readx;? How I want to end my life, stick a dagger into my heart, let the pain spread out of my heart, let me still be conscious, let me know that there are more painful things in this world than loving someone, but after hearing the words of Xiaoyue and Miao Miao in the ring, I hesitated again. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Am I really going to die like this?

Luo Shi, you come out, I really want to see you, for you, even if I am humbled, so that I can be dust, you can be trampled under your feet, even if I am turned into air, humble air, around you.

I don't know when I loved her so deeply, I felt that I could do anything for her, but now, things are not going the way I imagined.

Luo Shi didn't come out after all, I sighed, gathered a little strength, and slowly got up from the ground.

The few people who were watching me from the side and the armed police, after seeing me stand up, thought that I was going to make a move, and subconsciously retreated a few steps, but I just smiled bitterly, turned around and walked to the side, I didn't go to the Yu family, and I didn't go to Luo Shi again, although I really wanted to see her again, but I knew that even if I saw her, what could I do? The final result still made me even more distressed.

I got out of there, and no one stopped me. I suddenly felt like a wandering ghost, I had no strength, but I insisted on walking, and the pedestrians on the road all pointed at me when they saw me, and I didn't meet my grandfather again. In my mind, Luo Shi's figure is sometimes clear, sometimes blurred, but I feel numb.

When I'm tired, I fall asleep on the ground, and when I'm hungry, I look around to see what I can eat, I'm like a beggar, I'm like a sheep, I'm like a cow, I even eat grass, I feel like I'm more comfortable.

Xiao Yue in the ring came out from time to time to help me wipe my body, and when I was really about to starve to death, he would give me water to drink and food to eat, but these are completely like stones to me now, and I just use him to continue my life.

However, for a moment, I can't help but think, why should I continue my life, isn't it better to die, when I die, I won't feel pain, when I'm dead, I won't miss Luo Shi, when I'm dead, I will forget everyone, drink a bowl of Meng Po soup, and I don't want to be a lonely ghost.

However, Xiaoyue knew what I was thinking, but told me that death is not terrible, what is terrible is or, if I am afraid or, that is a coward, Miao Miao will also appear, holding my hand, crying and encouraging me to say, let me not do stupid things, even Luo Shan, who has been watching coldly, will also appear, telling me that only by living, will I investigate the ins and outs of this whole thing, Luo Yi told me that this matter, although it seems that the general trend has been decided, but often the things I see in front of me are not true.

Perhaps, it was Luo Shan's words that gave me hope to live again.

However, in just one week, I have gone from being a person who likes to be clean to very sloppy, my body stinks, I have become a beggar, if I sit on the side of the road, people passing by will throw coins at me, and someone will throw me food, I will not dislike it, to be honest, I feel very relaxed in this state.

Time flies quickly, after leaving from Whistle Huyu, half a month has passed, in this half a month, I have no news from Luo Shi, let alone any news from my family, of course, perhaps, after such a thing happened at home, they didn't have time to take care of me at all.

I don't know where I came, but if you look at the terrain, it should be the area of Miaojiang, here, it is relatively close to Yunnan, and it seems that it is not very far from Qingyun Mountain, and after I came here, I really want to live, although the living conditions here are not very good, but the environment is very quiet, I just found a valley, and lived in.

The environment here is good, I often meet tourists, they will think that I am a Taoist priest after seeing me, in fact, my identity, there is also a Taoist priest, of course, when they come up to talk to me because of curiosity, I never speak, I don't want to speak, so, they all treat me as a dumb Taoist.

Soon, the news that there was an additional dumb Taoist priest on our side was also known. Of course, there are only a few who know me, because I haven't done anything earth-shattering, I just sit in a daze at the mouth of a cave in the canyon every day, or lie in the cave to sleep, such a day, once a small half a year passes.

By the end of the day, I was skinny and skinny.

It wasn't until that day came that I suddenly realized that there was still value in this world.

It was ten o'clock in the evening, I lit a fire in the cave, and after the fire, I was ready to rest, but at this time, there was a sound of shortness of breath outside the cave, and subconsciously, I turned my head to look at the entrance of the cave, and I didn't want to care about anything, after all, there were people playing here at night.

But what I didn't expect was that a middle-aged woman appeared at the entrance of the cave, and as soon as she appeared there, she knelt there and kowtowed to me, I was very surprised, I didn't know what was going on, I walked over and helped her up and asked, "Auntie, what's wrong with you?"

Maybe it's because I call this woman an aunt, the man was slightly stunned, but soon cried and said: "Dao Chief, I heard that you are a living immortal here, can you go and save my child, she seems to have fallen into evil, please, please." "As he spoke, he kowtowed to me again.

I don't know why, at this time, Xiao Yue in the ring said: "Chen Sheng, saving someone's life is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter, you have been lazy recently, now you have something to do, why don't you do it, and looking at the woman's clothes, you should be a person with status, if you help her, maybe you won't have to eat something difficult to swallow here all day in the future." ”

Actually, I didn't feel that life here was so hard, since I experienced the incident between Luo Shi and my family, I seemed to have seen through a lot of things, but seeing this woman so nervous, I thought that I couldn't see death without help, so I naturally nodded and agreed, and followed her out.

Soon, after coming to the bottom of the mountain, I saw that there was a private car there, but at this time, there was a shaking and jolting in the private car, giving people a feeling, as if a couple of men and women were fighting inside, when I went in to take a look, I saw that a woman in the leaky clothes was trapped with her hands and feet, and was struggling inside.

And I quickly looked at the woman in front of me, and then I saw that the woman's hands and feet were bloody, and it looked like there were not shallow bite marks, which were probably bitten by the woman in the car.

I don't know why, I haven't had much strength for a while, and I don't want to care about anything, but after seeing this scene, I actually came to my senses, and immediately asked the woman: "Tell me quickly, what's going on?"

The woman then began to say: " Dao Chang, here's the thing, my daughter Bei Bei just took the college entrance examination this year, but after the results of the college entrance examination came down, it was not ideal, although she had passed the line, but she was not admitted to her ideal university, so Bei Bei has been more depressed, I saw her depressed when I was at home, so I took her out to go around, the environment here is better, we plan to live here for a few days, but I didn't expect that this afternoon, Bei Bei suddenly seemed to be crazy, hugged me and began to bite, at that time I and Bei Bei were two people, I was really out of line, so I tied her up。 ”

"And during the two days I spent here, I heard that there was a living god on this mountain, so I found you. At this point, the woman began to weep, and it looked very miserable.

After I heard this, I understood what was going on, but when I saw the woman in the car suddenly having a big heart, it was estimated that she was given a ghost, so I asked, "Auntie, did you take Bei Bei to a place where you shouldn't go?"

When the woman heard this, a few doubts flashed under her anxious expression, and after thinking about it, she said: "I will go into the water with Beibei, originally the two of us were looking for shells, but I don't know why Beibei suddenly became like this." ”

I immediately understood what was going on. In fact, I have lived here for so long, and I have long heard that there are often ghosts here, and there has always been a legend here, saying that in fact, many people lived here in the early years, but because of the flood, so the people downstream here were washed away, and many people were buried in the flood because of the flood, but those who died, died unjustly, so, after death, the lonely soul did not immediately go to the underworld to reincarnate, but came here, with the water upward, want to find their hometown to do sustenance。

It's just that when these washed away wandering spirits came here, they saw that their homes were gone, so they were very desperate, and the resentment in their hearts was born, so they became powerful ghosts, lurking in the water, and could harm people at any time, especially in the evening or at night, this kind of thing happened from time to time.

After understanding this, I said directly to the woman: "Auntie, don't worry, in this way, you go to a nearby existence and find a few things for me, I will use them to help your daughter exorcise ghosts, okay?"

The woman glanced at me, looked carefully, her eyes were full of doubts, perhaps, she was wondering, I am such a Taoist priest, don't I have a magic weapon to exorcise ghosts or something, but when she saw the tattered clothes I was wearing, she immediately understood, immediately nodded, and did as I told her, went to the nearby existence to find some yellow table paper, some cinnabar, and brushes and incense candles and other things.

After she found these things, I quickly began to draw symbols on the yellow sheet paper with a brush.

Seriously, since what happened to Luo Shi and my family, I haven't read anything about the Taoist secret techniques and the knowledge in Lu Ban's Records of Experiences and Experiences, because I feel very decadent in my heart, but when the brush is held in my hand, when I dip the brush in some cinnabar to prepare to draw the talisman, an unprecedented feeling hits my heart.

At the same time, two breaths suddenly burst out of the lower abdomen, and once the breath was born, it suddenly made me feel like I was resurrected.

Yes, the resurrection.

To be honest, I've been completely dead for a while now, so it's not an exaggeration to say that I'm resurrected.

Soon, I used a brush dipped in cinnabar to draw a talisman on the yellow table paper, this talisman is a talisman, when I was in Qingyunguan, I mainly practiced this thing, before I felt that this talisman was difficult to draw, because, according to the Taoist secret art and the record of Luban's experience, a successful Dao talisman needs to be instilled in a part of the qi, at that time I couldn't do it at all, but I didn't expect that I hadn't drawn it for so long, and I actually drew one in one go, although a little sweat appeared on my forehead, but I was still very satisfied.

"Auntie, open the car door. I hurriedly shouted at the woman.

Although the woman was very anxious, it can even be said that she was a little flustered, but she was a very shrewd woman at first glance, when she watched me draw the talisman, her eyes flashed with a look of doubt, I understood that she may be doubting my strength, but soon, when she opened the car door, and when I recited a few mantras, and put the talisman on the struggling Beibei, Beibei suddenly stopped moving.

At the same time, a black mist suddenly emerged from Beibei's body.

I was just about to clean up the ghost, when I felt a chill coming from the ring, and then, I saw a red light flash, Luo Yi appeared, and then grew his mouth, swallowed the black mist into his stomach in one go, and then, very quickly, drilled into the ring.

"Well, the strength of this ghost is still good, and the taste is also good, for me, it is an inferior tonic. Luo Shan's voice came out.