Chapter 123: Inner Demons
There are advantages and disadvantages to mental overdraft, the advantage is that there will be a high probability of growth after recovery, and the disadvantage is that like now, once the power of suppression is not there, many thoughts that were originally hidden in the heart will come out, and then they will fall into a bizarre dream world in a deep sleep, of course, in the process of martial arts practice, this phenomenon is called going mad. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Bai Quan was sure that he should have gone mad by now, because the place where he was sitting now was called Tatooine Capital University, and the professor who was lecturing on the stage was familiar to him, and he was familiar with what his next line would be:
"As we all know, the immigration to Tatooine marks the beginning of the Galactic Age for the entire Earth Federation! So can any of you tell me the history of Tatooine?" the professor asked, turning around and pointing to the desertified planetary image projected by the holographic projection system in the middle of the classroom.
"Please, I'm definitely going to be asked to answer this question next" Seeing the professor on the stage frowning, Bai Quan knew that the next whip must be directed at himself, and sure enough, after the professor looked around, the whip in his hand pointed at Bai Quan: "Bai Quan, you can answer." ”
Bai Quan reluctantly stood up and replied: "Yes, Tatuine Star, about eight hundred light years away from the solar system, is the fourth colonized planet of the Earth Federation in addition to the Moon, Mars, and Uranus, and it is also the first colonized planet outside the solar system. Because the surface of the planet is similar to the junk planet Tatooine in the popular movie Star Wars on Earth at the time, it was named Tatooine by the discoverer. ”
"Yes, yes, sit down!" the professor smiled and nodded.
"Hmph, what's the big deal, isn't it just a piece of rubbish!" a sarcastic voice came from behind him.
Bai Quan closed his eyes and knew which guy said it, but it was strange that he didn't feel any anger and sadness, not because the matter had already happened to him, he was relieved, but with an objective and condescending thinking to evaluate these "classmates" who commented on his malicious intentions, if they knew the future, this person they humiliated at will would be strong enough to face Zhang Shibo, the star king of Tatooine, I don't know what kind of expression it would be......
Packed up his textbooks, Bai Quan left slowly, Bai Quan returned to his home, the R20 in his memory was still as usual with a gentle female voice to tell him that dinner was ready, Bai Quan was silent at this time and did not speak.
Why did he return to this place, why did he appear in this scene, he could feel the incomparably strong flow of qi and blood in his body, but he couldn't control it, just like he knew that he was rich, but he didn't know the password of the passbook where he saved money.
There must be some special reason.
It was dark in front of him, and when it lit up again, Bai Quan found himself naked in a container, and it turned out that it was the moment to change his voice.
A black hole appeared above, and Bai Quan once again experienced the process of his soul entering the void, different from the tension at that time, he seemed to be a bystander from beginning to end, watching his soul pass through the void into different worlds, wandering through the cracks of the world, until Bai Quan's soul merged with it.
In this process, Bai Quan unexpectedly found that a white light and shadow stayed in the void, inadvertently touched by his soul and integrated into his soul, but this light and shadow was not discovered by him from beginning to end, he clearly saw that the image of the Kunpeng in the light and shadow flickered and disappeared, and his heart moved, and a certain idea was generated.
After light and darkness again, Bai Quan found that he was cultivating the Northern Spiritual Skill and the Divine Illumination Sutra, intending to visualize the Divine Court Acupoint, at this time he was surprised to find that in his soul, the white Kunpeng light and shadow flashed, and he involuntarily began to take the initiative to visualize the Kunpeng Spirit, but Bai Quan was surprised that at that time, it was clear that he seemed to be actively visualizing the Kunpeng Spirit, could this be the reason why he entered this scene.
In the next scene, Bai Quan was surprised to find that in the process of becoming stronger, every time he was in distress, or in the process of a great leap in strength, there was the existence of the Kunpeng Spirit, until he was strong enough to obtain the Kunpeng inheritance......
After the familiar light and darkness, Bai Quan stood in the void, no more memories of the past came back, and Bai Quan seemed to understand the reason why he was here: the spirit of Kunpeng.
"That's right! I've already guessed everything. After Bai Quan thought of this fact, a rumbling sound echoed in the valley sounded all around, and an overwhelming huge kun fish emerged from the void and said to Bai Quan.
"Why are you manipulating me?" Bai Quan was not too surprised, but said very calmly.
"Why? for myself!" Kunyu's figure slowly became smaller, and gradually turned into a human form, a figure that looked exactly like Bai Quan.
"Don't be like me. Seeing the kun fish transform into his own appearance, Bai Quan's face froze.
"Oh, don't get me wrong, I'm not what you think, it's a strange thing that changes by the light and shadow of that Kunpeng, in fact I am you, this so-called light and shadow is just a fragment of the soul left by the ancient Kunpeng, and I am the real you!" said another Bai Quan.
"What? I saw ......," Bai Quan said incredulously
"Seeing the spirit of Kunpeng become me? and then control you? Hahahaha, although you are not wrong, it's just that from the beginning, the inheritance of this Kunpeng was inherited by me after it entered the body, and then I was controlling you. The other White Spring smiled wickedly.
"Then you ......" Bai Quan was about to speak, but was interrupted by another Bai Quan, "Do you want to ask me what the hell is? I am you, a person who has been abandoned since childhood, bullied and despised since childhood, and then deeply concealed yourself, you are just a mask made by me for the so-called life, the so-called strength." ”
"No way, how could I have been a mask made by you?" Bai Quan's face turned pale, he wouldn't believe it anyway.
"I'm scared, don't you feel panicked? But that's the truth! I can know anything you're thinking now, but you can't do it, have you noticed that you've made great progress since you practiced martial arts, but you don't feel pleasure at all? It seems to be a matter of course? That's because I'm the one who's been controlling from the inside?" The other Bai Quan walked over step by step, and the words that came out of his mouth unhurriedly seemed to describe a fact.
That's right, Bai Quan recalled the past scenes, indeed, it seems that it is a matter of course to become stronger, he can't feel the pleasure of this promotion, even killing, he has never had any sense of fear, and he doesn't have any surprise after seeing the bugs, as if everything is normal, is what the "self" on the other side said is true? He is a mask that has been created, a virtual personality used to deal with any malice?
"Do you think of that lovely girl who is still lying in the ice coffin? What is her name, oh, by the way, Zhuge Baibai, what a nice name, have you ever found that even the moment you see you die, do you only have anger, without the slightest heartache?" more ruthlessly revealed the secret that Bai Quan had been hiding in his heart.
"No, I love her, I'm sad, Bai Bai didn't die at all!" Bai Quan suddenly covered his ears and squatted down, feeling extremely empty in his heart, that's right, I'm a mask, I didn't even feel heartache when my fiancée was in this situation.
"Don't struggle anymore, disappear quietly, let the real Baiquan appear in front of the world, now we are standing at the top of this world, can't we? I can run rampant in this world, can't I? Why do I still use a fake mask to deceive the world?" the other Baiquan squatted down and said seductively.
He slowly stretched out his hand, stroked Bai Quan's head, and raised it high, about to shatter Bai Quan's Heavenly Spirit Cover with one palm.