Shengxian felt the presence of someone leaning over, and while raising his cheeks, he saw Liu Mo, who was frowning and silent, and smiled softly: "You have taken refuge in me again?"

Others don't know, but she knows very well, although Liu Mo seems to come to her all night long, not for pampering, but for the hope that there is a place where she can avoid right and wrong.

Even if the flower moon is full, in the face of the queen's constant pillow wind with the emperor, it is impossible for Liu Mo to continue to go to Weiyang Palace, as long as he wants to protect the flower moon, he must stay away.

The harem is such a ridiculous place, staying away doesn't mean you don't care, and being close doesn't mean it's love.

Liu Mo watched her raise the wine glass again, reached out and held her wrist, and sighed almost inaudibly: "It seems that you know everything." ”

Shen Shengxuan blinked innocently: "What if you know? What if you don't know? For me, it's better to know than not to know, like this...... At the very least, it will be less painful for a while. ”

As she spoke, she wanted to break the five fingers that Liu Mo was clenching on her wrist, but he obviously didn't use any force, but she tried a few times, but she couldn't shake that hand.

Just when she gave up on herself and wanted to take Liu Mo's hand and directly lift the wine jug, she saw Liu Mo slowly sitting opposite her, picked up the wine jug from her hand, opened two new wine glasses, poured a glass herself, and pushed it in front of her.

Shen Shengxuan looked at the wine glass full of spirits in front of him, first stunned, and then smiled uncontrollably: "It's rare, you also have times when you indulge me......"

As she spoke, she lifted her head and tilted her head sharply, quietly feeling the sweet spicy slowly flowing down her throat into her body before gently putting down the glass.

Raising his eyes to Liu Mo, who never wavered with a calm cheek on the other side, no matter how big things happened, he was obviously smiling, but there was indelible sadness in his eyes: "Is it that this time, even you can't do anything about it?" That's why you indulge me so much?"

Under Shen Shengxia's gaze, Liu Mo poured himself another glass of wine, slowly raised it to his lips, and sniffed lightly: "Shengxia, it's not that I can't do anything, but from the moment you marry into the palace, it is already destined to be such an ending, no matter whether Xingyue comes or not, whether Xianyu will be married or not, do you think you can change anything?"

Shen Shengxi was stunned for a moment, but Liu Mo's voice sounded again: "You come to the palace to be my concubine, what I can do is to ensure that you have no worries about food and clothing now, and protect the peace of the world in front of you, and after I ascend the throne, if you want to be free, I can send you out of the palace and let you live a carefree life." ”

Liu Mo slowly clenched the wine cup in his hand, quietly looked at Shen Shengxi's gradually red eyes, and his consistently cold and low voice was full of faint helplessness for the first time: "Shengxiao, this is the sorrow of being born in the family of the emperor and general, and it is also an unchangeable fact, I can do my best to give you everything you want, but I am good at jade...... You're dead. ”

A hot tear slowly flowed down his cheeks, and Shen Shengxuan's uncontrollable lips trembled: "But you obviously know that what I want most is him." ”

In fact, this sentence was just a kind of venting, because she knew that what Liu Mo said was right, and she was powerless to refute it.

The reason why she will marry into the palace is because this is a necessary fact, even if the current crown prince is not Liu Mo, she must marry in.

In other words, she should be lucky, lucky that the person she is marrying now is Liu Mo, although she doesn't love her, he respects her enough, except for love, he can try to give her everything she wants.

When she married Liu Mo, there was actually a sense of revenge, women, that's it, even if she is sensible, but in the face of love, she is still as naΓ―ve as a child.

She clearly knows that she is in her heart, and she can't be with her because of the helplessness of reality, but she just wants to see him sad, wants to see him sad, and wants to see all the fluctuations related to her on his always cold cheeks.

But only now did she realize that she was wrong......

It turns out that not saying it really doesn't mean that it doesn't hurt, and she still suddenly realized that when she watched her marry into the palace, what kind of helplessness was hidden under her calm eyes.

This kind of helplessness is like you are punched by someone else, and just when you want to fight back with all your strength, you find that that person has completely disappeared......

"So...... What if it were you?" Shen Shengxuan suddenly raised his cheeks and looked at Liu Mo as if he wanted to comfort himself, "What should you do if the person who can't help herself is you?"

Liu Mo's calm eyes flashed a cold smile, raised the wine in the cup, and slowly put the wine cup on the table, his fair cheeks suddenly blurred with a faint flush, which was extremely eye-catching.

In Shen Shengxi's question, the corners of his lips were raised, and his voice was faint: "It can't be me." ”

Shen Shengxuan was stunned for a moment, then laughed self-deprecatingly, picked up a new pot of liquor again, and held it up in front of Liu Mo: "But you want to continue?"

Liu Mo frowned slightly: "I have to go to court tomorrow." ”

Shen Shengxuan poured him wine regardless of it, and his faint smile was mixed with a little schadenfreude: "When I am uncomfortable, I can't see others coldly, if you don't want to Ming'er, I will go to Weiyang Palace to say something you don't want me to say......"

Before she finished speaking, Liu Mo drank all the wine in the wine glass, and his voice with the smell of wine was slightly helpless: "Sure enough, only villains and women are difficult to raise." ”

Shen Shengxuan blinked innocently: "No, no, no...... It should be that a woman like me is more difficult to raise than a villain like your woman. ”

Liu Mo smiled faintly, undeniable.

Shen Shengxuan looked at this perfect man sitting opposite him with some drunkenness and haze, and I have to say that that that kind of helpless thing may not really fall on his head.

Of course, there is no doubt that he has some ability to turn things upside down, but more importantly, this man is too ruthless, not only to others, but also to himself.

Because, all the time, he is holding the determination to die, and he is wrestling with the helplessness of reality.

For ordinary people, it only takes a little courage to have love, but for people in the emperor's family, if you want to have and get love, you need to hold the determination to die anytime and anywhere.

"Drink!" Shen Shengxuan became more and more troubled the more he thought about it, so he simply didn't think about anything, and only pulled Liu Mo to drink blindly.

Those palace people who guarded the courtyard for their profession, hearing their master's bold voice, couldn't help but be ashamed, it was the first time they heard that a concubine pulled the prince to stay up all night drinking, and it was so heroic......

Of course, what they don't know is that in the Weiyang Palace at this moment, there is no place to stop than the Pavilion and the Pavilion.

In the main hall.

Qiqiao is three glasses of wine, and everything is spinning, but it is precisely because of this that she can say it without caring about anything.

"Niangniang, you say that I am just a slave maid, if I am reincarnated better, where will I not be worthy of being good at jade?" Qiqiao blushed and burped.

Hua Yueman was sweating when she heard it, and she really drank too much, so she didn't call herself good at shadow guards......

"...... Qiqiao walked over and hugged Hua Yueman, "You say, isn't the slave ugly?"

Hua Yueman nodded coaxingly: "Yes, my family's tangram is the best-looking." ”

"But, but ......" Qiqiao snorted suddenly, "Why doesn't Jade like me......?"

Qiqiao's tears came not only quickly but also quickly, Hua Yueman was caught off guard, she was already snot and tears, and it was estimated that this cry was too heartbreaking, so that the pork belly lying at the door came over.

Hua Yueman also drank a lot of wine, and now she was inevitably headache from Qiqiao's crying, but she didn't stop it, but hugged Qiqiao's trembling body and quietly accompanied her.

It's sad enough that you can't be with the person you like, and now you have to watch the person you like take someone else......

Hua Yueman is actually really glad that she had amnesia when she left Yaolan at the beginning, otherwise she really didn't know what kind of parting pain she would have suffered.

Qiqiao cried very heartbrokenly, and this crying lasted for half an hour before it gradually subsided, not because she was tired from crying, but because she was asleep.

Hua Yueman sighed, helped Qiqiao to the bed, and carefully covered her with the quilt, but she was already sleepy, turned around and walked to the window, originally wanting to breathe fresh air, but saw a tall figure, standing quietly and independently in the night dew.

Liu Mo ......

At this time, he stood with his back to her, his tall figure looking very lonely in the night dew, his long black satin hair neatly tied back his head and hanging down his waist, the night wind blowing, the straight corners of his robe and the sultry ends of his hair rose against the wind.

As if feeling the gaze behind him, Liu Mo turned around suddenly, and as his dark eyes swept behind him, Hua Yueman turned around and hid against the wall by the window at the same time.

"Prince. Outside, Fu Lu's voice sounded shallowly, "The hour is not early." ”

"Yes. Liu Mo's voice sounded one after another, "Go back to Muhua Palace." ”

"Yes. ”

Hua Yueman, who was hiding by the window, heard the footsteps that were gradually departing outside, and his throat was inexplicably dry.