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But this kind of color can no longer make my life shine again. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

That's not what I want anymore, I can't give her what I want.

I'm no longer the teenager I used to be.

Thinking of the more than 500 days of waiting, my heart couldn't help but soften, and my tone couldn't help but lighten; "There's no why, it's just that no one can leave, can't go, and don't want to go." "Everyone has paid an unimaginable price to the point where they are now, and if they go like this, then what they have lost before will become meaningless.

Maybe I'll lose a lot in the future. But this is our choice, so we will lose it, and we will pay for it.

Just like me now, I am about to lose Wang Mengmeng's love. Because I don't deserve her anymore, I can't give her anything.

"Xiaoyu, why are you forcing me so much?" Wang Mengmeng smiled sadly, and the grief in her smile expanded infinitely in front of my eyes, as if it turned into needles from her sad eyes, straight into my heart, and kept piercing in my heart, again and again.

I lowered my head and watched our figures gradually overlap in the sunlight and separate: "I don't want to do this either." I laughed, but there are some things that I don't have a choice.

If Wang Mengmeng really got involved, then it is very likely to be used, used by me and used by Wang Xin, and what she received is endless harm, rather than this, it is better to completely cut off everything, let her go, and let her find the sky that belongs to her.

Because I can't shine in her eyes anymore!

I was silent for a long time, and after a long time, I heard a hollow voice from Wang Mengmeng's mouth; The voice was far away as if it came from another world, and the distant ones were a little inaudible.

There was a sudden twitch in my heart, but I was still smiling, smiling brightly, "I would rather let you hate me thoroughly than your painful love for me." After taking a cigarette, I trembled and lit another cigarette for myself: "Qian Cheng is really good, and he is also sincere to you." I smiled and slowly pushed her into the arms of the others.

The wind blew in through the window, and the sound of a distant past mixed with the laughter of silver bells echoed fiercely in my ears.

"Yes, he's good. But I don't like it. Wang Mengmeng smiled like a dead heart on her face: "I like Xiaoyu, it's the previous Xiaoyu." She closed her eyes as if trying to recall the past; "Xiaoyu used to be very good to me, when I was unhappy, he made me happy, we laughed together, ran together, ran through my youth, ran through my most innocent years, we walked together, held hands, we sat together on the park bench, snuggled up to each other......" The corner of her mouth showed a faint smile, as if she was silent in the memory of the past:" I only like him, I've liked him since I was very young, and I just want to like this one person for the rest of my life......"

I took a puff of my cigarette, and the pale blue smoke came out of my mouth mixed with thick bitterness at the same time, and I smiled as I watched the smoke slowly dissipate in mid-air; "There is no trace of the ethereal smoke dissipating; "Nothing in this world is constant, just like this smoke, it will eventually dissipate in the past time, I believe you will be very happy, and I wish you happiness." ”

"Yes, my love for Xiaoyu will not change. Wang Mengmeng roared resolutely, her voice was like cutting ice and snow, firm and resolute, sonorous and powerful; "I just want to love him, I only love him, I only want to love him alone in this life, and I will only love him alone." She roared angrily, like an angry lion cub.

I smiled reluctantly, "That's your business, it's none of my business." I turned my head to the side, not wanting to look at her tearful face anymore. Looking out the window, why is the sun so dazzling, my eyes are astringent, I want to cry, I try to raise my head, take a deep breath, and force the tears that are about to overflow into my eyes.

After being silent for a long time, Wang Mengmeng laughed miserably, "When I waited for you for so many days, every day I went with hope, I don't know if I can wait for you, but I have hope, at least I think I can wait for you." So when someone tells me you're dead, I can lie to myself and say that Xiao Yu just left and will be back soon. So in this way, I stubbornly insisted on it day after day, insisting on the hope in my heart, and insisting on my self-deception. ", the most "v new u chapter y on cool $ craftsman d!net*

"You don't know that when I saw you, I thought it was really a dream? Even I couldn't believe it, I didn't even have the courage to walk over at that time, until I watched you gradually walk towards me, I didn't believe that it was really you, that you really came back. ”

"But I never imagined that you were getting closer and closer to me, and at the same time you were getting farther and farther away from me. Drop after drop of tears turned into echoes of life, dripping on my heart again and again, making my heart convulsive, and I couldn't help but gasp for breath.

The smoke between my fingers trembled with me, and it fell to the ground and rolled far away, leaving a faint trace of soot on the ground.

"But why did you force me to say such things to me as soon as you came back? Do you know that my heart hurts, it hurts. ”

Looking at her face, I reached out, and just as I was about to touch her face, I suddenly retracted again. I took a deep breath, turned around, and said in a cold voice: "You go, just think that the previous Gao Yu is dead." ”

"Hehe......" Wang Mengmeng's laughter is more desolate than the sea and colder than ice and snow.

After a long time, she suddenly fell silent, and I heard her hollow voice, like coming from an empty lonely grave, full of desolation and sorrow; ”

I gritted my teeth and didn't dare to speak, I was afraid that my tears would flow down, so I turned around and took her into my arms, the delicate body in my arms was trembling, and I could clearly feel the pain in her heart.

But I can't give her anything, and I can't comfort her.

It seems like a long time has passed, and it doesn't seem to be long. I slowly let go of the delicate body in my arms.

Wang Mengmeng looked at me in a daze, and then kissed me on the face, and the warm lips with the wetness of the water droplets were imprinted on my face at the same time. She took a few steps back and walked to the door, "You once said you liked to see me laugh the most. ”

With tears on her face, she reluctantly pulled up a smile that was more ugly than crying; "This is the last time, remember this smile." ”