PS: I would like to dedicate this document to my book friends, to me who are still struggling, to the newcomer authors who are still struggling, to encourage - although you can't see it!

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When I wrote this book, the title of the book was not this, it was called "Awakening to the World". Pen %fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info because I thought a lot about it when I wrote it at the time, I gave it the name "pour out the world", but after uploading, I found out that there was a duplicate name.

I went to Baidu to check it, and there were so many, more than I imagined! I thought that the name I remembered after hard thinking about it was the same name, so I added an awakening, because the story is based on the return of awakening.

Speaking of which, when the book was first uploaded under the name of "Pour Out the World", it was on November 9, 2015, and when I think about it, it seems to be a story from a long time ago, and I have a feeling that it was a big dream, and I still have a lot of memories when I think about it now.

At that time, writing a book was an impulse, and when I thought about it, I wrote it, without any experience in online writing, just one word, do!

At least at the time, I thought it was a lot, 70,000 words......

Then, I just can't write anymore, because I see that others write without any writing and no new ideas, and it turns out that I am useless! Writing and reading are completely different things.

And at that time, the speed of code words can be described as snail-like, writing 3,000 words from eight o'clock to eleven o'clock, and I think it's good... I persevered for fifteen days, but I couldn't write it anymore without saving the manuscript or outline. At that time, I left a follow-up - I will write it back during the Chinese New Year, but when it came to the Chinese New Year, I didn't expect that there would be so many things, so I just postponed it until February 25th.

At that time, I thought that there would be no market for a closed book and then rewrite it, and it would not end well! But I just felt that the first book could not let him end so badly. Even if it is to leave no regrets for my future online career, I have to hold on, and I have to write it if no one reads it!

After re-uploading, it's just perseverance and hard work!

When I wrote 100,000 words, when I uploaded a new chapter, I found that there was an application management, and a link to apply for signing a contract appeared.

Dot!

Very decisive, very much looking forward to the result...... You know.

Okay, I'll write again, a day of writing, and then in the starting point client saw a place to send a red envelope, clicked to see that there is a recommendation ticket red envelope, hmm? send a try, send a look!

You have certainly never seen a rookie author like me, and I sent out more than 400 red envelopes that week!

Now that I think about it, heh! stupid - force one!

Because from beginning to end, more than 3,000 red envelopes and more than 3,000 collections, 30 percent of them were returned on the same day, and 95 percent of the people did not look at them.

Later, I also sent it twice, in fact, it was not useless to send a recommendation ticket of more than 600 yuan, at least a few book friends who were willing to read were willing to stay and sign in, and I also got acquainted with Ximei Flower Street classmates, the first person to reward this book for free.

What was it like at the time?

To tell you the truth, that feeling is like when you confess your first love, and the other party accepts it, it's very sweet and you feel very happy!

That is, from that day on, I began the journey of at least two shifts a day!

You should be able to know how much motivation it gave me! Before that, I only had two shifts on weekends, and since then I have been three shifts a week!

Although the reward is not much, this reward is continuous every day. It's not that I love money so much, (because I sent out a total of 600 yuan in red envelopes...) But I think my book is read, I'm very happy, I didn't work in vain! The last thing people want to see is that their efforts are in vain, as a newcomer to the Internet, although I am very vegetable, but I also have a dream, dreams need motivation, as long as someone reads it, I will write it!

I'm not afraid of your jokes, I've written this book so far, how many clicks do you guess? No more than 20 clicks a week, less than 300 clicks in total!

I sent more than 3,000 red envelopes just by sending recommendation tickets!!

Every day I tell myself, it's okay, I'm just practicing, I've taken this road, I'll keep going, anyway, it's not my job, every day after school, I have time to write more, and my daughter is too noisy to write less if I don't have time!

Just stay up until one o'clock every day, or even two o'clock, and the sleep time of the five days from Monday to Friday in a week will never exceed 25 hours, so I wrote 170,000 words in 23 days this month! And I changed the previous content to about 20,000 words, which is not too much, but it is not a lot, after all, I only go home at night to write.

Two more times a day, it's really not very easy, plus the child is very sticky to me, the child and her grandmother, the child and her mother are not in a rut, so I have to coax, after the coaxing, sometimes I can't write a paragraph for two hours, no way, I can't draw my brain, the result may be that the article is very bad, and I sleep very late.

Sometimes I think, anyway, if I don't rely on this to eat, I can't write if I throw it away, and I can get at least fifty or sixty yuan a day when I go to play online games after work, and the pocket money is enough!

But I just feel unwilling! I have to finish writing it, so that I can be worthy of those who are still reading my book, I read a book called "Martial Traces" before, and I still have a good feeling when I wrote it before, but then it is gone, which is a pity.

Even if it's not to be sorry for the book friends, at least it's to be worthy of my efforts in the past two months!

I applied for this book twice, the first time I didn't apply, I changed it! The first few chapters were rewritten, the ideas were rewritten, and then after writing another 50,000 words, I applied again, and it still hasn't passed! The beginning has been changed, the ending has been changed, the introduction has been changed, and the title of the book has been changed!

I was discouraged at the time, it seemed that I really didn't fit in, or that I was really bad.

What should I do? I applied for a visa refusal, and the answer was very official.

Write no one reads, click on two or even 0 a day.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm just living in my own fantasies? What's the point of writing so much that no one reads? It's like a person talking to himself, but thinking that there are a lot of people listening, what's the point?

After thinking about it, it's still one word, do it! Just stuffy it, how can I have experience if I don't write? I was convinced of myself in my mind at the time: Like those platinum gods, who can speak, can't even climb, and finally don't all become gods, I am just born! I will learn slowly, I will definitely speak, and I will definitely run!

But this kind of idea has no support, it is very dry, and it will disappear at any time, until someone signs in later, someone rewards, and it is energetic! Two and three changes a day, and it is much faster than the previous one.

Anyway, thank you, it seems that there are less than ten! Keep reading my text, thank you really much! It's a kind of companionship, although I don't know how far apart.

This article should be regarded as the footprints on a mental journey I left for myself, I hope that when I see this article a few years later, I will smile slightly, no regrets, those who have read my article will notice that there will be an accurate time at the end of each chapter, I am constantly reminding myself that the road is still very long, and these time points will be a witness on the road of my life!

I'll let "Gods and Demons" finish normally!

This is my promise to you and to myself!

Thank you!

Thank you to myself!

------To be continued--------

Apr 23, 2016 18:53:43