Chapter 15: Real and Illusory Dreams (1)
The vast underground space, which seems to have no bounds, reveals an infinite sense of mystery. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info It seems that even the undead never existed here.... It was so quiet that it seemed that a needle could be heard, and Wang Kai walked aimlessly in this mysterious space that shielded spiritual perception....
At first, Wang Kai wanted to find an exit to the ground, but in this place, there is the same picture, stone stalactites and skeletons everywhere.... Wang Kai lost his way after walking from the place where he fell, Wang Kai walked and found himself lost, at this time he remembered the first person close to him since he came to this other world, no, "skeleton" Dumb...."I don't know, Dumb was caught by Avis's men, was he caught and tortured painfully or escape.....d?"
Wang Kai imagined that a distressing feeling came to his heart for no reason, in fact, skeletons in the undead have no heart, they will only accept the world with the attitude of survival of the fittest, they have no joy, anger and sorrow and complex emotions, only the pain when they are hurt..... And Wang Kai has human emotions because of the retention of consciousness in his previous life, Dumb is like his partner to himself, he is loyal to himself, but he can't get him out of the sea of suffering, if he has the opportunity to return to the ground, Wang Kai decided to make up for the guilt in his heart, no matter what, he has to find and rescue Dumb. Because Dumb is the only hope that can prove his worth now...
Wang Kai walked aimlessly in this quiet underground space, and Fa Zheng couldn't find a way to get out for the time being, in this environment where no one disturbed, Wang Kai fell into deep contemplation.....
Wang Kai in the previous life may have been orphaned because he lost his parents since he was a child, and entered the orphanage, because the young mind was stimulated when he lost his parents and caused a psychological shadow, Wang Kai did not like to talk much since he was a child, he was an introvert, and he was also a misfit in the small friends, so he became more reticent, and when Wang Kai grew up, he had few friends around him, Wang Kai learned to hide everything in his heart at that time, until he met a person who opened his heart when he was in college, so that Wang Kai understood what love is and what care is, he walked out of the shadow of his heart step by step under her guidance, he fell in love with her, his classmates, but what happened later made Wang Kai understand that he might not be attached to fate in his life. She passed away in an inexplicable accident, and from that moment Wang Kai understood that the happiness that belonged to him would always be far away from him....
After that, Wang Kai returned to his original state, until he graduated and found a job and married a classmate in college, Wang Kai thought that his life might have passed like this, but he didn't expect to bump into it at the last moment of his life, the wife who didn't even know whether he loved or didn't love was cheating with others... If it weren't for the coincidence, Wang Kai might not have found out in his life. It's not that he can't guess, but he doesn't want to believe it, because his heart has already died in the injuries and blows again and again, until he was reborn and came to this mysterious world Wang Kai has always wanted to give himself a chance to change his life again, because of the failure and death of his heart in his previous life, so Wang Kai wants to find the value of life, but until now, Wang Kai feels that he is slowly changing, although the change is not very big, but there is still hope, if one day he can return to his original world, or return to the world of human beings, he is now an undead skeleton can he go back to the past?
Wang Kai thought about this problem, he laughed at himself and said, "If you can't go back to the past, then change the present, at least no matter what the situation was, it is meaningful to live every day to the fullest....."
Anyway, since he came to this world, Wang Kai thought that he wanted to adapt to the cruel world in front of him, to make himself slowly stronger, and to set a goal for himself is also a hope, so that he can live a different life in this world..... Although the current Wang Kai's strength is not very good, at least he can gain a firm foothold in this world, Wang Kai decided to be a skeleton with pursuit...
"Click.... Click..."The sound of slight footsteps echoed....
Wang Kai doesn't know how long he has been gone, but now he is constantly thinking, as if he has an epiphany, and he is caught in memories....
Unconsciously, Wang Kai went deeper and deeper, and the scenery in front of him became more and more blurred and darker, and Wang Kai himself did not notice this problem..... He just walked aimlessly thinking, as if there was a magic force driving him and seducing him, and he should go on like this forever....
Until Wang Kai's figure gradually drowned in the darkness on the side....
"What am I going to do? Why am I here? Who am I? What is the meaning of life? What is the value of life?...... "Wang Kai's consciousness appeared one question after another, he treated these questions that he could not answer, and repeatedly asked himself, why?
"What's my name?... I....?"
Wang Kai's soul fire feels so tired... Right... He hasn't fallen asleep since he was reborn, originally the skeleton didn't need to sleep as long as the soul fire was vigorous, but at this moment, Wang Kai didn't notice this problem at all, he was like under a spell, and he was constantly hypnotized, "Hurry up... Let's take a good rest....." Wang Kai suddenly felt really sleepy, "Sleep for a while, just sleep for a while, and then leave when you wake up... Kindness... But why go?... Why don't you just go to sleep like this....."
Gradually, Wang Kai's consciousness became blurred, he stopped his original advance, and slowly fell to the ground, falling into a deep sleep..... Just after Wang Kai fell, in the darkness not far away, suddenly a faint light flashed and then disappeared into the darkness, "Quack...." The voice was as sharp as a baby's cry, revealing infinite weirdness.....
"Woo~~ It's so hot....!!"
The sleeping Wang Kai felt like he was being roasted by the fire, he was awakened by the heat, the moment he opened his eyes, Wang Kai was pleasantly surprised to find that his eyes lit up, and when he took a closer look, he actually returned to the real world, and then he saw that it was in a room, and it seemed that near the door, the raging flame was burning, where did the unbearable heat come from, it turned out that this place was on fire.... In a panic, when Wang Kai was about to stand up, he found that he couldn't do it.... Because the next moment, Wang Kai was horrified and found that he had become a baby lying in swaddling clothes...
"How can this be??" Wang Kai didn't understand why, but now time waits for no one, the fire is already spreading, and Wang Kai can't think anymore under the threat of death, Wang Kai doesn't want to be burned to death as soon as he comes back, but he is just a weak baby who can't walk... Could it be that he could only be burned alive here, Wang Kai didn't want to die, the only thing he could do now was to open his throat and call out loudly, but the cry for help passed through his baby's mouth and turned into a sharp and loud cry "Wow~~"
But before Wang Kai could call, thick black smoke rippled throughout the room with the fire, Wang Kai was smoked by the smoke, and tears fell involuntarily...... "Are you really going to die?" How do I.. Still is... This.. Why.. Slowly Wang Kai's consciousness was a little confused, but just when he closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep, he heard the burning door kicked open with a "boom...", and then a figure broke in, picked up Wang Kai who was lying in the cradle, and then covered it with the wet blanket on his body... Turned around and broke into the sea of fire ....
When Wang Kai opened his eyes again, he had already been rescued from the fire by the person who hugged him, and the person in between, a man in his twenties, was anxiously shaking Wang Kai while calling in a hoarse voice
"Baby... Wake up..."Seeing that Wang Kai woke up, the young man's originally wrinkled brows finally relaxed, but it didn't take long for him to seem to remember something, and with a painful expression, he immediately handed Wang Kai to the neighbor who heard the news and came to put out the fire. The young man picked up the blanket that was about to dry again, put it on, and said softly to Wang Kai full of love, "Don't be afraid, baby, mom is still inside, dad is going to save your mom, good boy, wait for dad obediently, dad will be back in a while........"
At this time, Wang Kai knew that the young man who saved himself was the father he forgot when he grew up, it turned out that he chose to rush into the fire for his mother, and finally never came out with his mother.
It turns out that he has such great parents.... All this is because of saving yourself, the fire spreads, delaying the time to save the mother.... So it was he who caused his parents to lose their lives..... Wang Kai suddenly felt that his heart hurt so much and felt so guilty, because he had always misunderstood that he had never met his parents again when he grew up, and when he was in the orphanage, he was bullied, so he secretly hid in a corner and cried while hating his parents in his heart Why did he leave him so ruthlessly, when he was a child, he couldn't understand why, and when he grew up and became sensible, he didn't want to think about this sad thing anymore, because Wang Kai knew, but he couldn't do it.... I can't face that painful memory again.....
When he repeated that moment again, Wang Kai realized that although he had lost them, the love of his parents was no less than that of others, and it was as great.....
Some things can only be regretted when they are lost, maybe like a movie in my previous life, if God gives me another chance.... Wang Kai knew that those two words were "cherish", so for the most precious thing he lost in those years, Wang Kai could only remember it in painful memories. People, in this life, sometimes it is better to lose something than to have it again, because if you lose, you will no longer be afraid of the pain of losing again one day, just like Wang Kai now.....