readx;? As twilight fell, Concubine Yang's mood also fell to the bottom as the sun set......

In the cold palace, in addition to Concubine Yang, there are also people next to him, all of whom made a big mistake before and were brought in by Ji Shu. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 It's just that those people have been here for a long time, some for months, some for years.

Most of them have gone insane, and in the dead of night, some of them are either making loud noises, crying and making noise. It's nothing during the day, but it sounds a little creepy at night.

Xiangming listened to the sound outside, hurriedly closed the doors and windows, and came to Concubine Yang's side. Concubine Yang glanced at her and asked, "Xiangming, are you afraid?"

"Mother, it's eerie here, it's okay during the day, but at night, those voices sound so terrifying, like ...... Ghosts!" Xiang Ming nodded, a slight cry in her voice.

Concubine Yang chuckled and said, "What are you afraid of? In this world, talents are the most terrifying! What kind of people have we never seen in this harem? We are not even afraid of people, are we still afraid of ghosts?"

Xiangming got closer and closer to Concubine Yang, "Niangniang, don't say it, the slave is really a little afraid." ”

Concubine Yang got up and came to the window, and those voices were heard more and more vividly. She said lightly: "Xiangming, just one night, you can leave here tomorrow night, and this palace, there is no tomorrow night." ”

"Niangniang, don't worry, wherever you go, the slaves and maids will follow!" said Xiang Ming.

"Silly girl!" Concubine Yang scolded and didn't speak again.

For Xiang Ming, these terrible cries are terrifying, probably because this girl is more simple-minded. She used to seem to be afraid of these things, but I don't know when she was afraid of these ghosts and gods.

Was it the first time she ordered to kill the little nobleman who had just entered the palace? She still can't forget the voice of the nobleman who cursed her when he was dying! That night, she didn't sleep all night, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she could feel that the nobleman had come to her in a dream to seek revenge. For several days, she was in a trance.

But after that, after her hands were stained with the blood of more and more people, she would no longer have nightmares, and she would no longer be restless day and night for these little things. It was probably from that time that she took these things lightly, and all she thought about in her heart was the emperor's favor and the honor of her own position!

Concubine Yang stood there, carefully recalling the years since she entered the palace, and for some reason, she couldn't remember many things clearly. I used to be with my father and mother at home, but I still remember it vividly.

Parents......

It has been a few hours since the incident happened, and she suddenly remembered her father and mother at home. Although she is not as prosperous as Concubine Li, she can be regarded as a wealthy family. Since she was a child, she was cared for by her mother as a pearl in her palm, and her father treated her in general when she was a child, and she had a brother at home, and her father naturally preferred her brother.

But since she was seven or eight years old and became more and more handsome, her father was impressed by her and found many people to teach her various skills of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. At one time, her father was better to her than her brothers. At that time, she was still young and didn't understand anything, she just thought that her father suddenly began to like her. Later, my mother inadvertently told the reason once, it turned out that my father just wanted her to be selected into the harem and become a favorite concubine!

At that time, she didn't know what a harem was and what a favorite concubine was, but she only knew that this might not be a good thing. Because whenever Niang Dan mentions this, she will frown, and sometimes even cry silently.

In order not to let her mother cry, she began to be not serious when studying, at first her father just admonished her, and later found out that it was her mother's reason, so she started beating her mother. It was the first time she saw her father so angry that she needed to do something, and that day frightened her! She hugged her mother, crying desperately, begging desperately, desperately guaranteeing that her father finally gave up.

Since then, she didn't dare not be serious, so she went all the way to the age of Ji Xuan, until she became a woman in the harem. The night before entering the palace, her father and mother looked for her. Dad said that she must try her best to get ahead in the palace, and said that with her intelligence and appearance, she will definitely be able to favor the sixth palace. But when her mother was in front of her father, she told her to serve the emperor better, and after her father left, she quietly instructed her not to ask her to favor the harem, but to let her die peacefully!

She knows in her heart that her mother is the best person for her in this world!

Originally, she also thought about it, and after entering the palace, as her mother said, just protect herself. But when she saw the emperor for the first time, she couldn't take her eyes off it. She told herself in her heart that the emperor was the person she was looking for!

Reading poetry since childhood, what she envies the most is "I wish to have a one-hearted person, and the white head is not separated", and at that time she wanted to find a one-hearted person. From the moment she learned that she was going to enter the palace, she buried this wish deep in her heart, and said that it was the most ruthless emperor's family. Marrying the emperor, I'm afraid it's the most unintentional thing in the world!

However, these truths were all left behind by her at the moment she was tempted. She only knew that no matter how many people the emperor had around her, she must become the most favored one! She forgot what she promised her mother and kept her father's instructions in mind. Although she does not seek to get ahead, she does not seek glory and wealth, but only when she gets these can she become the emperor's favorite concubine!

So, she told herself that she must be the most gorgeous flower in this harem!

In fact, before Su Nuoyu entered the palace, she was indeed a very favored woman by the emperor's side. The emperor is always willing to stay in the Gaoyang Palace more, even if he doesn't call her to sleep sometimes, he is willing to accompany her to talk to him. She knew in her heart that the emperor treated her differently from others.

But since the advent of the Suno language, everything has changed......

Concubine Yang looked at the dim candle flame in the room, and slowly shed tears again. At that time, the passage of time and the prosperity of the past, she finally knew that the emperor's favor was the most unreliable in the world! And no matter when and where, the only thing that could warm her the most was her mother's embrace and the loving "Nannan".

"Niangniang, why are you crying?" asked Xiangming as she came to her and whispered.

Concubine Yang looked at the flickering candle flame for a moment, and said slowly: "I really want to leave the palace, I want to meet my mother's ......."

I'm going to die tomorrow, but I can't say goodbye to my mother before I die. If my mother learned of her death, I don't know how sad she would be! She failed her mother's expectations and forgot her mother's entrustment. If she can follow her mother's teachings from beginning to end, not seeking favor, but only stability, then she will at least live a good life now.

Xiangming was silent, not knowing how to comfort or advise, so she could only silently hold her hand.

Concubine Yang sensed the warmth, tilted her head slightly, and smiled hard: "It's nothing, it's just that I didn't do what she asked." ”

"Niangniang...... "Xiang Ming called.

Concubine Yang didn't want to cry sadly before she died, so she patted Xiangming's hand and said, "Okay, go to sleep." One last night, I'm going to sleep soundly!"

Xiangming nodded, and went to make her bed instead. It was said to be making a bed, but it was nothing, just some straw and a shabby mattress that had become moldy.

Concubine Yang glanced at the direction of the door, and there were still the desperate voices of those women outside. Speaking of which, all the women who enter the palace as concubines and concubines, which one is not charming and charming? Which one does not have a glorious age?

If you are outside the palace and find a good family to marry, I am afraid that it will already be a group of children and laughter every day. It's better than now, Ruhua is trapped in this dark cold palace at her age, eating moldy food every day, and wearing dirty and torn clothes. There wasn't even anyone around to talk to, only the occasional old servant came to clean up on time.

On weekdays, the best activity is to bask in the sun in the yard. At night, it was like now, crying wolves and howling miserably. The minions who were in charge of guarding them didn't bother with them at all, and would just whip them when they were too annoying. No one will care, no one will ask, enter the cold palace, there is no choice but to wait for death.

Concubine Yang sighed, this woman in the cold palace is really not as good as an ant! Therefore, she would rather die than live as humbly as them. It is better to die in the best of your years than to live like this crazy and mediocre.

"Mother, the bed is made. Xiang Ming interrupted her exclamation.

Concubine Yang nodded, came to the bed, only glanced at it, and didn't even frown, and went to bed and lay down.

Xiangming wanted to comfort her, but she didn't expect her to be so calm, and she was stunned for a while.

Concubine Yang saw her heart, smiled and said, "Sleep, it's good." After a pause, he said, "Let's sleep together tonight." ”

Xiangming nodded, got into bed obediently, and lay quietly beside Concubine Yang.

Concubine Yang closed her eyes, in the dark, she held Xiangming's hand and said softly: "Xiangming, after I leave tomorrow, you are not allowed to do anything stupid! Living well is the best reward for me! I have been thinking about it for a long time, I wanted to entrust you to the concubines in the palace, but if I think about it carefully, I am afraid that they will not treat you well." Tell me, where do you want to go, I'll go and beg Zhang Hua tomorrow. ”

Xiangming heard her say this, and tears came out of her eyes again. She breathed heavily, holding back her tears, and calmed down a little before she said, "Niangniang, without you, it's the same everywhere." ”

"That's it, I'll go and ask Zhang Hua tomorrow to ask him to take care of you more. I treated him well in the past, and he was not an ungrateful person, so I don't think I would be too embarrassed for you. If you stay in the palace for a few more years, you can get out of the palace. By then, it will be much better. Concubine Yang said slowly.

Knowing that she couldn't see it, Xiangming still nodded heavily: "Okay! Niangniang, I will listen to everything you say." ”

Niangniang is at this time, she can still remember her things, no matter what, she has to come down first, and she can't let Niangniang worry!