Chapter 17: Confronting the Heart

"So the first thing you need to do now is to feel the existence of the power of the soul," the Poison Emperor said to Lu Xinghe. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

"Then how do I feel?!" Lu Xinghe asked hesitantly.

"That power is in your body, only you can feel it," the Poison Emperor said and said what he didn't say.

Lu Xinghe knew that this was the common method used by the inner disciples of the martial arts family, just to say the beginning, if the master feeds the apprentice with the exercises, then it will be difficult for the apprentice to make a difference in the future, because even if the apprentice learns, he will not understand how he knows, and the skill will never be able to surpass the former, not to mention the use of the gods, everything in the future will have to be explored by himself, if he can draw inferences from one case to another and realize it alone, then he will be familiar with the formation and application of this exercise, and know how he realized it, and the exercise belongs to him。

Everyone has their own way, if the Poison Emperor directly teaches him, it is not his own way, the Poison Emperor is indeed a level master, then the next thing to see is whether he is a qualified apprentice.

"Close your eyes and search for your soul in your consciousness," the Poison Emperor continued.

Lu Xinghe obediently closed his eyes.

"Feel your world, feel yourself, and feel yourself and what is outside the world, that is your soul sea"

Lu Xinghe sat down and closed his eyes, this step is somewhat similar to the meditation of a martial artist, but a martial artist feels the aura of heaven and earth, and then feels himself, and then integrates with it, and the necessary condition for a martial artist is to be better than the physical condition of ordinary people, like Lu Xinghe, who has been sick and weak since he was a child, and has also tried martial arts in the past, but in addition to feeling himself, his body can't bear the aura of heaven and earth at all, let alone integrate with himself.

And this Soul Sea Cultivation Technique, it seems that there is no mention of Qi from beginning to end, so what kind of power is the power of the soul? Can it really compete with the Qi of a martial artist?! Lu Xinghe's heart was full of doubts.

"Don't be cranky," the Poison Emperor reminded as he looked at Lu Xinghe, who frowned from time to time.

Lu Xinghe immediately stopped his thoughts about to run up, in fact, meditation and sleep are very similar things, it is very difficult to grasp the difference between falling asleep and waking up, even if it is a powerful martial artist, he will often fall asleep when meditating.

Meditation usually goes through three realms, the first is clear, this is the most superficial meditation, when it comes to this step, the surrounding sounds will become extraordinarily clear, and the thoughts are the same, this realm is usually used to comprehend cumbersome martial arts, thinking more single-mindedly, the second realm is the unity of non-chaos, when it reaches this realm, the meditator will feel that he is one with heaven and earth, he is just a dead thing in this world, when he reaches this realm, the meditator's mind begins to be clearer than clear, and begins to constantly think about how to be himself, who I am, why I came to this world, the third realm is chaos, and this realm itself begins to become a bystander, the brain is chaotic, but the mind will continue to jump out of the Taoist thoughts, one thought gives birth to ten thousand thoughts, ten thousand thoughts give birth to ten thousand thoughts, one thought gives birth to heaven and earth, one thought destroys mortal dust, one thought breaks through the void, one thought enters the devil, this is the cultivation of the realm of the heart.

After chaos, there is another realm called sleep, as the name suggests, that is, falling asleep.

The martial artists of Kyushu do not pay attention to the cultivation of the state of mind, which may be the main reason for the weak martial arts.

Lu Xinghe quickly entered the clear, and the sounds of the various animals around him were unconscious, sometimes far away, sometimes beside him.

Looking for himself, Lu Xinghe listened to the sounds of heaven and earth, mixed together, forming a unique music in the deep forest.

After a long time passed in the Clear Realm, Lu Xinghe entered the unity of chaos, and the heaven and earth in his mind began to stand still.

"Lu Yun, what kind of person are you?"

In front of Lu Xinghe, a person who was exactly the same as himself asked by his original name.

Lu Xinghe began to think, there was no sound in the world at this moment, he recalled his life, spring, summer, autumn and winter, the sunset path that he had been walking since he was a child, as well as the goldfish he fed, Kangsheng Pharmacy, Miss Wang, Lu Cang, brothers, housekeepers, and all the bits and pieces of life, which were so clear at this moment.

"Probably an ordinary person," Lu Xinghe said.

"Lu Yun, you were kicked out by the Lu family, why?!"

"I don't understand, maybe I've always been a burden, it's just time to lose it" Lu Xinghe lowered his head as he replied.

"Lu Yun, you're a waste, right?"

When Lu Xinghe heard this, his mouth kept trembling, his teeth clicked, and he said after half a sound.

"Yes"

Lu Xinghe, who was opposite Lu Xinghe, frowned when he heard this, and said disappointedly.

"Wrong, wrong, wrong, all wrong! Big mistake! Lu Yun, this is not the real you"

"Face Yourself"

The Lu Xinghe in front of Lu Xinghe suddenly dissipated, and a piece of picture unfolded in front of Lu Xinghe's eyes.

That was when Lu Xinghe was only fifteen years old, trading with Tianji Pavilion in exchange for the martial arts of the major families outside the Crowd Eye.

That was the scene where Lu Xinghe began to refine herbs and created the enhancement pill for the first time.

It was the scene where Lu Xinghe pretended to be sick and weak in exchange for Lu Cang's sympathy, and insisted on watching the Lu family's stunt Meteorological Collapse Technique.

It was the scene where Lu Xinghe bought a divine weapon spectrum with a lot of money and personally consulted the heart forging artifact.

It was the scene where Lu Xinghe ignored his body alone in the middle of the night, forcibly cultivated his true qi and exploded his body, and silently sorted out the blood stains by himself.

This familiar scene continued to flow in front of Lu Xinghe's eyes, and Lu Xinghe looked at these with a heavy face.

"This is the real you, Lu Yun!" the voice in his heart sounded again.

"If you think you are a waste, why have you been practicing every day and night for so many years, alchemy, refining weapons, why do you insist on chasing martial arts cheats, why do you insist on practicing martial arts under your own body?"

"I'm afraid you can't even believe the hidden ambition in your heart, right?!" the voice in your heart asked.

"You already know how to alchemy, refine weapons, and read through most of the exercises in the world, because you have done all these efforts, but you have never made you a martial artist, so you have low self-esteem to think that you are a waste."

"But although you say so, you never think so in your heart, you want to change your martial arts, you refine pills, you learn to refine divine weapons, you forcibly cultivate the Lu family's martial arts, you are always the one who is unwilling to accept fate, and your ambition has never changed. ”

"Lu Yun, that's you, face yourself"

Lu Xinghe was in a cold sweat when he heard this, that twilight was indeed himself, but a person without strength, how could he be worthy of ambition?

Lu Xinghe clenched his fists, every scene in that scene was himself, of course he was unwilling, since he was born, in Kyushu, where martial artists are respected, he is inferior to others everywhere, no matter what kind of efforts he makes, he is always inferior to anyone, how willing is this, of course he wants to become stronger, he desperately reads through Kyushu martial arts, desperately studies alchemy, and even has to learn alchemy, so what, he is still inferior to others.

If Lu Xinghe wasn't the young master of the Lu family, with his appearance, I'm afraid he would have died of illness a long time ago.

Who would be willing, why are you the only disabled person in the world who is disabled among thousands of normal people in the world?!

Who would be willing, a certain family has another genius, and casually ascended to the realm of heaven?!

Who will be willing to surrender to one person after another who is stronger than themselves in the future?!

How can you be willing?!

Of course, he wanted to prove himself to Kyushu! But when he didn't have the strength, everything was so pale and powerless.

"If I wasn't a waste, how could I have done so much?" Lu Xinghe said with a clenched fist.

"You're resisting your own answer, Lu Yun, you have to face yourself," said the person in front of him.

Lu Xinghe let go of his fist, he suddenly thought that every time he said that he was a waste, his heart was very tormented, and he began to face the people in front of him who were the same as himself.

He suddenly thought that he was meditating, and the person in front of him was himself, and it was clearly a conversation between himself and himself just now.

"You are the 'me' in my heart," Lu Xinghe said, pointing to the person in front of him.

The person who was the same as Lu Xinghe nodded.

"Lu Yun, face yourself, face your own desires, face your own ambitions, face your own joys, sorrows, and sorrows"

Lu Xinghe fell into deep contemplation, he was thinking, what have I been doing all along, and what is the meaning of doing that?

Heaven and earth have given me a sick and weak body, I used to do this to resist, I resisted this fate, and one day I obeyed, I obeyed this fate, I admitted that I was a waste, I began to oppose the voice in my heart, that is, the "self" in front of me.

The voice in my heart is the heart, and I have been rebelling against the heart?! Resisting the heart is rebelling against myself!? Lu Xinghe thought in shock.

If I rebel against my heart, I will really lose to this destiny, I am not dead, I still have a long life, I have not lost to this destiny, if I don't even dare to face myself, how to fight against this destiny!

Only by facing oneself first can one be qualified to resist this destiny! Lu Xinghe finally understood, he hugged the "Lu Xinghe" in front of him, and the other self turned into a piece of streamer and integrated into his body.

Lu Xinghe opened his eyes and said firmly: "I...... Not a waste."

"If I stomp my feet in the future, I will be a person who trembles in the heavens and the earth!"

There is still no end to the remedy.

At this moment, Lu Xinghe found himself who he had never realized and lost.

His first meditation was over, Lu Xinghe didn't know how long the time had passed, only to see the moon in the sky move a long way, and his body was also sweating profusely, while the Poison Emperor kept looking at him all the time.

The Poison Emperor watched Lu Xinghe suddenly jump out of meditation, and asked with a smile, "It seems that you have already gained something."

Lu Xinghe nodded.

"I got the most important thing back"

"Don't be complacent, it's still far away" The Poison Emperor poured cold water on Lu Xinghe without hesitation.