The burning flames were blazing, the heart-rending screams spread infinite fear, and the approaching black shadow of the Gundam made me retreat without knowing what my fate would be. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

When the black shadow in front of me stretched out his hand to me, my vision was enveloped by endless darkness, and I could no longer feel any reaction from my body; when the black shadow in front of me spoke to me, I could only hear the other party's repeated brainwashed language "surrender", "slave", "master", "object", ......

I don't know time, I don't know space, maybe a second, maybe a century, maybe I go thousands of miles, I may stand still.

At all times, I hallucinate that someone is brutally murdered in front of me, that I hear someone begging for mercy, that I smell all kinds of burnt or rancid smells, that my hands feel like my skin touches my flesh, and that my skin sometimes feels sharp metal and then enters my body......

Obviously, what I see in front of me is the darkness that cannot be transparent, and the only words in my ears are repeated, but I will be haunted by some hallucinations that appear at some unknown time all the time, like a dream, and sometimes it feels extremely real.

The voice of the black shadow was instilling these words in him all the time, and the darkness brought by the black shadow did not disappear from his sight.

The repetition of voices became more and more frequent, and the darkness never ended.

Suddenly, the sound was gone, and the hazy light of the fire seemed to shine through his eyelids into his eyes. I want to get up, but I don't have the strength, I want to open my eyes, but I don't move.

After a long time, I felt the blood running in my body again, accompanied by a sharp pain, a near-death pain, the pain of death was very intense, but the most terrible thing was that a choking smoke kept pouring into my nostrils, almost suffocating.

The pain paralyzed his hard-won perception, and he heard a noisy human voice in his ears, and this time he didn't hear the inexplicably repeated sound.

It didn't last long before I was once again in the dark, and now I couldn't feel anything at all, I couldn't hear anything.

When I was able to see the light that I hadn't seen for many years, the first thing that caught my eye was the face of a young girl, with purple eyes and short white hair.

This is a very beautiful girl, but the other party's messy and asymmetrical short hair has completely destroyed the other party's beauty, as if the other party's hair has been caught by fire.

"Gilly, are you awake?" asked the girl softly, with an unbelievable look in her eyes, as if she had discovered something new.

"......" The long darkness made it difficult for me to adapt to the light, and the brainwashing language destroyed the memories in my mind, and now I can't remember who I really am or what I am.

I don't know my name, but I don't know what I'm called.

"Are you alright?" Perhaps after a long time of not answering, the girl turned her gaze to some of the church people around her, vaguely remembering that there were priests from the Church of Leverdeon, priests in charge of healing, and in addition to this, there were some mages who seemed to be majoring in recovery.

After a question, the girl in front of her had a heated discussion with these therapists, although she couldn't hear what the other party was discussing, but she knew that it was something related to herself.

After a brief discussion, the priests and mages left the room in silence.

I looked at the girl quietly, as if I wanted to know what the other person was doing, and the other person turned his gaze to himself, lying on his own and not knowing why he couldn't move.

I wanted to think about it, but the severe pain caused by my body put an end to my thinking.

"Ah!!" wants to resist, wants to wave his hands and feet, and shakes the other person off his body, but he can't control his body at all.

After not feeling it for a long time, I became very sensitive, and this pain almost killed me, and soon, I was going to return to the endless darkness.

I wanted to stop this pain and beg for mercy, but now I can only let out a terrible scream, and I can only express my feelings to the other person in the most intuitive way.

"Submission", "Slave", "Master", "Goods", ......

I don't know if the pain is hallucinating, or if what I see in front of my eyes is an illusion, and what my body feels is an illusion, or maybe it's all an illusion created by an unknown black shadow for me.

The repeated voice of the disappeared brainwashing sounded in his ears again, did the other party want to use this to make himself a "slave", "master" and "object" that the other party said? Or did he only remember these things after listening to them for a long time?

"I ...... I wanted to show my attitude to the other party, but the real pain made it impossible for me to express the meaning ......of this sentence.

Tear pull-

The sound of the cloth being torn came to his ears, as if the flesh in his body was exposed to the air, and he felt his beating heart in intimate contact with the air.

Every beating is an intimate encounter with the icy air.

"Don't ......" a trembling voice, begging for mercy from this girl, hoping that the other party would let her go.

His heart was now feeling the touch of the other person's delicate fingers, and the pain made him almost collapse, kneading his most vulnerable and sensitive parts, and now he felt extremely fearful.

"Submission", "Slave", "Master", "Goods", ......

The voice that had been haunting him for a long time continued to ring in his ears, and seemed to be stronger than ever, more powerful, and deeper into his brain......

"Shilinya, let's take the anesthetic, right?" said a woman's voice that she hadn't noticed, seeming to be in a hurry.

"No, not with paralysis. The diabolical girl's voice was very resolute.

"But, you see she's going to have an accident now!" "That's right, I'm going to have an accident, I'm going to have an accident, and you've been brainwashing for so long and it's been in vain......

Whether those voices were from the shadow or from the girl, I don't care now.

My beating heart is constantly being pulled by this demon, and every touch causes an unbearable pain, if I can, I want the other person to be able to take this heart away, I don't want this thing that can only bring me pain......

"Anesthetizing or paralysis would be detrimental to her fragile heart. "Now it's good for my heart, are you sure?

I don't "surrender" to you, I want to be able to express my thoughts......

I want to say to her: I am not your "slave", you are not my "master", you cannot advocate for me......

I want to say to her, "I'm not your "object" and I'm not going to let you play with me......

Once again, there was a pain in my heart that went straight to my soul, and I almost passed out, but the pain that continued to come was intense, and I was awakened by the pain again as soon as I passed out.

The inner roar just now has become history, and now I just want to hope that the other party can stop torturing me, if I can promise me, I can agree to all your requests, satisfy all your desires, and solve all your problems, whether it is life or physiology......

The dark time of the past was not long, and the current hell time is the most painful moment of life, and it is also the longest moment.

"Submission", "Slave", "Master", "Goods", ......

The annoying sound was still eating away at me, and I knew I couldn't resist anymore.

Stop! I can "surrender" to you! I can be your "slave"! I owe allegiance to my master! I can become an "object" of my master......

I wanted to speak, but now the pain was so severe that I could no longer utter a word, and my master could not hear my supplication now......

The bloody operation was very unfamiliar, and Dalefield now finally knew why Shilinya had to spare the healers just now, such a brutal surgical operation would definitely cause public outrage.

The maid named Gilly is now completely broken, and the distorted face caused by the pain is the best illustration of this, a bloody, inhumane heart-correcting operation.

Shilinya's eloquent theory of surgery seemed perfect to Dalefield, but it was just a bunch of theories, and Shilinya had absolutely no practical experience, and a ward where the patient was parked was now being transformed into a torture room.

Shilinya kept moving the fragile heart of the human being, little by little, as if she was afraid of hurting this fragile heart, and the constant movement was undoubtedly an extremely painful torture.

Once, when Dalefil saw some prisoners of war "Blood Eagle" in the Imperial Army, he felt that "Blood Eagle" was one of the most cruel methods in the world, but now Dalefil found that his perception had been improved in a new way.

Gilly's screams had long since disappeared, and the poor child was now absolutely unconscious, his eyes wide open with extreme fear.

Dalefield has seen wounded soldiers on the battlefield forced to amputate, amputees soldiers have lost their military careers, and they have left a lot of pain in their future lives. The soldiers at that time did not show such an extreme look of fear to Gilly as they do now.

The scene was too cruel, and the female soldier who had been on the battlefield for a long time turned around silently, not wanting to see this scene again.