3. Loneliness
As soon as he put down the chopsticks, Li Yang knew that his mother was about to speak. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Trina, apparently seeing something, looked lovingly at her child and reached under the table.
When Trina's hand reappeared on the table, she had one more letter in her hand.
"This is what Mother is going to give you. ”
Li Yang took the letter, but still didn't speak, he knew that his mother still had something to say to him.
Sure enough, Tlinna smiled calmly as she looked at her child's inquiring gaze.
Unlike before, this time, Li Yang felt an emotion of letting go of the same together, like a person who was about to die.
"Mother, you. ”
Li Yang's face changed, and he was about to ask again, but was stopped by his mother Trina waving her hand.
"Son, do you know what Mother gave you a name?"
"Phil Bloodhoof, remember your human name, Phil Bloodhoof. ”
"Mother knows that your strength is very strong, and you can't hide it from your mother's eyes no matter how much you have been hiding it for so many years, to be honest, my mother is very pleased. ”
Tryna's smile widened, she was proud of her child, she was relieved that her child was strong, at least he wouldn't be bullied anymore.
The strong family affection has become deep and pure at this moment.
Li Yang suddenly felt that he was a little ashamed of his mother over the years, and he was too angry with her.
Tryna's clear gaze looked directly at Li Yang, as if she had seen through his mind.
This may be the special feature of a dying person.
"Don't be sad, child, the mother just poisoned her own food. People will eventually die, but sooner or later. ”
"Really, don't be sad, get out of this lowly tribe, go to Mongla, the principality of humanity, and give the letter to Tenarch, and he will tell you if you do. ”
After Trina finished speaking, she reached out and stroked Li Yang's cheek tremblingly.
Gently, gently, with a hint of reluctance, with a hint of unwillingness.
Li Yang looked at his mother's eyes, and at some point, tears soaked his cheeks.
At this moment, he really felt what a mother is and what is maternal love!
Unfortunately, it was too late......
Poof!
The voice was neither heavy nor light, and the great and noble mother, who was in Li Yang's eyes, fell.
Maybe it used to be joyful, but now, there is only sadness.
Li Yang cried quietly, letting the tears fall on the corners of his clothes, on the rice cooked by his mother, everything was so peaceful.
But Li Yang knew that the only woman he recognized in his life was not his mother's mother, who died and passed away with a strong love for him.
Li Yang is not stupid, he can clearly feel that his mother chose to leave because of him.
Because he didn't want to be a burden to him, he didn't want to be a burden to him, and in the end, he chose to die.
Perhaps, everything is his fault, he shouldn't have faced his mother so indifferently in the past years, he shouldn't have left his mother alone at home in the past years, accompanied by loneliness, and danced with pain.
Everything is because of him, everything is finally him......
I don't know when the tears have dried up.
Li Yang stood up, gently put his mother on the bed, and gently covered her with a quilt.
"Mother, Bloodhoof will not forget your teachings, even if it is just a meal, Bloodhoof will remember it!"
kneeling, three heavy Chinese supreme etiquette, telling Li Yang's filial piety and regret at the moment.
But you can't turn back time, you can only look forward.
Solemnly putting away the envelope handed to him by his mother, Li Yang began to pack up his dinner.
If Li Yang was a fierce tiger and a wolf in solitude before, then at this moment, he is a solid stone that guards faith, and no one can break through his barriers.
Once, he realized abandonment, realized loneliness, and finally died in death.
Later, God gave him the opportunity to be reborn, and he realized the new life and family affection.
Now he is indeed a precipitated solid stone, and nothing can break him.
Li Yang's eyes were calm, Li Yang's heart was silent, and at this moment he had only one belief, to walk out of Niugett and go to the Principality of Mongolia.
The dishes and chopsticks had just been put away when there was a knock on the door.
"Who?"
Li Yang was still washing the dishes and chopsticks, and asked without looking back.
"I, Gulla. ”
Gula's little bull-headed sister jumped open the door and came in, and when she saw Aunt Trina sleeping, she crept up to Li Yang and whispered, "Brother, the patriarch asked you to go, as if he was going to give you a name." ”
Little Gula was very happy, as if the patriarch was going to give her a name, and she was very excited.
Li Yang washed the dishes and chopsticks, put them in order, and then turned around and touched Gula's head.
Although they are both ten years old, Gula feels like seeing an elder every time he sees Li Yang, so every time his brother calls him extremely sincerely.
"Okay, brother, let's go out with my brother, your aunt is sleeping." ”
"En!" Gula nodded, walked out behind Li Yang very obediently, and gently closed the door.
After Li Yang and Gula broke up, they walked alone towards the big house in the center of the tribe.
It was a place where the tribe held meetings, and it was a place where the patriarchs and elders and priests discussed major tribal events, and a humble person like Li Yang actually didn't have the qualifications to be close.
The door was open, Li Yang's face changed to a smirk, and he walked in without the slightest timidity.
Suddenly, there were more than a dozen elders and the patriarch sitting at the top, his father, Niu Ergetro.
"I've seen my father. ”
This is Li Yang's privilege, and he doesn't have to call him patriarch like anything else.
But this privilege, he would rather not.
"Well, it's good to come. Gertrowe's fierce and majestic figure trembled slightly, "Elders, what do you think is the best name for my son?"
Suddenly, the quiet council hall became noisy, and some elders were talking to each other.
After a while, an elder stood up, it was the second elder of Niu Geet, Niu Ergodero.
"Patriarch, I think the name Geluo is better, it not only fits the temperament of this child, but also doesn't lose his identity. ”
Suddenly, there was another round of discussion, some agreeing and some disapproving.
Gertro's eyes flashed, and he thought the name was good, and was about to nod his head when suddenly an old voice sounded.
He is the fourteenth elder of Niu Gete, the youngest elder of the Niu Get tribe, and the youngest silver-level warrior, and Getro's own brother, Niu Ermoko.
"Patriarch, I don't think it's the right name. Our Ox Clan has always been strong, and when we reach the gold level, it is even more likely to awaken the earth-shaking talent. And this kid is so weak in terms of strength and size, if he is given a name, he will be disgraced to our Niu Get. ”
Niurmocco paused, as if to clear his throat, and then spoke again.
"I can, I should give the name no hooves, Niu Er no hooves, our cattle clan is most proud of the cow hooves, I think this name is the most suitable for him. ”
The reason why Moko dared to say it so confidently was because he saw that his eldest brother didn't care about this kid at all.
In ten years, he hadn't seen his eldest brother go to see their mother and son.
Otherwise, according to tradition, Li Yang's name was given as early as one year old, how could it be forgotten, and it was not remembered until the juvenile ceremony was mentioned by Gulla?
Suddenly, the entire council hall fell silent, and the eyes of the elders all looked at Li Yang's feet, which were a pair of human feet.
In an instant, all the elders remembered something, and they all sat up straight, looking at Li Yang with indifference in their eyes, as if he was not qualified to stand in front of them at all.
"I agree with Elder Moko's words. ”
The Great Elder was the first to speak.
"I second!"
"I second!"
......
Suddenly, all the elders agreed with Moko's words, and the patriarch Getro finally nodded and agreed with his brother's words.
"Now, I'm going to give you the surname Niu Er, the name of no hoof, are you willing?"
A loud voice came out of Gertro's mouth, echoing throughout the chamber.
Li Yang was still smiling happily, scratching his head from time to time, and when he saw Gertro's name, he immediately clapped his hands with laughter.
"Yes, yes!"
At this moment, the eyes of the elders looking at Li Yang were no longer only indifferent, but more angry.
Such an idiot, there is no need to give a name!
"Well, no hooves, since you agreed, go back. ”
Gertro waved his hand, motioning for his mentally handicapped son to leave quickly.
Li Yang did enough to act, bowed a few stupidly, and then left with small steps.
As soon as he stepped out of the conference hall with his front foot, Li Yang's complexion changed, becoming cold and solemn.
The youngest silver-tier warrior?
Since you don't know what it means to insult the bull, I don't recommend teaching you personally.
If you give me no hooves, I will give you no life!
At that moment, Li Yang's steps back were heavy and slow.
He has already moved to kill.
When Li Yang returned home, he realized that he had forgotten to tell Getro about his mother's death, but after thinking about it, Li Yang gave up the idea.
I didn't even look at them, and my mother's death might not be worth burying my father with a body.
In the middle of the night, Li Yang carried his mother's corpse and walked towards the prairie outside the tribe.
For my mother, being buried here may be a good result.
Using his strength to shake open a big pit, Li Yang put his mother into the big wooden coffin that he had planed with his own hands, and finally kowtowed three times, and then covered the coffin and put his mother into the grave.
A sharpened square stone tablet was erected, and Li Yang carved a line on it that did not belong to this world, Chinese.
"Mother Phil Trina's Tomb, Son, Li Yang. ”
At this moment, Li Yang truly accepted Tryna's identity as a mother, although the age of his soul was much, much older than Tryna, but he accepted it willingly.
Because, he used to have no mother.
And now, he has a mother.
In the night breeze, Li Yang's somewhat thin figure looked tall and majestic at this moment.
Those dark eyes kept flashing with light, and that light was the light of murder!